Текст книги "Rimrunners "
Автор книги: C. J. Cherryh
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Remembered guys that just stopped ducking.
Man's bent on suicide. Not even that. He's just left, just gone away. Won't fight. Won't fight till somebody pushes him.
Dangerous as hell is what he is.
At the boards.
Or anywhere else critical.
"What're they having?" she asked NG. Elbowed him in the back when he ignored her, and was ready to duck. "Huh?"
He didn't react at first. Then he said, calmly, "Think it's meatloaf."
"Meat, hell," Musa said, "it's got fins."
NG sort of looked at him, she said: "We got to be close to port, it's getting worse," and NG halfway woke up a little—just was thereagain.
"Haven't got to the stew yet," he said, "that's the worst."
Like, God help them, NG was trying.
"Stew or that egg-and-ham stuff," Musa said. "Let me tell you, I remember pork that was a pig."
Sheremembered, once in her life—eating what used to be warmblooded and walking around, instead of tank-stuff. She wrinkled her nose, a little queasy. "Had it once. Flavor's fine. Dunno about the feel of it."
They moved up in line.
"Where'd you get it?" Musa asked. Not suspicious-like. Interested.
"Crewmate got it off this dark-point trade," she said.
That was where Africahad got it, all right, except they hadn't paid for it, out in the dark between the stars—where ships met in realspace and the carriers had taken what they wanted.
Blood all over a wall. AP's didn't leave much of a man's middle. First time she'd been with the boarding-team.
Pork that night. Galley did it up in little pieces for the whole ship's company. Except you could bet your ass the bridge crew got slices.
The line moved up. "Fish," Musa was saying. "Told you it was fishcake."
NG shrugged. He stood there ahead of her with his hands in his pockets, looking down again at the floor like he was going away again and she just reached out and tweaked his sleeve.
"You all right?"
He looked at her very odd for a moment—scared, maybe, worried, but there, thank God.
"Don't slip on me," she said.
He didn't say anything. He just stared until the line moved and Musa bumped both of them and got them to close it up.
NG looked back at her a second time, like he was trying to figure something just outside his reach.
"Hey," she said, "I ain'tthe enemy, you know."
And that came out funny, kind of a chill going through her gut.
"Go on," somebody yelled from behind, "do it in the locker."
Their turn. They got the meatloaf. Musa did. It was pale, pale gray and it smelled fishy right past the flavor-stuff and the sauces cookie put on it, it crunched with bones you tried not to notice.
Tried not to notice the way people kind of looked toward them while they were eating either, how heads got together and voices were quiet and Hughes was at the other side of the rec-benches, down at the opposite end—Hughes with a patched-up mess in the middle of his forehead and a lot of looks their direction. Hughes and his two mates; and Mel Jason sitting with Kate and a couple of the other women, all of them with their heads together—
There was a kind of a gap between her and NG and Musa and everybody else—not a big one, but they were a three-set, no mistaking it, on the end of the bench—until McKenzie and Park and Figi got through the line and took that spot. Deliberately.
Man, she thought, looking at McKenzie, I do owe you.
"Hughes isn't happy," McKenzie said for openers, and took a big drink of his beer.
"Pity," Musa said.
NG was wound tight as a spring. She felt that. "What's he saying?" she asked Gabe McKenzie.
"Says he'll settle accounts," McKenzie said.
"You're taking a chance, then."
"Yeah," McKenzie said.
She thought about that, thought about what she owed and where, and how NG was likely to react to company, damn him anyway; but she was about to take the chance when Musa said, "Got to arrange a get-together, you and us."
Musa having manners andsense, God save him.
"Might," McKenzie said.
"Yeah," she said, and nudged NG with her knee. "All right?"
NG nodded and mumbled, "Fine."
