Текст книги "The Prodigal Spy"

Автор книги: Joseph Kanon

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He stared at the urn, queasy again. Human ash. He touched it gently, as if it might still be warm, but it was cool, so fine that it left a smudge, like cigarette ash. He pulled back his hand. He took a pen from the writing pad, poked it in, and stirred. It wouldn’t be paper. Film. His father had said you could copy things on film, even a whole manuscript, like František’s brother’s. He pushed the pen through the brown-gray ash, as light as powder but dense, as if the pen were moving through fine sand. Better to think of it as anything except what it was.

A clink, something hard. He worked the pen around and hit it again. Impossible to bring it up like this. He reached in with two fingers and pushed the ash aside, searching for the round cylinder. Then he felt it, smooth. He drew it out, careful of the ash, and looked at it. A piece of bone. He dropped it back in the ash, his stomach jumping, then took the pen again and poked more frantically. Another piece of bone. Once more through the ash, knowing now that it wasn’t there but unable to stop. No film. His father hadn’t told her. It’s here, he’d said, tapping his head.

Nick took the pen out, covered with ash, feeling sick. Then he looked at his fingers, covered the same way, dirty with it, and ran to the bathroom and held his hand under the running tap until the smudges washed away, coloring the water like faint gray blood. He stood against the basin for a moment, breathing hard, ashamed. His hands in it, digging, like a grave robber.

But the list had to be somewhere. His father hadn’t intended to rely on memory. He knew they’d want more. There just hadn’t been time to get it. Nick went to the desk again, staring at the urn as he screwed the top back on. Bury it somewhere he liked. The country house. A formal name for a simple cabin. Reproduced here, a private place away from the prying world. Of course. Not with another Anna Masaryk, around the corner. But there wouldn’t have been time for a run to the country. He’d have to leave without it. So it must still be there, waiting to be found. Where? Nick felt the pricking at the back of his head. Simple, if you knew him. People don’t change. And if he was wrong? A wild goose chase. But with no other options, it was worth, at least, a try.

He left Molly a note–‘back later, don’t worry’–and rushed out of the room. He’d have to hurry to get back before dark. He ran down the stairs, making a plan–could he lose the watchdogs in the back streets?–so that he missed the expression on the desk clerk’s face when he asked him to call the garage.

“But the police have the keys, Pan Warren. There is some problem with repairs, I think. Were you planning to leave Prague?”

Nick imagined for a second the clerk’s hand on the phone, ready to send out the alarm.

“No, no,” he said quickly. “It’s just the trams. I suppose I can take a taxi.”

“Of course. Shall I call for you?”

“I’ll find one,” Nick said vaguely. Why had he thought they’d let him go? He stood in the middle of the lobby, knowing the desk clerk was watching him but unable to move. There had to be a way. In America there would be fleets of rental cars and drivers for hire, but movement was a luxury here, the great privilege in a country under house arrest. He thought of Jeff, tearing easily through Prague with his close-shaven Marine. Who else?

His eyes scanned the room and stopped at the entrance to the bar, where Marty Bielak was already perched on his stool. Who would want to stay closer? His legman, tempted with a scoop.

“I need to ask a favor.”

“Shoot.”

“It’s just that I don’t know anyone else to ask.”

“What can I do for you?”

“I need to borrow a car. Just for a few hours. I’ll pay for the gas. Mine’s in for repairs.”

Bielak looked at him, waiting for more.

“I need to get something. You know Walter Kotlar was my father.”

Bielak said nothing, too interested to pretend he hadn’t known.

“He wanted me to have something. You know, a memento. But it’s in the country, and I don’t have any way to get there. Would you mind? I’d really appreciate it.”

“I’ll take you,” Bielak said, almost eagerly.

“You don’t have to do that.”

“No, I do. See, over here–you’re a foreigner. We can’t lend—” He paused, apologetic.

“You wouldn’t mind?”

