Текст книги "Avoiding Responsibility"

Автор книги: K. A. Linde

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Jack nodded slowly linking his fingers with Bekah's, and Lexi could barely stifle the gag that was threatening to be released from her body. She knew that she had been weaker by far when it came down to Jack's own sky blue eyes then Bekah was being right now, but she couldn't fathom it any longer.

And in that moment, she felt as if she had just gone through a turning point. For some reason kneeing Jack in the balls hadn't been as clear as this moment. That look in Bekah's eyes of complete and utter devotion and complete and utter stupidity was enough to fully change Lexi. Whether Jack actually loved Bekah or just loved the idea of Bekah was something Lexi would never know, but what she did know in that moment was that it no longer concerned her. Jack and Bekah no longer concerned her. Whether they ever got married, whether they lived happily ever after, or whether they skinned each other alive did not matter to her, and that made her smile.

"You know what I'm through," Lexi said her smile growing with how true that statement was. "I thought I needed to go to this wedding to finally get Jack out of my system, and to work things out with Ramsey." She wasn't sure why she was telling everyone this, but if she had it her way she would never see any of them again. "And I've accomplished both of those things. This entire week has made me realize that I got over Jack a long, long time ago. I was just so lost in the past that I couldn't see the person I had become. And the person I am now doesn't need to go to this wedding to get over a guy she never even dated," she said sending a seething glare in Jack's direction. "And anyway I never much liked the circus, so you can count me out."

Lexi turned away from the crowd of people that had gathered and walked over to her best friend. She knew that Chyna was mad with her for what had happened with John, but she hoped that she could see past that right now. She hoped they would be able to work it out later like they had with everything else. "Are you coming with me?" Lexi asked her.

Chyna gave a quick chuckle before responding, "God I thought you would never ask! Let's go."

Lexi took it all in stride. She knew that she would have to talk things out with Chyna, but at least she was amicable enough to still leave here with her. She knew she had one thing left to do.

Lexi glanced over at Ramsey hesitantly. She knew he was in the wedding as a groomsman. Even if he didn't approve of the union, it's not like he would ditch with her and Chyna. This was his sister after all. She didn't care what kind of problems they were going through right then, the bond that they held was pretty strong. If he had been able to stick with her after discovering what she had done to Parker, then Lexi couldn't imagine this changing his mind about her.

"Well uh…" she began awkwardly unsure as to how to proceed. She didn't want her departure to signal that she was leaving him as well. She had absolutely no intention of that happening. In fact, the more she thought about what this turning point in her life meant for her, the more she wanted Ramsey to be actively involved in that process. They had things to work on in their relationships and skeletons in their closets to overcome, but she was certain they could do it together. But she wasn't going to force him to be someone else for her ever again. If he felt like he needed to go to this wedding, if he somehow thought it was the right thing to do, then she wouldn't stop him.

"I guess we're gonna…yeah. So I'll see you after…or yeah, whenever." Lexi tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. She was more anxious about his reaction than she would have liked to let anyone know. She was after all abandoning his sister's wedding, the one place he had actually invited her to. She was leaving him to go through this all alone, but she thought he might understand why it was necessary for her to leave. She wasn't leaving him, just washing herself clean from the scenario.

"What are you talking about?" Ramsey said with a smile to ease her worries. "I'm coming with you."

"What?" everyone yelled nearly at once.

Lexi's smile shined like a beacon at the realization that he was actually going to skip the wedding…with her. They were all boycotting! She loved the idea. She had no reason to be there now and the only person she wanted to be with was leaving with her. It was too perfect. She felt a glow of happiness overwhelm her as her smile turned to him. He moved towards her blatantly ignoring everyone else in the room, cupped her cheeks in his oh-so-capable hands, and kissed her lightly on the mouth.

"Of course I'm going with you," he whispered for her ears with a peck on her little button nose.

Lexi broke Ramsey's beautiful emerald gaze long enough to judge the reactions of the remainder of the room. Bekah looked ready to murder him where he stood. Lexi thought it was unsurprising as that now left her short a groomsman. Considering she was insane about her own wedding and had freaked out more about the bands cancellation than Jack infidelity, this certainly made sense to her. Not to mention, this was her brother who was leaving her own wedding out of disapproval. Bekah couldn't have planned a better scheme to ruin someone's wedding herself.

The rest of the room looked shocked, but none more so than Parker. Her eyes were practically popping out of her skull and her mouth was hanging open. It was as if she couldn't believe that the perfect Country Club gentleman she had known since she was little, that she had dated for years, would ever do something like this. How could he turn away from his own sister on her wedding day? How could he turn away when she needed him?

"You can't just leave!" Parker cried on top of the other protests. "This is Bekah! She's only getting married once, and you want to miss that?"

Ramsey shook his head at the protests, but fixed his gaze on Parker who seemed to be the most desperate of the bunch. "I've done many things to defy the person my family wants me to be, which is why I'm sure you, of all people, should be able to understand why I must object to this wedding." He spoke quietly, but with a determined and even tone.

