Текст книги "Beautifully Loyal"

Автор книги: Nicole Edwards

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Chapter Thirty-Eight

It was only a matter of time.

Ashlynn couldn’t get Leyton’s words out of her head. She’d been going over their conversation since she’d left him in the kitchen, trying to figure out why he would want to pursue something that she wasn’t capable of giving, even when she’d told him as much.

That… That was more than sex, Ash.

He’d taken her completely by surprise, diminished the glow from the amazing orgasms he’d given her with those few words.

Do you have a problem with sex, Leyton?

No. I don’t. But I told you earlier, when it comes to you, it won’t just be sex. And it damn sure wasn’t.

Get over yourself, Leyton. An orgasm is an orgasm. There’s not a whole helluva a lot to it.

He hadn’t been happy with her retort, but she hadn’t stuck around to talk about it, either. After wrapping her robe firmly around herself, she’d made a beeline for her bedroom, hoping to find Jase but coming into an empty room instead. Not wanting to have another run-in with Leyton, she’d opted for a shower.

She still couldn’t believe Leyton had told her that he loved her earlier. Those words still played in her head even though she’d tried to erase them.

Are you tryin’ to tell me you love me? Don’t be naïve, Leyton.

I do love you.

Even if that were true, she knew she couldn’t love him back. She didn’t love anyone. Well, no one other than her brothers and sister. And yes, possibly her mother. But that was different. They were family. She was obligated to love them. That was the unwritten code, right?

But Leyton? Or Jase?

She didn’t think she was capable of love. She didn’t even know what it meant.

And when she had sex with someone, it damn sure didn’t mean she loved them. People used sex as a weapon, as a way to hurt one another. How in the world could anyone confuse sex with love? Love wasn’t supposed to hurt. Not like that.

“Ashlynn,” Jase whispered as he stepped closer, his big body pressing up against hers.

He was so big, so warm, so … safe. Being in his arms was the closest thing to safe she’d ever felt. She knew he wouldn’t hurt her, wouldn’t want something she wasn’t willing to give.

Do you love Jase?

Why does that matter?

He loves you.

He does not. You don’t know him well enough to determine that.

I think I know him pretty damn well.

Because he let you fuck him? You think that you know him?

I’ve seen the way he looks at you.

So? And that changes anything?

Ashlynn didn’t think Jase loved her, and she had no idea why Leyton would believe such a thing. The sex between them was phenomenal, sure. But that was all it was. Sex.

Pleasure.

Intense, gratifying pleasure.

Reaching for the button on his jeans, Ashlynn peered up into Jase’s crystal-blue eyes, wondering if she could see what Leyton saw. As she freed him from the confining denim, she noticed the way his eyes closed briefly, his lips parted ever so slightly.

Pleasure. That was all it was.

Taking a step back, Ashlynn went to her knees before him. While he toed off his boots and forced his jeans down his legs, she ran her hands over his thighs, enjoying the crisp hair that scraped her palms. She continued to watch him, mesmerized by the way he watched her right back.

When she took the head of his cock in her mouth, he groaned, but he didn’t reach for her. Little did he know, but she liked when he was forceful with her. Although he freely gave her what she needed, Ashlynn knew there were times when he held himself back, allowing her to have control.

Unlike Leyton.

Touch me, Ashlynn. I won’t tell you again.

Why’re you doin’ this?

Because I know it’s easier for you if you’re in control. I know what you’ve been through, understand that you want to be the one holding the reins. But, little girl, that’s not how this works.

It did last night.

I hadn’t made up my mind what I wanted last night, so I let you lead.

But now you know?

Now I know. And I want you to touch me.

Why?

Because this is what you get. Scars and all.

Jase wasn’t like Leyton in that regard. Ashlynn got the feeling Leyton couldn’t give up that control, the same control she craved. Jase appeased her, gave her what she needed, let her maintain that control even when she knew he wanted to take it from her.

So why couldn’t she stop thinking about Leyton? Why, if Jase gave her everything she needed, did she still want Leyton to be there with them?

As she sucked Jase’s thick cock into her mouth, she thought back to the morning she’d stumbled upon Leyton and Jase… As she’d told Jase, it had been so beautiful to watch. A battle of wills had taken place right before her eyes, and in the end, they’d both come out on top, both gotten what they’d wanted. Ashlynn wished she could be that flexible. Wished she could lay it all on the line the way Leyton had.

