Текст книги "Bad Boy's Baby"

Автор книги: Sosie Frost

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Chapter Seventeen – Jack

The whistle blew, and I saw red.

I spent the morning in the weight room. Mid-morning running laps. Late morning scouring the playbook.

This afternoon was practice. Full pads and contact. People watching—media, coaches, fans.

Everyone in attendance to witness as I melted-down in pure, unbridled rage.

I don’t know who pissed me off more, but my temper snapped. Life decided to fuck me all at once.

First, the Rivets declined the contract renegotiation.  Then an article appeared about my non-arrest and the league’s political fallout.

Worst of all? Leah went to the doctor without me for a checkup. She promised it was routine, that she wanted to get it over and done with. I knew the real reason.

She didn’t trust that I would remember we had an appointment.

How the hell was I supposed to prove my commitment to the baby? I built a nursery. I bought everything the kid would need until college. Leah even moved in. I kept her in my bed at night so I could be there when the morning sickness got bad. When she felt lousy, I was there with a bottle of water.

I was trying to change. What more did she want?

What did anyone want from me?

The ball pumped from my hands—a clean, tight spiral. The rookie receiver ran the route perfectly, but the ball bounced off his fingers.

And Coach Thompson yelled at me for it.

We lined up again. I called the count.

My guard, Orlando, moved before we snapped.

Coach Thompson blamed me.

God damn it. Was everything in the world my fault?

Apparently.

Fuck.

I pushed through, hitting my limit and then setting a new mark for my physical and emotional endurance. Training camp was grueling enough. Men dropped on the field with heat cramps. It wasn’t a real practice until a handful of our bigger guys threw up on the sidelines.

According to my coach, that was my fault too. I hadn’t called the trainers to deliver water while I practiced the hurry-up offense. But how was I supposed to run a quick offense if my guys were still guzzling water?

Coach Thompson didn’t care.

We lined up for a play. Insects buzzed our faces, and the sun scorched our backs. My head ached with dehydration even though I downed an entire bottle of water before kicking onto the field.

I called the play. The center snapped the ball. The coach blew the whistle.

“Carson!” Now he meant to get under my skin. “Your drop back isn’t clean.”

Like hell it wasn’t. I called the men to the line. He bitched at me again.

“Three steps, twinkle-toes. Quicker, or your ass is going to eat it next time we play Ashenville.”

Bullshit. My play was clean. My snap perfect. My drop back in perfect sync. He was trying to piss me off.

Why?

What did they stand to win if they got me mad? Mouthing off wouldn’t make anyone look good, especially with the media and the fans in attendance for the afternoon practices.

I took the snap again.

The whistle blew immediately. I resisted the urge to spike the ball in frustration. Bryon slapped my shoulder.

“He’s getting in your head, man,” he said. “Let it roll off.”

“Can’t.”

He smirked. “You need a drink and blow-job in no particular order.”

“No kidding.”

He pointed to the sidelines. “Have that little baby-momma of yours take care of you tonight.”

Of course Leah would be here now. I told her to come by and cheer me on. Figured it’d pump my ego if she stroked it as good as she stroked my cock.

It was a selfish request though. I shouldn’t have made her come out in this heat. I only hoped she’d see me at work. If she understood how hard I tried, how rigorously I trained, maybe she’d cut me a break. Let me in. Take me to the doctor’s appointments.

Maybe she’d trust me.

I shouldn’t have felt the things I did for the woman I knocked up for my own personal gain. And I didn’t understand the raging possession that coiled through me when I looked at her with that little bump. God, it made me proud.

I had a lot of pride in myself, but not much in anything else that I had done. Except that. Except her. And I wanted everyone to see that bump and know what I did. Maybe then they’d understand there was more to me than getting in trouble.

That goddamned whistle blew again.

He was lucky I didn’t force him to swallow it.

I swore and refused the water from the trainers. The defensive coach settled his men down, letting Coach Thompson stop the play for the fifth time in a row. I rubbed the sweat from my eyes with fingers itching to throw the damn ball.

It didn’t help that the play called was a simple run for Bryon. Straight up the middle, nothing complicated. Not even a play-action to give me a chance to do something besides hand the ball off.