“I’m just taking up space here. Let me get this.” He put some money on the bar. “Sorry to hear about it, by the way. To go that way. Sad. Must be hard for you.”

“Yes.”

“Well, I’m sorry.”

“At least I got to see him again. That’s something, anyway.”

“Why didn’t you want anybody to know? If you don’t mind my asking,” he said, collecting the change.

“He didn’t want it. He was afraid–you know, if the press got hold of it. He wanted it to be just family.”

“I heard he was sick.” Bielak hesitated. “Is that why he did it?” A trial balloon for the party line.

Nick nodded. “I suppose. I don’t know.”

“No. We never do, do we, when they go like that. Not really.”

“No, not really.”

Bielak got up from the stool. “What did he leave you, anyway? That we’re going to pick up. If you don’t mind my asking.”

“What? What would he have left? ”The Order of Lenin,“ Nick said, leaving Bielak, for once, with no reply.

Outside, he saw the tails come to attention, their faces registering surprise at Bielak’s appearance.

“Listen, I think you should know that the police have been following me since he died. I mean, I don’t want to get you in any trouble.”

“Don’t worry about it,” Bielak said easily. He looked at Nick seriously. “Your father was a hero. What do they know? Traffic cops.” Nick caught the tone: rival agencies, then, not colleagues, like the squabbling offices in the embassy. Who did Bielak work for? It occurred to him, a grisly irony, that he had inadvertently picked the perfect chauffeur, the only way he could ever have left Prague without an escort.

“How far is it?” Bielak asked.

“Out past Theresienstadt.”

“Oh, nice,” Bielak said. “The country, I mean.”

What Nick hadn’t counted on was that Bielak would want to talk, using the long drive as a pretext for a fishing expedition, casting for information. Nick’s life. His father’s health. And after a while Nick began to welcome the distraction, so preoccupied with shaping his answers, the careful feints, that he had no time to think about what really concerned him, what he would do if the list wasn’t there. A wasted trip. But it had to be. All of it had to be true. Everything he’d said.

The questions told him something else–Bielak hadn’t known about him before, which meant his superiors hadn’t known either. The connection had come out with the death, surprising them as much as the police, the unexpected son. His father had been careful right up to the end. The order to kill had come from somewhere else.

They fell behind a convoy of trucks, back flaps open to reveal sitting rows of soldiers. When the road opened out to a long stretch, Bielak beeped his horn and passed, waving to them as he pulled in front.

“Russians?” Nick said.

“And Poles. Some Hungarians. They’re here for the Warsaw Pact maneuvers.” Did he really believe it?

“You never see them in town. I thought they’d be everywhere. You know, since—”

“The invasion?” Marty said, almost playful. “That’s what they call it in the West. Some invasion. See for yourself. You notice they never say NATO troops have invaded Germany. They’re guests. Only the Russians are occupiers. But the Americans stay and the Russians go home when the maneuvers are over. So where’s the occupation, Germany or here? It’s always the same. Don’t believe everything you read in the papers.”

“No. So when do they go home?”

“When the Government asks them to. Right now it’s useful. We could use a little order. Things go too far. These kids–they play right into the hands of the capitalists, and they don’t even know it. Your father understood. That’s why he came last year, to help out.”

Nick froze. “Help out how?” he asked quietly.

“Well, the Czechs wouldn’t look at a Russian cross-eyed. But a Czech-American with a Czech wife? He could talk to anybody.”

And report back. Selling them, the way he had sold sailors who jumped ship in San Francisco. Still in the game, not retired, not everything true. What had he been buying this time? The flat with a view? A way to bring Anna home? Or the chance to get in the files again, get something worth a few dissidents?

“How do you know this? Did you work with him?” Nick said, remembering his father’s easy dismissal.

Bielak squirmed in his seat. “No, no. But you hear things.” He paused. “He wasn’t wrong, you know. Things were going off the rails here. They see the flashy cars, but they forget what the West is really like.” He paused. “But maybe you don’t agree.”