Contrary to popular belief, control isn’t somethin’ I’m willin’ to give up.

So does that mean instead of begging for my cock, you’re gonna order me to give it to you?

It means I’m gonna fuck your ass, and you’re gonna beg me to let you come.

If you’re man enough to take it.

I’m definitely man enough. Are you?

I guess we’ll find out.

Ashlynn had watched the interaction between the two of them, watched the way Leyton had taken what he wanted from Jase while giving a part of himself in return. It had been a little strange at the time. Not only had it been about sex, but she’d sensed that something else had been taking place there in that room with them. Emotions had been running high, more so than she’d expected.

Was that how it was with her and Jase?

“Ash. God, baby,” Jase groaned, his hand caressing her head but not gripping her.

She continued to control the encounter, her hand clutching the steely length of his cock while her lips wrapped around the swollen head. She wondered whether or not Jase was thinking about Leyton right then.

The doorknob turned, and Ashlynn’s eyes slid to the other side of the room in time to see Leyton stroll in as though he owned the place.

Jase’s body hardened, his cock pulsing in her mouth, his hand fisting in her hair, but he didn’t stop her.

“Keep going,” Leyton ordered as he closed the door behind him, then flipped the lock. She wasn’t sure why he’d done that. No one was stupid enough to come into her room.

No one other than Leyton, apparently.

Trying her best to ignore Leyton, Ashlynn continued to torment Jase with her lips and tongue. She pulled his dick free from her mouth, then slid her tongue down the underside, laving his balls and stroking his shaft with her hand.

“Fuck, baby,” Jase growled. “Take ’em in your mouth. Ah, yes. Just like that.”

Jase widened his legs while Ashlynn wrapped her lips around his balls, one at a time, then both. Teasing his sac with her tongue, she listened to the way his breathing increased, his hand tightening in her hair, though she wasn’t sure he even realized he was doing it.

She felt Leyton move behind her, and that was when she realized he’d shed his shoes, his jacket, and his shirt. When he knelt beside her, he didn’t hesitate before pulling her back against him, her ass resting on his thighs.

“Suck him,” Leyton commanded softly. “Wrap your lips around his dick.”

As she took the bulbous head of Jase’s dick into her mouth again, Leyton offered a hand, placing his over hers, which was still wrapped around the base of Jase’s thick cock.

“Fuck,” Jase growled when Leyton’s hand fisted tightly. “Yes.”

Ashlynn pulled back, freeing Jase from her mouth. Turning to look at Leyton, she waited to see what he would do. His eyes had slid up to Jase’s face, and when Jase’s hand fisted in Leyton’s hair, pulling him forward, Leyton didn’t refuse him.

Up close, Ashlynn watched in awe as Leyton wrapped his lips around Jase’s dick, sucking him slowly, easily. He wasn’t in a rush, didn’t seem to be ready to hurry this along. He simply glided his mouth over Jase’s smooth length, hollowing his cheeks briefly, then pulling back.

“Don’t stop,” Jase pleaded.

Rather than continue, though, Leyton released Jase, then cupped Ashlynn’s head, turning her so that his mouth was over hers in an instant, his tongue delving into her mouth. And in that moment, her entire body went liquid. She melted against him, gave in to the kiss even though every cell in her body rioted, her brain telling her this couldn’t happen.

He wanted too much.

Yet she couldn’t push him away.

He was gentle but firm, taking from her while giving in return.

For a brief instant, she forgot Jase was there. Her arms went around Leyton as she twisted around to face him. While he plundered her mouth, she slipped her fingers into the cool silk of his hair, holding tightly to him, afraid to let him go.

She had no idea what he’d done to her earlier, how, in a matter of minutes, he’d managed to disrupt everything she thought she knew, but she wasn’t willing to question it. Not right now. He was here with them, and he seemed willing. That was all that mattered.

Jase moved, shedding his clothes in a hurry. But before he could join them on the floor, Leyton picked her up and deposited her on the bed, coming down over her, his mouth still fused to hers.

“You can’t run from me that easily,” Leyton whispered, his rough stubble abrading her cheek as his lips trailed along her jaw. “I’ve waited too damn long for this. For you.”

