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“Can I ask you something, Jeff?”

“Yes, of course you can, Ari”

“Will you please get this mother-fucking dress off of me now before I explode in it?”

I let out a laugh and nodded my head. Ari turned around. I could barely hold the zipper while I slowly unzipped her dress with trembling hands. She let out a sigh when I had it unzipped all the way.

Motherfucker. Her back was so soft and beautiful. I thought about the day at the ranch when I was trying to put her bikini top back on in the river. I ran my finger down her neck to the bottom of her back. Her whole body shivered, and I smiled, knowing that my touch affected her like this.

She turned around and had her hand clutching the top of the dress. Smiling, she let the dress fall.

If I died this very second, I would die a happy man. I let my eyes travel up and down her body. She was perfect. She wore a strapless white lace bra with a matching thong on her flawless hourglass figure. Her skin was glowing with just a slight tan.

My heart was beating a mile a minute.

She held out her hand for me to help her step out of the dress. She stood there, and just letting me look at her. I realized then that I’d never just stopped to really look at her. In the past, when I’d given her an orgasm, she’d only been totally nude a few times. Afterward, I’d always ended up waiting for her to fall asleep, and then I would take care of myself in the shower. She’d practically begged me the other night to let her give me a hand job. Now, I was about to see her nude, and I would be able to really take her all in.

She’s about to be totally mine.

“Do you like what you see?”

I couldn’t talk. I just started at her lips that she was now licking. I watched as her hands moved to her bra, and the next thing I knew, it was gone.

“Ari…I think I’m going to pass the fuck out.”

Ari threw her head back and laughed. “Good! I was hoping for a reaction like that.”

I just looked at her and smiled. Her smile faded as she glanced at the bed and then back at me.

“Can I undress you, Jeff?”

What did she just ask me? I looked her up and down again. “Huh?”

Ari laughed as she walked up to me. She slowly started to unbutton my shirt, and each time she undid a button, she kissed my chest.

“I don’t know if I hear your heart beating or mine!” Ari said with a giggle.

“Both maybe?”

“Hmm…maybe.”

She pushed off my shirt and then took her time staring at my chest. Her fingers started to trace my tattoo. My whole body shivered, making Ari smile. She reached down and unbuckled my belt. After she unbuttoned and unzipped my pants, she leaned over and began taking off my shoes. As she slowly stood back up, I slipped my pants off and then looked back at her.

The way Ari was looking at me caused me to say another silent prayer I would last at least five minutes. She looked down at my boxer briefs and then moved her eyes back up to mine. She placed her hands on my hips, and I swore my dick got so hard that I thought I was going to die. She slowly slipped them off, and then she stood back up and staring at my dick.

“Do you like what you see, baby?” I asked with a smirk.

Ari looked at me and smiled, but I could tell she was getting more nervous. Taking her hand, I guided her onto the bed. She sat down and slowly started to lay back. Her whole body was shaking. I kneeled on the bed next to her and started to take off her thong.

“Jesus, Ari…you’re so fucking beautiful. I could just stare at your body all day.”

I watched as a blush spread across Ari’s cheeks.

I leaned over her and kissed her with as much passion as I could. She moaned into my mouth, and I felt it travel throughout my body. I reached my hand down and ran it along her stomach to her thigh. I gently nudged her legs apart, and she practically jumped from my touch.

“Jeff…”

“I love you, Arianna.”

“I love you…so much Jeff.”

Moving my hand to caress between her legs, I placed one finger inside of her, and she just about came on the spot. She’s so fucking wet.

“Fuck, Ari. You’re so ready, baby.”

“Please, Jeff.”

I slowly added two more fingers while my thumb rubbed against her clit. Ari started pushing her hips into my hand, and I could tell she was close, so I stopped moving my hand.

“Jeff! Why did you stop?”

I softly kissed her neck, and then moved down to her chest where I started to suck on her nipple.

“Oh, Jeff.”

God, I just wanted to make her feel special and loved. As I continued kissing down her stomach, I felt her body shake. A small smile came across my mouth, knowing my touch was driving her crazy. Moving lower, I kissed her hip and then over to the other. When I started to kiss down her leg, I heard her moan.

“Oh god, Jeff…please.”