Another whistle. Bryon caught me before I went nuclear. A hush fell over the crowd, loud enough to hear my frustrated profanity. I didn’t even bother looking at Leah. I knew what she’d say.

Stay positive. Imagine there’s a camera on you. Be more patient.

Well, I wasn’t patient. No sense hiding that from the crowd.

The coach called us to formation again. Bryon pushed me back to the line.

“Don’t let him fuck you over. He’ll kick you off the team the instant you pop.”

I’d like to see him try. Coach Thompson antagonized me for a reason. Every move I took, decision I made, and call I shouted was questioned, ridiculed, and denied.

So be it. I ignored him and counted to ten—Leah’s suggestion for when my temper got the best of me. Hell, she even moved closer to the sidelines, holding up her hand and counting one-two-three-four on her delicate fingers.

I heaved a breath.

It worked, but it wasn’t the counting that steadied me.

It was her.

Leah’s chocolate eyes studied me from across the field, and the tug of her smile chased the adrenaline from my veins. She gave me a cute little wave, as though she didn’t know what her place was or why she was there for me. She cupped her hands over her tummy and cheered me on.

And holy hell, I never saw anything greater.

I lined myself under center again. No whistle yet. I took it as a good sign and scouted the defense. They lined up to trick me, but I read through it. I grunted the snap-count to lure the line off-sides—a particular specialty of mine.

It worked.

The corner jumped, and he didn’t make it across the line before the snap.

I expected Coach Thompson to whistle and bitch him out. So did my center. He was slow to rise and even slower to block. But the play didn’t stop, and the defensive line roared over my men in a wave of testosterone—violent and angry and looking to prove how big their dicks were before the end of camp.

I dropped back, but the center got in my way. I saw it happening. There wasn’t a goddamned thing I could do about it. I clenched my jaw for the sack.

The defense rode over the line. I grunted as I slammed into the ground. My leg planted.

Twisted.

Popped.

I felt nothing but pain.

Then shock.

The field silenced as my agonized shout ripped through every single man, woman, and child in earshot.

I fell on my back, but I couldn’t have risen again if I wanted. My leg screamed with pain, not broken but something equally bad. My knee instantly swelled.

And I knew right then I was fucked.

My vison blurred into pained halos as the trainers sprinted onto the field. My offense crowded tight around me, trying to help. Nothing they could do. Not now.

It couldn’t end like this.

Terror cracked through me. I had to get up. I had to walk it off. I had to—

Pain. Blinding, frustrating, enraging pain.

I rolled. The trainers rushed to my side, ripping off my helmet and shoulder pads. Did it really matter if I was hot? The knee injury laced my body in a chilled dread. I’d be lucky if I didn’t puke.

Now there was a headline.

“Gotta get you to the locker room, Jack.” The red-headed trainer who had once helped Leah stared at me, her eyes wide with worry. I didn’t like that look. I hated even more that she prevented me from rising up. “Wait for the cart.”

“No, no, no.” Now I was dizzy. The pain had me nauseous. “No cart. I can walk.”

“No, you really can’t.”

“I’m not getting in the cart.”

“Jack—”

“Fuck off, I’m not getting in the cart!”

Everyone heard that. Figured. I was lucky I didn’t blaspheme every Abrahamic religion when I went down. The team parted, and I figured it was because of Coach Thompson.

It wasn’t. His ass hadn’t moved from the bench.

But Leah ran to my side—something profoundly stupid for a woman in her condition. She was already weepy with hormones. This would be worse than the empty peanut butter jar fiasco.

“Jack, are you okay?” Her voice wavered.

She wasn’t supposed to be on the field, but no one was moving her. She took my hand, her eyes welling with tears. God damn. She was really upset. Honestly worried for me.

My chest tightened. I couldn’t deal with that thought, not when I wanted to rip my own leg off. I hated that I couldn’t comfort her, even as I writhed in pain.

“I’ll be fine.” I lied. My knee looked like a softball grew out of it. “Just gotta get up.”

“Why won’t you get in the cart?”

Oh, she was cute when she only studied enough football to release a press statement. I called for my guys to help me to my feet. The trainers protested. I ignored them. Bryon and someone else could help me walk to the locker room. I didn’t need a cart.

