Текст книги "Oblivion"

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Tears cascaded down my face as I pictured the scene in my mind. I imagined how it must have felt to be in Connor’s position, to watch the one you love being taken away like that. My heart ached at the thought.

I thought about everything Anna had just told me about Connor and our relationship together and it was then that I reached for my phone and sent Connor a text.

Me: Hi. Do you mind if we sleep in the same bed tonight?

To my surprise, he immediately responded back.

Connor: Really? Of course we can, but are you sure you’re okay with that?

Me: Yes. I know this must be hard for you too. I think being in the same bed with you could help me with my memories.

Connor: :) I agree. I’ll let Debra know.

Me: Could we take things slow though?

Connor: As slow as a snail if that’s what you need. ;)

Me: Haha. Thank you.

 

As I put away my phone and turned back to my conversation with Anna, I felt a renewed sense of hope. I’m so lucky to have an amazing fiancé like Connor. I need to do everything I can to remember him.

CHAPTE R THREE

“What do you think, Liv?” My dad lifted me up from the ground so I could get a better look at the house in front of us.

My tiny index finger pointed at the light blue house surrounded by a white picket fence. “Daddy! That’s Barbie’s house.”

My mom laughed as she beamed at me and swung her arms around us for a bear hug. “Liv, this is our new house¸ honey. Isn’t it just beautiful?” She turned back toward the house, her eyes sparkling with excitement.

I let out a giggle as I saw the happiness on both my parents’ faces. “Really? Do I get my own room like Barbie?”

“Yes, you do.” My dad chuckled and playfully dotted my nose with his index finger. He then leaned over and kissed my mom. “Are you happy?”

My mom gave a reassuring nod. “Very. Are you?”

“I can’t be any happier than I am now when I have the two most important things in my life here by my side.”

“Yeah.”

I noticed some of the glimmer in my mom’s eyes dissipate and I frowned and wondered why she wasn’t as happy as she was just a second before.

My dad seemed to notice it too. I watched as he gently caressed my mom’s face. “Baby, this will be a new beginning for me, for us.”

She nodded in agreement as tears welled up in her eyes. “You promise?”

I watched as my dad pulled out a small green coin from his back jean pocket and held it out before us. “It’s been three months, baby. I promise you that I won’t touch that stuff again.”

My hands reached for the shiny green coin. “Me.” My fingers curled and uncurled in the air as I tried to grab at my dad’s hand.

My dad chuckled as he handed me the coin. “This isn’t a toy, Liv.”

“I know, Daddy. It’s money, not a toy.” I looked up at him, feeling proud that I knew coins were called money.

“No, it’s not money,” my mom explained as her eyes were trained on my dad. “It’s much more important.”

I flipped the coin in my hand and studied the indentations on both sides. I frowned when I noticed that this coin was different. It didn’t look like the coins I’d played with before. This one didn’t have an old man’s face on it like all the other ones had. I looked back up at my dad for answers.

“It’s called a sobriety chip, honey.” His voice was controlled as he kept his eyes on my mom.

“Your daddy’s been good for three months now, Liv. So he gets the green chip.”

“Three?” I stared at them as my parents shared a look that I didn’t understand. “I’m three. Do I get one too?”

They suddenly burst into laughter, and I giggled with excitement when I saw the happiness return to my mom’s eyes.

“No, but you get something so much better, honey.” My dad put me back onto the ground. “You get this new house. You wanna see your room?”

“Yeah, I do!” We walked hand in hand across the sidewalk. I swung my dad’s hand in delight as we approached the front of the house. I looked with wide excited eyes up at the large, pretty house in front of us. This was so much better than our one-bedroom apartment.

Just then laughter coming from the house next to ours caught my attention. My eyes lit up as I saw two kids screaming and giggling in delight inside a treehouse on top of a large tree growing in the front yard next door.

“Daddy! Look!” I pulled down on my dad’s jeans to get his attention before he disappeared into the house.

“I know, Liv. There are a lot kids in this neighborhood.” My mom beamed at me as she saw the excitement in my eyes.

“Are we really going to live here, Mommy?”

“Would you like that?”

I nodded eagerly as I looked at the girl and the boy having a tea party in the treehouse. A grin spread across my face so wide that my cheek muscles started to hurt. The apartment building we had lived in didn’t have any other kids. I stayed home and played with my mom most days. So besides the occasional play date with her friends’ kids or going out to do errands with my mom, I never really got to see any other kids.

“Daddy?”

He looked at me as he stood in front of the open door.