I slowly made my way over to her inner thighs. When I blew on her clit, her whole body jerked as she grabbed the bed-sheets with both of her hands. I looked up at her and almost lost it. Her eyes were closed, and she was chewing on her bottom lip.

I gently put my fingers back into her as I started to kiss her clit. Her moans were driving me fucking nuts. We had never done this before, and I was afraid that she would stop me.

It didn’t take long before she was calling out my name as she ran her hands through my hair. I had given plenty of girl’s oral sex before, but with Ari, it was so much more. Her taste and how she felt on my lips….was beyond perfect.

“Holy hell, do that again!” Ari said after she caught her breath.

I moved up her body, feeling her chest rising and falling with each deep breath, and I smiled at the sight of her flushed face.

“Baby, I want you to come again, but this time, with me inside you. I want to see you fall apart when we’re making love.”

I started to lean over to get a condom out of my pants, Ari grabbed my arm and shook her head.

Oh fuck. Why is she saying no?

“Ari, I have to wear a condom, baby. I’ve never had sex without one.”

“You don’t have to, Jeff. I’m on the pill. I started taking it right after Thanksgiving…you know, just in case. I don’t want anything to separate us, Jeff.”

I just stared at her. Oh shit, I’m not going to make it past two minutes.

I slowly parted her legs as I moved closer to her. She closed her eyes when she felt me against her opening. Putting my hands on the sides of her face, I leaned down to whisper in her ear.

“Baby, keep your eyes open. I want to watch you.”

Her beautiful green eyes opened and captured mine. “Okay,” she whispered.

I gently started to move inside her. I felt her tense up, and I stopped.

“Are you okay, baby? Does it hurt?”

“S’Okay Jeff. Please don’t stop. Please just don’t stop!”

I pushed myself in a little more, and she winced. Shit! Do I go fast? Do I go slow? I just didn’t want to hurt her, so I inched into her only a little at a time.

“Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, Jeff, how much more?”

I had to laugh. Ari and her damn mouth.

With just one slight push, I would be all the way in. Holy shit, she feels like fucking heaven. I almost wanted to pinch myself to make sure I wasn’t dreaming.

“I’m in, baby all the way. Are you okay, Ari?”

Ari smiled and wrapped her legs around me. “I’m more than okay. I think I’m dreaming!”

I slowly started to move. I could tell at first it was not pleasant for her, but after a minute or two, her facial expression softened and she smiled.

“Oh god Jeff. That feels so damn good.”

“You feel like heaven, baby.” I could hardly catch my breath. I was trying so hard not to come before she did.

“Can you go faster?” she asked, pushing her hips into me.

Fuck yeah! I moved faster, and I could tell her climax was building. She arched her body into mine and closed her eyes for a second before she opened them again and looked into my eyes.

“Oh my god, Jeff….oh god.”

Motherfucker. Ari, please hurry! I wasn’t sure how much longer I could take it. Jesus, I can’t believe I’m willing her to come fast. What the fuck is wrong with me?

Ari started to move her hips with mine and as she called out my name. I couldn’t pull my eyes away from hers.

“Oh my god! Jeff! Yes! Oh. My. God!”

I called out Ari’s name as I had one of the most intense orgasms of my life. It felt like I was coming forever. I couldn’t believe we came together. It was so perfect.

Propping myself up on my elbows, I ran my hands down the sides of her face. We were both having a hard time catching out breath. After about a minute, she gave me that beautiful smile of hers. My breath caught in my throat.

“Jesus, I thought you worked out every damn day. Why the fuck can’t you catch your breath?”

I just looked at her. She busted out laughing, and then she kissed the shit out of me.

“I love you, Jeff. Thank you so much for making all my dreams come true.”

“God, Ari…I love you so much, baby. I hope that I’ve only just started making your dreams come true.”

***

We made love three more times that night.

It was the best night of my life.

CHAPTER THREE

ARI

Jeff stood there and just stared at me like he was seeing me for the first time. His eyes traveled up and down my body.

I couldn’t believe that I was going to be his wife. And she was going to have his baby.

“Jeff?” I asked, trying to get his attention.

He looked like he was lost in space. What is he thinking about? I shook my head to wipe away the thoughts of Rebecca. I won’t let that bitch ruin my night anymore!

