Текст книги "Total Eclipse"

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She stared at me with Djinn-fired blue eyes, and finally said, His powers came to me. Im the Conduit for the Old Djinn.

I should have seen that coming, but somehow, I didnt. I blinked at her, and bit back an automatic, and utterly suicidal, congratulations.Im sorry, I said instead. I had to do something.

Yes, she said, and looked moodily out at the land around us. Yes, I can see that. Shes trying to reach me, but she cant as long as you have me anchored in the bottle. My power flows through you.

Venna

She made some kind of decision, and stood up. I waited as she dusted off her dressnot that it would ever get dirty. She could just be moving away so that she wouldnt be splashed with my gore when she exploded me.

Yeah, I try to look on the bright side.

Are you going to sit there? she said. Or do you want to see Lewis?

I want to know what happened to David, I said. Something must have. He would have come back for me.

Yes, she agreed. Thats in his nature. Come. She extended her small hand, and pulled me to my feet with such ease she might as well have been a linebacker. When I started to drop the grip, she held on.

Were going through the aetheric, she said.

Wait, thats not

Trust me.

And then everything was a rush of color, light, a feeling of being destroyed to a cellular level, pain, and then, suddenly, I was facedown on the carpet of a casino floor, gasping for breath.

Slot machines were ringing, just like the world was still normal. Just like everything that Id been through had been a terrible, passing nightmare.

I felt like a sack of overcooked spaghetti, and I wasnt sure I could get to my feet at all, but Venna tugged me back upright. She gave me a long, level look and said, You should put me back in the bottle now. The longer Im out, the more of your energy I burn. You cant afford it now.

I cleared my throat and nodded. Thank you.

There will be a price, she said coolly.

That was positively chilling, but I tried not to let her see how much that got to me as I said the words, she misted away, and I capped the bottle firmly. She was right. The second the cork slotted in place, I felt better, stronger, and almost capable of standing on my own. But, since there was a handy wall to lean on, no sense in pushing it.

I heard the metallic rattle of guns being readied, and peered around to see a line of men and women facing me with serious weaponry, and even more serious expressions. Most of them were wearing the tailored blazers of security for the Luxor hotel.

All of them were Maat, and I could feel the shields being readied against anything I might try to throw at them.

I was too tired for this crap. I held out my fingers in a peace signwhich was one more finger than I was inclined to show themand said, Take me to Lewis.

Venna hadnt answered me about what had happened to David, but Djinn were like that.

Lewis would answer, or Id beat it the hell out of him with my bare hands.

Chapter Eleven

They took me out of the casino areamost of the dedicated players hadnt paid a bit of attention to the sudden show of firepowerand hustled me through a maze of corridors to a salon privéon the second floor. It had the hushed, elegant vibe of a place where only the highest of high rollers was hosted.

The Maat guards opened the doorsome kind of biometricsand pushed me inside before closing it after me. It was a large room, and under normal circumstances it would have been exquisitely appointed, but the Wardens had no time for that nonsense, clearly. Expensive antiques had been shoved like driftwood into corners. A round mahogany table that would have caused those Antiques Roadshowguys to weep had been unceremoniously loaded down with files, computers, and satellite phones. There were folding tables set up with coffee and food, and cotsmostly full of sleeping peoplecrammed in at every angle possible. The clear space that was left was where the Wardens were working.

I saw Luis and Cassiel, and made straight for them. What the hellhappened to David? I yelled. That got almost everyones attention in the room, even the sleeping ones. I shoved cots out of my way, creating a logjam effect, and scrambled over people to land in front of Cassiel. He was with you! Where is he?

She said nothing, but she looked sideways at a tall man pushing his way through the crowd. I didnt even have to look at him to know who it wasthe subdued tingle of his powers was unmistakable against mine.

Lewis.

He grabbed me and hugged me fiercely, which would have normally been nice, but right now I wasnt interested in anyone comforting me. I wanted answers.

The words died in my throat when I focused on his face. He looked terrible, worse than Id ever seen him. Ages older than hed been when wed parted back in Miami.

He was tearing himself apart.

From the look on his face, I wasnt in much better shape. I pushed all that aside, grabbed him by the collar of his rumpled, days-old shirt, and said, Where is he?