“Can we stay here forever?”

He chuckled. “As long as you’d like, sweetie.”

I clapped my hands together in delight. “Today’s the best day of my life!” I looked back at the two kids in the treehouse and yelled after them. “Hi! I’m Olivia! Do you wanna be friends?”

The two kids didn’t seem to hear me as they continued to scream and giggle in delight.

My parents laughed as I waved my excited arms at them, trying to get their attention. “Come on, honey.” My dad reached for my hand. “Let’s see your room first. You’ll have plenty of time to make a lot of friends here.”

“Really?”

He flashed me a smile full of promise and nodded.

I beamed back and took his hand.

I gave one last glance at the kids in the treehouse and grinned. Today was really the best day of my life.

 

My eyes fluttered opened as a beam of morning light hit my face. I drew in a long, deep breath as I allowed this new memory to sink in. Liv, this is an important memory. Please don’t let me forget this one. Tears streamed down my face as I replayed the scene in my head, hoping that I could lock it away deep inside my mind so that I would never lose it again.

It’d been two weeks since I left the hospital, and this was the very first memory I’d had of me with my parents. This was the very first memory I’d had where I actually saw what they’d looked like. This was the very first memory I’d had where they’d looked happy and in love.

A gentle rustling shook me out of my thoughts and I felt Connor’s protective arms pull my waist closer into his chest. My body reflectively stiffened at his touch and I had to remind myself to relax. Even though I couldn’t remember many memories of him, he was no stranger. He’s your fiancé and you’re supposed to love him, I reminded myself. I desperately wished all my memories of him would return so I could remember our life together, so I could remember my feelings and love for him.

“Hey, good morning,” he groaned as he opened his eyes and yawned. He moved toward me and brushed away a stray hair from my face as he studied me. “How’d you sleep?”

I met his warm hazel eyes and smiled. “Good. How about you?”

“Great now that you’re here beside me.” He pushed himself up and positioned his body over me. “You know, I just couldn’t get a good night’s rest the two weeks you weren’t here with me.”

I looked up at him and beamed. A wave of nerves ran down my body as he leaned down and kissed me gently. My fingers combed through his thick brown locks as I kissed him back, trying to let myself get lost in the moment. His mouth was gentle and slow as his tongue parted my lips and began to explore me. I let out a low moan as I felt his hands move under my camisole and greeted my breasts. My body immediately reacted to his touch, and it was clear that he knew how to turn me on. I gasped as I felt his hardness press down against my panties, telling me that he was already ready for me. His lips slowly moved down my neck, along my collarbone, and down to my breast, where they took residence. I reflexively arched my back against his hungry mouth as he eagerly licked and sucked on my nipple, causing it to harden within seconds. Everything felt familiar yet new, and I felt dizzy and confused by the mixed bag of emotions that ran through me. I forced my eyes closed and tried to focus on nothing else but the way his body touched and excited mine.

But as I felt his hand reach to pull down my panties, my eyes flew open and I panicked. “Connor…” My body stiffened as I reached for his hand, stopping him from going any further. He pulled his mouth away from my nipple and met my eyes. He tried to hide the disappointment, but it was there, as plain as day, painted all over his face. “I’m sorry. I’m…”

“—Just not ready,” he finished my sentence. He immediately moved off my body and sat at the edge of the bed.

I looked away, consumed with relief and guilt that I wasn’t about to have sex with him. “I’m sorry. It’s just that…all this is so new to me. I feel like I’ve only known you for two weeks.” I looked back at him, hoping he could hear the anguish in my voice. “I desperately wish I could remember everything.” I sat up and grabbed both of his hands and held them to my chest. “Please look at me.”

He met my eyes and I saw the pain in them. “I know, Liv…I’m really trying to be patient.”

“I know.”

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have pushed you.”

I shook my head. “No. You haven’t pushed me. You’ve been more than understanding and patient with me over the last two weeks, and I’ve really appreciated it.”

“But you just don’t remember me…” His voice trailed off and I could hear the hurt laced in his words.

“Connor, my body remembers you. My body is responding to you. I’m…I’m really wet and turned on.” My face grew hot with embarrassment as I heard my own admission.

“Really?” He looked at me hopefully.

I laughed softly. “Didn’t you notice how my body reacted to your touch? Or am I imagining things?” I teased.

He flashed me a warm smile and the pain on his face disappeared.

