Текст книги "Frost Burned"
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Tony? I called out, not releasing my grip on Kyles gun. But my stomach muscles started to loosen. Tony Montenegro worked for the Kennewick police and he was on our side.
Its me,chica. Let us do our job.
I engaged the safety and put the gun down on the floor next to Kyles.
Come on, Kyle said. Theyll feel better if were not near the guns. And then he murmured, Ill feel better, too. Ben, is there anything you can do to look less frightening?
Ben dropped his head and tail, hopping on three feet to accompany us to the bedroom door. I wasnt sure his posture made him look less lethaland that was before he ruined it by snarling at the bound kidnapper who had awakened at some point and was struggling.
The bald man froze, and I patted Ben on the head.Sorry, Ben, I murmured. No eating the bad guys when they are tied up, and the police are on the other side of the door.
I wasnt really kidding, though I didnt know it until I said it. Both Ben and Kyle gave me a thoughtful look.
Im going to have the werewolf lie down next to the wall, Kyle said loudly. Hes already been hurt by the guys who took out Adam. I dont want anyone shooting him by accident.
Everythings been going smoothly, said Tony reassuringly. Weve got two guys, they surrendered peacefully enough, so no one is too trigger-happy except for Mercy. But lying down by the wall is a good idea.
There had been a third man downstairs, I thought. Or maybe one of the two from below had been the man whod come up to give the men holding Kyle their orders. I listened to Tony explain that the wolf who was in the room was one of the victims and not to be shot. He was being very cautious, but then hed seen the werewolves before.
Timber wolves are big and scary. Anyone who has ever seen one in a zoo or in the woods is in no doubt that they are in the presence of an apex predator. Werewolves are bigger and scarier than that. Sometimes they can downplay it, a little body language, a little pack magic, and they can pass for a huge dog if no one is looking for werewolves.
Ben was in no condition to play harmless, which wasnt his best thing anyway. That he was wounded meant that if someone got jumpy, Ben would take it to the next level. Lying down next to the wall ten feet from the door was as good as it got. I stood between him and the door.
Okay, said Kyle. No one is armed or I think he started to say dangerous but stopped himself. Hed told me that no one should lie to the police; the trick was not to tell them much until you had a lawyer. No one is armed.
The door opened, and the police cautiously entered, giving Ben a wide berthwhich was probably smart. He might be tracking a little better than I was at that point, but not much better. And he didnt like being cornered by strangers in uniforms at the best of times. We all held very still while they examined the two men on the ground without touching.
I killed the first guy, said Kyle, sounding shaky. I couldnt tell if it was an act or not. No one would believe a lawyer would confess to murder unless he was in bad shape, but Kyle didnt want them looking at Ben.
No bite marks that I can see, said one of the officers, who was kneeling by the dead man. Im not a doctor, but I cant turn my head that far around. Id say his neck was broken.
The tension in the room immediately dropped, replaced by a curious elation.
No one wants a werewolf kill on their watch, Tony explained quietly to me when he saw my expression. And Adam has been very helpful from time to time. And no shots were fired, no one died at our hands, none of ours was hurtand we got to play heroes. This operation went down slick and smart. It is a very good day when we can say that.
Of course, it wasnt over then. They took us to the Richland Police DepartmentI didnt ask why they didnt use the West Richland office.
They interviewed Kyle and me separately; hed told me that would happen. I didnt know the policemen who talked to me, and at least one of them was terrified of Ben.
I had told them that Ben needed to stay with me, and they didnt argue after I pointed out to them that if I wasnt with Ben, I wouldnt be there to stop him if he got upset. Id removed his bandages, and theyd taken photos of his woundwhich still wasnt healing. Id refused medical care for him (by that time he was in a foul temperin pain, his vulnerability exposed and photographed, andhungry). Someone had found a first-aid kit, and Id rewrapped his leg.
His presence made the police who were talking to me start out a little unfriendly. No one likes to be afraid, and only an idiot wouldnt be a little afraid of Ben in his current mood. They also seemed to be a little slow, asking me the same questions over and over again.
Then they went out for a bit and came back actively hostile.
Fine. I could be hostile, too. Adam was being held by crazy people with gunsand I was stuck arguing with a pair of officers I was beginning to think of as Tweedledumb and Tweedledumber. Maybe Ben wasnt the only person in a bad mood.