Lewis closed his long fingers over mine, but he didnt try to take my hands off him. Hes all right, he said. Jo, Im sorry. I couldnt let him leave again. I couldnt take the risk. Ashan is out there

Not anymore, I said. Ashans gone. Vennas the Conduit now.

That made him pause, but only for a second. HowNever mind. Its good that hes gone. He was poisoning her view of us. Maybe Venna can

I cant let her go, I interrupted. Lewis, if I do, shell be as bad as the others. Shes probably more powerful than Ashan, and if she gets thrown at us again . . . I couldnt think of words to describe how bad that would be. Ashan had been bad enough, but having Venna bent on destroying us . . .

He gazed down at me for a long while, and then said, Come with me.

I let go of his collar. There was something in the quiet, almost miserable way he said it that made me gulp; I didnt want to see Lewis feel beaten. Hed always been the one who just didnt give up. He cheated, he schemed, he lied, he manipulatedbut he didnt give up.

If he did now, I didnt think I could bear it at all.

He took my hand and led me past the silent Wardens. There were only thirty or so in the room, and half of those were wounded, some badly. I stopped to touch a few hands. Nobody had anything to say. I saw the same beaten weariness in every face. Well, maybe not Cassiels, but she was always the exception. That would require she actually gave a crap.

Lewis led me into a side roomprobably some fancy sitting room where countries were bought and sold, never mind companies. It was empty and still. The air conditioning blew on my face and reminded me of the hot stinging spots that remained on my neck, arm, and leg. Ow.

He shut the door and turned to face me.

You left me to die, I said. Didnt you?

Jo, I couldnt risk it. We need David here, and there were no guarantees that we wouldnt lose you both. Rahel told me how bad it was out there, and I put him back in the bottle.

That raised the hair on the back of my neck, and I knew my posture shifted into something that was a hairbreadth short of attack. You put Davidback in the bottle. You stopped him from coming to me.

Yes. I got it from Cassiel. Dont blame her. I didnt give her a choice, and she didnt know why I was asking.

Screw that. Cassiel had known. Deep down, Ihad known, too. Id felt it, I just hadnt wanted to admit it.

Lewis was still talking. I struggled to hear him over the angry buzz in my ears. Jo, I trusted you. I believed youd find a way, and you did.

No, I said. You left me to die, and you didnt seethat out there, Lewis. You didnt see what was going to tear me apart!

He didnt answer that. I understood the misery, now. He really had stood there at that table and made the cold-blooded decision to pull my rescue party, and consolidate his resources.

And leave me trapped and alone.

Enough, I said. Enough.If this is what it takes to win, fuck it, I dont want to win anymore. Give me Davids bottle.

What are you going to do with it?

I wont break it, if thats what youre worrying about, I snapped. I felt that I hardly knew this man anymore, even though Id spent half of my life thinking of him, loving him just enough to be able to not let go. I want my husband, and I want to leave.

And go where? Do what? Jo, this is the end! Theres nowhere to run! Shes hunting us down, all the Wardens, everywhere. Most of us are already gone, for Gods sake. Did you see them out there? Were dying!And when were gone, everyone else dies. Maybe itll take a few more days, maybe a week, but in the end, she wont let a single human stay alive. I know that. I feelthat! Tears suddenly welled in Lewiss eyes and spilled down his face, and he justfolded up, as if Id gut-punched him. No, as if a Djinn had gut-punched him. I realized how tired he was, how shaky, as he sank to his knees on that fine Aubusson carpet. Funny how the wine red color looked like blood, as if he hadlike me, back in the plant in Amarilloalready spilled every drop he had to give. Ive tried everything. Everything. And they keep coming, killing, destroying. Imara wont let us near her. The Air Oracle is destroying entire islandsout there. The Fire Oracle

I knew about the Fire Oracle; Id seen it in my dream. As angry as I was, his horror and grief struck me, and I sank down to a crouch across from him. He was weeping uncontrollably, the tears of a man stretched too far, asked for too much.

Listen to me, I said, and reached out to tilt his chin up. He swiped at his face, angry with himself but still unable to stop. He was one step from a complete breakdown, and I could see it in him. Listen. I know it seems hopeless. I know you think theres nothing more we can do. But we can.We must.Whats our choice, to sit here and die when the hammer comes down? Screw that, Lewis. I didnt fight my way through what I have to give up.