Nick glanced at him, the unlikely defender. Who still believed in the great dialectic, without his wife, thousands of miles from the old Glen Island Casino. A capacity for self-deception as limitless as faith.

“What are your own politics?” Bielak said. “If you don’t mind my asking.”

“I don’t have any,” Nick said. “My father had enough for one family.”

Bielak was quiet. “You know,” he said finally, “when you get to be my age, you don’t point so many fingers. It takes a lot of guts to do something for what you believe in. I mean, the Order of Lenin, that has to count for something.”

“If you’re a Communist.”

“It still has to mean something to you. Isn’t that why you want it?”

“It meant something to him.”

“It’s a shame you didn’t get to know him better, how he thought. Maybe you have more in common than you think.”

The voice was no longer casual but insinuating. Nick looked at him, amazed. Was Bielak recruiting him? Was this the way it worked–the awkward fumbling, looking for the right spot, promising something else? Like teenage sex.

“I never cared about politics,” Nick said, trying to be light. “I don’t think I’d make a very good spy, either. I don’t even know if the police are still following us.”

“No, we lost them just outside the city,” Bielak said, sure, not inept, a professional after all.

The driveway was still muddy.

“I’ll only be a minute,” Nick said, but Bielak got out too, looking curiously at the cottage. Now he’d have an audience.

He went toward the woodpile at the side of the house, where his father always hid the key. But before he could reach down and scoop it out, Bielak said, “Here we go,” taking a key from under the terra-cotta planter near the door. Nick stopped, disconcerted. People don’t change. But maybe the planter was Anna’s idea, better than fumbling under logs.

“I figured,” Bielak said. “If it’s not the mat, it’s always the flowerpot, isn’t it? You’d think people would know better. Where’re you going?”

“I have to take a leak,” Nick said, improvising. “I don’t know if the water’s turned on. Go on in.”

“Well, me too,” Bielak said, moving away from the house. “That last half-hour.”

So they peed together at the side of the house, backs to each other, while Nick looked toward the woodpile, wondering. Where else?

Inside, he switched on the lamp. The same room, so familiar to him that he could have moved through it in the dark. The table by the window where they’d had lunch, gloomy now in the fading light. Everything spotless, still. But not his. He walked quietly to the desk, feeling like a burglar.

Bielak had stopped by the door, looking around. “Not much, is it?”

“No.”

“I mean, a man in his position, you’d think they’d—” He seemed genuinely surprised, a little shaken. What had he imagined? A hero’s dacha.

“He said they never really trusted Americans,” Nick said, then, seeing the wounded expression on Bielak’s face, instantly regretted it. Why not leave him his faith, when it was all he had left?

The medal wasn’t on the side table. Now there were two things out of place. Nick opened the desk drawer and pushed papers aside. The list wasn’t at Holečkova; it had to be here somewhere. Bielak, subdued now, was looking at the bookshelves. Nick sorted through clipped articles from Russian magazines. Papers. It could be anywhere. Wedged behind a book. Think.

He went upstairs, leaving Bielak to the shelves, and turned into the bedroom. The nightstand drawer, nothing. Then Anna’s, face creams and tissues. He found it on the bureau, a flat box next to their picture, out in plain sight. He opened it to find the medal and its piece of ribbon lying on a square of velvet. But what about the other? Somewhere personal, where she wouldn’t have looked. He went to the bathroom and opened the medicine chest. Pill bottles, about the size of a roll of film. He started opening them, twisting off caps, his fingers clumsy.

“How we doing up there?” Bielak called. “Got it,” Nick shouted down. Two more bottles. Nothing. He took a last glance at the room where he’d helped his father to bed and went downstairs. He handed Bielak the box.

“A few more minutes, okay?” he said.

“Take your time.” Bielak opened the box. “This is something, isn’t it?” He fingered the medal, fascinated.