"No," Parker said shaking her head, "I cannot understand. I never understood why you defied your father so much. I'll never understand why you would leave now. It's as if you don't even care...about anything…about how this affects things."

Ramsey's eyes seemed to harden with every word she spoke. "You don't understand, because you never saw me for who I really am. I may be a product of my upbringing, but I am not a "Bridges Man" through and through," he said adding the air quotations for emphasis. Bekah gasped at the connotation and Parker's mouth hung open. Jack even looked stunned at the proclamation.

"Wh…what are you t..talking about?" Parker stammered out.

"How can you say you aren't a Bridges Man?" Bekah asked furiously.

He rounded on her. "Because I'm not," he said throwing his arms wide. "I never have been. I have done everything in my power up until this last couple months to thwart the very power that everyone attempted to bestow upon me. I don't need nor want the power, money, or responsibility that Bridges has to offer."

"Then why did you agree to work for the company?" Bekah demanded at the same time Parker gasped out, "Why are you working with me as Vice President then?"

Ramsey shook his head as if answering these questions were the last thing that he wanted to do, but he obliged them nonetheless. "I did it thinking it was the best thing for me and Lexi, and I managed to secure a contract that finally…fit my interests, per se."

"What do you mean fits your interests?" Parker asked completely ignoring the first half of the statement.

Ramsey shrugged with an easy smile. "Let's just say I was given full discretion, which are terms that I can agree to."

"Daddy would never…" Bekah began, but was cut off by Ramsey's defiant stare.

"I'd like to see that contract," Lexi murmured under her breath.

"I had my lawyers look it over," he said confidently. "So as you can see, I stand by my word. Now if you'll excuse me." He motioned for Lexi to exit. As the small entourage made for the exit, Parker dashed after him and grabbed his arm to stop him in place.

"You can't be serious," she muttered despondently.

Ramsey turned to her reluctantly. "Parker, I'm not sure how to make myself any more clear."

"You're going to leave your own sister's wedding?" she asked her eyes filled with utter disbelief.

"Yes," he said as a matter-of-fact. "If you cared for her at all, you would leave to."

"How could…" she shook her head unable to comprehend. "How would I be showing her I care if I left?"

"Because the only thing that is going to stop this mess is for us to stop denying what is going on here. Parker, just walk away," he implored her.

Parker looked torn. She peered over her shoulder at her best friend and the people she had known her entire life, and then back up at the man she had loved for just as long…the man she could never have again. "No," she whispered shaking her head and stepping away from him, "I can't be a part of this. I'm here for Bekah. If you don't care enough to stand by her, well that can't be helped, but I will. I won't give up on people," she said with a cold stare.

Ramsey nodded solemnly at her implied meaning and turned back towards Lexi before she made his decision waver. The past was the past, and he couldn't change it. He could only shape the future. "Lexi, let's go."

Lexi smiled up at him before turning back to the people she was so ready to leave behind. "I truly hope that you have a happy life together," she said with a pleasant smile across her face. She knew that it couldn't possibly be the case that her well wishes would come true, but she was certain that they didn't believed her.

As the quartet walked out of the groomsmen quarters, across the hotel, and through the enormous front doors, Lexi knew that she truly didn't care what they thought. She was finally doing what was right. She had done what she came to do. Jack was out of her system for good this time. She may not have been successful at stopping a terrible wedding, but she had succeeded in extracting herself from the situation entirely.

And even better than that, she had Ramsey again. They were on equal footing, and time may be the only thing that could tell where they were going from here, but at least they were going together. She couldn't ask for more than that.

"Where to now?" Lexi asked looking up at Ramsey hopefully.

He gingerly pushed a lock of hair behind her ear, and then laced his fingers with her own. "To our apartment?" he asked with the same note of hope in his voice.

A smile played on her lips. "I like the sound of that," she said as they walked hand in hand away from the wedding showing more solidarity for each other and more disapproval of the events unfolding inside than any objection she could have uttered prompted by the minister – speak now or forever hold your peace.

She figured she really was at peace.

The End.

Author's Note: Thanks everyone for reading my work. I'm glad to announce that this chapter completes the second installment of the Avoiding Series. Thank you everyone who has encouraged me to continue writing through this incredibly difficult year while I finish up my Masters. I got an A-Okay for graduation, a job interview, and finished a book all in the same week...not too shabby.

I am now posting chapters to a new book called The Affiliate, a romance fantasy novel. Feel free to go check that out!

K.A. Linde

Author's Note

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On the day of Cyrene's 17th birthday, she is Presented to the court of Byern for Selection into the Class System of their society. Coming from a high First Class family, she desperately hopes to be placed into the highly educated world she grew up in. Her sister and brother both already serve their kingdom as established ambassadors of the royal court in one of the highest positions. She hopes to obtain a similar stature next to her sister as a Queen's Affiliate. What she finds when she ultimately enters this world is something she never dreamed of, full of a series of unanswered questions and riddles, scandal, and intrigue...

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