Consistent, I wasnt. A few minutes ago my only thought had been to grab Davids bottle and get the hell away from Lewis, from the Wardens, from all this crushing, endless responsibility. But seeing Lewis break . . . That reminded me of something.

It reminded me that no matter what I did, how hard I tried, I could never really be free of the Wardens. I wasa Warden, and always would be, until the day I died.

Give every Warden a bottle, I said, starting with the most powerful first. Its time for the Djinn to be on our side. We already broke the rules; lets make it count. And dammit, give me David!

If youll give me Venna, he said, and tried for a smile. I nodded agreement. He gulped in a deep breath, and seemed to steady himself. All right. Weve got Djinn. Weve got the Wardens Ive been able to pull together. Weve got the Maat, not that theyre up to a fight of this magnitude. What else?

Weve got Imara.

He was already shaking his head before I finished the short sentence. Nobodys got Imara, and she wants to keep it that way. I told you, I tried. She wont come, and she wont talk to us. She wont give us sanctuary. Shes locked inside her own world, and shes letting us live or die on our own.

I pulled Vennas bottle out of my backpack and held it out to him. Give me David. Give me David, and I will bring Imara in on our side.

How?

Just give me the bottle.

He had it in his pocket. As he passed it over, I felt heat emanating from the glass. David was really, truly pissed off, and I knew that the second I released him I was going to have a very hard time keeping him from breaking Lewiss neck.

Lewis uncorked Vennas bottle, and the child stepped out of thin air to stand at his side, hands folded. She looked up at him, innocence itself, and said, If you give me stupid commands, Ill kill you.

I expected that, Lewis told her. For now, help Joanne keep David from killing me. Which hes about to try to do.

Venna raised her eyebrows, but it wasnt in surprise. I was pretty sure that was amusement. Other than that, she gave him absolutely no assurances.

I took a deep breath, cradled the bottle in my left hand, and pulled the cork with my right.

A storm exploded out of the bottle, and the pressure of the room changed so abruptly my ears popped. David materialized in midstride, long coat swirling like smoke, and lunged for Lewiss throat.

Venna caught his hand about an inch from its target with no apparent effort, and said, Maybe you should greet your wife first.

David whirled around, and I saw the look that Lewis had just faced. Id never imagined David could seem that angry, or that deadly, but his beauty had taken on cold, unmerciful edges, and the glitter in his eyes was the color of blood.

He blinked, and it went away. Jo? He didnt wait for me to answer. In one step I was crushed against him and held tight, so tight I thought hed accidentally break my back. After a few breathless seconds he eased off and looked down into my face. His eyes widened, and I knew he was seeing what Id just been through. Hard to hide things from a Djinn, especially one who knew as much about me as he did.

That triggered the rage again. I knew what he was thinkinghed seen my horror and desperation, seen how close Id come to being killed out there, and he was blaming it on Lewis. Well, rightly so, but there wasnt time for it. Before he could lash out again, I grabbed him by the chin and held him still. No, I said. Im all right. And we need him as much as he needs us.

The fact that I was so baldly logical about it helped clear the anger out of him, at least for now. He shuddered as it passed, and nodded to me, and I let go. Well talk about this later, he said. Right?

Absolutely, I said. Although I plan on three days of spa treatments, with mud baths and all-day massages. So probably after that.

It got a twitch of a smile out of him before he looked at Lewis, and Venna standing so small and delicate beside him. He said, Ashan?

Venna looked down. Gone, she said. I grieve that it was necessary, but he was mad with power. He twisted nature. It cant be done, no matter his motives.

Venna had described Ashan as her brother, and from the pain that I saw in her, I believed it. What shed done would be a long time healing, I thought, if it ever did.

Youre the Conduit.

Yes, she said, just as quietly. Not by my choice. But I am the logical replacement.

Can you reach her? David asked. I knew by herhe meant Mother Earth. Venna slowly shook her head.

Not while I am bound, she said. And once I am free, I become hers. Maybe without Ashans anger driving her she will be calmer, but the damage has been done. We have to find a way to speak to her before its too late.

Well do it, I said. David and I will go to Imara. Shell let us in; she has to. And once were in, we can reach the Mother through her.

Venna studied me with eerily calm eyes. That will kill you, you know. Youre not strong enough.

Ive done it before.

When she was sleeping. Shes not sleeping anymore. The matter-of-fact way she said it made me pause. You die, and David becomes hers. Its what will happen. Imara knows. Thats why she kept you away.