“Um, Jeff? Hello? Earth to Jeff.”

Jeff slowly picked up my left hand and kissed the engagement ring. His beautiful green eyes caught mine. My heart was racing a mile a minute, and my knees felt weak just from that simple kiss.

“You’re so beautiful, baby. I love you so damn much. The sight of you just takes my breath away. I want to make love you, Ari.”

Oh.My.God. Can he be any more perfect? Damn him! He was going to make me cry. Dickwad.

I stepped forward and placed my hands on his chest. He had already taken off his jacket and tie so I started to unbutton his vest. He looked so damn handsome in those black Wranglers and boots. I’d never get used to seeing him in Wranglers.

“I’d like nothing more than for you to make love to me, Jeff.”

I slowly started to open his shirt revealing his massive chest. I leaned into him and kissed his chest softly as Jeff sucked in a deep breath. I loved how my touch still affected him so much.

I took off his shirt and threw it to the side. I lowered myself to my knees and started undoing his pants. As I took off his belt, I looked up at him and let out a small gasp. I was frozen in place from his stare. The way Jeff was looking at me made want to push his ass on the bed to have my wicked way with him. He hadn’t looked at me like that since the first time we made love.

Jeff reached down and grabbed my shoulders and pulled me up to him. He gripped his hand behind my neck and crushed my lips to his. He kissed me with so much passion that I could feel it running through my veins.

“Take off your boots, Ari.”

“Okay.”

I’d never taken off a pair of damn cowboy boots so fucking fast in my life. Something in Jeff’s voice had me panting with need.

He turned me around and started to undo my bra.

“I can practically hear your heart beating, Ari.”

“Yes,” I whispered.

He slipped off the bra and started to kiss all the way down my back. My body was shaking in response to his touch.

“You’re so beautiful, baby.”

He turned me around and lightly kissed me on the lips. Then, he dropped to his knees and started to kiss my stomach. He reached up and began taking my panties off.

Oh, holy hell. I think I could have an orgasm right now.

Next thing I knew, I felt his breath… down there.

“Jeff…”

“Ari, lie down on the bed.”

Why does this feel like our first time all over again? I could hardly move I was so nervous. It wasn’t like we hadn’t had plenty of sex before tonight, but something about the way Jeff was talking to me moved through my body like a bolt of lightning.

I sat on the bed and slowly moved back. I watched as Jeff started to take his boots and jeans off. My breathing became heavier as I watched him undress. He picked up a remote and Christina Perri’s “A Thousand Years” started playing. Then, he just stood there, looking at me.

God he has the most amazing body. Seeing him stand there completely nude was driving me insane. I was so wet that I swore I could feel the sheets dampening beneath me.

“Wh…what are you doing?” I could hardly talk because I was so turned on.

“I just want to look at you, Ari. You’re so beautiful. I just can’t believe that you’re mine.”

“Jesus H. Christ, Jeff! If you don’t get over here soon, I’m going to start without your ass!”

Jeff threw back his head and laughed. Moving onto the bed, he was over my body so fast that my head was spinning from his instant heat. He grabbed my hands and placed them near the sides of my head as he pinned down my arms with his.

“Have I ever told you how much I love your smart-ass mouth, Arianna?”

“Um….”

Leaning his head down, he brushed his lips against mine. I pushed up my hips against him, prompting him to move or do something. He just smiled at me, and I melted. He started to softly kiss my neck.

Moving over to my ear, he whispered,

“I love you, Ari.”

“I love you, too, Jeff…more than you know.”

Releasing my arms, he slowly made his way down my chest. As he sucked on my nipple, I felt like I was going to explode. I ran my hands through his hair. Oh god.

His hand gently stroked along the side of my stomach until it rested between my legs. Everywhere he touched me felt like an electric shock. As he kissed my lower stomach, he slowly started to push one finger in at a time inside of me while his thumb pressed against my clit.

“You’re always so ready, baby.”

“Don’t stop Jeff. Please just make me forget everything.”

Before I knew it, his mouth was on my clit as I called out his name. I swore it felt like the most intense orgasm I’d ever fucking had. I didn’t know if it would stop? Oh shit, he’s so good at this.

I felt like I’d left my body for a few seconds. It took me a good two or three minutes to catch my breath.