So they got a card-game together at McKenzie's and Park's bunk, the two being next to each other. They did a little drinking, a little talking—NG and Park being about equally conversational, but Figi was a card-artist, no question, the moment you saw him shuffle, and Figi gave a kind of shy grin and proved there was a real brain in there, the kind that could remember what had turned up in a deck.
NG wasn't bad at it either, come to find out; and Musa was sharp as you'd expect when a guy had spent long, long realspace voyages with very little rec aboard.
"You can get skinned in this company," she complained, figuring up it was two and a half beers she had lost to Figi by now.
"That's how he got so healthy," McKenzie said. "All those beers."
Figi just grinned, and sipped the one he had.
About which time the vid died and the lights came up full in the quarters, bright as morning, and a voice yelled out, via the intercom:
"Inspection!"
"Good God," McKenzie said in annoyance.
And: "What in hell's that?" Park said. "We ain't touched a port."
" Go immediately to the center aisle where you are. No talking. No delays to secure materials. If you're drinking or eating, hold it; if you're doing anything else, leave it. No talking, no discussion, no walking around. Move now't"
"Shit," NG muttered, and sent a twitch through Bet's nerves.
"Shut up," she hissed, scared for reasons she couldn't exactly pin anything on, except when NG took a notion to be an ass he could do it up in ribbons, and she didn't like that attitude. She took her beer and she took herself to the aisle, leaving everything the way the mofs said, all six of them standing out there. Musa went on sipping his beer, other people did, so she figured it must be all right, while the mof search squad came in and started at the other end of the quarters.
God, when they pulled a check in the troop-deck, you didn't sip any beers, you swallowed it to keep the ship move-ready, you threw everything loose into the mesh bag that hung by your bunk, you stood in that aisle at attention and you didn't thinkabout drinking any beers while the mofs were going through your stuff and writing down every frigging thing that wasn't inspection-ready, God helpyou if you had drugs or unregistered armament in your locker.
People did talk, under their breaths, shifted around a little to do it, where the mofs weren't right at hand, you could hear the little muttering under the ship-noise.
Then two more mofs walked in, Orsini andFitch together.
"Oh, God," somebody said.
She slid a glance toward NG, saw the set of his jaw, saw him take a deliberate slow drink of the beer he was holding and stare murder in Fitch's direction.
They just stood there, and talk died down entirely in the area.
Fitch was in his own morning rounds and Orsini was on duty during his rec-period, both, you could figure, because they were searching allthe bunks and all the stuff, what belonged to mainday as well as what belonged to alterday.
The search had started near the vid, four junior officers she'd never laid eyes on, but that could include a whole lot of the bridge crew, even those that were alterday. Bunks got turned up, the storages underneath inspected, everything got a general lookover, but it went pretty fast.
Hell of a time to start looking for drugs, Park was right. No sense to start searching now for what they could have brought aboard. Probably some damn thing had gone missing, maybe they'd lost a bottle or two out of the officers' mess, maybe the captain had lost his watch or something. Probably wasa stolen-goods check, if they werefinally headed into port, to make sure something didn't get carried offship and bartered for booze. That was probably what was going on.
But it sure as hell made you start tallying up what you had brought aboard and re-checking the regs in your mind to see if you had anything you weren't supposed to.
No prohibition on anything she had, she was sure of that: she'd read that list realcareful. And they were already past NG's bunk, thank God, with no problems evident.
The search got to them, they stood quietly, all six of them, while the mofs turned up McKenzie's bunk and then Park's and Figi's, and the guys' across the aisle, and worked all the way down to the bulkhead.
Up to the loft then.
Nothing I got's illegal. Please God.
She sipped her own beer, feeling odd about it, telling herself this ship was hell and away looser about a whole lot of things. But you couldn't help worrying—particularly when you knew you had enemies, and particularly when you'd had the message delivered that same day that some sum-bitch with bridge-level connections was out to get even.
" Yeager," the intercom called out. " Come to your bunk area."
Oh, shit!