When Jase joined them on the bed, she found herself reaching for him. He was her lifeline, her constant in this new ocean of sensation she wasn’t familiar with. Although she knew what to expect, it still took her by surprise.

Leyton wasn’t the only one who’d been waiting for this day, dreamed about having both of them there with her.

With one arm around Jase, her fingers kneading his muscular back, and her other arm around Leyton, she felt the differences in their bodies, but the strange part was that touching them both, having them both there, it seemed as though she was complete for the first time in her life. Their time together in the garage last night had rocked her, shaken her up, but still, it didn’t compare to this.

Unsure what to do with that knowledge, Ashlynn decided it was time to stop thinking. It would only get her in trouble if she did.

Leyton lifted his head, and when he turned to Jase, Ashlynn peered up at the two of them, tingles igniting in her core when their lips touched. Leyton wasn’t as gentle with Jase as he’d been with her, but she understood that. Jase had explained so many things to her when they’d hashed out their fantasies. How being with a man was different from being with a woman. How he craved that rougher touch, the ability to let loose without fear of hurting her.

Jase had been waiting for this for a long damn time. And though she knew they’d both gotten a taste of Leyton already, this still felt different.

Much, much different.

Chapter Thirty-Nine

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...

Leyton hadn’t known exactly how things would play out when he returned to Ashlynn’s, but he’d known what he wanted. Granted, he hadn’t quite expected what had happened in her kitchen, but he wouldn’t change the outcome for anything. Fucking her on that island… It had been the closest thing to perfection he’d ever experienced.

Still, he’d managed to piss her off to the point she’d left him standing there, staring after her. He’d wanted to chase her down, to demand she come to terms with what she was feeling, but he’d known that would only push her further away. So he’d settled on slipping into Jase’s room and taking a quick shower, then getting dressed again, unsure of how things would go.

When he’d emerged, he had heard voices coming from her bedroom. It’d taken him a few minutes to commit to going inside, but he’d finally given in. It had worked out in his favor when he’d walked in to find her already on her knees, sucking Jase off. It was clear they’d just been getting started, and Leyton hadn’t wasted a second.

Now, although he didn’t want to rush things, his cock was pleading with him to get on with it. He wanted to feel the heat of Ashlynn’s pussy sheathing him again, taking him deep inside. He hadn’t gotten nearly enough of her. After all the time they’d wasted in the past, he had so much to make up for.

But he still wasn’t willing to rush this. Not this time.

Not to mention, they had to feel their way through this first time. The three of them. He’d had the opportunity to be with Jase already—just the two of them—as well as the chance to have Ashlynn to himself—but he knew this was going to be drastically different than either of those times.

What he wanted from them… He doubted either of them realized how deep his feelings already were. Now it was time to prove it to them.

Pulling back from Jase, Leyton glanced down at Ashlynn. She was watching them, her eyes glazed, her hand gliding over his skin as though she needed the contact as much as he did.

Allowing his gaze to slide downward, he realized she had far too many clothes on. As did he.

“Get her naked,” he instructed as he crawled off the bed and proceeded to shuck his pants, tossing them in the pile with his other clothes. He hopped on one foot, yanking his socks off one at a time, then stood there, stroking his cock while he watched them.

Jase was very attentive; that was obvious. And from what Leyton had seen, Jase was likely the most unselfish lover he’d ever met. Jase didn’t strip her naked quickly. Instead, he used his mouth to seduce every inch of her while he pushed the silk from her body, baring her to both their gazes within minutes.

He got the feeling Ashlynn wanted to take charge, especially after their encounter in the kitchen, but that was something Leyton couldn’t allow. She needed this as much as they did. He needed her to put herself in their hands, knowing they would keep her safe, that they would take care of her. Leyton doubted she’d ever had that—at least not before Jase. It was evident she felt safe with Jase, although it was obvious she still maintained that control where he was concerned.

Walking around to the side of the bed, Leyton put one knee on the mattress, still stroking his dick and cupping his balls while he watched the two of them. He wanted to feel her mouth on him, but again, he was trying to keep himself in check. It would be so easy to bury his dick between her lips, to come down her throat…

Only that couldn’t happen until much, much later.

When the two of them pulled away from one another, Leyton caught Ashlynn’s gaze. “Put those sweet lips on my dick, little girl.”