When I opened my eyes, he was just watching me. He smiled and moved back up my body.

He was inches from my face.

“I only want you to think about us, baby. It’s only the two of us, Ari, always and forever.”

I felt him push my legs apart as he slowly entered my body. I arched my body from the instant pleasure he gave me. As we made love, I wanted nothing more than to give him everything I had. I wanted to give him all my love, my trust, and my dreams.

I thought about how badly I wanted to give Jeff a child. Would I ever be able to give him that? Would Rebecca be the one to do that? I felt a tear slowly run down my face.

Jeff looked at me and kissed away the tear.

“Please tell me you’re happy, Ari. Please, baby, tell me you’re not crying because you’re sad.”

I held him as tightly as I could.

“I’ve never been so happy in my life. Please just let me lose myself in you.”

With that, he was able to make me forget everything but us.

***

The next morning, I walked into Emma’s kitchen and saw my mother talking to Emma. My heart started to beating so fast. They both looked up at me and smiled.

“Good morning! So, um, wow, they sure are taking things down and cleaning up pretty, fast aren’t they?” I said.

I walked over to the coffee pot and poured myself a cup. I glanced out the window and saw Josh standing against his truck, talking to one of Gunner’s cousins. Lynda…I think that’s her name. I wondered what she was still doing here. I thought Gunner’s other cousin Shannon had told me that they were all staying at a hotel in Austin.

I turned around to see Emma and my mother staring at me. Motherfucker, here we go.

“Okay, did someone die? Jesus, with the way you two are looking at me.”

“Arianna, dear, I’m going to guess by that ring on your finger that you and Jeff worked things out?” Emma asked me before she looked over at my mother.

I could so feel a damn Katharine Hepburn quote coming from my mother any second now.

I sat down and let out a small sigh. I turned to Emma, who was giving me that damn sweet-ass smile of hers. Fuck I loved this woman. Ellie was very lucky to have gained Emma and Garrett as family when she married Gunner.

I smiled at Emma and took a sip of coffee.

“Yes, Emma. We worked things out, but, the light of day has my head spinning. My thoughts are racing.”

Emma reached over to take a hold of my hand.

They must know about Rebecca. Great, I can’t even have five fucking minutes to enjoy my engagement.

“Alright, Mom, let it out. I can see you’re holding something in.”

My mother sat up straighter in her chair and took my other hand.

Oh Jesus, Mary, and Joseph…..this is going to be bad.

“As the great Katharine Hepburn said, ‘Life is hard. After all, it kills you.’ It’ll all work out somehow, Arianna.”

What the hell? That’s the best she can do? I just looked at her as I watched a smile play across her face.

“Really, Mom? That’s the best you’ve got?”

My mother glanced over to Emma, and then she looked at me confused. “What were you expecting me to say, Ari?”

“I was expecting you to tell me that it’s all going to be okay, Mom. I wanted you to say that this Rebecca bitch, sorry, Emma, is not carrying Jeff’s baby and that my dad didn’t really ruin my engagement night by dropping the biggest fucking bomb on me ever! Sorry again, Emma.”

Emma smiled at me as she squeezed my hand tightly. My mother removed her hand from mine as I reached for my coffee. As I took another drink, I noticed my hand was shaking. Shit!

“I’m sorry, Ari. I wish I could tell you it’ll all be okay, sweetheart, but I’d be lying to you. I’m not sure if it will. Have you and Jeff talked about this?”

I shook my head. Then, I felt tears welling up in my eyes. Do not cry, Ari.

“Mom…” My voice cracked.

“I wanted to be the one to give him a baby. I wanted that more than anything, and I keep telling myself that if this turns out to be his baby, I’ll be okay but…but…”

Emma squeezed my hand.

“Ari, I think that it’s time you got tested,” my mother said matter-of-factly.

I snapped my head up at my mother. Why is she bringing this up now?

“Tested? Oh my, Ari, is something wrong?” Emma asked, looking back and forth between my mom and me.

“No, Emma, nothing is wrong with Ari. Ari, if you want to even consider having a baby with Jeff, then you need to be tested to see if you’re a carrier of the gene. Emma, remember how we spoke last night about Matthew and how he has Fragile X?”