She took, a deep breath and started to excuse herself past, felt somebody pat her back, another take her arm.
One was Musa, the one who held her arm was NG. She looked at him and gave a shrug. "Probably the viewer," she said: at the moment she hoped to hell it was.
He let her go, she went and climbed the ladder, and somebody else was coming up after her, which she had a very clear idea was the two watch-officers. She didn't look over her shoulder, she walked on to where the four inspectors had gathered—where her bunk was standing on its side and they had the underneath storage open to view.
Their sniffer-box was going crazy, the red light was flashing, and a plastic packet of capsules was lying on top of her stuff, right there in front of God and everybody.
"This your bunk?" one asked.
"Yessir," she said. "But I didn't put that there."
About the time Orsini and Fitch showed up and the inspection crew said how they'd found it—of course—in her stowage, and she said, when Orsini asked her whether she had a prescription, "Nossir, but that's not mine."
"Whose is it?"
"Lindy Hughes', sir. He said he had something for my headache, said he'd leave it at my bunk."
"You consider going to the pharmacy, Yeager?"
"Didn't know it was prescription, sir, must've got it this morning, he had an accident, you know, figure he didn't think it was strong enough to worry over."
Orsini took the packet in his fingers. "Remains to be seen if this is prescription."
"Yessir."
"Find out where Hughes's been," Fitch said.
Wasn'ta presence-sniffer they had, then, just a basic job, no way to track where anybody was—more the pity.
"I'd like to point out, sir, if I was running contraband, I'd do it in a better container."
"You want me to note that down, Yeager?"
"Yessir. I know the ways stuff gets past. And how it doesn't. Plain plastic bag isn't going to get past anybody."
"You want to tell us anything else?" Orsini asked.
"Don't mind to take a test, sir. Nothing in my system except the last trank dose."
Fitch picked up the viewer and shoved a fiche in. He was quiet a moment. Looking.
Then Fitch turned the viewer off and gave her a cold, measuring stare.
"Think you'd better come to Administrative, Yeager."
"Yessir," she said, and went where Fitch and Orsini indicated, back down the aisle, down the ladder, a couple of steps ahead of them.
There was a gossipy murmuring in the crew. It got quieter in her immediate vicinity.
She saw NG close up, saw him with a panicked look on his face—not waiting where he was supposed to be, not him, not Musa either, who had a firm grip on his arm. What NG
might do scared her, so she just gave him a straight I-don't-know-you stare and kept walking to the door, calmly as she could, because Fitch was there, Fitch was likely to pick up on any communication she made with anybody and write thatinto his report.
They got through to the door, they walked out into rec and general com started calling Lindy Hughes to report to Orsini's office.
That gave her a little satisfaction, at least. If she was going down, if this was going to start with little questions and get to the ones she didn't want asked—then it didn't matter as much who had done it as she just wanted to take a few shots that counted, and take out the ones that did matter.
They had her stop by infirmary and do the tests: she was real glad about that—
"Nothing but the last trank-down in my system," she told the med. "That's all you're going to find."
"Hope so," Fletcher said.
She was confident about that. She wasn't, about the interview in the office.
Except Bernstein showed up as they were going in, said, "What in hell, Yeager?" And she said, "Wish I knew, sir,"—figuring that saying more than that right then, just outside Orsini's office, while Orsini was opening the door to let her in, was going to annoy him seriously.
Civ procedures. Civ mofs ran all over each other's prerogatives, and talked to each other in ways that made her nervous, but having Bernstein waiting out there was a comfort, even if she figured it could set Orsini off.
So she walked in, stood quietly at informal rest while Orsini came in and sat down at his desk. He pushed a button on the console.
"We're recording."
"Yessir."
"You maintain the pills belong to Hughes."
"I've got every reason to think so, sir."
"Why?"
"Man promised me."
"After his accident with the door."
"Shower head, sir."
" Don'tbe flip with me."
"Yessir."
"Friend of yours?"