They were convinced that the attack couldnt have been unprovoked. What had the pack been involved in that got such a response? The attack on our house looked a lot like some of the drug cartel attacks. Did I know about the way the cartels were blackmailing the field hands at the paper-pulp tree farms to plant drugs between the rows of trees near Burbank?
About the fiftieth time we were going through the same old thingthey had a problem with me being unwilling to tell them where Jesse and Gabriel were hiddena youngish man in a very well-tailored suit came in and introduced himself as Loren Hoskins, my lawyer. He advised me not to say another word, so I shut up and let him do his job.
An unpleasant three and a half hours later, he escorted me outside, a firm warning to me that I leave the police work to the police ringing in my ears. Presumably that meant that they didnt want me out looking for Adam because the police are so well equipped to take on guys capable of taking out a whole werewolf pack. I might have said something to that effect as we were leaving. But they didnt have a werewolfs hearing, so the only one who heard me was my lawyer.
They have training that you dont, said the lawyer in a very quiet voice.
That was true. But they didnt have a mate bond and a werewolf pacing beside them. Ben was limping, but he was putting weight on his bad leg. Either he was getting better, or he was so tired all of his legs hurt.
Kyle called me, Loren-my-lawyer said, opening the back door of his car to let Ben inside without any apparent concern for his leather upholstery or the worry of having a werewolf sitting at his back while he drove. He told me he thought that the both of you were at a point that a lawyer would be goodand heavily implied that if they were being so hard on him, it might be because there was some pressure from above. He also said, in so many words, that if they were giving him, a lawyer, a hard time, that they were likely doing worse to youwould I mind coming to your rescue and sending a lackey his way?
He held open his passenger door for me like a gentleman. I was sweaty, bloody, bruised, and wearing Kyles sweats. We were getting looks from people walking bythe nice-looking, well-dressed man and the psycho woman from hell. Inviting me into his car might have been a braver thing than letting in a werewolf he didnt know.
They didnt have you under arrest, he told me. So, theoretically, we could have walked out of there anytime. But I didnt like the vibe I was getting from them. If Id pushed earlier, we might just have gotten you arrestedwhich is ridiculous under the circumstances.
I sat down and discovered that the relative safety of his car was enough to make me try to doze off as soon as the seat belt was fastened and the door shut.
Kyles free as well, Loren-my-lawyer said, waking me up from my doze. I dont think that hed noticed Id fallen asleep, as we were just turning out of the parking lot. Id missed him getting in, starting the car, and backing out of his parking space. According to my associate, who texted me, they released Kyle as soon as his lawyer appeared. While we were talking to the nice police officers, Kyle has been to his doctor, who has already checked him out and let him go. Kyle texted me as well. He suggests that I drop you by his place for lunch. He told me to let you know thathe has hired a security team to watch the house to keep this from happening again.
I needed to find Adam and the pack. Before I could do that, I needed to contact Adam. My hands closed into fists, and I had to flatten them on my leg. I needed to check with Gabriel and Jesse, and I needed to check with Tad, who had expected me back a long time ago. Gabriels sisters phone was in Marsilias car, and so was my gun.
What time is it? I asked.
Half past noon.
Id been up for thirty hours and was stumbling stupid tired. I needed a safe place to sleep before I would be useful to anyone. Kyles house was as good as any.
Sure, I said. Wake me up when we get there.
After that initial bit, I found I couldnt sleep with a stranger so near. I kept my lids closed, though, and it helped with the dry burn in my eyes from staying up too long. I directed him to turn a block later than Kyles house, and he let Ben and me out by Marsilias car.
He glanced at me and glanced at the car. Sure blood, bruises, and werewolves didnt make him turn a hairbut me driving Marsilias car? That was worth a second look.
Id left the keys in the pocket of my jeans, which were still in the back seat. Anyone could have sat down, pressed the ignition button, and driven off. There were some placesdown by my garage was one of themthat you wouldnt want to do that. But here, in the wealthy area of West Richland,it was more or less safe. Besides, who would believe that someone would leave a key in a car like that instead of locking up?
I opened the back door of the car, and Ben, somewhat wearily, hopped in onto the bloodstained blankets. He was tired, or hed just have run the block or so to Kyles house. He looked thinner than he had earlier that night. He hadnt eaten since Thanksgiving dinner yesterday evening, and he was going to need a lot of food. Kyle would have red meat for Warren.