Venna had a turn for prophecy, too, and that chilled me deep. But shell let us in.

Yes, she said. Shes your child. Shell let you in.

Then we have to try it. I turned to David, but he didnt look nearly as convinced. He was looking past me, at Venna.

No . . . not at Venna after all.

At Lewis.

Lewis wouldnt return the stare; he looked at the floor, deliberately avoiding any kind of contact. I wondered why, until Venna turned to Lewis, adding her stare to Davids. She will talk to you, Venna said.

Lewis? I blurted. Why?

Lewis let out a sigh, and now he did look up, troubled and very tired. Because Im the first triple-threat Warden born with that configuration in generations, and I may be the most powerful one since Jonathan walked the Earth. He was right. A triple-threat Wardenone who could wield all three powers with equal strengthwas extremely rare. So rare, in fact, that the Wardens themselves had tried to capture and study him, in hopes of figuring out how to artificially create the condition in others. Lewis had spent his time as a lab rat, and as a fugitive; hed been a thief, a con man, a hero, a leader, and a ruthless general.

Before you go, David said slowly, you should know the truth about Jonathan.

That came out of left field. Jonathan had been the leader of the Djinn for countless ages, and hed been Davids friend and brother in armsmaybe more, for all I knew. I had only met the Big Grand Poobah a few times, and hed spooked me, in general, more than Venna. I knew Jonathan had been born human, and Warden; hed become a warrior general, and died in battle, with David, on a field full of slaughter. His death had sparked the Mother to create the first of the New Djinn: Jonathan, formed out of the death of so many.

David had been brought with him, because Jonathan had refused to let him go.

What else could there be to know?

Venna suddenly glanced away from all of us, as if listening to a sound that didnt register to me at all. Well discuss it later, she said. Time to fight now.

Lewis jerked upright and hit the door running into the main room. Venna blipped out and probably materialized ahead of him.

I looked wordlessly at David, and he took my hands and held them.

I hate him, he said. I hate that he left you out there alone. Whatever comes, Ill never forgive him for that.

Amen, I said. But lets live through this first, okay?

He gave me a smile and kissed me, and we went to join the fight.

At first glance, it looked like nothing was happening. Lewis was standing at the table that I assumed doubled as the Warden War Room. Venna snatched up Cassiels bag (without permission) and began flitting from Warden to Wardenliterally, buzzing in and out of reality faster than a hummingbirdand opening the bag so they could take the Djinn bottles inside. Seeing that Venna herself couldnt touch them, that was a pretty good compromise. She ran out of bottles after twelve people, but I could see at a glance in Oversight that her evaluation of who were the most powerful was dead-on.

Be careful, I said in a voice pitched to carry. Those Djinn may or may not want to follow your orders. Some of them may turn on you, but its the best shot we have.

They wont, Venna and David said, as one, and exchanged a look. Venna continued, Well make sure they dont. Theres no time for politics now.

Wow. That was quite a statement, coming from the new head of the Old Djinn. Ashan had been allabout the politics, andof coursethe superiority and general hatred. But there was a new sheriff in town, tiny as she might be, and I rather enjoyed the idea.

One by one, the Wardens uncorked their bottles. Most looked damned nervous, and I didnt blame them, but as the Djinn misted into evidence around us, none of them made aggressive movements. They stood, silently waiting, just as Lewis was.

Lewis said, in a faraway kind of voice that told me hed gone far out on the aetheric, Its coming. Get ready.

I went up with himnot as far up, because Im not Lewis, and he could, as always, take things further than any other living Warden. Id never really understood his limitations, but I understood that he had them, and he was more than likely pushing them now.

I didnt need to soar quite as high as he did, because what was coming for us was perfectly evident, in vivid reds and deadly blacks, poison greens and rotting yellows. It was a tsunami of power rolling through the desert like a wave, sweeping everything ahead of it, and although I didnt know exactly what it was, there was no question of what it did.

That was the Four Horsemen. That was the Grim Reaper.

That was Death, and it was coming to wipe Las Vegas off the face of the Earth.

I had no idea what our powers could do against it, but I looked at David and said, Can the Djinn stop it?

No, he said. Not even the Djinn can do that. But we can hold it back, for a time.

Do it, I said.