Nick went over to the shelves. English books. Anna never would have bothered with them. He ran his hands over the titles, pulling a few out, squatting to reach the lowest shelf, half expecting to find one hollowed out, a jewel cache. But they were neat and dusted, part of Anna’s house too.

“Looking for anything in particular?”

“No, not really.” He stood and looked around the room. He’d have to come back alone, go through everything. But how? “I guess we’d better go,” he said, feeling helpless. “It’s getting late.”

It was dark outside, and they had to follow the faint shine of metal to the car. Somewhere she wouldn’t have looked. Bielak got in the car.

“I can’t believe it,” Nick said, dropping the medal on the car seat. “I have to go again. Be right back.”

He went toward the end of the woodpile, pretending to fumble with his clothes. Bielak started the car. The headlights were facing away from Nick. Could he be seen from this angle? He stooped quickly, not caring, and felt along the bottom logs for an opening. Yes, where the key would have been, as always. He shoved his hand through, scratching the top, and felt around the dirt, rummaging again through ashes, remembering the moment when he had felt the bone. Nothing.

He reached farther, groping, his arm pressed now against the wood. It had to be. A place she’d never look. He heard Bielak call, “You all right over there?” and then he touched it. Something cool. His fingertips grazed plastic, and he pushed a little more until he covered it with his palm. The size of a pill container. He pulled his hand back, feeling slivers biting his skin, and put it in his pocket.

Then he stood up and hurried back to the car, exhilarated. All of it true.

“You left your fly open,” Bielak said. “I’m not in that much of a hurry.”

Nick yanked his zipper up, then put his hand back in his pocket, afraid to let go, and got into the car.

“I’ll put the heater on,” Bielak said, thinking he was chilled. Nick drew his hand out and rubbed it against the other, playing along. But it wasn’t the heater that made his face warm as they drove toward the main road. He could feel the film in his pocket, heavy as a gun, the excitement of finding it curdling into a new kind of dread. Now he wasn’t innocent. If they caught him, they would never let him go.

He felt the warm lump against his leg all the way back to Prague, while Bielak’s one-sided conversation drifted in and out like a weak radio signal. How would he get it out? Maybe like this, in his pocket, where not even a legman would think to look. Molly and her tampons. Why not? The embassy car on its weekly lettuce run, immune to prying. Then he remembered what it was. Not a joint. Something only he could carry. He was back in the snow, with no one to help.

When they reached Wenceslas, Nick offered to pay for the trip, but Bielak shook his head. “Buy me a drink sometime.” Then, when Nick’s hand was already on the door handle, Bielak held out the medal and said, “Tell me something. Your father, he knew he was sick.”

“Yes.”

“I mean, it was that. Knowing he was sick.” Convincing himself. Then, unexpectedly, “Do you think he ever had any regrets?”

Nick looked at him, dismayed. All that was left. “No,” he said firmly. “Never.”

Bielak sat back. “Well, that’s something to think about it, isn’t it?”

He found Zimmerman waiting in the lobby, his usual calm betrayed by an impatiently jiggling foot. When he stood up, Nick panicked, sure that he was looking at the pocket.

“So you’re back. A pleasant trip?” Zimmerman’s voice was angry.

“No.”

“Where were you?”

“At my father’s house.”

“You were told not to leave Prague.”

“I went to get this.” He opened the box, showing the medal.

“And this has a special significance for you? You surprise me.” Zimmerman nodded toward the door. “Do you know who he is?”

Nick shrugged. “I met him in the bar. You have my car, remember?”

“Again with the charades. Is it possible you don’t know?” Zimmerman shook his head. “No, I don’t think so.”

“Who is he?”

“It’s possible you don’t take me seriously. That would be a mistake. Have I not made myself clear to you? Your position?”

“You mean he’s one of yours?”