I should have thought of that. Loren-my-lawyer wouldnt have minded stopping at a fast-food place to get food for Ben. I needed to take better care of him.
I pressed my fingers to my cheekbones and let the pain from my injury drive my tears away. I would cry when everyone was homeeveryone except for Peter. Until then I had more important things to do.
I parked the car in Kyles pristine driveway. When Kyle opened his door to let Ben and me in, he did a double take.
Holy Hummer, Batgirl, where did you get a Mercedes AMG? Kyle had changed out of his sweats and wore a black-and-red button-up shirt that complemented his dark hair and went with the black slacks that were so casual I knew they must have cost him a pretty penny. We all found our refuges where we could: I baked cookies, and Kyle wore expensive clothes.
Its not my car, I told him. Marsilia left it for an oil change, and I couldnt resist. Kyle knew who Marsilia was. So I added, Bens been bleeding all over the back seat. Do you think we can clean the blood out of the leather well enough that shell keep it? Who do you thinkshould pay for the damage? Ben for bleeding on it; the bad guys for shooting Ben so he was bleeding in the first place; or me for stealing it?
That isMarsilias car, and you stuck a bleeding werewolf in the back seat? Kyle said, ignoring my attempted humor. I shouldnt have sent Lorenyoud have been safer stuck in the black hole of the justice system for a few months until something distracts the Queen of the Damned from killing you.
Hed picked up my name for Marsilia. I hoped he never used it around her. I noticed that the earlier red marks on his face had darkened to bruises to go with the other bruises he had. His nose had been reset, but both of his eyes were black and puffed up. I might have won the disreputable award last night, but with Kyles new bruises, for the first time in a long time, someone looked more beat-up than I did.
He limped when he stepped back to let me in.
Its a good thing for the guy who beat on you that Stefan killed him, I said soberly as I walked into the entryway. Ben also limped, and I found that since my knee decided to hurt, I was limping, too. That made three of us. Kyles house smelled like gun oil and strangers. Or hed have to face Warren.
Kyle flinched, closing the door behind Ben.I know. Its going to be months before Im not explaining my face to everyone I meet. Hello. No, I was beaten by an army of muscle-bound men who didnt even have the courtesy to be cute. No, dont worry about it. Im fine now. The nose just has a little bumplike Marilyns mole, itemphasizes the perfection of the rest of my face.
He glanced down at Ben.Both of you come into the kitchen. Ben, Ive pulled out the remains of last nights turkey. Theres also four pounds of roast I was going to cook tomorrow. Ill cook Warren another turkey so he can have turkey hash. Its on a platter on the table.
Ben rubbed his muzzle over Kyles shoulder in a way that I think was supposed to be reassuring. Kyle sucked in a breath. Either it hurt, or the reminder that the werewolf was big enough to rub his shoulder without much effort wasnt exactly reassuring.
Ben, when was the last time you brushed your teeth? asked Kyle.
Or else Bens breath was really bad.
Ben showed his teeth in a mannerly grin and started eating the food Kyle had left on the table with enthusiastic concentration.
I slumped in one of the breakfast-bar stools and blew out a loud breath.Did you find out if they found out anything about them? I asked.
Kyle gave me a look, then busied himself making me a peanut butter and huckleberry jelly sandwich.What really bothers me is that I understood that question. You will eat this and go to sleep, so your pronouns get their antecedents back. Thepolice havent gotten very far yet investigating the men who invaded my house. The bad guys have good lawyers, very good lawyers. Not as good as Loren and nowhere near as good as I am, of course, but top-notch, expensive, out-of-town lawyers. Loren tells me that he thinks the lot of them will be out on bail by tomorrow because of all the money floating around. Tough to keep them when the only dead body is one of theirsand by my own testimony he was the only one guilty of assault.
I stared at him over the sandwich he put in front of me.Youre kidding, right?
