Текст книги "Tainted"

Автор книги: K. A. Robinson

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“Now is a good time to think of it,” I teased.

“Chloe…”

“Relax. There are no babies in your future.”

“Good. I’m sorry that I didn’t think to ask you. I just needed you so badly. That was unfuckingbelievable.”

“I agree.” I said against his lips as he kissed me softly.

“Not that I wouldn’t want kids someday, but right now isn’t the best time.” He added, looking guilty.

“I knew what you meant.” I smiled up at him.

He slowly pulled out and settled down beside me. I curled up against him, loving the feel of his skin on mine. I could feel his heart racing in his chest as I laid my head down on him. Lying next to him was pure bliss. Sex hadn’t made things worse for us. Instead, it made things better. Being physically connected to him was as important as being mentally connected. We needed both halves to make us whole.

“I need a shower. I’m all sweaty,” I said a few minutes later.

“Me, too, but let’s hurry because we have a long way to go until our next stop. We’ll probably drive through most of today and part of the night.”

* * *

After about an hour or so of being on the road, we stopped at a drive-through and grabbed breakfast. I was shocked when Drake actually let me drive his baby most of the day. I nearly laughed when I saw him wince as he handed the keys over to me.

“I promise I won’t scratch her. Chill.” I teased as I sat in the driver’s seat.

He grumbled as he sat down beside me. “If you do, I’ll leave you beside the road.”

There was a happiness surrounding us both that hadn’t been there the day before. It was like we both finally realized that we would be okay. Or maybe we were both still high off of our awesome morning together. Either way, I wasn’t complaining.

By the time late afternoon rolled around, my eyes were starting to grow heavy. I wasn’t used to driving this long and I was desperate for a break. Drake seemed to notice and after we grabbed something else to eat, he happily took over the driving as I took my rightful place in the passenger seat and napped on and off as the miles passed.

I woke up in complete darkness. The clock on the dash said it was after midnight.

“Where are we?” I asked.

“Somewhere in eastern Arizona. I had to pull off for gas, but I didn’t realize how far off the exit the damn station was. I’ve been driving down this little two-lane road for the last ten minutes, and I still haven’t found it. I haven’t even passed another car.”

“Oh. Don’t you think we should rest for the night? We’ve been driving forever, and we’re both tired. Maybe there is a hotel around here.”

“We will once we get a little farther. I was hoping to make better time, but we left late this morning.”

I grinned. “That was my fault.”

“Don’t worry. I’m not complaining.” When lights appeared in the distance, Drake relaxed. “Finally. I was starting to wonder if I had gone the wrong way.”

The gas station was small but brightly lit. I waited in the car as Drake pumped gas and went inside to grab us both coffees. We were going to need it if we wanted to make it any farther tonight. I was thinking about our morning together when Drake came back to the car.

He noticed the smile on my face and gave me a questioning look. “Why are smiling?”

“Just thinking about this morning.”

He grinned as he pulled back onto the dark road. “That’s a good reason to smile. We should find a hotel for a repeat performance.”

A thought struck me, and my smile widened. “You know, you always said you wanted to have sex in your car.”

His head snapped over to look at me. “Don’t tease me.”

“Who said I was teasing?” I asked.

“You wouldn’t do it,” he replied, sounding sure of himself.

“Pull over and I’ll prove it to you.”

“Nope. I’ll pull over, and you’ll just laugh at me. I’m not falling for it.”

“Suit yourself.” I unbuckled my seat belt.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

I ignored him as I climbed over the center console and situated myself in his lap, facing him. He gripped the steering wheel tightly as I started kissing his neck. I moved up to his ear and bit down gently on his lobe.

“Fuck!” he growled.

I felt the car pull off the road and come to a stop.

“You could at least wait until I stop the car.”

“You said you weren’t going to pull over.” My tongue probed inside his ear.

“I thought you were kidding.”