"Nossir, not much. But if he tells me he's going to do something, I won't doubt him."
Orsini made a note on his TranSlate, looked up under his eyebrows. "You're a smartass, Yeager."
"Sorry, sir."
"You likeHughes? Got anything personal with him?"
"If he set me up I got something personal with him, yessir, but I haven't had that proved yet."
"You insist he promised you pills for a headache."
"I stick by what I said, sir."
"You come onto this ship, you pick fights, you create dissension in my watch, Yeager, you just make trouble all up and down the line, don't you?"
"Nossir. No fighting, sir."
"Lindy Hughes just slipped."
"I was all over soap, sir. Probably he was joking around, I take it that way, sir."
Another quiet note onto the TranSlate. A shift of black eyes upward again. "God, I hate smartasses."
Didn't seem the time to say anything. She waited, hands tucked behind her.
"You tell me, Yeagerc areyou smart, or just smartass?"
"Hope I'm smart, sir."
"You know what they call you on the bridge?"
"Nossir."
"Spit 'n polish.—Shit won't stick to you, is that it?"
"I try not to get into it, sir."
"Smartass again."
"Sorry, sir."
Orsini rocked his chair back, hands folded across his middle, and stared up at her a long time. "You come on this ship with papers by the grace of your last captain, you haven'tgot the rating you claim, have you?"
"Machinist, sir."
Long, long stare of those black eyes. "Hughes make a grab at you?"
She felt the sweat running. "Wouldn't venture to say, sir."
The com beeped. Orsini took it private, using the earpiece, listened while he watched her.
"Thanks," he said to whoever. And to her: "Headache, is it?"
"Yessir."
"It's not Hughes' prescription. It's 'dust. You know that word?"
Worse than she figured, then. "Yessir."
"You still think it's Hughes."
She thought about that, with Orsini staring up at her and her heart thumping hard. "I think if that was what he meant he's no friend of mine."
"You ever thought about the diplomatic branch?"
"Nossir." She hated round-the-corner attacks. Orsini was that kind.
"Are you clean?"
"Yes, sir."
"Where do you suppose it came from?"
"Somebody who wanted me in a lot of trouble, sir."
Long silence again.
"Why?"
"I don't know, sir."
"Spit 'n polish, where'd you learn your manners?"
"Lot of ships, sir." She made herself shift weight on her feet, stand easier, civ-like.
"And station militia. Pan-paris."
He might believe it. He might not. He said, one brow lifting: " Militia, was it?"
"Yessir."
"What rank?"
"Specialist."
"In what?"
"Weapons tech, sir."
He thought about.that, rocking his chair. Finally he said, "What kind?"
"Whatever we could get."
Toomuch truth, in the last years, the losing years. Her pulse skittered and fluttered while Orsini kept up that gentle rocking.
"You can wait outside."
There was no indication how it was going. No figuring anything with Orsini. "Yessir,"
she said, and she went and opened the door.
"Send Hughes in."
Hughes was out there, sitting on the bench along the wall. So was Bernstein out there, standing talking with Fitch. "Your turn," she said to Hughes.
Hughes got up, scowling as they passed each other, and she sat down on the bench in Hughes' place, while Bernstein and Fitch went on talking, Bernstein just as calm and reasonable as if it was the supper menu they were talking about, instead of NG Ramey.
"c no question," Bernie was saying, to Fitch's objections, "he's steadied down a lot, no sick-reports, no problemsc"
"The man's always the center of something. I'm not surprised to find him in the middle of whatever's going on." Fitch made a move of his hand and pulled Bernstein over out of earshot. Voices dropped, Fitch's face stayed angry, Bernstein's worried.
Had to be coming up on alterdark, thirty minutes or so, and that meant the alterday evening/maindawn lapover ended. So did Orsini's optional jurisdiction, unless Orsini planned to stay up around the clock, and small chance Orsini intended to do that.