He nodded and vanished, and around the room, other Djinn did the same. I went up on the aetheric to watch, and I saw the wave sweep toward the glittering, insane tangle of lights and colors that was Las Vegasand stop, frozen in its tracks. The Djinn had taken up positions all the way around the perimeter, and as I watched, I saw that while the wave was still seething, bubbling, it was at a standstill.

David misted back in, along with Venna. Its not going to hold, Venna said. You have less than a day, probably only hours. There are millions here. Once the Djinn fall, theres nothing to stop it, and they will die. All of them.

I looked around at the room, at the Wardens in their shell-shocked state. I remembered those insane gamblers still stuck at the slot machines out there in the face of the end of the world as we knew it.

I thought about Cherise, who might already be lost, but would be soon if we didnt find a way to stop this.

Theres no more time, Venna said. If you want to live, we must go now.

Itll take hours to get to Sedona, I said. Venna gave me an exasperated look.

No, it wont, she said, and reached out to take my hand, and Lewiss. Hold on. I will take you.

Wait! I said, Imara has a barrier in place! You cant get through it!

She knows were coming, Venna said. She doesnt like it, but she knows. Its her choice whether she destroys us to protect her own existence.

Youre gambling on her allowing us entrance.

Venna smiled. Its not a gamble. Shes your daughter.

She seized our hands, and I had just enough time to anticipate how bad this was going to be. . . .

And then it was much, much worse.

Venna dragged us through the aetheric planes, and my Godit hurt, like being towed through coils of barbed wire. It seemed that the aetheric itself was burning, aflame with all the growing and intensifying fury and determination, pain and panic. More and more people were realizing that there was no escape, and the pressure was building to fatal levels.

Somehow, we made it through to the other end without losing our lives. Even with Venna, traveling through the aetheric was more of a crap shoot than I liked, and Lewis in particular seemed badly affected by the whole trip. He staggered and sat down, hard, on dry red dirt.

We were in canyons of sandstone, as crimson as the surface of Mars, and overhead the sky was a cool, featureless, unnatural blue.

We were inside Imaras bubble. As it had been in the Fire Oracles area of influence, the world seemed to have been frozen hereI couldnt see a single living thing moving. No birds, no insects. Not a breath of air. It was eerily silent.

Venna said, I told you shed let us in.

Dont get cocky, Lewis said. She doesnt have to let us get any closer.

The floor of the canyon was sand covering a hard-pan surface of bedrock. Whatever river had carved this particular bend was long vanished, and rain was something rarely seen here. The canyons towered the height of four-story buildings over us, built out of layer on layer of reds, oranges, and browns. The ground was like a treeyou could read its history by the rings and layers of its life. The life of this land was long, and hard, and austerely beautiful.

Overhead, the sun was black in the center, rays blazing out in intense bursts from the edges. It was frightening and strange, and I wasnt sure what I was seeing at first, until Lewis said, hoarsely, Eclipse.

Its not an eclipse out there, David said. Not one scheduled in this part of the world for years to come.

It didnt matter. This was Imaras domain, and she could do anything she wished here. If she wanted to blot out the sun, she could.

I looked up. At the top of the cliffs above us was a harsh glitter of glass windows built into the structure of the rocks. Shes up there, I said. Were on the wrong side. The stairs are behind it.

The Chapel of the Holy Cross was built by man, but it had been laid on the template of something that had been there for ages, maybe since the beginning of time. Standing here, I could see through this world and into the next, with Oversight, and the chapel took on huge, shadowy dimensions, filled with power and significance, pain and endurance.

No time for the stairs, Venna said, and tried to take our hands. Lewis and I both stepped back. She raised her eyebrows. What?

No more of that, Lewis said. Weve pushed the odds too far already. Youd lose one of us this time.

You say you need to go up there, she pointed out. What would you like us to do?

Carry us, I said. Get us to the top, but not through the aetheric. Can you do that?

She considered it for a few seconds, locking eyes with David in silent communication, and then they both nodded.

Shes going to try to stop us, David said. Whatever you do, dont let go.

He put his arms around me, holding me tight against him. I looked over at Lewis and Venna, and burst out laughing. It was ridiculous. He towered over her on approximately the same scale as the cliffs towering over all of us. What was she going to do, hug his knees?

Venna looked vexed, then she simply changed her body, growing, filling out into the size of an adult woman. She kept the pinafore and the blond hair, but when shed finished, she was Lewiss height. There, she said. That should do.