I smiled as I moved back down to his neck. I had no idea what had come over me, but I wanted this. I wanted Drake to have everything from me that he’d ever dreamed about. I sat up and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. As soon as the last button was free, I started kissing down his chest. I ran my tongue over his nipples, tugging on his piercings with my teeth. When a growl escaped his mouth, I smiled.

I could feel his hardness straining against me. I reached down between us, undid his pants, and wrapped my hand around his shaft. He hissed as I started stroking him.

“God, that feels good,” he moaned.

I freed him from his boxers as I continued stroking. I was wearing a skirt, so I pushed my underwear to the side as I started rubbing his dick against my clit. We both moaned at the sensations running through our bodies. I leaned back, so I had more room to move around. I yelled as I hit the car horn, and we both froze.

Drake started laughing. “You’re an idiot.”

“Sorry. I don’t have much experience with car sex. I forgot about the car horn,” I grumbled.

I covered his mouth with mine and slipped my tongue inside, effectively ending his laughter. My other hand reached up to flick his nipple ring while I continued stroking him. As I bit down on his lower lip, I could tell his breaths were growing ragged.

“You’re just teasing me,” he whispered.

“I’d never tease.” I sat up maneuvered my body so that I could guide him inside me.

He grabbed the bottom of my shirt, lifted it over my head, and threw it on the passenger seat. His hands undid the clasp on my bra, and then he slipped the straps off my shoulders. He tossed the bra into the seat with my shirt, and then his mouth attacked my breasts. His tongue flicked across my nipple before he bit down gently. When he started sucking on it, I arched my back to give him better access. Then, I lifted myself up and slammed my body back down on his shaft. I started slowly, giving us both time to build up to our release.

“You can do better than that.” He grabbed my hips and slammed me down on him.

I couldn’t contain my moans as he lifted me and slammed me back down again. He was in control even though I hadn’t planned it that way. My body rose and fell in rhythm with his. Every time he thrust up, his piercing hit that one special spot. I felt my orgasm building as he filled me over and over again. God, this felt incredible.

When his thrusts started to become erratic, I knew he was close. I ground my hips down hard, taking him by surprise. He shouted out my name as he lost control and came. I followed right behind. I laid my head on his shoulder as my body convulsed around him. I refused to move away until our bodies relaxed and our breathing returned to normal. I loved being this close to him.

“Thank you.” He kissed my cheek.

“For what?” I teased.

“For trying something out of your comfort zone for me.”

“I’d try just about anything for you.”

When I sat up, the movement caused his dick to twitch inside me. I needed to return to my seat before he decided he wanted to go again. He helped me as I slid off his lap and went back into my seat. I grabbed my bra and shirt and started putting them back on as he buttoned his shirt and pants back up.

He watched me pull my shirt over my head. “You could always leave those off. I wouldn’t mind.”

“I’m sure you wouldn’t.”

12

Drake finally gave in and stopped at a small hotel for the night, even though he wanted to keep going. We were exhausted from the long drive, and we crashed the minute we walked through the door.

When I opened my eyes, it was almost two in the afternoon. I groaned as I rolled over to look at Drake. I panicked for a moment when I saw that his side of the bed was empty, but I relaxed when I heard the shower. I stared up at the ceiling as I waited for him to finish, so I could shower before we left.

These last few days with Drake had been incredible, and I wasn’t ready to join the rest of the world again. Once we made it to L.A., I knew Drake would be busy, and we wouldn’t be able to spend as much time together as I would like. The band would start touring soon, but at least, I would be able to travel with him.

We’d had several conversations about what would happen once the band went on tour. Two of my major concerns were my college education and the groupies who were sure to be around constantly. The first had caused a bit of tension between us because Drake wanted me to quit school, but I wouldn’t do it. He constantly told me that he would take care of us financially, but I didn’t want to take a chance. Sure, I had the money my aunt had left me, but I didn’t want to touch it if I didn’t have to. If something were to happen between the two of us, then I’d be alone with no hope of finding a decent job. It wasn’t that I didn’t have faith in us. I just wanted to stand on my own two feet. I’d turned to Drake for a lot of things in life, especially after everything with my mom, and I didn’t want to become completely dependent on him. After several small arguments, we’d both agreed to compromise. I wouldn’t attend a traditional college. Instead, I would do my classes online. That way, I would still be in school, but I could travel with him on the tour bus.