“Please just give me some time to get to know you again.” I was riddled with guilt knowing that I was breaking this man’s heart each time I denied him, each time I stopped him from making love to me. But as much as I tried to force myself to allow it to happen, to see if it would bring back my memories of him, something inside me stopped me. It didn’t matter how much I tried to convince myself otherwise, this man was a stranger to me. He was the fiancé of the woman I once was, but he was a stranger to the woman I was now.

***

“Hey, hun.” I heard Connor’s voice in the hallway.

“I’m in the kitchen,” I cried out as I put the sandwich on a plate.

Connor’s face popped into the kitchen and he looked at the plate in my hand. “Making an early lunch?”

“Yeah, I didn’t eat much during breakfast.” I immediately thought of our awkward morning in bed and our almost-as-awkward breakfast where conversation seemed forced. It had gotten so uncomfortable for me that I ended up eating my breakfast quickly so I could excuse myself from the dining room and let Connor finish his breakfast and coffee by himself.

“You know you can have Debra cook you something more…” He frowned at the sandwich. “…Appetizing.”

I laughed. “Don’t mock the sandwich, Connor. Will you believe me if I said that I’ve had flashbacks about this sandwich?”

He raised his eyebrow skeptically at me. “Really?”

I took a bite out of the sandwich and purposefully moaned loudly as I licked the peanut butter from the corner of my lips.

He chuckled and shook his head. “What’s so great about this sandwich?”

“Peanut butter, banana slices, and bacon. It’s like heaven in your mouth, but it tastes like sin.”

He laughed.

“You know you want to take a bite. Come on.” I waved the sandwich up to his face to tempt him.

“I’m allergic to nuts, so no thanks.”

“Oh.” I immediately lowered the sandwich. “Sorry. I didn’t know—I forgot.”

“It’s okay.” Then he frowned. “You know what? I don’t think I’ve ever seen you eat this sandwich before.”

His comment surprised me. “Really?”

“Really. You can even ask Debra to see if you’ve ever asked her to make you some, but I can’t remember ever seeing you eating it.”

“Hmm.” I thought about the broken piece of memory that had come back to me about this sandwich. “I remember loving this when I was younger.”

“What was your flashback about?” He looked at me with curiosity.

I frowned. “It’s actually one of those memories where I can only see a few seconds of what had happened. I just remember being made this sandwich and loving it, and…I don’t know how to explain it, but I know that I used to eat it all the time when I was younger.”

“Hmm. Maybe you grew out of it?” he offered as he swung his laptop bag over his shoulder. “Anyway, my train into New York City leaves in twenty minutes, so I have to get going.”

“Okay.” I leaned toward him and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

“I’m sorry that I have to leave you right now, but it’s only for twenty-four hours. An important client wants to have an emergency meeting over a time-sensitive business venture in the New York office this afternoon. Since I’m there, my secretary scheduled several hours of meetings throughout the day tomorrow. So I won’t be back until tomorrow evening. Are you okay here by yourself?”

“Don’t worry. I’ll be fine.”

He sighed. “Usually you’d come with me to these meetings.”

My brows furrowed at his words. I don’t know why, but his words stung.

“No, that’s not what I meant,” he quickly corrected when he saw the expression on my face. “I know you’re not ready to go back to work yet, and the doctor said it’s best to ease you back into your regular routine. That’s not what I meant, honey. I just meant that I’m not used to being away from you for this long.”

I looked up at him. “But it’s only a day.”

He chuckled. “Yeah. You’re absolutely right.” He shook his head and sighed. “I can’t believe how inseparable we were. After we started dating, I’m pretty sure we didn’t go longer than twelve hours without seeing each other.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah. I guess between working together, dating, and then moving in together, we saw each other a lot. And when you were in the hospital, I visited you every night after work and usually stayed the night.”

“Maybe that’s why you didn’t get a good night’s sleep,” I teased as I grinned up at him. I realized that I felt indebted to his kindness and devotion to me. “I’m a really lucky girl, Connor.” I buried my face into his warm embrace and heard the even thump of his heart as it pounded against my ear.

“I love you, Liv. I just hate to leave you alone, especially when you’re still adjusting.”

I pulled away and smiled up at him. “Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine. I’ll keep myself busy.”

“Are you sure?”

I nodded.

“What do you have planned for today?”

“Well, I’m still going through all my old photo albums, and I want to start combing through my emails. I think that might help jog some memories.”

“Sounds like a plan. If you need help with anything, just ask Debra or Jim. Bill will be in New York with me.”

“Okay, cool.” I felt a mixture of guilt and relief as a wave of excitement overcame me when I realized that I was about to have a whole day to myself. It was strange to live with and constantly see someone when you had very few memories of them, and I welcomed this precious time alone. It felt as if I had some extra room to breathe.

