Текст книги "Let Me Love"

Автор книги: Michelle Lynn

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Chapter 10

Trey

The relief I feel at Kailey accepting my past is liberating as we walk hand in hand back to my car. I realize now I probably had no reason to worry about Kailey accepting my carelessness as a teenager, or that she wouldn’t understand my decisions. Family is at the forefront in Kailey’s life, so my worry that she might not fully understand how someone could give away a child that was a part of them was merited. I meant what I said; I’ve never regretted my decision. I may miss her and wonder what my life would be like if I had decided to keep her, but the same answer always resonate back; she’s in better hands with the family we chose. I reassure myself every day that she’s with parents who love her just as much as I do.

We pull into the driveway, and I sigh seeing all the same cars still lining it. Jackass Rob’s Mustang is parked in the driveway alongside Dex’s truck. “Would you rather go to my place?” Kailey squeezes my hand to gain my attention.

“Nah, they’ll eventually leave for the bar.” I climb out of the car to walk around to her side just as the dipshits file out of the house.

“Let’s go, Michaels, party over at Kipernick’s. Last one before graduation,” Dex hollers, and then notices Kailey getting out of the car. “Never mind,” he says with a smile on his face.

The other guys stare over and jokingly roll their eyes before climbing into Dex’s truck. “See you, jerkoff,” Rob calls over, and blatantly appraises Kailey. “Hell, if I had that hot piece, I might stay home too.” He chuckles and ducks into the back seat.

My fists automatically ball up at my sides, but Kailey calms my rage instantly by placing her hand on my forearm. I smile down at her and those green eyes show me everything I want. There’s no way I’m wasting an opportunity to have her in my bed. Scooping her up, I knock the car door shut with my ass.

She laughs and wraps her arms around my neck. I claim her lips as I walk us to the door. Just as I’m fiddling with the doorknob, her tongue swipes across my neck and sucks my earlobe into her warm mouth. The door swings open, and I’m about to step through the doorway when her body freezes in my arms. Pulling back, I question her abrupt stop and her eyes shift to the right to direction me. Following her line of vision, I notice Bridgette standing in her lawn staring at us with a look of disgust across her face. I give her a quick nod of my head to acknowledge her, and she just stands there, like a fucking lawn ornament. Then Dex’s truck backs up and stops by her. She hops in and flips me off through the window.

Kailey tenses in my arms, her eyes focused on the truck pulling away. “Don’t worry about her,” I say softly, hoping she’ll take my advice and let us enjoy this night. We’ve gotten this far, and there’s no way I’m allowing Bridgette to stop us.

“Trey?” I shake my head, not putting her down on the ground, thinking here we go; the moment between us is finished.

“Yeah,” I murmur. “It wasn’t anything. It was—casual,” I admit, and she nods her head with obvious understanding of who I was and the girls I’ve had.

“Kailey.” Her eyes land on mine, and I don’t miss the disappointment that currently fills them. “I wish like hell I could somehow change the past and take every damn girl and stupid decision back. I wish I could go back and tell myself ‘there’s an amazing girl that’s waiting for you to find her, just hold on’. But I can’t. I promise you, though, you have me, there’s no one else.” Her lips begin to creep up slightly, and I take my opportunity to capture them, this time for good. Kicking the door shut behind us, I carry her up the stairs while her fingers massage the back of neck and my tongue searches for hers. Her moans have me even antsier to reach the security of my bedroom.

When I land on the top of the stairs, I vaguely sense a presence, but it’s not until Kailey giggles and stops kissing me that I realize Sadie’s there. She says, “Oh, don’t mind me, continue on.” She laughs, descending the stairs we just came up.

“Finally!” Brady chimes in following Sadie.

Ignoring both of them, we finally escape into my room, and I shut and lock the door before tossing her on the bed. She lightly bounces off the mattress, laughing the entire time. I double check the bathroom door and then climb on top of her. Slowly, I begin to kiss her neck, up the curve of her jawline, finally landing at her ear.

She whimpers and widens her legs for me to fit in between. As soon as my hardness finds her center, she encloses those long gorgeous legs around my torso to hold me close. Grinding myself against her fuels the fire as moans of pleasure escape her throat. Hell, I doubt I’ll hold on long between the grinding and the soundtrack of desire echoing within the walls. Rising up on my hands, I stare down at her, the most beautiful girl lying under me with expectations I worry I can’t fulfill. All the confidence that’s usually flowing out of me in this situation has vanished, and now I’m shaking with insecurity. She needs more of me than I’ve ever given. She deserves to be cherished and loved. I pray I’m able to show her just how much she means to me. My fingers find the buttons on her shirt. Popping the buttons, her purple lace bra begins to peek out, and I groan when my knuckles graze across her hard nipple. Her legs give out and collapse against the bed, as her head falls back into the soft mattress. Watching her eyes leisurely close, my lips descend on her collarbone and travel across her chest until they plant in the middle of her breasts. I reach behind her and unclasp the two hooks. At least, my shaking hands are able to maneuver that like a pro.