There was no true resolution for my second concern. We both knew that groupies would hang around, and neither of us could do anything about it. I just had to accept the fact that they would be a part of his life, and I would have to trust that he wouldn’t betray me. After everything that we’d endured, I trusted him. I just needed the voices in my head to shut up and go along with my decision.

Drake walked back into the room. “What are you concentrating on over there? You look like you’re in deep thought.”

“Nothing important,” I answered.

“Chloe, you can tell me anything. What’s making you frown like that?”

I sighed. “The usual. I was just thinking about how I’ll deal with all the girls who will show up when you start touring.”

He ran his hands through his wet hair as he sat down next to me. “Babe, we’ve talked about this. No one will ever compare to you. I just got you back. I’d never give up what we have for one of those girls.”

“I know, but it still sucks.”

“It does, but it’s a part of this life. You’ve handled it well so far.”

“Yeah, but it’s going to be ten times worse now that you’re a big-time band. Girls will be lining up to meet you, and most of them won’t be wearing very many clothes.”

“I’ve seen you naked. Nothing compares to that.” He grinned down at me.

“You’re such a charmer.”

“I know. It’s one of the many things you love about me.” He leaned down and kissed me. “Now, get your stinky ass to the shower. We need to go.”

“I do not stink!” I smacked him.

“Sure you don’t. Go shower.”

I rolled my eyes. “Fine.” I stood and grabbed a set of clothes to change into after my shower.

* * *

We were back on the road. Time seemed to speed up since I wanted it to slow down. Before I knew it, we were passing a sign welcoming us to California. I couldn’t help but feel a small twinge of excitement as we passed into my new home state. I’d traveled with my mother several years earlier, but this was the farthest I’d ever been from West Virginia. I knew I was in for a culture shock, and I was trying to prepare myself for it.

The closer we got to L.A., the quieter I became. My nerves were starting to get the better of me, and I couldn’t seem to get my leg to stop jumping.

“Hey, are you okay?” Drake asked.

“I’m fine. I’m just nervous.”

“Don’t be. The band is excited that you’re joining us, especially Jade.”

“I can’t wait to see them. I’ve missed them.”

“You mean a lot to them. Adam even seems to like you.”

I laughed. “Gee, what a compliment.”

“With him, it is. He doesn’t like many girls.”

“What about Amber? Does he like her?”

Drake was silent for a minute before answering. “I don’t know what’s going on with those two. Amber is your friend, so I try to stay out of it.”

“I just don’t want him to hurt her. She says nothing is going on between them, but she gets this stupid dreamy look on her face when I mention him. I’m pretty sure that they’re still talking.”

“Adam doesn’t talk to girls. If he’s talking with her months after they’ve been around each other, something is going on with them. I just don’t know how he’ll handle it. Adam’s past isn’t that great.”

I didn’t know much about any of the band members’ pasts. I never thought it was my place to ask, but his comment intrigued me.

“Why? What happened?”

“It’s not my place to say. All of us have pasts where we’ve dealt with bullshit. The guys and Jade are good people despite the things they’ve had to deal with.”

“I had no idea. They’ve never mentioned anything before.”

“There are things that people try to forget. It’s not that they don’t want you to know, it’s just the simple fact that they don’t like to think about it.”

“After growing up with my mother, I can understand that.”

He glanced over at me. “Is there anything you haven’t told me?”

I sighed. “There are things that I haven’t told anyone. You know most of it though.”

He reached over and took my hand. “If and when you’re ready, you know I’m here. We’re a team, and I’ll help you through anything.”

“I know. I just want to put it behind me. We’re out here, thousands of miles away from home, and it’s time to start fresh.”