Small chance that Bernstein could, counting he had one of his shift under arrest and NG under consideration for arrest—God knewfor whatc but Bernie might have his hands full tomorrow, working the boards himself unless he pulled somebody off mainday right now and put him back to bed, or unless Orsini was going to let him work somebody twenty-four hours solid at the boards—
And Fitch was just warming up, just starting to ask questions.
Like about NG.
What in hell can he have done?
God, are they on him because of me?
If they have, if Fitch corners him– God knows what he'll do, he'll go out on Fitch, he'll do one of those eetee spells with Fitch watching and they'll jerk him off the boards, they'll lock him up– it'd kill him, it'll finish him—
If he doesn't go for Fitch's throatc
If Fitch doesn't goad him into itc
And Fitch would.
She sat there staring at the wall while a couple of the bridge crew and a mainday tech on business walked through. She listened to the few words she could catch from Fitch and Bernstein. Bernstein was looking worried, from what she could catch out of the corner of her eye; and she reckoned Bernstein didn't even have the right to stay there, once the curfew rang and the watch passed to Fitch, Fitch could order him out of it, Fitch could order any damn thing he wanted with anybody in his way—except maybe Orsini.
Oh, God! let Orsini stay on the case.
Bernstein and Fitch stopped talking. Bernstein just stood there looking upset, but Fitch walked off a little up the rim and gave some order on his pocket com, with his back turned, so she couldn't hear what he was saying, or read lips for it.
Bernstein walked back to her and said: "The packet was 'dust."
"Yessir, I heard."
"They're pulling half of main Engineering, putting them on alterday."
"What are they going to do?" She felt the panic rise and fought it. No use for the adrenaline rush, nothing to fight, and it sure as hell didn't help a body think. "They didn't plant anything on NG—"
"Musa's rep is clean, and that's a given. Just keep calm. You've got a witness."
"They arrested NG?"
"He's up for questioning. Just questions."
God. Like someone had hit her in the gut. She couldn't breathe for a second. But the mind went on working, thinking about him and small spaces, about him and his temper and Fitch getting him in his office—and she thought about how to stop that and the answer came up the only way she could sort it out.
"What's the log if I tell Orsini it's mine?"
Bernie frowned, quick and hard; and she thought in the same second that logwasn't a civ word, and that Bernie hadn't missed it and that Bernie was adding that up, somewhere in the muddle of everything else going on, Bernie was upset as hell and ready to kill Hughes with his bare hands.
Because they were in a trap and sheshould have broken Hughes' damn neck, hell with the chance of getting caught at it—the chance of Lindy Hughes coming back at her was a hundred percent, and she'd knownthat, dammit, known it right in the gut and she'd pulled back from what she should have done till Gypsy and Davis and Presley were in on it and everything was too damn late.
So when you screw up you cover it, Bet Yeager. Same as under fire.
"It's a detention offense," Bernstein said, quiet and fast, under the ship-noise. "If you're lucky. You don't sign off this ship. There isn'tany discharge, you understand me?
You've got no priors, you've got a good work record—but you knowwhat happened to NG—"
"I'll live. I'll getHughes—someday. I'll pay him."
She was saying that to a mof. But Bernie understood her, Bernie was somebody you could say that to and Bernie would keep his mouth shut when Hughes had a real bad accident someday.
"Think I better talk to Orsini," she said, "before curfew goes."
"Dammit," Bernstein said. "Dammit to hell—"
"Yeah," she said, took a deep breath and felt halfway better. "But little spaces don't spook me." She motioned with her eyes toward the door. "I got to talk to him. How much time do we got?"
Bernstein did a fast, covert check of his watch. "Three minutes."
"God!"
Bernstein went to the office door, hesitated a bare half-second.
"Mr. Bernstein," Fitch said from behind them.
Bernstein pushed the button.
Door was locked. Sure as hell.
"Mr. Bernstein."