“I’ll be home by early evening tomorrow. Do you want to go to Talula’s Garden for dinner when I get back?”

“Where?”

He let out a warm chuckle. “It’s the farm-to-table restaurant that you love in the city. It’s one of your favorite places to eat.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah. You love the skirt steak and sweet ricotta doughnut there.”

“That does sound delicious.” My stomach rumbled in agreement and I blushed.

He snickered. “Looks like your stomach hasn’t forgotten. I promise you, it’s way better than that sandwich in your hand.”

“We’ll agree to disagree on that comment there.” I playfully rolled my eyes and took a big bite from the sandwich.

“Let’s see if we’ll agree to agree after our dinner tomorrow.” He laughed and leaned over to kiss me goodbye.

I giggled, grateful that he seemed to always have a way of making me feel comfortable.

“So I’ll see you tomorrow night.” He headed out of the kitchen and then stopped and turned around to look back at me.

“What is it?” I looked at him expectantly, thinking he had forgotten something.

He flashed me a beautiful smile and winked at me. “I love you, gorgeous.” And without another word, he turned, rounded the corner, and disappeared from view, leaving me standing in the kitchen smiling after him.

***

After Connor left, I spent the rest of the morning going through one of the oldest-looking photo albums that I’d found of mine, which was filled with photos from my childhood. I laughed through the first half of the album as it was filled page after page of just me as a very chubby and very happy baby. It wasn’t until the second half of the album that more pictures of my parents appeared.

I smiled at the sight of them—they looked as happy and beautiful as I had seen them in my most recent memory this morning. Tears fell down my face when my eyes landed on several pictures of me in front of the same light blue house from my flashback. There was one of my parents and me standing together in front of the house next to a “SOLD” sign on the lawn. There was another of my mom chasing me around on the lawn, threatening to tickle me with her hands if she caught up to me. There was an unadulterated look of pure joy and innocence on my face and I could almost hear the high-pitched squeals of happiness that had undoubtedly escaped my mouth. Then I got to the next picture in the album, and it caused a grin to spread across my face. It was me smiling as wide as my tiny lips would go. I had my arms around a girl and a boy—the same two kids that I had seen in my flashback, the ones having a tea party in the treehouse next door.

“So we did become friends,” I heard myself say out loud as my fingers traced the edges of the photograph.

Just then, a middle-aged woman in a black and white maid’s outfit walked into the room, causing me to look up from the photo album.

“Good afternoon, Ms. Stuart.” I could hear a hint of her Puerto Rican accent come through in her voice.

“Hi, Debra.” I smiled. “What did I ask you to call me?”

She paused and smiled uncomfortably. “I’m sorry Ms. St—Liv. You know it’s just that Mr. Brady, he prefers that I greet you formally.”

I rolled my eyes. One thing I’d learned about Connor in the last two weeks was how serious he could be about things. He had reminded me early on that Debra, Jim, and Bill were employees and we needed to try and keep things professional. What was it that he had said? “They may be working in our house, but they’re still employees, so there needs to be some boundaries. Becoming too informal with them will only blur those boundaries.”

I knew Connor did not become a thirty-two-year-old multi-millionaire by accident. I knew he was great at managing people and money. I knew that to some extent he was right—that being informal with your employees may cause some professional lines to be blurred. But I also knew that even if Connor felt like he had to maintain that clear separation between himself and his employees, it didn’t necessarily mean that I had to treat them the same way. I didn’t know how I was before I’d lost my memory, but I knew how I felt now.

I smiled up at Debra. “I know Connor likes to keep things professional, but,” I closed the photo album and stood up, “I’m not Connor. So please call me Liv.”

“But…” She shifted uncomfortably in place.

I sighed. “How about this? When he’s at home, you can address me as Ms. Stuart. But when it’s just me, please call me Liv.”

She thought about it and nodded as she looked at me with kind eyes. “That’d be good.”

“Great.”

“Ms.—I mean, Liv, it’s noon. Would you like some lunch?”

“I had something in the late morning, so I’m not hungry. Thank you, though.”

“I can make you something light. You really should eat something,” she insisted.

“It’s really okay, Debra. I’m not hungry. I was actually thinking about going for a walk.”

“I can fix you a quick snack or salad, or would you like me to pack you something to go?”

One look at her and I knew she wasn’t going to take no for an answer. “Sure, maybe a snack I can take with me.”

“Thank you.”