As leisurely as possible, I lift her shirt off and pull the bra straps down each arm, exposing a sight that’s occupied my dreams since the day I met her. Her smaller breasts with kiss size nipples are much too tempting. Wrapping my mouth over one pebble, I twirl my tongue, circling her nipple while my fingers pinch and play with her other. She arches her back, pushing her breast further into the wet, warmness of my mouth. When I withdraw from her breast, she whimpers, and I begin to travel down her stomach. That’s a good sign, right? Slowly kissing down her flat mid-section, my fingers find the button of her jeans and I pop it open. I place my teeth on the tip of the zipper and pull them down while my eyes seductively remain on hers.

“Trey,” she pleads.

“You’re so beautiful.” I slide my fingertips inside her jeans, and she squirms to help me discard them for her. The jeans flop onto the floor, and I trail kisses down one leg and up the other until I arrive back at her panties. Finding the matching purple silky fabric soaking wet, my finger teases her around the sides of her panties, feeling her trimmed pussy. “You’re so wet—so ready,” I whisper, and her hands run across my scalp again. Resting my chin at the top of her panty line, I stare up at her, and she peers down at me. The pull toward each other is so strong in this moment the doubt I can give her loving and caressing instead of hard fucking vanishes from every fiber of me and only leaving love.

Hooking my fingers on each side, I slide the last piece of fabric off her body. My hands graze across her legs, up to her hips and lightly flows up and down her sides before tucking them under her ass. I cup it with both hands and pull her toward me. Starting off slow, I swipe my tongue along the center of her folds and when the nub of her clit hits my upper lip, I wrap my mouth over it, sucking it into my mouth. She wiggles her hips, but I hold her firm against me. Allowing my pierced tongue to play and excite her. I bring one hand up to push a finger into her and the sounds of her wetness has my dick weeping with the eagerness to get wrapped in her wetness. Plunging another finger in, she bucks against me, and my body is burning with desire to feel her. “Trey,” she whispers, gripping the sides of my head. Not letting up, I continue the rhythmic push and pull of my fingers while my mouth tantalizes her clit. Her body’s constant squirming signals she’s coming close, so I continue to thrust two fingers into her and curve them up to reach her g-spot. Instantly, her whole body arches up and her hips attempt to get away, but I keep her steady to allow her to experience the waves of pleasure. Slowing my tongue’s pace and resting my fingers inside of her, I patiently wait for her body to calm.

I smile up at her, watching her recover as I rub her clit with my thumb, and my fingers escape her warmth. “Holy shit,” she murmurs, and I laugh, relieved that I just gave her at least one orgasm she’ll hopefully never forget.

Inching my way up her naked body, my guy is about to bust open the zipper of my jeans. Almost immediately she sits up and pushes me onto my back. Before I can register what happened, she’s straddling me. “You have way too many clothes on to play this game.” She coyly smiles at me as her hands grab the hem of my t-shirt and swiftly strips it off me. Her hands trail across my shoulders and down my stomach. Her fingers quickly unbutton my jeans, and my hips unconsciously buck with the impatience to be freed. She takes off my pants and boxers in one swoop, and my cock springs up, eager and ready. Her hands wrap around my length, and she strokes me a few times before her lips land on mine again. As I’m propped up on my hands, her body leans into mine. The heat that’s radiating between us is becoming unbearable.

“I can’t hold off much longer, baby,” I mumble when her lips leave mine and escape to flutter down my chest.

“Condoms?” she asks, and I point her to the drawer next to the bed. When she reaches across me to get them, I quickly beat her to it after realizing what’s in there. But she snatches it from my hand and tears the foil packet open with her teeth. My come boils up inside me when she descends upon me. Feeling her mouth and the latex covering my hard dick at the same time has me practically coming before we get started. She flirtatiously smiles my way after she’s finished and I grasp her hips and flip her over.

“God, I can’t wait,” I say with the head of my cock at her opening.

“Now, Trey,” she instructs, and I happily oblige. The hot slickness has my dick begging my brain to release, but I count off music chords in my head, so I can get myself under control to at least get her off one more time.

