Текст книги "River Marked"
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If ever, agreed Raven quietly. He had picked up all the cards and laid out a solitaire pattern. Spider, I thought, or some variant. So give him his dignity and dont worry.
Thank you, I told them both. I started to go, then I remembered something. Hey, Coyote?
He had just scooped up the cards again and was in the middle of shuffling.Yes.
Your sisters told me to tell you that they thought your plan was a good one.
Did they tell you what it was? He resumed shuffling, but there was a rapidity to his movement that told me he was feeling something strongly.
Yes. I took a deep breath. Weak link here, I think. But Ill do my best.
He smiled.Yes, I expect you will. *
WHEN SOMETHING WOKE ME UP FROM A SOUND SLEEP in the middle of the night, I assumed it was Coyote again. This time I woke Adam up, too.
Someone wants me outside, I told him, tapping my head. I think Coyote might want to talk again.
When I got out of bed, I tripped over the walking stick. I picked it up gently, instead of swearing at it, and leaned it against the wall. Swearing at ancient artifacts seemed a little unwise. Not something Id do unless Id carefully considered all the possible effects.
Adam and I made our way out to the swimming hole, where the call was coming from. But it wasnt Coyote.
Out in the darkness I could see heror at least her wake. The roiling water burbled and swirled as she swam in lazy circles.
Mercedes Thompson. Her voice was in my head.
I sat down on the ground with a thump, in the faint hope that it would somehow make it harder for her to get me into the water. Coyote had been too precipitous in declaring me immune to her charms. Perhaps she couldnt make me drown my own childrenand Jesse, thank goodness, was a hundred miles away. But she could call me out to her, and she could speak to me.
I thought as hard as I could,Go die.
Mercedes, she said again, her voice like a cool liquid in my head, giving me the mother of all ice-cream headaches.Are you listening to me? Do you see what I want you to see?
Do you hear her? I asked Adam.
He looked out toward the river.
No. I tapped him, then tapped my head. Shes in here.
His teeth gleamed white in the darkness.
MacKenzie Hepner was eight years old as of four days ago. She was supposed to be in the tent with her little brother, but something had woken her up. She hitched up her nightgown and waded in the cold water. On her arm she could see the mark that that weed had left when she went swimming too far out in the river, and her stepdad had to swim out and rescue her. It made her reconsider how she felt about her stepdad. He hadnt even yelled at her, just hugged her. It took her a while to figure out he was scared, too …
Do you see what I want you to see, Mercedes?
My breath started coming in panicked gulps. I hadnt been just dreaming about the ill-fated Janice and her family. The river devil had fed me the details afterward. Maybe that hadnt been on purpose. Maybe. But they had been real, and this eight-year-old named MacKenzie was real, too.
I hid my forehead against Adam and told him what was happening, giving him the words when she gave words to me, describing the rest. He whined unhappily.
Gesture to me if you see what I want you to see. Did you see her?
Evidently, she couldnt read my thoughts. Like Bran, she could only shove things at me.
MacKenzies feet were numb, and the rocks made the bottoms hurt. She shouldnt be out here in the river in the dark. She knew it was against the rules
I waved my hand weakly. I didnt want to know any more about a child who was going to walk into the river and get eaten.
I will let her live.
She says shell let the child live, I told Adam.
He got it, I think, before I did, because he lunged up and snarled at herat me, then bumped me with a hip in a clear order to go back to the trailer.
I felt her laughter. Shed seen Adams reaction. She knew Id heard her.
Bargain. A bargain. A bargain. You for her. You come die tonight, and I will let the little girl and her little brother live.
Adam planted himself between me and the river devil.
She offers a bargain, I told him. Me for the little girland apparently her brother. If I die, they wont.
Adam looked at me, his heart in his eyes.
Shes eight, I told him. Just. Yesterday her stepfather proved that he might be okay. Shes willing to give him a chance. She has a younger brother that she could go get and bring with her. I swallowed. What would you do, Adam? Would you die so that little girl could live?
I knew the answerand from his body language, so did he. Then he looked at the monster out in the water and back to me with a flicker of his ears. He couldnt do it because she didnt want him. I couldnt do it, either. No matter how much I wanted to. Without me, Coyotes plan wouldnt work.