“Jack.” Leah flittered at my side. I wasn’t used to a feminine voice on the field, much less her beautiful whisper. “Listen to the trainers. Get on the cart.”

“Kiss, get off the field.”

“I’m going with you! Just take the ride.”

“It’s not a ride.” I stared at her, snapping at a woman who didn’t deserve my anger. “It’s the cart. You don’t understand.”

“Then tell me. Please.”

Fine. Plain and simple. Her favorite language.

“You only get on the cart if it’s a season-ending injury.” The pain cracked my voice. The fear took the rest. “I just fucked my chances of playing this year.”

Chapter Eighteen – Leah

Jack’s injury tortured him beyond the pain of a sprained knee. It stole his purpose in life.

It broke my heart to see him so upset, frustrated, and panicked. I couldn’t even help.

I never felt more helpless than watching when his teammates had picked him up off the field. The pain overwhelmed him by the time he reached the locker room. He’d rested on the exam table, hands covering his face during the assessment.

And what scared me the most?

He didn’t fight when they immediately sent him to the hospital.

Fortunately, he’d suffered only a sprain. Unfortunately, it would force him onto crutches and off the field for the rest of training camp.

Not a good way to start the season.

But he was still working his ass off, even when the doctors and I told him to take it easy. He couldn’t run the drills, but he trained his upper body in the weight room, studied the playbook, and helped to call the plays at practice to assist the team.

Jack was full of surprises.

His car pulled into the garage, but it took him longer to move now. I stood as he limped into the kitchen. He aimed for the den, but he gave up after only one step downstairs. His fingers curled into the bannister, and I darted to his side to help before he did something stupid.

“Can I get you anything?” I pointed to the fridge. “I made some dinner…but the baby didn’t like the smell of chicken tonight. I can pop it into the oven for you though. It’ll be ready in twenty. Can I get you something more comfortable to wear than the suit? Sweats okay?”

Jack set his jaw. His duffle bag crashed at his feet. “I don’t wear sweats unless I’m sick. I’m not sick. I’ll find my workout stuff.”

I took the step instead of him, pressing my hands into his chest. I wasn’t eye-level to him, not even close. And I wasn’t anywhere near intimidating, especially with my tummy swelling enough to be noticeable under the tank top, but he would listen to me. I’d make him.

“Jack Carson, go sit on the couch and rest.”

“Not in the mood to rest.”

“It’s only been a week. You can’t rush healing. Stop moping, sit down, and rest your knee.”

Jack’s eyes narrowed. I never thought I’d miss his condescending smile. This welling anger wasn’t him. The moody, irritable, disheartened man wasn’t the same one who could charm with a whisper and delight with a kiss.

It wasn’t just the injury, it was everything. The coaching staff riding him. The media. The pain.

Me.

How could I bring him back?

He tried to push past. “I should do some core work.”

“You’re not working out now.”

“I have to, Kiss.” His words were too sharp. He apologized. “Look, the team is depending on me. They need me to be healthy. I have to keep training on whatever I can or else…”

He spoke so painfully, and his expression twisted.

God, he was guilty.

Jack was guilty for getting hurt.

And everyone accused him of being selfish. Including me. How wrong was I about this man?

I brushed my hands along his face, touching his hardened jaw line and the angles of his cheeks. Nothing on Jack was ever soft—not his body, never his cock—but, for once, I saw something that was.

His heart.

I caressed him, forcing those deep, steel blue eyes to look at me. “Jack, you’re going to be fine. Stay off that leg so you can go back to the team—”

“I’m missing camp. I’m missing pre-season games.”

“But you’ll be ready for the regular season. Game one, starting under center. I promise. You just need to relax.”

His lips thinned into a frustrated line. “I don’t know how to relax without…”

“Without what?”

“Going out. Getting a drink. Having a night with my friends.” He shrugged. “Can’t do that after that bar fight…”

I hoped it wasn’t just the bar fight keeping him well-behaved.

I hoped it was me and the baby and the work we did on the nursery after he came home from practice, aching and bruised but eager to build mobiles and bouncers.

I hoped it was the prospect of a nice dinner, a quiet night, a mocha milkshake with a handful of cranberries. If nothing else, Jack tolerated the weird pregnancy cravings better than I did.