Her eyes widened, but there wasn’t an ounce of fear in the hazel depths. That was heat he saw reflecting back at him, and she proved she wasn’t afraid of him when she sat up, her hand reaching for him. Instinct had him pulling back. He didn’t want her to use her hands, not yet. He needed to maintain his control for as long as he could, and he knew this could easily get out of hand if he allowed it to.

He remembered what Ashlynn had told him when she’d been so brazenly explaining the things she and Jase had discussed doing to him.

Jase and I talk about all the things we want to do to you.

Like what?

First, we’d have you lie on the bed while I straddle your face. You’d lick my pussy while I feast on your dick. And while I’m sucking you deep into my mouth, Jase would spread your legs wide, opening you so he could rim your asshole with his tongue, preparing you to take his dick.

I wanna feel your tongue in my pussy. I wanna watch Jase fuck your ass hard and fast while you eat me out.

Leyton’s mouth watered at the thought of tasting her again.

Situating himself so that he was lying prone on the bed, he urged her to straddle his face. She didn’t hesitate, crowding his head with her soft thighs while her hands rested flat on his chest. Reaching around her legs, he held her in place while he opened her pussy lips to allow him better access. She hissed in a breath when his tongue flicked her clit, but then she leaned forward, and it was his turn to brace himself.

Taking a deep breath, he steeled himself for the moment her tongue slid over the head of his cock.

“God, that’s beautiful,” Jase stated, his voice husky. “Take him all the way, Ash.”

Ashlynn’s movements were confident, her body tight as she pressed her cunt to his mouth, grinding against him before sucking his dick deep into her mouth. His breath lodged in his chest as the overwhelming pleasure assaulted him. It took all of his concentration just to continue tonguing her pussy while she devoured his cock with her sweet, warm mouth.

He began rocking his hips upward after planting his feet flat on the bed, encouraging Jase, hoping she’d been telling the truth when she’d described their fantasy.

He nearly bucked her off his body when he felt Jase settle between his legs, his hands on the insides of his thighs, forcing his legs back, then the man’s tongue rimming the sensitive flesh between his legs. Jase’s mouth was firm, eager, as he began generously laving Leyton’s balls while Ashlynn continued to suck him into the heaven of her mouth.

As soon as they double-teamed him, he realized his mistake. Keeping control while they were both intent on making him crazy with lust wasn’t possible. He tried to focus, continued to stroke Ashlynn’s smooth pussy with his tongue, spearing her hole and teasing her clit, repeating the movements as she ground down on his face. He held her thighs open, tongue-fucking her as deeply as he could until she released him from her mouth and sat up, her hands once again on his chest.

It would’ve been the perfect opportunity to take control, except Jase was now caressing his taint and rimming his asshole with his exquisite tongue.

“Oh, fuck,” Ashlynn cried out. “Yes, yes, yes. Don’t stop, Leyton.”

Air was in short supply as he continued to devote his attention to eating her pussy while Jase blew his mind, alternating between licking his anus, sucking his balls into his mouth, and stroking his dick. It was too much, and damn sure not the way Leyton saw this encounter ending.

At least not yet.

He growled against her pussy, knowing he had to make a change or he was going to come far too soon.

Easing Ashlynn off him, Leyton pushed up on his elbow, staring down his body where Jase was perched between his legs.

“Do you like that?” Ashlynn asked as she reclined on her side, her mouth finding his.

“So fucking much,” he assured her, cupping the back of her head and pulling her down to meet his lips before shoving his tongue into her mouth. He kissed her as though his life depended on it, desperate to hear those sweet moans as she gave herself over to him.

“You know this isn’t gonna last long,” Ashlynn informed him. “We’ve waited too long.”

“Then what do you propose we do?” he asked, cupping her face as he stared down between his legs once more. When Jase looked up at him, Leyton handed out another order. “Stroke my cock while you lick my ass.”

It was getting more and more difficult to maintain his self-control. Ashlynn was right; this wasn’t going to last. He was eager to come again, but he didn’t want it to be this way. He needed to be inside Ashlynn first, needed to feel her pussy clamp around his dick.

“Fuck me,” she said, climbing over him and forcing Jase back. “Both of you.”