Would she lie? I said, while the river devil chanted her promises in my head. Im worth more to her than the child, I think. She knows about Coyote and his interest in me, and it worries her. But after Im dead? Would she keep her word? Who would know?
She would keep her word. Coyote came up to stand beside Adam. I cant let you do it, anyway.
I know. Your sisters made it clear that you need me.
Adam whined again.
Ill tell you about them, I promised. Id forgotten to let him know what had happened; wed both been tired.
Choose, Mercedes.
For an ancient evil, she speaks awfully good English, I said.
Shes been eating English-speaking people. Coyote sat next to me.
Can you hear her? I asked.
He shook his head.No. She cant mark me.
Could you save her? I asked Coyote. Could you save that little girl? Didnt you carve the way for the waters to flow and move mountains? Raven hung the stars.
That was a long time ago, under the Great Spirits direction, he said, sounding sad. Im on my own here.
Why doesnt the Great Spirit take care of this?
Why should He? Coyote asked. All that is mortal dies. Death is not such a bad thing. What would be a bad thing would be living without challenges. Without knowing defeat, we cannot know what victory is. There is no life without death.
I like my god better than I like yours, I told him.
Dont you know, child? He is one and the same. Coyote watched the river devil wait for my response. The Great Spirit has given us our wits and our courage. He sends helpers and counsel. He sent me to you, didnt he? I talked to my sisters tonight. It was a good thing.
Can you save this girl?
Do you know where she is?
A campground near the river, I said. But was it a campground? There were a lot of places you could just go camping. No.
Then no.
Damn it, I said.
You or they die. Bargain. You die, they live.
Is there anyone else who could take my role? I asked.
None that I know of. I was surprised that you were not controlled by her mark. You are the only creature who is wholly of this realm that I have seen resist her.
If I werent here, what would you do?
He sighed.One of us would take your place. But there are only seven of us who can or will help. I believe that a time will come when the Great Spirit will send us back out into the world again, entrusted with tasks to accomplish. But many of us were hurt when the Europeans swept through here. Disease tookso many of our children, then the vampires singled out those who managed to survive and brought more death upon them … He sighed. We were allowed to retreat and lick our woundsand for many it will take the Great Spirit to pry them out of their safe dens. He scuffed his bare foot on the ground, rolling a rock a dozen feet. I wont lie. We may not have enough to do what we need, even with you. Without you? He shook his head.
Mercedes. The demand was angry and impatient.
I picked up a rock and chucked it in the river as my answer.
Coward to save yourself at the expense of a child. You shall see what you have done.
I learned a lot in the next fifteen or twenty minutes. I learned that MacKenzies little brother was named Curt, like my stepfather. He was fourand marked as MacKenzie was, so he didnt fight when his sister carried him on her hip out into the river. As a treat especially for me, I think, the river devil released her hold on their minds before she killed them. But maybe it was because MacKenzies screams had her parents tearing out of their tent and into the water after them.
I learned that I could have exchanged my life for four peoples lives. Four.
12
I DIDNT SLEEP. WHAT WAS THE POINT? I COULD HAVE nightmares while I was awake just as well as when I was asleep.
I had made the right decision, the only decision. But that didnt make it any easier to live with the deaths of four people I could have saved.
I fed Adam, and when he grunted at me, I fed myself, too. I had to keep my strength up. If four people had died to give me a chance to help kill the river devil, it wouldnt do to fail because I hadnt eaten.
About 5:00 A.M., when the first pale hint of dawn touched the sky, Adam and I got in the truck and headed back up to Stonehenge. Without Adam to converse with and nothing much to do, I would drive us both crazy if we stayed at the campsite. Stonehenge needed to be cleaned up. I could do that and save Jim and Calvin some work.
It had been nearly 2:00 A.M. when wed packed up that morning, and Jim had looked like a man whod been rode hard and put away wet. I didnt expect him to arrive until a more civilized hour. But he and Calvin drove up about ten minutes after I finally found the step stool so I could get high enough to remove the candles from the tops of the standing stones. Chin-ups on forty-five monoliths (I counted them while contemplating how to get the candles down) had struck me as too energetically taxing when I had a monster to kill later.
Calvin waved at me and hopped in the back of the truck to grab two boxes. He jumped back out and trotted over while Jim got out of the truck and shut the door.
Hey, said Calvin. Didnt expect He saw Adam and stopped dead. Uhm. Whats wrong with him?