Smiling, Emma nodded her head. “I don’t think that I will ever forget that sweet boy finding my mop and bucket and asking me if he could mop my floors. Every time he comes over, he asks to do it again.”

I let out a laugh.

That sounded like my little brother Matthew. He’d been diagnosed with Fragile X when he was eighteen months old. My mother and father had been concerned because he was not sitting up or meeting his other developmental milestones when he should have been. After endless tests and going to see the best doctor’s money could buy, they had finally gotten their answers. I would never forget the day they had found out. The first time I’d ever seen my father cry was when I was thirteen years old. My mother had given herself a day of sadness and then she bounced back full force. She had found the best occupational, speech, and physical therapists around.

I looked over at my mom and smiled. If I could only be half of the mother that she is, then I’d be so happy.

“I know that I need to find out if I might pass Fragile X onto any children that I might have. I’ve been putting it off for years, but I think you’re right, mom. I need to know.”

“Does Jeff know that you could possibly pass this onto your kids?” Emma asked as she gave me the sweetest smile.

Jeff, he was so good with Matt, and Matt just loved Jeff. Matt would follow him everywhere and would do anything to make Jeff laugh. Once he would figure out what made Jeff laugh, Matt would do the same thing over and over again, and Jeff would laugh every time. Jeff has never once lost his patience with Matt. Jeff had even stopped by the house at least once a week to play video games with Matt. Sometimes, Gunner had even tagged along with Jeff to hang out with Matt. Both of them treated Matt like a regular boy and not a mentally impaired one. This just added to the list of reasons of why I loved Jeff so much.

Just thinking about the way Jeff was with Matt made my heart melt. “Yes, he knows, and it doesn’t matter to him either way. He says he would love our child no matter what. He adores Matt, and Matt adores him. Speaking of, where is Matt Mom?”

Emma and my mother both laughed.

Emma turned to look behind me. “Jeff stopped by and took Matthew down to the stables to see the horses. Of course, Jeff didn’t have to ask twice,” she said.

The thought of Jeff spending time with Matt just made my heart hurt even more.

Fucking stupid-ass Rebecca. That bitch was lucky she had a damn restraining order out against me because all I wanted to do this very moment was kick her ass.

Then, Heather walked into the kitchen with her perky-ass morning voice.

“Good morning, Sue and Emma. My gosh, Ari, you look like you’re ready to kick someone’s butt.”

I just glared at her while she poured herself a cup of coffee.

Emma stood up and smoothed her hands down her dress. “It’s such a beautiful morning, ladies. Let’s drink our coffee outside and watch all the young men take apart the tents.”

We all looked at each other and busted out laughing. I just loved this woman.

As we walked out to the porch, Heather saw Josh talking to Lynda, and she stopped dead in her tracks.

“What the fuck is she still doing here?”

I turned my head to look at Heather. “Holy shit! Did you just say fuck?”

Heather gave me a go-to-hell look that made me laugh.

“Yes. Yes, I sure as shit did! That woman would not leave Josh’s side during the whole wedding. I mean, she was really hanging on him while she flaunted her stupid breasts in his face all night.”

I looked down at Heather’s chest and then back up at her. Out of all of us, she probably had the best boobs.

“Heather, flaunt what the good Lord gave ya. I keep telling you that. I know you like Josh, and according to Jeff, Brad, and Gunner, Josh likes you. So, do something about it for Christ’s sake!”

I watched Heather look back over at Josh and Lynda, and I could practically see the steam coming from her ears. Emma and my mother were deep in conversation about Fragile X. Another item on my to do list, get tested for Fragile X.

“She stayed last night did you know that?” Heather said as she glanced back at me.

“What? Who stayed last night?”

“Lynda. She claimed that she was feeling sick. She said the ride back to Austin would just make her feel worse, so she stayed here last night. She bunked with me in my room and talked about Josh all darn night. I don’t like her. Something about her just sits wrong with me.”

“Oh, holy hell, Heather you’re fucking jealous!” I laughed loudly throwing my head back. When Josh saw us, he took two steps away from Lynda and smiled at Heather. I heard her mutter something like asshole under her breath, and then she turned and walked towards Emma and my mom. Josh’s smile faded when Heather walked away. He turned and said something to Lynda before he headed down to the barn.

Interesting. Very interesting.