“You’re right on everything except for the home part. We’re not thousands of miles from home. We are home. This is our home now.”

“True, but West Virginia will always be my home. Everything important to me happened there. We met there.”

“And now we’ll spend the rest of our lives together, doing whatever the fuck we want, wherever we want.”

I laughed. Leave it to Drake to ruin a sentimental moment with his sarcasm and use of foul language. He had accomplished one thing at least. I wasn’t nearly as nervous as before.

* * *

That changed when we hit L.A. city limits and my stomach did a nervous little flip. I watched in awe as Drake weaved through traffic like he’d been doing it all his life. We finally managed to break free from the traffic jams, and we were now on a highway where the traffic was actually moving.

As soon as I’d agreed to move out here with him, Drake had broken the lease on the apartment Jade had gotten him while he was in rehab. He’d bought a house, but I knew nothing about where it was at or what it looked like. I had secretly hoped that it wouldn’t be right in the middle of Los Angeles, and when we arrived, I was glad to see that it wasn’t. It was in one of the less populated areas of town. As we drove slowly down the street, I saw kids playing outside. It seemed like the type of neighborhood that had families instead of crazy rock stars. It was perfect.

Drake pulled into the driveway of a large, simple home. I should have expected something like that from him. He wasn’t the type to go for flashy. It was a white two-story house with a black roof. It had a small front porch with a high privacy fence extending all the way around the house. The only hint that someone important lived here was the keypad on the gate and the fence.

“Welcome home,” Drake said.

We grabbed a few of my bags and walked to the front door. I smiled as he unlocked it and held it open for me. As soon as I was through the door, I noticed a banner hanging from the staircase to the wall beside it. Welcome home, Chloe! was written across it. Out of nowhere, Adam, Eric, and Jade appeared. They were all grinning from ear to ear as they walked toward us.

“Chloe! I missed you!” Jade squealed as she ran forward and hugged me.

“I missed you, too.” I hugged her back.

I really had missed her and the guys. I hadn’t realized what a big part of my life they were until they were gone.

“It’s good to have you back,” Eric whispered as gave me a quick one-armed hug.

“It’s good to be back,” I whispered back.

Adam surprised me by grabbing me and literally throwing me into the air. “It’s about time you got your ass back here. Now, maybe Drake won’t be such a moping loser.”

Drake rolled his eyes as he watched our exchange. “You’re an ass.”

“I try.”

“What are you guys doing here?” I asked.

“Drake texted Eric when you guys got to L.A. We put the banner up yesterday, so we came over to chill until you got here,” Adam said.

“We didn’t want to miss your homecoming,” Jade added.

“And Drake said something about all of us going out for dinner. I swear he mentioned he was going to pay, too.” Eric grinned at Drake.

“You guys are only here because you want free food,” Drake grumbled.

“I’m offended,” Adam said as he pretended to be shocked.

“Sure you are. Why don’t you and Eric make yourselves useful and carry the rest of Chloe’s bags in while I show her our room?”

“We’re guests. We don’t have to do anything.” Adam grinned.

Eric smacked him across the head. “Come on, asshole. Let’s go get her stuff.”

“I’ll hang out down here until you guys are ready to go. There’s a box on your bed. Make sure you put it on for tonight,” Jade said.

She walked into the living room and sat down on a black leather couch. I raised an eyebrow. I loved Jade, but I wasn’t sure how I’d feel about something she had bought me. I was kind of picky when it came to clothes.

“Okay,” I said.

I followed Drake up the stairs to the second floor. We walked down a hallway until we reached the door at the very end. He pushed open the door and went in, setting down one of my bags that he’d carried up. Our room in his house back in West Virginia had been almost completely empty, but this one was filled. The walls were covered in photos of Drake and me and of the band. There was also a plaque with their first album that would be releasing soon. Stepping into his room was like I had walked into one massive photo album.

“Wow.” My mouth dropped open in shock.

“I guess I got kind of carried away with the pictures.”