Even happy werewolves are scary in broad daylight if your eyes let you really see what they are. Adam was not a happy werewolf.
Wolf took offense at the bite, I said. So Adam cant change back to human right now.
Jeez, said Calvin. That sucksand its yourhoneymoon. Then his face flushed darker with embarrassment.
That was not what had Adams hackles up, though. Id told him about Coyotes sisters after Coyote left. And whispering very quietly what the plan to kill the monster was. Adam couldnt talk to tell me what he thought. I knew that he understood that it was the best plan we could come up with. I also knew that he didnt like it. At all. Amazing what body language can convey.
Coyote is sure it is temporary, I told him, getting the next candle down while Calvin started to set them in the boxes hed brought. The boxes were like the ones moving companies use to pack glasses, with cardboard inserts that kept each of the candles separate from the others. Just dont look him in the eyes, okay?
It took us about an hour and a half to get the place cleaned up and looking the way it had before wed come. Hardest was getting the coarse dark gravel out of the much finer pale gravel.
You could have used a plywood board, I told Jim, who was sitting on the altar criticizing Calvin and me while we picked up gravel one piece at a time and put it in a wheelbarrow.
No, he said. I could not have. The fire had to rest on earth. Even the gravel was cheating a bit.
Next time. Even Calvin the Ever Cheerful was getting grumpy. Next time I vote we put the fire on the ground. Ill dig it out afterward and put fresh gravel that matches the original back over the top.
Jim grunted.That is more work. We did it that way for a few years until I started to do it this way.
What about a gunnysack? I asked. Something porous but not so loose a weave that the big gravel can drop through. Or use gravel that would blend in better with what is already here.
Might work, agreed Jim. But then what would I use to keep my apprentice busy? I suppose I could do what my teacher did and teach him beading.
Ill pick up gravel, Uncle, thank you, Calvin said meekly.
The medicine man laughed.I thought you might feel that way. *
I STOPPED AT THE GAS STATION IN BIGGS AND GOT A pair of ice-cream conesbanana and strawberryand a notebook. We ate the ice cream in the truck until Adam was finished with his strawberry cone because I couldnt feed myself and Adam and drive at the same time.
As I drove back over the bridge, still licking my banana ice cream, I could see the Maryhill Campground, full of tents, trailers, and RVs. Had MacKenzie been staying there with her family? Or had they been somewhere more private? I hadnt noticed any other campers. But if it had been the Maryhill Campground, Coyote might have been able to get to her in time to save her while I kept River Devil busy. If shed been at the Maryhill Campground, and we had known where she was.
I drove back to camp and started writing. A letter to my mother and one to each of my sisters. I did not, of course, mention Coyote. A long letter to Samuel and Bran. A letter to Jesse. A letter to Stefan. A lot of pages that Id burn if I survived the night.
Jesse called Adams phone while I was in the middle of writing the letter to her. He brought his phone to me so I could answer itafter a little fumbling.
I need Daddy, Jesse said intensely. Now.
He cant talk. Adam put his chin on my leg.
I dont care. Take the phone to him in the bathroom.
Hes a wolf, Jesse, I told her patiently. He cant talk. Is there something I can do for you?
Why is he a wolf? she said, sounding shocked. Its your honeymoon.
Jesse. Much as Id love to discuss my honeymoon with youwhat do you need?
Its Darryl, she wailed. Hes impossible. Auriele left to do something or other, and he says I cant go shopping. My favorite store has a four-hour sale, from noon to four, and he wont let me go.
Jesse, to my certain knowledge, had never cared about shopping. There were other things she did worry about, and I could think of only one of them that would put that frantic tone in her voice.
Gabriel wants to go do something, I interpreted. Maybe a movie? Darryl would be an inconvenience, and you thought if you figured out something that he would not do, hed let you do it without him.
Darryls right here, you know? she said.
Your father might have bought your story, but I doubt it, I told her. Where are you going?
Darryl critiques movies, she said. Loudly.During the movie, and Gabriel …
Gabriel had changed in the last half year. Hed been kicked out of his house by a mother he loved (and who loved him backthat was part of the problem) and held captive by a fairy queen. Things like that change a person. Mostly he was a little more wary and a lot more somber.