Plunging forward, a long moan seeps out of her, and a groan just as long releases from me. I’ve never felt something so fucking good in all my life. She brings her knees up along the sides of my torso, and I start moving in slow circles with shallow and deeper thrust mixed in, finding our rhythm. It’s not long before our bodies are colliding together in an easy flow of movement. With every thrust of mine, she bucks against me. I lay on my forearms, caging her head between my arms. Bending down, I seize her lips with mine, and she quickly opens, allowing my tongue to mingle with hers. The gentle entangling mixed with the wetness and taste of the sweetness that’s her, has me counting those chords again.

Unable to last much longer, I use what always gets a girl to climax. Except this time, it’s not dirty words spilling out of my mouth but something out of ordinary for me. Moving my head into the crook of her neck, her heavy breaths pulsate at my ear. “You feel so good, Kailey,” I begin conveying foreign, but truthful, words, and her unintelligible mutters just keep flowing. “You’re everything...everything I didn’t know I wanted, but everything I’ve needed.” She wraps her arms around my shoulders, pulling me harder into her. “I’ll never get enough of this feeling of me and you together.” Kissing right below her ear, her grip becomes tighter and her nails dig into my back. My thrusts become more forceful the closer I feel she is, and when she constricts her thighs around my hips, I still inside of her, joining her in the ecstasy we’ve created.

My body collapses on top of her, and I kiss her neck one more time before pushing myself up on my arms. When I find those loving eyes, I can’t help but catch the words that are about to stumble out. Instead, like a dumbass, I say, “That was incredible.” I give her a chaste kiss on the lips, and when my face pulls back love has been replaced with sadness. Shit, did she expect me to say those words? It’s only been two weeks, way too soon for those, right? Slowly, I pull out of her and go into the bathroom to dispose of the condom.

“Fuck.” How could I be so stupid? Why didn’t I just tell her? I’ve never even had these feelings for Zoey, and we were together for a year. But what if I’m wrong and she wasn’t expecting me to divulge my love to her? Maybe she was disappointed in my performance. Hell no, from the way her body was grinding so hard against mine there’s no way that could be it. I cup the cold water in my hands and splash it on my face. Staring into the mirror for a few beats, I contemplate my life before her and now with her in it. Shit.

When I finally emerge out of the bathroom, she’s under the covers texting someone on her phone. She turns my way when she hears me and tucks her phone by her side. “Hey.” She scoots up in the bed, and I can’t help but think the fact that she’s still naked has to be a good sign.

“Hey,” I mimic her and don’t miss a beat before I climb under the sheets and take her in my arms. Her adorable giggle that always makes my heart skip a beat bounces off the walls. Laying her on her back, I prop myself on my elbow and take one last look at her naked in my bed just in case what I’m about to reveal makes her jet. “So...” her green eyes find mine, never wavering. A small smile spreads across her face as if she knows what I’m about to say. “I know it’s crazy. I know we’ve barely been together, but Kailey Reynolds,” I take a deep swallow, and her eyes begin to bug out, “I love you,” I tell her, and her small smile becomes wide before it falters.

“Are you sure?” she asks, and my body inches back, but she places her hand on arm. “Please, don’t say it unless you mean it. I know there was something there between us a minute ago. Just, please, Trey, don’t say it just to make me happy.” Wetness fills her eyes.

I sit up and stare down at her now glossy green gems. Eyes which captured me before they staked their claim to a part of my body I never thought could beat for someone else like it does now “Kailey, I promise you, I love you. I can’t describe this feeling that you’ve ignited in me, but, believe me, I would never tell you if I didn’t honestly know what it was. You bring something to my life that I thought could never be found. You make me believe in something I never thought was for me. Hell, you have me dreaming of kids, a dog, and white picket fence. But, please, baby, tell me you feel the same way. If you don—.” She places her finger over my lips.

“I love you too, Trey Michaels,” she whispers.

No other words are needed. I place my hands on either side of her face and crash my lips to hers. Without stopping, I roll her over to lay on top of me, and her long hair cascades around our faces, encasing our locked lips in a warm cocoon. “God, Kailey, thank you,” I mumble between short breaks from kissing. “You won’t regret it,” I murmur against her lips.

“Please, don’t break my heart.” She pulls back from me slightly, doing her looking into my sole stare thing.

“I’ll do everything in my power not to,” I honestly answer, and she leans down leaving mere millimeters between our lips.

“Devoted Trey?” She laughs, realizing how horrible that nickname is.

“How about hot ass boyfriend?” I counter.

“Well—every hot ass boyfriend needs a beautiful girlfriend,” she teases.

“This hot ass boyfriend already has someone way out of his league.” I raise my face, so my lips can reach her neck. “I’ve got a girlfriend who has a hot ass.” I smack it before gripping it with my hand, and a low squeal escapes her. “Amazing set of tits.” I kiss the other side of her neck, and she playfully slaps me. “Her face, so fucking beautiful no one comes close to her.” I kiss her lips, and her body begins melting into mine. “Do you want to know why I’m so lucky to have such a beautiful girlfriend?” I wait for her to answer, but she just nods. “Because she loves me.” My lips slowly graze over hers, and I place my hand on the back of her neck to draw her closer to me.