As the bell rang.
Stupid as hell, she thought. Power games at the top of the whole damn command. But it was valid, it was past alterday's shift, and Bernie looked Fitch's direction the way he had to and said with a deliberate slowness, "Yes, Mr. Fitch."
"Yeager," Fitch said, and invited her with a move of his hand. You didn't say no. Even Bernstein couldn't—twice over Bernstein couldn't do anything with Orsini refusing to open his door and armed Security a little way down the corridor just watching everything that happened—two of them, probably Fitch's own pick of the docks. Or wherever.
Probably Orsini thought it was Fitch at his door, and Orsini wasn't about to unlock and talk. More damn power games between the watch officers, No word from Wolfe, the whole command busy with its own politics and a skuz like Hughes had favor-points with the tekkie sum-bitch bridge officer he was probably in bed with, enough to get away with murder.
Or Fitch had been hunting something on Bernstein himself for a long, long time, and everything else was just Fitch's way of getting the leverage.
So she said, mildly, "Yessir," got up from the bench and went where Fitch indicated, trusting Bernie to do as much as he could.
Fitch's office, it happened, being the next over.
CHAPTER 19
WASN'T MINE, sir," she said, one more time through the drill.
"Are you thinking I'm a fool?" Fitch asked.
"I'd never think so, sir."
"Seems to me you do, seems to me you think everybody on this ship must be fools. I pulled you out of the fuckin' brig, Yeager, I signed you on this ship, and you haven't been a fuckin' thing but a pain in the ass, you know that"!
"I don't think so, sir."
"You don't thinkso, you don't fuckin' thinkso! You're calling me a liar, Yeager. Are you calling me a liar?"
"I don't admit the charges, sir."
They were recording, she was sure; and if they were they weren't going to get a damned thing Fitch could edit into something else.
And maybe Fitch was just crazy or maybe he was better in control than he looked and he was trying to get her to react. He left his desk, he prowled the office while he yelled at her, he bent down and he yelled in her face.
She thought, Better than you have tried, and she retreated into null-mode, just the same as standing at attention with old Junker Phillips yelling at you, just focus on the questions and keep twisting right back to your basic position, no matter where the son of a bitch tried to lead you. If you didn't say anything different they couldn't get anywhere, and they got mad and then they got bored and then they just logged you what they could and gave up and maybe eventually forgot about it.
Yessir, nossir, nossir, I don't admit the charges.
And if the son of a bitch couldn't scare you he might want you to hit him; might just push you far enough that you could, if you were a fool, but you weren't, so you didn't.
Nossir.
Keep at it all day if you want, mof. Keep at it till shift-change and Orsini's watch starts. I got the time.
At least NG's not in here.
"You hear me?"
"Yessir."
Fitch grabbed the front of her jumpsuit and jerked her hard, and she just gave with it, just went limp.
"Gave you a chance. Hauled you out of one brig and here you are trying to get in another. Hauled you out of there and you were carrying contraband. Weren't you?"
"Nossir."
She figured Fitch would hit her. He jerked her hard, leaned into her face and said, "I have other sources, Yeager, I know where the trouble comes from on this ship and I know where to go when something's wrong and nobody in lowerdecks wants to talk."
Man's crazy, man's absolute crazy, she thought; and thought, He's talking about NG.
"You want to think it over?" Fitch asked her. "You want to think about it?" He jerked her up to her feet, pulled her off balance and she didn't do the natural thing, didn't grab at him or hit him, just got her feet under her and bashed her leg against the transit-braced chair. He hit her, jerked her and hit her along the side of the head.
Won't show, she thought while her brain was ringing. Bruises won't show there.
So she brought her knee up.
He hit her, about twice before she went flying backward into the wall and hit it full length, thought she was going to stand up, but she bounced off it and the floor came up.
Hazy for a second, then. She moved to tuck up and protect herself, and she had a view of Fitch's boots, figuring he was mad enough to kick hell out of her.