Gabriel was living in the house that replaced my old one, so he and Jesse were now neighbors. But hed lost the easy confidence that everything would turn out rightonce hed seen the monsters being monsters. Around some of the werewolves he was very … cautious. Adam didnt seem to bother him, but Darryl did.
How about Kyle and Warren? I asked. Warren had that whole aw-shucks-maam going for him and was nearly as good at hiding his dominance as Bran. People tended to like Warren, and he and Gabriel got on just fine.
There was a little silence.Kylesimportant, Mercy. He and Warren cant just take the time to go to a movie with a couple of kids.
I laughed, and Adam sneezed.Did you hear that, Darryl? Kylesimportant.
Good to know someone is important around here, he grumbled. He wasnt angry, though. Darryl had a Ph.D. and worked in a federally funded think tank as an analyst of things too complex for most peoples brains. He and his mate, Auriele, had become Jesses de facto babysitters when her mother left because female werewolves were few and far between: Adams pack only had two. And Darryl was Adams second in command, a wolf more than up to taking on anyone who might try to hurt the daughter of the Columbia Basin Packs Alpha.
Ill call them, Darryl said. Now that I know what the trouble is. You could have told me, Jesse.
I didnt want to hurt your feelings, Jesse muttered. Its not that he doesnt like you.
I know exactly what its about. Darryls voice was so deep it rumbled. Its okay. I dont mind scaring people. I especially dont mind scaring your boyfriends.
Everything good now? I asked.
I guess, Jesse said.
If Kyle and Warren cant go, check with Samuel and Ariana.
Ill do that, said Darryl.
Love you, Jesse. I kept it casual. See you. Probably. Maybe. The death of eight-year-old MacKenzie in the wee small hours this morning had taken the edge off my usual optimism.
Tell Daddy he better not spend the whole honeymoon in wolf shape, Jesse said. Love you both.
Adam had been reading my letter. I finally figured out how to hang up his phone, then met his eyes.
Im not planning on dying, I told him. But, Mr. Always Prepared for Anything, there are things Id like to tell people if I do.
Like I loved them. Like someone needed to watch out for Stefan, who still didnt seem to be doing too well. Warren had called with an update a couple of days ago and reported that Stefans people seemed to be better. Stefan had collected a couple of people in Portland, but he was still too thin. Warren and Ben would be taking turns dropping by and feeding Stefan themselves, but that was a temporary fix. And someone needed to wait about ten more years, then track down the grown-up kids who belonged to that poor trucker whod been framed for murders committed by a vampire and tell them he hadnt suddenly gone crazy and killed a bunch of innocent people. Those kinds of things needed to be taken care of if I wasnt there to do it.
Adam was restless and angry, so I sent him out to hunt something. Maybe killing something would make him feel better.
I wrote his letter while he was gone. When I was through, I lay down on the bed and tried to figure out some other way out of this disaster.
Calling the werewolves for help was out. The fae … Zee was my friend. I could call Zee. I considered it. Was it a good idea?
Not if the river devil could mark the fae, I realized. Fae were not proof against magic. Id seen a fairy queen force other fae to worship herand some of those had been fairly powerful.
If the river devil could suborn Zee … Ive only seen Zee without his glamour a couple of times, and it was impressive. More impressive was the way the other fae treated him: wary respecteven from the Gray Lords themselves. If he had to obey the river devil, it would not be a good thing.
So. Coyote and his kinfolk were going to get themselves eaten. And Heaven help anyone left if I didnt kill the monster. I was going to swim over and try to take it out with a flint knifepresumably Coyote would provide that.
Scuba gear might be good.
I seemed to remember …
I went to the bench in the kitchen area and pulled up the cushion and set it aside. The hard top of the bench opened, revealing two complete sets of snorkeling gear. Id noticed it when I was exploring the trailer, and now it made me wonder just how much Yo-yo Girl had seen in her vision. It wouldnt have been Adam who put them there.
I know a couple of adrenaline-junkie werewolves who scuba, but none that snorkel. It is not, strictly speaking, necessary to be able to swim when scuba diving, where sinking and rising are controlled by weight belts and an air-filled vest.
I pulled out a pair of water socks that looked to be my size and the smaller of the sets of fins. The snorkel I left where it was. My old college roommate had spent an entire summer trying to teach me to snorkel. We proved that the fins greatly increased my speed in the water and that the snorkel greatly increased the chance of my drowning myself.