Talk about one pill makes you larger. . . , Lewis said, which even now, at the end of the world, made me smile.

Venna wasnt as amused. Turn around.

David and I were face to face, but evidently Venna didnt feel that close to Lewis. He turned his back to her. She stepped up and fastened her arms around his waist, and without even a pause, she launched herself, and him, into the air. David followed. The shock of being airborne, without any real means of support or propulsion, made the less rational parts of my brain scream in panic, but David and Venna kept rising, steady and controlled, as the cliffs multicolored shadings flickered by in front of us.

All right? David asked me. My hair was blowing in the wind created by our passage, and I pulled it out of my face to nod. He looked grim and focused, probably anticipating the conversation we were about to have with our child. Almost there.

Almost being, of course, not quite good enough. Id noticed the height of the cliffs before wed taken to the air, and we should have already been to the top. They werent thattall. But now the cliffs seemed to be stretching themselves taller, and taller, and taller, and we kept rising on and on, racing to get to a point that continued to outpace us.

Imara! I yelled. Imara, stop! Let us in, please!

For a long few seconds, it seemed that shed keep playing this game until the Djinn ran out of power and plummeted back to the canyon floor, miles below now . . . but she wasnt cruel, our daughter. Just pissed.

The cliffs stopped rising, and in a matter of seconds we were on the rocks. I tried not to look back at where wed been. We were far, far too high for comfort.

There were no trails on this side of the chapel, so we had to scramble over ancient ledges and boulders to get to the peak, which rose up in a defiant jut of glass and a simple, elegant cross that buried itself into the rocks.

There was a kind of a path on the downslope that intersected with the stairs, and I led the way down it to the concrete steps.

This was how Id always come here, up these steps.

This was where Id seen my daughter die, and the memory still burned, both here and on the aetheric. My heart pounded harder as we ascended, heading for the entrance to the chapel at the top.

Venna stopped. I have to wait here, she said. I can feel it. You three have to go on.

I cast an uncertain look at David, who was holding my hand. He nodded. Shes right, he said. We have to go alone.

As we climbed the steps, Lewis said, There was something you were going to tell me, back at the Luxor. Something about Jonathan.

Its about how he died, David said. I told you he died in battle, and thats true. What I didnt tell you is that we were losing. Our forces were being slaughtered; the plains were heaped with our dead and dying. Jonathan and his guardsI was onewere the only ones left.

We reached the top landing. The unnaturally occluded sun seemed to cast a shadow over all of us. Below, Venna stood watching with her glimmering blue eyes, and I realized shed stopped in exactly the place where Imaras body had come to rest, broken, when shed died.

Jonathan reached out to the Mother, David said. In fury, and rage, and desperation. He woke her up. Thats why so many more died. He wanted to destroy everything, including himself. But instead, she . . . took him. Made him Djinn. Thats how he died. I was already wounded, probably dying. He held on to me and dragged me through with him. But she consumed him, Lewis. Body and soul. She cant do anything else when shes drawn to a human. If you do this

Lewis was very still, listening to this, and I wished I understood what he was thinking. He was usually much easier to read, but now . . . now I didnt know. My skin was cold, and even though the air was still, I felt phantom winds blowing in this place. The aetheric was unsettled, on the verge of explosion.

Before we go in, said Lewis, I want to say something to both of you.

David cast a quick glance at me, frowning. What is it?

Lewis smiled. I wanted to tell you that the best man won, he said. I would have loved her, but you adore her. You make her better. You protect her, and honor her, and that makes me glad, David. Jealous as hell, but glad.

David said nothing. I didnt think he really knew what to say to that.

Lewis shifted his attention to me. You were the only woman who ever really touched me, he said. But I wouldnt have been good for you. And now we can leave all that behind.

It was good-bye, and it was final, and I felt the changes in him, in me, even in David.

David silently offered his hand. Lewis took it and shook. I stepped forward, and he kissed my cheek. With his lips close to my ear, he whispered, Youre pregnant, Jo. Tell me that doesnt make you happy.

I gasped and pulled back, staring into his face, suddenly overcome with shock. I would know, I said, and stopped, because I didknow. I did. I felt it now, that tiny seed of life, still just a cluster of undifferentiated cells. Davids baby, conceived on the ship. Ourbaby.