Thank me for what? I thought to myself and wanted to ask. But I held my tongue, knowing that I was putting her in a tough situation as it was. “Can I help in any way?” I asked as I followed her into the kitchen.

She gave me a polite smile. “No, thank you for the offer, but I am fine. Do you want me to tell Jim that you want to go out? He can get the car ready.”

“No, I was planning on walking.”

She frowned. “Where were you going to go?”

I thought about it. “Mmm, I don’t know. I was thinking about walking over to the running trail that runs alongside the Schuylkill River. Anna said I used to run along that trail every morning before work. I was hoping it’d jog some memories.” I giggled. “Pun intended,” I teased playfully, hoping it’d help Debra relax a bit.

Her polite smile returned on her face but she didn’t seem to relax. “Are you sure you don’t want Jim to drop you off? It’s quite a walk and—”

“Debra, I’ll be fine,” quickly cutting her off as a wave of annoyance came over me. “I’m not a child. I’m sure Jim has better things to do than to drive me the six or seven blocks so I can walk along a running trail.”

Her face turned red. “I’m sorry, Ms.—Liv. I…I’m just worried that you’ll get lost. Mr. Brady asked me to look after you while he was gone, and I just want to make sure you’re looked after.”

“I’m sorry, Debra. I really appreciate that.” I instantly felt ashamed for lashing out at her. I could tell that Connor was strict and demanded nothing but the best from his employees. I knew she was just doing her job. “But really, I’m okay. I have my iPhone, I can look up directions or hail an Uber if I get lost and need a ride back home.”

“Uber?”

“Yeah, it’s a cool new app on my phone that Anna showed me. You just pull it up and hail a car. It has GPS tracking so one of their drivers in the area will be instantly assigned to you. They’ll pick you up and take to wherever you want. It’s great.”

“Oh, yes. I think my daughter has used that before.”

“Sure beats a taxi if you’re not in a busy area of the city. So you see, you have nothing to worry about. I won’t get lost.”

“You can also call Jim, too. Do you have his number?”

I smiled and tried to remind myself that she was just looking out for me. “I do. Connor gave it to me when I first got back from the hospital. But I just prefer Uber. It’s connected to my own credit card, and well…I prefer to do some things on my own, without relying on Connor.” I looked at my phone and realized I hadn’t known this was how I felt until I’d just admitted it to Debra.

Debra smiled at me in understanding—it was a warm and genuine smile, different from the polite smile she’d made earlier. “I understand. I tell my daughter to always be independent and strong.”

“Thank you.”

“For what?”

“For understanding.” My eyes became misty and I quickly blinked away any signs of tears from my eyes. “It’s been an overwhelming few weeks and I want to figure things out myself—I want to feel like I could stand on my own.”

Then to my surprise, Debra outstretched her arms and pulled me into her embrace. “You’ll be okay. Ever since I first met you when you first started dating Mr. Brady, you always seemed like a strong and independent woman.”

I hugged Debra back before pulling away. “Really?” I sniffled. “Thank you.”

She smiled as she straightened up her uniform.

“Were we close, Debra. Did we talk a lot?”

“No, not really.”

“Why not?”

“You and Mr. Brady were both very busy with work. You guys were always on the go.”

“Oh.”

She smiled and looked back to the pan in front of her. “Just give me a few minutes, and I’ll have a peanut butter, banana, and bacon sandwich ready for you before your walk.”

I immediately looked at her in surprise. “How do you know I like that sandwich?”

She laughed. “You ask me to make it for you a lot.”

I frowned. “But…Connor says he’s never heard of me mentioning it before.”

Another laugh escaped her lips. “Yeah. You never ate it in front of Mr. Brady. You said it was a secret guilty pleasure, something you ate since you were young. You thought it was a little silly and unsophisticated to eat as an adult, especially one who was to be the future Mrs. Brady. So you asked me not to mention it to others.”

“Oh.” I frowned, trying to take in this new information. “Can you be honest with me about something, Debra?”

She looked up at me and raised an eyebrow. “I will try my best.”

“Do you think I’ve changed since I lost my memory?”

She smiled. “Well, it is hard to say.” She paused to think over her answer. “I don’t think so. You were always kind to me. But you do seem more relaxed now than you were before your accident.”

“I do?”

“Yeah. You were always in a rush, and working a lot. It was almost like you were afraid to slow down and relax.”

“I see.” I realized Debra had confirmed what Anna had mentioned a few weeks ago—that I had consumed myself with work as a way to grieve over the loss of my mother. My heart ached as I thought about the woman I’d seen in my flashback this morning. I wished I could remember everything about her.