Hank Owens called as I was closing up the compartment under the bench and asked for Adam.
Hes out running, I told him.
Would you give him my apologies, maam. First time Ive ever shot a civilian.
You didnt shoot him on purpose, I said.
Not to argue, maam, he said gently, but I pointed my gun at him and pulled the trigger. Thats as on purpose as it gets.
I sensed we could argue back and forth all day.Fine. I dont think you owe him an apology. He wont think you owe him an apology, but I will tell him you offered it. How are you doing? That sand-and-drop thing Hawk did to you didnt look very pleasant.
No, maam. But Im fine.
Good.
Thank you for conveying my message, maam.
Youre very welcome.
By the time Adam came back, I had decided that Coyotes plan stood as good a chance as any and that I was as prepared as I was going to be.
Catch anything? I asked.
He shook his head. Then he shook everything else.
Hank called to apologize for shooting you.
He flattened his ears.
Thats what I told him. But he seemed to feel the need, so I told him Id let you know.
I had done all I could. If we stayed here, all I was going to do was lapse into a funk that Adam was only too likely to join.
Hey, Adam? Lets go out to lunch. This might be my last day on earth, and I refused to spend it moping around. Even if Id had to let four people die this morning to preserve my life. I swallowed down my gorge.
Adam woofed in agreement to my proposal and escorted me out to the truck.
We ate takeout. Most restaurants dont let dogs in. We drove to the first pretty place I saw and ate fast-food tacos with flowers blooming all around us. The seagulls mostly left us alone because of Adam. When we were through eating, I bundled up the garbage and lay down with my head on Adam and went to sleep, soaking up the heat of the day like a balm to my soul.
And I didnt dream at all that I remember.
I woke with Adam licking my faceit felt a little hot. I dont sunburn much, but falling asleep in the middle of a hot summer afternoon just might do it. I touched my face with my fingertips, but it didnt seem sore, just warm.
You ought to use sunscreen if youre going to sleep outside like this. Someday you might not have a fairy godfather to come and take care of the sunburn. Coyote sat next to us, chewing on a piece of grass. Are you ready?
I dont know how long Id been there, but the sun was nearly down. I sat up. Dinnertime had come and gone, but I wasnt hungry. The werewolf would be another matter.
Adam will need more food, I said, eyeing him sideways. But yes, Im as ready as Im going to get.
Why are you looking at me like that? he asked.
I didnt know that you also played fairy godfather.
Its a secondary thing, he said modestly, bouncing to his feet. Lets go get some food. *
COYOTE RODE IN THE BACKSEAT AND ATE TWICE WHAT Adam didand that was saying something.
Ive got knives for you, he said, licking the salt from the last french fry off his fingers.
Knives?
Yes. Last time I did this, it took nine blades, so I brought you twelve. They are obsidianbe careful you dont slice yourself while youre at it. My sisters made the sheath and the knives, so they are as sharp as any knife Ive seen. Remember, obsidian is brittle and doesnt hold an edge forever, which is why I brought you so many.
All right, I said. I realized that I hadnt lied to Coyote back in the little park: Iwas ready. The nap in the sun with Adams heartbeat in my ear had steadied me, had given me courage. Succeed or fail, I would do my best to make sure that the river devil died tonight. That was all anyone could do. *
THERE WERE SEVEN OF THEM WAITING FOR US AT OUR trailer. Evidently, Hawk had decided to help as well. Theyd let themselves in and helped themselves to food, drink, andfrom the looks of itevery sweet thing in the place. It looked like an invasion of pirates. If Id known what they liked, Id have brought back a couple of dozen doughnuts.
Dark was falling.
No one said much, but when the sun touched the western horizon, clothing disappeared as they garbed themselves in things suitable to war. Like the old clans of the Scots, for most of the tribes of the Americas, war meant as close to naked as makes no never mind. Apparent age dropped away, and the animal spirits who walked out to the river with me wore bodies as smoothly muscled as any werewolves. They also were furred or feathered as their aspect demanded, and their heads were those of beaststheir true shapes, as beautiful and strange as anything I have ever seen. It reminded me of the Egyptian gods; Id never thought about the similarity before. They went armed, tooall but the birds, who would fight the battle from the air in their animal forms.