Kyle shook his head.Eat that, Mercy, dont just stare at it. Dickens has it that the law is a ass, and a lot of the times he is right. We have them on criminal trespass. Tony is incensed, he told me, but they cant get them for terrorist activity. Somehow, the two men downstairs were unarmed when they were arrestedso another man must have gotten away with their weapons, because the police turned my house upside down looking for guns while they were questioning us and all they found were our guns, the guns we took from the bad guys, and the Spencer in the gun safe. I thought about the man whod given the orders, who might or might not have been one of the men in the living room and my vague suspicion that they would have left someone on watch.
Then, mysteriously, continued Kyle, the guns belonging to the two men up in my bedroom have disappeared from the evidence room. They are holding ours, Mercy, pending further investigation. So Im doing some shopping today because Ill be damned if Im going unarmed when people have kidnapped Warren. His manner had been as confident as always until he reached that last part, and his voice broke.
Hes alive, I told him. Youd know if he werent. The only one they killed was Peter.
Kyle jerked his head up.Peters dead?
I nodded. It was too much trouble to stay upright, so I folded my arms and put my forehead down on them.Peters dead. The moron shot him because Adam let him see what Alpha meant. Now Peters dead, and Adam
I shook my head.
A hand rested on my shoulder, then Kyles face buried itself in my shoulder.
I called my father, he said, his voice muffled by the material of the sweatshirt I wore. Told him that if he didnt want his friends knowing all about his gay son who was sleeping with a werewolf, he needed to release my trust to me today. In four hours, well have money to throw at the problem.
Ill finish this sandwich, I told him. I knew how much it had cost him to call his family. The only one he talked to was an older sister. Then Im going to sleep. Do you mind if I sleep here?
Well, nothere, said Kyle, pulling away from me. He wiped his eyes and covered up the emotion with brisk efficiency. But in a guest room. A bed will be helpful when you wake up and feel like you are going to feel after tonight. Im going to hit the hot tub and join you in the same room.
He gave me an apologetic smile.The security people say its the only bedroom in the house that is really securable. Theyve swept the place for bugs, and we have our own army surrounding the house. Jim Gutstein tells me this will be gratisAdam is apparently a very good boss, and they are embarrassed to have lost him. He also expressed his desire to find Adam and assures you that the full power of the company is currently turned in that direction. They will let us know when they find out a bit more.
You hired Hauptman security? I asked. Jim Gutstein was the highest-ranking non-werewolf at Adams office.
Only the best, he said.
I filled him in on everything I knew that he didnt until he tapped me on the shoulder to stop me.
Finish your sandwich and go to sleep in a proper bed. After sleep, we can go buy guns, then tear the TriCities apart looking for our men, right?
Kyle was a smart man, and I followed his advice.
I smelled him first: the musk and mint that said werewolf, the other unique scent that saidmine. I was so relieved. Id been sure he was hurt and alone and I couldnt find him
but, silly me. Here he was, right beside me.
Adam, I murmured.
The wolf stirred and put his nose on my shoulder. He was lying on top of me and making it hard to breathe under his weight. I vaguely knew it was a dream because Adam was both human and wolf at the same time, but Adam was more real than that thought, so I discarded it.
You are alive, he said, and there was a relief in his voice that shook me.
Of course I am.
Something stirred the ants nest, he said, nuzzling under my ear.What did you do?
I didnt want to think about it because then I knew Id remember that this was just a dream, and I wanted to be safe in our bed with Adam stretched out half on top of me, touching me as I allowed no one else to touch me.
This was a dream where he was safe, and there were no men in body armor armed with nasty weapons who were backed by someone powerful enough to put pressure on the police. Not powerful enough to suborn them entirely, or they wouldnt have ridden to our rescue. But there was a lot of money involved and some raw power.
Figure out who they are, ordered Adam, pulling his head back so he could look me in the eye.
Follow the money, I agreed, pulling him back down. I needed his warmth against me more than I needed to see him. My body believed better than my eyes, which knew I was looking at a figment of memory. Kyle already suggested it. Now if I can just work out a way to do that. I could set Adams associate Gutstein on that, couldnt I?
Gutstein can look. You were talking about the police. What have you been up to that the police were involved?
When the bad guys took Warren, they took Kyle, too. Held him at his house.
Adam growled, and so did someone else. I couldnt see him or feel him, but my nose told me it was Warren.
Hes okay.
Adam stiffened, and that other wolf who was Warren snarled.
I said okay, not terrific, I grumbled at them. I wasnt lying. He got beaten upStefan killed the one who did it, though Kyle has to claim credit for it. He handled it, Warren. Hes smart and tough. Hell be waiting, so youd better survive this.