“Stop it. Listen to me carefully. Don’t make yourself too interesting. A man is questioned; his embassy immediately protests. He is ordered to stay in Prague, so he goes for a ride with–with someone who is known to do odd jobs for the security police. Please, don’t look surprised, there isn’t time.”

“Is that why your men didn’t follow us?”

“Their jurisdiction ends with Prague, Mr Warren. Naturally they thought I would alert the other department.”

“But you didn’t.”

Zimmerman looked away. “Such a call would take things out of my hands entirely. The security police have much to do these days–so many dangers to the state. It’s unwise to burden them with false alarms. Luckily, you returned.” He paused. “Don’t do it again. You did not, I trust, confide in Mr Bielak?”

“No.” Nick smiled. “In fact, I think he wanted to recruit me. Maybe he thinks it runs in the family.”

Zimmerman looked at him. “Maybe it does, Mr Warren. But that is not my concern. I brought your statement.” He pulled some papers out of his breast pocket. “Sign it, please.”

“It’s in Czech,” Nick said, a lawyer’s son.

Zimmerman sighed. “The second sheet is the English. Sign the copy.”

“But am I responsible for all of it, the Czech too?”

Zimmerman handed him the pen. “Sign it, Mr Warren.”

Nick read it through, a bureaucrat’s account. His father’s distress at his illness. In this version the depression had been deepened by Nick’s visit, a new twist. He raised his eyes, then took the pen.

“Does this mean I can go?”

“That will depend on the STB. But it would be useful, I think, for them to have my police report before they begin their own speculation. That much I can do.” He gestured toward the medal. “That’s a nice touch. They’ll like that. I hope Mr Bielak mentions it.”

“He will. Nothing else happened.”

“Assuming they believe him. I wonder, Mr Warren, has it occurred to you that you might have compromised him?”

He nodded at Nick’s surprised look. “Sometimes, you know, there’s nothing so dangerous as an innocent man. Everyone has to explain him. Why you picked him, of all people.” He took a breath. “Why your embassy was so eager to help. Why the police–well, the police are so often inept, losing people, not understanding the implications. For the STB there is nothing but implications. I hope they don’t find you too interesting. I hope, for example, they don’t find that you are involved with your intelligence group. Nothing would interest them more than that, not even other Czechs.”

Nick stared at him, chilled. Was Foster right? Had they monitored the call to Kemper? How long before they knew about it? He stood there, feeling the film in his pocket.

“You see,” Zimmerman finished. “Nothing so dangerous.”

“Well, at least you think I’m innocent,” Nick said, trying to be light.

“Only of murder, Mr Warren,” Zimmerman said. “For the rest—” He took back the paper. “Thank you for the statement. Don’t leave again. Don’t do anything. Do you understand?” He turned. “Oh, by the way, your car is fine. What did you say was wrong?”

“A knock in the engine.”

“Yes, that can happen. A knock for no reason. It’s often the case with a new car.”

Molly had double-locked the door.

“Thank God,” she said. “Where have you been?”

“Getting this,” he said, handing her the medal box.

She opened it. “So that’s what Anna wanted.”

He didn’t correct her. “Did you see Jeff?”

She nodded.

“And?”

“Come for a walk,” she said, raising her eyes toward the ceiling. She picked up her jacket, then went over to put the box on the desk. “What’s this?” she said, touching the urn.

“My father. His ashes.”

She pulled her finger away, staring at it. “God. What are you going to do with it?”

“Take him home.”

She kept staring. “It’s so small.”

Outside, it had begun to drizzle, so instead of walking they crossed the street to the broad island in the middle where the trams ran. Out of the corner of his eye he could see one of Zimmerman’s men leave his car and follow them. The evening rush was over. Only a few people were waiting for the clanging bell of the approaching tram.

“What did he say?”

“What you thought. He couldn’t wait to get back to Washington with the news. He called them right after I talked to him.” Everything in place.

“Who did he tell?”

“His boss. Somebody called Ellis.”

“Who else?”