Plenty of bruises, damn sure.
"Get up," he said. She lay there, he grabbed her and jerked her up by the collar and hauled her for her feet.
She stared him in the eyes, thinking, Got you, you sum-bitch.
Got you, if you got any regs on this ship.
He pulled her over to the chair, he sat her down, he went over and set his rump on the corner of his desk, just looking at her.
She sucked the cut lip and kept staring at him.
"You're asking for it," Fitch said.
She didn't say a thing.
"Catch your breath," Fitch said calmly. "You want a drink?"
"Nossir."
Fitch cut the recorder off, ran it back a minute or so.
Didn't restart it. And she worried then.
"I keep the records," Fitch said. "See what smart gets you? Come onto this ship, go right for the troublemakers—You've been damned useful, Yeager. You think you're smart. But I don't need a thing out of you—now we're off the record. I just need you to exist. Bitch."
She figured she was in for it, then, figured Fitch had plain revenge in mind and a whole lot of things could have been a bad mistake.
"Now," Fitch said, "I want you to think about something. I want you to think how you can save your own ass, because this is the chance you've got. I want you to think about how you can go on being useful to me, and I'm going to help you think about that, you hear me?"
"Yessir."
Damn! No simple son of a bitchc
Going to hurt for this one, Yeagerc
So you lie. But what's he want? ,
"All you have to do is get along with me."
"Yessir."
He got off the edge of the desk, he came and took hold of her the way he had and she flinched, mad that she did that, but the nerves remembered, the body wanted to protect itself and if you did that they'd space you sure.
He slapped her across the face, once, twice, three times, and he stopped, but he was still holding onto her and her bones hurt and her ears rang and her vision fuzzedc and hit her the way he could, and her obliged to take itc
He shook her, one neck-popping snap. "You want more?"
"Nossir."
"Those drugs yours?"
"Nossir."
He hit her again. "Are you any use to me?"
"Dunno, sir." Talking made a bubbling feeling, now. Blood, maybe. "I try."
Fitch said, "How's that?"
"Try, sir. Real cooperative."
"I think you're lying, Yeager. Would you lie to me?"
"Nossir."
The grip on her clothes let up. She tensed up, expecting a sneak blow, but he let her sit there.
"You want your friends to be all right, is that right?"
"Yessir."
"There's a washroom back there. You go clean up. Then you can go."
She stared at him.
"You understand me," Fitch said. "Report on the drugs is inconclusive.—I sure as hell better not catch you in any more trouble, Yeager. You oryour friends, you hear me?"
"Yessir," she said. She got up, the way he said, wobbling, she managed to focus enough to see the door, and she went back into the cubby with the sink and toilet and turned on the cold water. The mirror showed a face better than she expected, the blood from her nose and mouth went with a couple of handfuls of cold water. The red on the sides of her face didn't.
She blotted dry with the towel, she looked up and Fitch was mirrored in the doorway.
Her gut clenched up. She couldn't help it, and couldn't help it when she had to turn around and face him, and pass him when he moved back ever so little to let her brush past him.—Dammit, she knew what he was doing, wasn't half surprised when he put a light hand on her shoulder, enough to make her stomach heave.
"You do better in future," he said. "And we'll get along just fine. Hear?"
"Yessir."
He motioned her toward the door. She went, opened it herself, .walked out into a vacant corridor. The cold of the water was going. Her bones ached, her vision still kept blurring, and she had to walk around the rim and get some rest and get up, she supposed, at alterdawn—back on duty; but she realized numbly that she had no idea where NG and Musa were, or what had happened to them or whether NG was next in Fitch's office.
She grayed out for a second, found herself in rec, walking up to the quarters door, got just about that far before she got dizzy and had to hang there a second. Then she shoved off and walked into the dark, past sleeping crewmates, down as far as Musa's bunk and NG's, and they were both empty.