She attempts to mumble between our lips to deny my words, but I hold her in place, unable to fight it. I realize how lucky I am that she’s giving me her heart, and I meant what I said, I will hold it tight with everything I have. I just hope that’s enough.

After I make love to Kailey one more time, although we didn’t take it as slow as we did the first time, I have to say, this love-making thing is actually better than fucking against a bathroom stall. Or maybe it’s just Kailey that makes it so incredible: the realization dawns on me, like I’ve discovered life on Mars. I throw on a pair of my pajama pants, and toss Kailey a pair of my sweats and a t-shirt. “Man, you’re so adorable.” I kiss her nose after she rolls my pants over a few times at the waist and each leg.

“I’m starving,” she says as we descend the stairs. All the lights are off, which means all my roommates are gone. When we get into the kitchen, I notice it’s only midnight, and I smile, figuring we have a few more hours before they all stumble in.

I open the fridge. “What do you want?” I look around; hoping like hell Brady or Sadie made something we could snag. Spotting Brady’s chicken salad, I take it out, and Kailey’s face lights up when she grabs some croissants on the counter.

“Will they mind?” she asks. I really need to get her around my friends more.

“Nah.” I snatch the bag out of her hands and pull out two. While I cut the buttery croissant in half, she hops up on the counter. The temptation to take her in this kitchen is almost too much to bear. But even though I’ve done it before in much different circumstances, I’m not about to take the chance of one of my roommates seeing any part of Kailey’s naked body, especially Rob.

Once I’m finished preparing the sandwiches, I rest the plate next to Kailey and position myself between her legs. Picking up half of a sandwich, I place it in front of her lips, and she takes a small bite. “Awe, come on, baby, you can take more than that,” I coax her. She cocks her eyebrows before letting her mouth widen and her lips rest over the flaky bread. Shit, I’m half hard when the image of her mouth hovering over a part of my body flashes through my mind.

As she begins to chew, she captures the sandwich from my hands and copies by gesture. “Why don’t you show me how it’s done, big boy?” She places it right to my lips, and I quickly snap a big bite, similar to an alligator being fed for the first time in a week.

Her body falls back in a fit of giggles as I chew the huge amount in my mouth, probably not looking my finest at this moment. Leaving her laughing on the counter, I head back to the fridge and take out a soda and water. I’d bought her diet coke on the slim chance she’d be at my place. Opening the can, I hand it over to her, and she takes a sip but a small amount dribbles down her chin. And now it’s my time to laugh. When I chuckle at her, she kicks me, and I grab her leg, wrapping it around to my back. As soon as I’m against her, she places her other leg around me, and my tongue licks the diet coke up before she can get a napkin.

“Yeah, this isn’t going to work,” I tell her, bending my head down to her neck. My tongue swipes up every last drop of the dark liquid.

“What?” she questions softly while her hands grip my shoulders.

“I need you again, and I’m not ready to fuck you against the damn cabinets—at least not yet anyways. I need you in my bed with doors locked, so no one can interrupt us.” Picking her up, I hand her the plate of sandwiches and the drink. She giggles, attempting to hold everything while my lips remain on her neck and earlobe.

“You could wait until we get upstairs,” she says.

“Hell no, it’s your fault,” I inform her and pull back slightly.

“What’s my fault?” she leans back from me.

“You’re too fucking gorgeous and edible for me to keep my hands off.” I firmly squeeze her ass, and her body rises up allowing my mouth to find the swell of her breast.

“I guess there could be worse things.” She shrugs her shoulders, wearing a huge ass smile.

“Just remember that every time I have to take you into a closet, bathroom, or, hell, some nook on campus, it’s all your fault.” I chuckle into the crease of her breasts, and she only squeezes her legs tighter around my torso. “Keep doing that and we won’t make it upstairs.”

“Who said I wanted to wait until we get upstairs?” Looking down at me she arches her eyebrow.

Shit, this girl really was meant for me, but fuck if I’m letting asshole Rob see any bare inch of her.

“Believe me, baby, I’ll find some obscure spots to fuck you, but tonight we are only making love in my bed.” I wink.

“Promises, promises,” she says, and I’m half tempted to prove her wrong. “Now, get me up to that bed right now.” Her one foot kicks my ass lightly like a cowgirl kicks her horse to gallop.

“Yes, ma’am,” I adhere to her wishes, climbing the stairs as fast as possible.