The snarl died, and Adam and I were alone in our bed in the huge house that served as pack HQ and as our home.
Ben and I helped Stefan, I murmured to Adam. They had Kyle alone and were trying to get him to speculate where Jesse and I would be likely to show up. Stefan killed the one and tied up the other. Kyle called the police, and they swarmed the house and saved the day.
Jesse.
He didnt have to say anything more. In this dream of mine I heard his terror, his fierce burning protectiveness.
Shes safe, I promised him. I hid her with Gabriel and set Tad to watch over her.
Adams body stilled, the stillness in a hunt that occurs just before something dies.Tad?
Here in my dream, safe with it just between us, I could tell him.Zee told me that Tad could keep Jesse safe. Not in those words, but that was what the grumpy old fae had meant. Truths that you can read between the lines in a fae who is your friend are as far from a lie as a fae can get.
Adams body softened, turning warm and melting into mine, the distance between us blurring into nothing.Then she is safe.
His mouth sought mine. He tasted of heat and love. But he tasted also of illness born of silver, and I was crying before he was finished. They were killing him, I could feel it. Much more silver, and he would no longer be able to link with the pack and he would die while the bastards who had him were still waiting for signs of weakness.
His chest rose and fell, and his heart stuttered against mine. I could feel how close his death hoveredtoo much silver, too much of the drug that slowed his reflexes.
Jesse is safe. You are safe. Its all right, Mercy. You didnt think I was going to die of old age, did you?
It was a joke, graveyard humor. Werewolves never died of old age because they didnt age. But he had no business making a joke like that. Not now, not ever.
Anger roared through me and carried with it a tidal wave of terror because Adam had given up.
No. He told me.I havent given up anything. But the pack comes first. While they concentrate on me, the pack is working to free themselves. When I die, I can take the poison with me, and our pack will be strong enough to protect themselves. I love you, Mercy.
I absorbed what he said. Hed found something he could do. Id seen him draw upon the pack to force silver out of his body. Apparently it worked in reverse. He was drawing the silver from that damned concoction Doc Wallaces son had created. When he was finished, hed be deadbut the pack would be free.
I couldnt breathe, couldnt respond. Adam intended to die.
Are you not my daughter, whispered another voice, Coyotes voice, so quiet I almost missed it. Had I not been caught in that first moment of shock when everything goes quiet before the pain begins, I would not have heard it.
Coyote never loses, Coyote told me.Because I change the rules of the games my enemies play. What are the rules of your game?
Adam hadnt heard that other voice. I knew because he still hovered over me, his mouth soft with our kiss, a terrible good-bye in his eyes. Hed found a solution to the game that his enemies played, found a way to win, because Adam was competent like that. The cost was too high.
Find another way to win, I said, my voice hoarse.
There is no other way, he said.I love you.
But Id been talking to myself and not to him. I pulled him back down to me.
He cooperated because he had no idea I was changing the rules of the game on him. I was not Coyotes daughter, not quite. But that was okay because being almost Coyotes daughter in my dream would be enough.
Adams lips came down upon my own and I opened my mouth. Looking into his eyes, I pulled the things that were killing him into me, swallowing down the silver that was poison to him and nothing to me.
He didnt understand at first, but when he did, he struggled, but it was my dream, not his. In this dream, I wasnt a coyote shapeshifter trying to hold a werewolf, I was Coyotes almost daughter, and I had all the strength of the world in my arms.
Mine, I told him, though my mouth was still fastened to his. Mine.
I meant that he was mine, but also that the silver he took from the pack to save them was also mine to bear, not his. I also used the word to call the silver from his body into my own, the silver and the ketamine and all the rest of the harm that had been done to him.
But he was an Alpha werewolf, and he was more than a match for me, even in my dream.
He roared, ripped free of my hold and off of our bedin my dreams it was still our bed at home, not the one in Kyles spare bedroom. It wasnt anger in Adams voice when he spoke.Mercy, you dont know what youre doing. It was fear.
I started to go after him, but had to stop, kneeling on the edge of the bed because I was sick to my stomach. Either the silver or the ketamine wasnt sitting well. Heck. Maybe it was the DMSO for all that I knew. Adam
he was better, I could feel his strength, could feel the pack stir in alertness because they could feel it, too.