“I couldn’t exactly get a personnel chart, Nick,” she said wearily. “He hopes it might have gone up to the director. In other words, it’s around. People know.” The agencies were like a sieve, his father had said, secrets dripping through a hundred holes. Anybody. “But I don’t have to worry,” Molly said, her voice a parody of Foster’s. “You’ll never suspect a thing. The Bureau keeps things to itself.” The tram doors opened and they waited for people to get off. She turned to him. “I can keep on going. Be your playmate.” Nick said nothing.

They sat at the back of the nearly empty tram. Zimmerman’s shadow was in front, pretending to read a newspaper.

“Did he tell them before?” Nick said, his voice low. He leaned into her, making them a couple out for an evening’s ride, trying to find some privacy in the brightly lit car.

She shook her head. “Just that he had made contact.”

The tail turned a page, looking in their direction. Nick put his arm over the back of the seat. When she felt it, she looked at him, surprised, as if he were making a pass.

“The man in front is watching us,” he whispered.

But she kept her eyes on him, not bothering to turn her head.

“He didn’t mention you?” he said.

“I don’t think so,” she said, throaty, so close now that he could feel the heat of her breath. “You were right about that too. He wanted it to be his show.”

“Good.”

“Not for him.”

“What happened?”

“Ellis thought it was a joke–that Jeff was being taken for a ride, to embarrass the Bureau. Now it’s not so funny. Especially since you called Kemper to rescue you. Everybody wants to know what’s going on. How he died, whether he meant it about coming back. All of it. So they’re all over Jeff. He wants to call you in.”

“When?” Nick said, aware again of the film in his pocket. How much time did he have?

The tram lurched to a sudden stop, throwing their heads together with a sharp bump. She raised her fingers to his forehead, touching it gently, as if she were soothing away a bruise. She left them there, a surprise of skin. “Nick—” she said. Then the tram started again and he saw an old woman coming toward them with string bags, glowering. She plopped down in front of them, as disapproving and unmovable as a duenna.

He lowered his head to Molly’s neck. “When?” he said again, in her ear.

Molly was shaking her head, her face grazing his. “I said I could handle it.”

“Handle what?”

She looked at him, her fingers now at the side of his head. “You,” she said, in a murmur, intimate. “Isn’t that what you want?”

He could smell her now, everything close, as if the film and her body were part of the same thing, the same unexpected excitement.

“I don’t want you to do anything. It’s not safe.”

“I will, though. I’ll do it.” Her eyes on him. “Like a double agent,” she said softly, the phrase itself suddenly erotic. “Ask me.”

“No.”

“Ask me,” she said in his ear, her hair brushing his skin. So close he could not tell which of them moved, but her mouth was on his, the same touch, and then her hand was at the back of his neck, keeping him close, as if afraid he’d pull away. “I’ll do it. I don’t care,” she said, her breath on his mouth. “You believe me, don’t you?” She lifted her mouth to him again, a yielding. When he broke off and nodded, his head next to hers, he could feel her shake, a tremor of release, and she began kissing his face, moving over him. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I’m sorry. I never meant—”

“Ssh.” He kissed her again, almost involuntarily, caught by the smell of her, remembering her opening to him. She gave a faint moan, and the old woman turned, glaring, but her eyes were like the hotel microphones, making everything illicit, more exciting. Improbably, he felt himself growing hard, his prick rising to bump against the film.

“It’s all right now, isn’t it?” Molly was saying in a rush. “I don’t want to lose you. I keep losing people.”

“Ssh.”

“I’ve been so worried.”

“No, don’t.”

With a burst of Czech, the old woman made a show of gathering her bags and moving across the aisle. Molly, ignoring her, held him closer, her face next to his, necking.

“I’ll help you,” she said, kissing him again.

“You don’t know what you’re asking,” he whispered, out of breath. He felt her moving against him, the rocking of the tram, in a kind of haze.