But I doubted anything could truly change him. There was no reason for me to force the life I hoped he’d lead on him. Instead, I had to make home just as interesting as heading out for a night of trouble and fun.

I could do fun while pregnant.

And I could certainly do his brand of trouble…

I tugged on his hand, biting my lip just to capture his attention. “Come with me, Mr. Carson.”

He resisted my first tug, but he could never resist the shimmying promise of my hips. God only knew how much longer I could use my wiles. Soon I’d have to exploit my swelling tummy.

I had a feeling he’d like that more.

“What are you doing?” Jack’s eyes darkened as I lured him to the couch. He limped, but he didn’t complain, even as he winced before sitting.

“Just relax, Mr. Carson.”

He smirked. “Kiss, I think you’re trying to seduce me.”

“I think you’re right.”

“This some weird pregnancy thing?”

“If it was, would it matter?” I dropped to the floor before him, hands on his knees. “Be honest.”

“Absolutely not.” His voice deepened as I gently kissed along his good knee. He should have elevated it, but only one part of him perked upright. His cock bulged against the suit trousers. “I think I like you like this.”

“Like what?”

“Ravenous. On your knees. Serving me.”

“Serving you?” I arched my eyebrow. “This isn’t serving. This is…tending to your needs.”

Jack grunted as I rubbed my hands over the noticeable bulge in his pants. “How is that any different?”

“It’s much different. I’m not getting you off. I’m taking care of you.”

In more ways than just his body.

In ways I wasn’t ready to admit yet.

I slowly undid the zipper on his pants, surprised by how my mouth watered and core clenched just imagining what lurked beneath. I released his monster cock. He was thick and hard, and this perfect pleasure was the absolute perk of sharing his bed. Nothing better existed than his hands on my hips, lips on my neck, and shaft buried inside my wanting slit.

Jack groaned as I pumped him, actually bucking his hips to get closer to my mouth. It hadn’t been that long since we last touched, but it ached us both. After the fight at the fundraiser and his injury, we didn’t have time to talk about anything dangerous. We worked out our usual emotional truce in each other’s arms.

Jack burst to life in my hands. I hadn’t realized how much he needed something physical to feel whole.

Or maybe it was more than simple pleasure?

Maybe it was my touch?

That was a risky hope to an already fragile heart.

His growl thrilled me as I leisurely took his cock into my mouth, letting my lips tease softly around the head. I flicked a playful tongue along the sensitive underside. He loved that. Loved that I did it for him. Loved that I looked up at him, held those bandit blues, and pleasured him as he was meant to be savored.

He groaned my name.

Whispered his praise.

I expected him to get rough. His hand tangled in my hair, but he didn’t yank. His fingers touched my cheek. He guided me to the spot that tensed his every muscle.

“Kiss…you’re so good at this…”

It wasn’t talent. It was adoration. I took more of him into my mouth to avoid speaking.

God, I had no idea what I was doing around this man anymore. Suddenly just pleasuring him, trying to distract him from an awful day and his pain became something more.

I wasn’t helping him to relax. I worshipped his cock, memorizing every ragged breath that passed over his lips. I wanted him to feel better. I wanted him to be happy.

I just…

Wanted him.

His words stirred me, layering me in a quick heat that only served to make everything more complicated.

“Kiss…strip. Now.”

His shaft popped out of my mouth, slippery and shining with my attention. I lapped at the tip, tasting the salty pre-cum that trickled from the head. More where that came from.

“What do you want, Jack?”

“See you…” He groaned as I jerked him off. “Let the see the bump. Let me see what I did to you.”

Oh, there was something absolutely primal about this. I bit my lip. “But I’m…getting bigger.”

His eyes widened, wild and aggressive. “Yeah. And it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.”

Jack helped me as best he could without moving his knee. His fingers clutched at my shorts, ripping them down. I smirked and pulled my top off, shivering as his attention turned feral when the bra dropped from my shoulders.

I was all curves. All natural. Soft and dark and swelling in both my chest and tummy.

His cock pulsed harder. Stiffer.

“Suck me.” His order was sharp, and it only stirred me more. “Now, Kiss. Suck me while you’re naked and carrying my baby.”