There were no passive sacrifices here. They would go fighting, but none of them seemed to believe that they wouldnt go down.
They all knew the river devil better than I.
I wore my old blue tank swimsuit with a soft leather sheath packed with obsidian knives. The sheath wrapped around me like a snug Miss America sash or one of those old bandoleer bullet belts. The knives were stuck in and held tightly by the pale, well-tanned leather of the sheath. They didnt look a great deal like a normal knifeor even the knives Coyote had drawn to drive the river devil back to the water. These were knives like the one Gordon had used to dig the bullet out of Adam. Using them would be more like using the blade of a box cutter than anything else. There was no handle, just a blunt side that was safe to hold and a very sharp side for cutting.
Over the top of the bandoleer I wore one of Adams dark gray dress shirts. No sense advertising our plans.
Coyote nodded at me, and I walked out into the river. Adam paced unhappily back and forth on the shore just beyond where the river devil had landed, so he would be out of her reach. He hadnt been happy about agreeing to stay out of the river, but he wasnt stupid. We couldnt risk that she could gain control of him as she had Hank.
The plan was for me to stay safe until it was my turn to actbut still we needed me to be the bait that drew her in close. Wed decided, Coyote and I, that I should go in no farther than knee-deep, which put me about fifteen feet from shore. So close, Coyote was confident he could grab me before she pulled me out into the deep water. Knee-deep meant theentirety of the river mark on my leg was underwater. Raven took to the skies to see if he could spot her from the air when she came, though it was unlikely. The night-dark river didnt give up her secrets easily.
I was ready. Ten minutes came and went.
Nothing happened. Nothing except that I was getting cold. And scared because Im not stupid. Somewhere in this river was a monster who wanted to eat me, and I was daring her to do just that.
I looked at the shoreline, but no one seemed impatientexcept Adam. Even with him, it was not so much impatience as growing frustration. Raven waved, and I waved in return before the feeling of having nothing to watch my back made me turn around again.
Shes not stupid, I muttered to myself as I stared at the dark water. Shes got to be wondering what Im doing going out into the river again after this morning. I tried to put myself inside her head. I wouldnt come to her to save a child, but now Im cavorting about in the water. Is this woman merely stupid? shell wonder. Is Mercedes the bait for one of Coyotes traps? Hes killed her before, but she is stronger now and he weaker. Even if it is a trap, what does she have to fear? I hoped that she would be more arrogant than suspicious.
Maybe she can sense the assault team on the shore. I thought about it for a minute. But that shouldnt worry her. None ofthem think they have a chance of killing her. She probably doesnt think they can, either.
Their fatality had surprised me a little. I know a bit about warriors and testosteroneand Coyote and his friends were the first and definitely had the second. Good warriors understand how to assess risk, but they also tend to beat their chests and brag a bit. Coyote certainly didnt seem to eschew bragging, but no one was predicting victory here.
After a half hour, I decided that knee-deep wasnt working. I took a deep breath and held it, listening intently to the river. Nothingor at least nothing I could distinguish from the normal sounds. The problem was that there was too much noise. Water brushing the shore, night birds and insects hunting food or mates, even the highways all worked to camouflage any sound the river devil might make.
I stared out at the far shore and imagined her out there, watching me and waiting. I took another step out, feeling the ground under my feet start to drop off. Another step, and I was abruptly waist-deep.
From the shore, Adam howled. I turned around and waved to them to show that the move had been voluntary.
Knee-deep isnt working, I said. I thought Id try a little deeper. Two steps was all it had takenI was still quite close to shore.
An otter head popped up about ten feet from me, looking smug. He couldnt hurt me here in the swimming area, according to Uncle Mike. But where the otters were, quite often the river devil was as well. I lost my nerve and turned to go backand something wrapped around one ankle and hauled me through the water like a water-ski boat. Something that might have been Coyotes hand brushed mine, then was gone.
I spread my body out, trying to create as much drag as I could, even as I fumbled with Adams shirt, trying to get it open enough to get at the knives. I knew what she was doing; Id seen her do it to others. I had no intention of being her meal, but I wasnt sure if Id have time to do anything to stop it.
I had to try. If I died first, the whole enterprise was at risk.
So I concentrated on the advice Sensei Johanson had once told me was the first and most important way to win a sparring match:Be ready.