Leyton stared up at her, sliding his hands beneath her hair and pulling her mouth back to his. He sweetened the kiss, needing her to know just what this was going to do to him. Being inside her had changed his life; he had no doubt about that. A second time… He wasn’t sure he would ever want to stop once he got started.

The mattress shifted, and Leyton realized Jase had left them alone. He didn’t know where he’d gone until he heard the sound of a drawer opening.

“I need to feel you again,” Ashlynn whispered, her eyes locked with his. “I need to feel all of you inside me.”

“Condom,” he muttered, trying to keep his head in the game. When they’d been in the kitchen, he’d completely forgotten about protection, hadn’t even given it a second thought until he’d been ready to come inside her.

Ashlynn nodded. “We’ve got that covered. But…”

Leyton waited for her to finish her sentence. He had an idea of what she was trying to tell him, but he couldn’t bring himself to guess. If he was wrong…

“If it’s up to me, I want you bare. I want to feel all of you.”

Until her, he’d never had sex without a condom. And though he hadn’t had too many partners in his life, never wanting to give too much of himself to any one person, he’d always been careful. Although you wouldn’t know it based on his lapse from earlier. But before Ashlynn … men, women, it didn’t matter. He’d never had sex without a condom.

As for Ashlynn… Leyton knew more about her sex life than he cared to. Although the woman was beyond promiscuous, she’d always been safe. Or so he’d heard. And he trusted her.

“Have you been tested?” she asked him bluntly, though it was a little late for that at this point.

“No,” he told her truthfully. “But I’ve never had sex without one. Until you.” He wasn’t sure that was what she wanted to hear, but he told her anyway.

Her hazel eyes glittered as she continued to pin him with her beautiful gaze. “You can trust me, Leyton. The same as I trust you.”

Those words wrapped around his heart and squeezed until it was difficult to breathe.

The bed shifted again when Jase returned.

“Okay,” Leyton finally said, his heart beating a mile a minute. “But I hope like fuck you know what this means.”

He didn’t give her time to question him before he pulled her mouth back to his, one arm wrapping around her so that she was flush against him. He reached down and guided his cock into the warm recesses of her body. She sheathed him, her pussy wrapping around him like a silken glove. The pleasure was enough to drag a rumbling growl from his chest.

Ashlynn pulled back briefly, sucking in air as he filled her.

“Oh, God,” she whispered. “It feels … so … good.”

“Jase,” Leyton called out. “This won’t last long.”

“Right here,” Jase confirmed.

“Oh, yes,” Ashlynn hissed, lifting her head and glancing over her shoulder. “I can’t wait much longer.”

Leyton could feel Jase’s fingers as they slipped inside Ashlynn’s ass, sliding against his dick. He wasn’t going to last long, either, if Jase didn’t get a move on.

“Fuck me,” she pleaded. “Both of you. Right … fucking … now!”

Unable to hold back any longer, Leyton began pumping his hips as he held Ashlynn’s still, driving his dick into her pussy. The last vestiges of his control snapped, leaving him desperate. His entire world slowed, everything centered on the woman above him as he fucked her slow and deep. Time stood still, possibly even went backward when Jase got in position, then filled her ass with his cock. Slowly, ever so fucking slowly, they managed to find a rhythm that worked for them.

With Ashlynn panting and pleading between them—the woman definitely had a penchant for anal sex—Leyton ground his teeth together as the pleasure overwhelmed him, a torrent of sensation taking over when Jase began pounding Ashlynn furiously, their combined grunts and groans echoing in the room, the scent of sex permeating his senses.

It was the most amazing thing he’d ever experienced.

“Harder,” Ashlynn begged. “Oh, God, yes! Fuck. Me. Harder!”

Leyton couldn’t do much more than move his hips due to the combined weight of them above him, but the friction of her cunt milking his dick was enough to have his balls drawing up against his body, his heart pounding erratically as his release rushed up on him.

“Fuck!” Jase yelled. “Come for us, Ash. Come for us, baby!”

Ashlynn slammed her mouth down on Leyton’s, and as she licked his tongue furiously, he gave himself over to his climax. While his dick pulsed inside her, Ashlynn’s pussy clamped down on him hard at the same time Jase’s hips stopped moving, his cock pulsing in her ass as he came. Their combined cries of ecstasy sent blinding pleasure through him until he was damn worried he was going to black out.