Dont do that, he ordered retroactively, coming to his feet. He knew how well I followed orders. He looked away, took a deep breath, and reached out toward me.If you die
I didnt think it would kill me, no matter how much my stomach hurt. But I wasnt going to show him that it had affected me. Not my day to die, I told him.
He stared at me, and I lifted my chin and stared back at him. There wasnt a pack around who needed to see me bow down to the Alpha. He could have made me drop my gaze anyway. I wasnt immune to his dominance, just stubborn. I could see the moment he gave up.
I remembered that there were other things I needed to know.
Did you find out where you are being held? I asked, then, seeing the answer on his face, I continued, Any clues at all? Do you smell anything? The river? Sagebrush? Diesel?
Dust, Mercy. His voice was quiet. Then he looked around himself. I dont think he was seeing our bedroom like I was.Dust and Peters blood.
Id heard that kind of rage in Adam once before. Hed torn the corpse of a man Id already killed into small pieces. The men who had made themselves our enemy had no idea what they had done.
They are sending a helicopter to pick up Darryl and me. Soon.
Theyre still sending you out after the senator? I thought that our call to the police would have preempted the attack.
Yes.
Wed told the police about why Adam and the pack had been taken. They seemed to be taking our word seriously.
They know. They told me it would be more difficult now, but they didnt seem to be really bothered. Either the attack itself is what they wantor there is something else I am not seeing.
He sat back down on the bed and put his hand against my forehead.Are you okay?
I smiled at him.Ariana is going to see if she can contact Bran. Maybe he can ride to the rescue.
Adam considered that.What about the vampires? he asked.
I stared at him.Marsilia hates me, and Ben bled all over the back of her Mercedes.
The AMG?
Something distracted me. Something terrible.What is that smell?
I woke up with Ben licking my face as earnestly as a catwhich hurt. His breath made my eyes waterand I have a high tolerance for nasty odors.
Jeez, jeez, I said, scrambling away from him. I hit something hard, then kept moving away from Ben when whatever it was fell to the floor with a thump and freed up some space on the bed.
My stomach hurt. Not like the flu or even bad food. More like Id swallowed something that was eating me alive. The truly vile smell of Bens breath didnt help. Ben, your breath stinks. Have you been eating roadkill?
Ow. Ow. Ow, moaned Kyle from the floor where Id knocked him. Id forgotten he was in the bed with methat hed told me hed be sleeping herebecause even getting myself into the bed was a blur. Remember, a guy who didnt even have the decency to be cute hit me a lot yesterday. And this room doesnt have a rug.
Ben laughed at me, and I covered my nose with both hands. But I was awake now and remembered where Id smelled breath that bad before. DMSO from the tranq, right? DMSO gives you bad breath. Then I saw the clock on the chest next to the bed.
What time is it? I asked, hopping out of the bed and stumbling over Kyles feet. The room was dark, but there were no windows. The darkness reminded me that Adam had suggested going to the vampires. Maybe I ought to. But there was something
Tad. Oh holy wow, Id forgotten about Tad. Id told him that Id get right back to Sylvias as soon as I made sure Kyle was okay. If it was really dark outside, hed been watching them for a whole day, expecting me to return soon.
I took a step toward the door, which was a mistake. Every muscle hurt, my face throbbed, and I almost blacked out from the sudden way my body informed me that it wasnt happy with me. My stomach, then the rest of my muscles, seized in the worst charley horse Id ever had.
Mercy? asked Kyle, rolling onto his feet with a little less than his usual grace.
Ben whined.
And I threw up silver goo all over the beautiful stone floor of Kyles guest room.
5
I stared at the floorand Kyle did the same. Ben jumped off the bed and put his nose near the mess. He backed away quickly, his ears came up, and he looked at me. The expression on the wolfs face quite clearly said, What the hell? even if I hadnt been familiar with reading expressions on monster-sized wolf faces.
Kyles floor was covered with silver. I licked my hand and looked at the result. My palm was gray where the saliva touched it. I think, I told them, torn between triumphbecause all that silver on the floor meant it wasnt in Adamand terror. Having that place where Adam and I touched be something that I could drag something as physical as silver through was terrifying in its implications. I think Id better wash this off.