I dropped back to my knees, guided by his cautious hand so not to hurt me or the baby. That only made me want him more.

I never thought Jack Carson would care about someone else. He took his pleasure from my mouth, but he touched me with such gentleness. He whispered a sensual gratitude I longed to make him groan again.

His cock throbbed in my mouth. I licked and kissed and caressed. Sucking him off was an experience, and I proved how much I liked it by swallowing as much of his length as I could. When I drew up for air, his eyes narrowed on me.

Studying me.

Marveling at my body.

So intense. So comforting.

Was he always like this?

Was it a change? Since when was Jack Trouble-Maker Carson compassionate about others? Especially when he had his cock sucked by someone begging to let his thick flesh pump between her lips?

The damn hormones raged through me. I didn’t know whether to sit, cry, or admit how wrong I was about him.

My core heated. I needed him. I couldn’t last another second without feeling him inside me.

I sucked his cock just to earn his pleased profanity. He hardened, tensed, and was ready to reward my efforts. But Jack read my expression. He saw that desire, and it raged through him just as fierce. He helped me to my feet, but I didn’t let him move. I wiggled into his lap and he guided me over that glistening cock.

“Look at you, Kiss. No one can doubt you’re mine.”

Neither did I anymore.

His whisper sliced through me. “You want me?”

“Always.”

“How bad?”

Pure honesty. “More than I’ve ever needed you.”

His cock warmed my slit. He held me in place, staring into my eyes as I slid over him.

A single stroke and I was completely filled.

Stretched and taken and desired.

I weakened over him, but Jack was there to hold me. He captured me in his arms and groaned with me as our bodies melded the same desperate need that first crashed us together.

His hand passed to my tummy, resting over the tiny bump. His voice raged, hard and muffled against my kisses.

“Nothing sexier than this…” He flexed his hips. I gasped as his cock struck even deeper. “You straddling me, fucking me while…while…”

I arched, trying to suppress the need to explode over him. “While what?”

He moved as best he could with the injured knee. “While you’re pregnant with my baby. God, you’re so fucking beautiful. Natural. How you should be. Always. Drives me crazy.”

I moved my hips against him, reveling in just how big his cock was when completely impaled in me. “I waited for you…”

He grinned. “You wanted this cock?”

“Yes.”

“Wanted it inside you?”

“Every minute of the day.”

His satisfied hiss punctuated as he slammed my hips. “There’s nothing better in this goddamned world. Let’s do this forever, Kiss. Fuck the damned championship. I only want you.”

I stilled. He didn’t. His admission fueled his ravishment. He lifted me only to force me down against his cock again and again. We both tensed and ached and murmured lost words into our kisses.

Something was changing. Everything was changing.

But I had no idea what to do or how to stop it.

Or if I even wanted to stop it.

It didn’t make sense to fight what I felt when the only thing that mattered in this world was the baby inside me and Jack plunging in my quivering core.

He’d forsake his championship for me.

What would I surrender for him?

That was easy.

Myself. All of me. Everything that I thought was important and the heart I’d feared to give before. Jack was passion and romance and sensuality, and every second I spent filled with his cock and swelling with his child made me feel...

Desired.

And with him, I was desired. Wanted. Cherished.

Maybe more. Maybe one day. Maybe if we both trusted each other and ourselves?

My feelings for Jack would damn us both, but for now I could simply take my pleasure in his arms while he moved within me.

While I came for him.

Only him.

Nothing else compared.

We crested together, my words broken in a gasp he kissed from my lips. I ached and heated and released everything in a sultry moan as his hands held me steady, firm, and tight.

I crashed to his chest and clung to his strength. His heat burst into my body, and I welcomed every jet of his seed as he grunted into my neck.

I was moved to tears, but I played it off.

“Hormones,” I whispered. “It’s nothing.”

Jack’s thumb brushed the wetness from my cheek. He stared at me, silenced as his cock pulsed another rush of heat.

Silence.

Words that didn’t come.

I caught my breath, gently brushing my lips against his. He met my kiss with the same uncertainty.

Except I was more certain of what I felt than ever.

And I hoped it wouldn’t ruin us both.