“No, I love it. Before, it was like you lived in your head. You were afraid to hold on to anything sentimental, but this,” I said, gesturing around the room, “is incredible. It’s like you’re opening up and showing the world who you are and what you care about.”

He was silent as I walked around the room, looking at each picture. One in particular caught my attention. I reached up and took it off the wall to get a better look. It was a family photo. A man with coal black hair was standing behind a woman with flowing blonde hair. She was holding a dark-haired toddler in her lap.

“Is this your family?” I asked.

I knew it was, but I wanted confirmation. I could see so much of Drake in both of his parents. While it was obvious that he looked mostly like his father, his mother’s eyes were identical to his.

“It is. This was taken when I was two.”

“You guys look so happy. And you look so much like your dad.”

“We were. I wish I could go back to when that picture was taken and then relive every moment after. I’d cherish them so much more.”

“Hold on to the memories you do have. They’re never truly gone if you remember them.”

He took the picture from me and placed it on a desk next to me. “Thanks, babe. You always know what to say.”

I shook my head. “I really don’t. I fly by the seat of my pants most days, and I just say whatever comes to mind.”

He laughed. “Well, you do a pretty damn good job. Why don’t you get changed and meet us downstairs?”

“Okay. I’m afraid to open Jade’s box.”

“She knows what you like.”

“I hope so. I spent too many years being dressed by Amber to start that disaster all over again.”

He chuckled as he left and closed the door behind him. I eyed the box on the bed warily as I approached it. I lifted the lid carefully, praying that Jade hadn’t screwed me over. I felt a sense of dread when I saw all the fluffy paper hiding my present. From the packing, it was obvious that the gift was expensive. I held my breath as I moved aside the paper. I relaxed when I saw whatever was in the box was black. I hated bright colors, and Jade knew that.

I pulled it slowly from the box. My mouth dropped open in shock when I saw a gorgeous black cocktail dress. It had an emo-gothic feel to it, and I loved it. I pulled off my clothes and slid into it. It fit perfectly. I walked to a wall mirror and stared at my reflection. Despite my crazy car hair and lack of makeup, I looked pretty damn good. The dress wrapped around one shoulder and ended a few inches above my knees. The neckline was daring, but not slutty. I turned away from the mirror, and I was grateful that Drake had been thoughtful enough to carry my bag upstairs. I grabbed my straightener and cosmetics out of it. I noticed that there was a bathroom was attached to our room, and I walked inside to try to tame my hair and look somewhat presentable.

Once I was happy with my appearance, I walked downstairs to where the guys and Jade were waiting. As soon as I entered the living room, Drake had me in his arms, and he kissed me like he hadn’t seen me in years. I was breathless when he finally released me.

“Get a room!” Adam yelled.

“What was that for?” I asked.

“I missed you,” Drake replied.

“We were apart for all of twenty minutes.”

“After being in a car with you for the past few days, it seemed longer than that.”

I smiled. “You can be so freaking sweet when you want to be.”

He glanced over at the guys and Jade. “Just don’t tell them that. After all these years together, they still think I’m an asshole.”

“We do not.” Jade rolled her eyes. “You guys ready?”

“Yeah, I’m starving,” Adam grumbled.

“Shut up and get your ass off my couch if you’re in such a hurry,” Drake said.

Adam was up and out the door before any of us could register the fact that he’d moved. I busted out laughing as the rest of us walked out the door together. Drake held me back, so the others were ahead of us.

I gave him a questioning look. “What?”

“I can’t wait to rip that fucking dress off of you. You look incredible. I think I’d rather stay home and have dinner.”

He raised an eyebrow suggestively, and I blushed all the way to my toes.

“Oh my God. You did not just say that!”

He grinned as he grabbed my ass and pulled me tight against him. “We’ll save that for later. Let’s go party.”

“I thought we were having dinner?”

“We’re stopping for something to eat real quick before we go to a club.”

“Oh, okay.” I guessed I was being thrown into L.A. life faster than I’d thought.