***

Twenty minutes later, Jim had dropped me off at the running trails. I’d insisted on walking, but much like Debra, he wouldn’t take no for an answer.

“Thanks for the ride, Jim.” I got out of the car as he held the door open for me. “You know, you really didn’t have to drive.”

He smiled. “It’s really my pleasure, Ms. Stuart.” Unlike Debra, he refused to call me Liv, even when Connor wasn’t around. “Please give me a call when you’re ready for me to pick you up.”

“Sure,” I lied. “I might stay out for a while, maybe grab dinner with Anna. So don’t worry about me. If I need a ride, I’ll give you a call.”

As I watched Jim drive away, I let out a deep sigh, feeling as if I could finally breathe for the first time all day.

The cool autumn air felt nice against my skin as I walked along Kelly Drive, the path that followed along the river. I knew immediately why I’d liked this trail. It was quiet and removed from the noise and hustle and bustle of the city. I felt more relaxed here.

After about fifteen minutes down the path, I found myself walking past the Philadelphia Museum of Art. I got off the running trail and headed toward the museum. It was a beautiful museum, and I sat down at the lush, green lawn at the foot of the steps—the “Rocky Steps” from the Rocky films—that lead up to the entrance of the museum.

I wasn’t sure how much time had passed as I sat there watching people walk up and down those museum steps, but at some point, I must have dozed off.

A familiar voice woke me up.

“Well hey there, stranger.” Something about this man’s voice caused the hairs on my arms to stand up, and my eyes flew open to look toward the direction of the voice.

I pushed myself back up to a sitting position and saw that it was him, the man who had caught my fall at the front entrance of the hospital two weeks prior. “Oh, hi.” I couldn’t hide the fact that I was surprised to see him.

“Ethan,” he reminded me.

“Oh right.” I’d remembered his name, but he didn’t need to know that. “I’m Olivia,” I added.

“Liv.” He grinned and winked at me. “I remember.”

My eyes immediately took in his dark faded jeans and the worn leather jacket that seemed to hug against his muscular build.

He must have noticed my eyes moving up and down his body because his lips curled into a wide grin as he pulled off his aviator sunglasses. “Stop undressing me with your eyes…,” he began as he sat down next me on the lawn, “…and start using those luscious lips of yours. We’ll both get what we want sooner.” His voice was rich and husky, and I felt my body respond to his words.

“I—I wasn’t,” I finally said with indignation and looked away from him, focusing my gaze on the “Rocky Steps.”

“I was just joking.” He playfully nudged my shoulder. “Can’t a guy tease a girl?”

I looked back to him and raised an eyebrow at him.

He laughed. “Okay, so maybe I was only half joking. But you can’t hate a guy for trying.”

“And why are you trying?” I challenged. Then I made the mistake of looking into his intensely dark, brown eyes, causing me to inhale sharply as a wave of nerves crashed through me.

He held my gaze as he leaned his body toward me until we were just inches apart. “Because I like you. You’re feisty.” He grinned, and to my surprise, it was oddly sincere behind his casual, don’t-give-a-shit persona.

“I’m engaged,” I finally said and blinked, breaking our locked gazed.

“That’s too bad,” he responded coolly, making no attempt to move away.

I watched in silence as his hand moved a loose strand of hair from my face and brushed it behind my ear. I knew I should move away from him, but something froze me in place.

“So how are you feeling?” There was a warm smile on his face as he studied me.

“What do you mean?” I managed to ask, confused by his question.

“Well, when we met two weeks ago, you had just checked out of the hospital. So I assume you went in for something health-related. I was just asking how you are now?”

“Oh. I’m fine.”

“That’s good. So you like art museums too?” He motioned to the museum behind him. “I sometimes come here on my days off.”

“Yeah, I guess so.” I realized that I wasn’t sure if I’d liked museums before, but there was definitely something about the idea of a building filled with art that caused me to stop there.

“You guess so?” He cocked his head and studied me.

I looked away from him. “I can’t remember.”

“Oh?”

“I was recently in an accident…” I wasn’t sure why, but it felt nice to get this off my chest, to face the truth head-on. “And when you met me, I’d been recovering at the hospital after waking up from an eight-day coma. Since I woke up, I don’t remember many things about my life.”

There was a brief silence as he absorbed what I’d said. Then he chuckled lightly and playfully nudged me, “Well, that explains our odd conversation about your name and whether or not you knew me.”