“Yes, I do,” she said, nuzzling his ear. “I’ve got you back. I don’t care about the rest.”

He raised his head a little, catching sight of their tail in front, staring frankly at the unexpected blue movie. “We have to talk,” he said, trying to bring himself back.

But Molly wouldn’t listen, her hands on his face. “Not now.” She put a finger to his lips. “Don’t say anything.”

“But—”

“Just keep doing that.” She smiled, leaning her neck into his hand. “Keep doing that.” Putting herself literally in his hands.

He looked down at her, so sure of him, and in that second he knew that what he did next would decide everything. Life could change without even thinking, a hair-trigger response, everything changed by a second, a phone call in Union Station, an accidental bump on the head. Make room.

“Let’s go back,” he whispered, his face on hers, giving in, letting the rest go.

She nodded absently, letting him kiss her, and then she looked up at him, a glint. “We’ll make out.” A backseat phrase. His skin jumped, like drops of water on a skillet, ready for her. The windows of the tram were shiny with condensation, catching the light of the bare bulbs that lined the warm car. Outside, the city slid by, drizzly, unseen.

“Do you have any idea where this goes?” he said, his face still close.

“It’ll turn around,” she said. “They always go back where they started.”

When they got back to the hotel, he only left her for a moment, taking the urn into the bathroom, shoving the film down into the ashes, then closing the door behind him, so that nothing else was with them in the room.

Chapter 15

HE WATCHED THE ceiling turn milky gray and realized it wasn’t going to get any lighter. Another Prague morning. It was time. He’d been up half the night, dozing fitfully, then wide awake, listening to her breathe beside him, making plans. It had become a simple question of mathematics: how long? If Jeff’s message had spread through the embassy, it was just a matter of time before the talk in the corridors leaked out into Prague itself. He wouldn’t have to wait for Silver to act again. But how much time? Did they have people inside? And once the Czech security police knew, they would have to act. Real interrogations, the embassy powerless to help him. If they found the film, he would be guilty of espionage, kept, like his father, a prisoner here forever. All that protected him now was a little time and a discredited policeman. Unless, of course, Zimmerman wasn’t discredited, the bad cop after all, one of them, quietly tightening a noose. Nick moved his body carefully toward the edge of the bed. If he waited, he would lose, his time finally run out. Except now there were two of them. He looked over at Molly, sleeping, hair tangled, her face smooth and unaware. In his hands.

He shaved and showered, knowing the sound of water would wake her. In the mirror his face seemed drawn and apprehensive and he took a breath, pushing his cheeks back to wipe away any trace of fear. It had to work.

She was lying on her elbow, the sheet drawn up modestly over her breasts, smiling drowsily.

“Where do you get the energy?” she said, her voice lazy, unconcerned. “I don’t think I can move.”

“I told Zimmerman I’d see him in the morning. To sign the statement,” he said, dressing, not looking at her.

“Hmm. Wake me when you’re back.”

“It might take awhile.” He looked at the canvas bag. No, no things. Not even the Order of Lenin, still lying on the desk.

“Then I’ll order room service. Have breakfast in bed like a capitalist. Maybe I’ll spend the day in bed. What do you think?”

“No, you’d better get dressed.”

“Where are we going?” she said, sitting up, pulling the sheet around her.

Nick walked over to the bed and sat next to her, lowering his voice. “Do you really want to help me?”

She nodded, no longer playing.

“Then listen. I want you to go see Foster, as soon as you’re dressed.”

She looked away, disappointed. “You don’t waste any time.”

“Listen to me, Molly, please. Tell him to get you out of Prague in one of the embassy cars. They can make a lettuce run. Tell him you’re scared. Whatever you think would work. But get him to do it right away, this morning. He owes you that much.”

“But—”

“Stay at the embassy until you leave. You’ll be safe there. Technically, you’re on American soil. They probably won’t even know you’re there–they’re not following you.”

“What about you?”