Текст книги "Frost Burned"
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Only when I stood up did it become apparent that instead of plush carpet under my bare feet, there was hard-packed dirt beneath the boots I hadnt been wearing. They were a scuffed black, and the leather gave around my feet with the softness of long wearing. They werent my boots, but I knew them.
What was I doing wearing Adams boots? My bleary thoughts tried to figure out the logic while I became vaguely aware of my surroundings. The air smelled dry and still. It smelled like pack, my pack who were all sick and hurting. As soon as I let my awareness seek them, their pain, their sickness drifted over me.
Mr. Hauptman, a strangers voice said, shocking me out of my contemplation of Adams boots on my feet.
I blinked and saw a man in dark clothes bare of any official insignia, though they had that sharpness that marked a military uniform. I narrowed my eyes and studied him more closely because something about the picture didnt match: his body was soft. Not the softness of a soldier who had retired from action and moved to deskwork. This man was soft in both mind and bodyhed never served in battle.
Paper-pusher. Gives orders for other men to die while sitting safe in home base.We were told youd probably be down for another hour or more. I do apologize about the restraintsrather medieval, dont you agree? But we didnt think youd be feeling particularly happy with us when you woke up, and killing you after all the trouble that weve gone through to capture you would be unproductive. You may call me Mr. Jones.
He looked at us as he spoke. And I became aware that part of the heaviness that kept me from moving much was some sort of binding on my ankles and wrists. I couldnt really see them, something was off with my eyesight, but I could feel them, just as I could feel the bite of the silverworse than the time Id rushed between two trees and burst through a hornets nest. Everything hurt.
TheMr. Jones made Adam think seriously about rolling his eyes like Jesse, but it would require too much energy. Jones? Did this man not know that Adam could hear every lie out of his lips? At least it hadnt been Smith.
Adam also thought about shedding the restraints and killing the man behind the deskbut so far no one had been irreparably injured. The burn of the silver fought with the dampening effect of the tranquilizer and left his temper raw and vicious. But he had people to protect. So he held his temper and sarcastic comments and continued the parley that Mr.Jones had begun.
Youve gone to a lot of trouble to get us here. Adams voice slurred a little, and he pulled energy from the pack bonds, aware that he was taking from them what they didnt have to give. But he needed to be strong and smart and able to fight for them. To do that, he could afford to showno weakness before the enemy. What do you want?
The power cleared his head a littleand cleared mine, too. Between my desperation and whatever theyd hit him with, I had merged myself too deeply inside him.
Experimentation had taught me that visualization worked better than almost anything for getting out of trouble when immersed in the oddity that is werewolf magic. I visualized myself stepping out of Adams body. It tickled and made me a little nauseated.
Mercy?
Yes, I told him, and received a flood of questions that slid past me wordlessly, too fast for me to grab. He might be thinking more clearly, but he was nowhere near his usual alertness. I tried to send him power through our bond and felt him snatch it and pull. I staggered and grabbed his shoulders to steady myself. He felt solid under my fingers, but I couldnt see my own hands.
Mr. Hauptman?
Adam ignored him as he sent another burst of need toward me. This one was much more visceral than a simple need for strength. I couldnt tell what he wanted, but I could make a pretty good guess.
Ben found Gabriel, and they both found Jesse and me. Were all safe at Samuels. Ben is hurt, but not seriously. I didnt tell him that Samuel was gone.
Adam straightened and took a deep breath. The pain was shivery and concentrated in his joints, making it difficult to move. He opened and closed his hands to make sure they worked. His vulnerability made it difficult to control his rage at the people who had done this to him.
I was picking up everything he felt.
I left my hand on his shoulder as I took another step back, hoping that it would give me more distance, so I could think. And then I tucked the other hand in the back of his waistband like a child in the darkI was afraid that if I didnt anchor myself to him in some way, Id go back to Samuels house with no information at all.
It was better, though I could still only see what he saw, and his vision was oddly limited.
The silver, his wolf said.Too many things not working right. My eyes see, but Adam doesnt perceive.
I patted him on the shoulder, not knowing if he could tell what I was doing or not. Words were useless. Adam had to control the wolf, and I wasnt really there to help.
You always help, the wolf disagreed. He tugged on our bond and took just a little more strength from me.Always, Adam agreed, as his wolf settled around him again.
Mr. Hauptman, am I boring you?
Adam moved his full attention to our enemy, and Mr. Jones flinched. That flinch satisfied me and made me hungry at the same timeI liked his fear. I liked it very much.
No, Mr. Smith, said Adam softly. I find you very interesting at the moment.
Jones, snapped the man behind the desk. The lie of his name smelled tainted. His angry reaction told Adam that he was weak-minded, easy prey. No less dangerousin some ways more dangerous because hed react with his emotionsbut under real pressure, hed break.
Someone moved to Adams right and into his field of view. From my perspective, it was almost violently sudden. Like Jones, he wore black. His clothes werent just a uniform, though; with Adams perceptions I knew that he wore armor. He moved better, too. Someone had trained him for hand-to-hand combat.
I had the sense that there were other people in the room, more of the enemy, but for some reason this one held Adams attention. He and Jones were the only ones I could see.
Soldier, Adam told me. He showed me the bulge of a second weapon inside the cuff of the mans pantsknife or gun, and another on the outside of the opposite leg.
Adam watched the body language between the soldier and Mr. Jones. Jones was nominally in charge, but the men (the ones I couldnt see but Adam was aware of) followed the second manincluding Jones. Adam had seen it in the army, when the commanding officer was green and leaning a little too heavily upon the skills of the men of lower rank. The soldier demanded respect, while Jones smelled and acted like prey trying, unsuccessfully, to be a predator.
Whatever this kidnapping was, Adam was on his feet, and the pack was okay. Not good, but alive and breathing. I was aware, because Adam was, that our pack were lying in heaps behind us. All of them chained hand and foot as he was, sick from the silver and the tranquilizer but otherwise okay. Adam thought that meant that this wasnt an extermination order. They wanted something and thought that Adam and his pack could provide it. For the moment, they were safe.
Well? said Jones impatiently.
Adam held his silence. They werent friends, and Adam wasnt going to start a conversation about the weather. They had done their best to leave Adam powerless. He wasnt going to expose himself further. They wouldeventuallytell him what this was about; and then he would have some leverage to move them. Until then, silence was his best defense.
The politician who was not named Jones, whatever he said, leaned back in his chair and sighed.I was told you might be difficult. We have a proposition for you, Mr. Hauptman. Our information indicated that this was the best way to ensure your cooperation.
Adam raised an eyebrow, and the soldier smiled where Not-Jones couldnt see him. As soon as he noticed Adam watching, the smile disappearedbut they both knew Adam had seen.
We need you to kill someone, the politician said. We both know youve killed for the government before,Sergeant. Adam had been an army ranger in the Vietnam War. Not many people outside the pack knew about it. Dont worry. Its no one youll feel bad about. US Senator Campbell, Republican from Minnesota. He smiled again. I see you know who Im talking about.
So did I. Campbell had been in office over twenty years and was one of the loudest anti-fae, anti-werewolf voices in Congress. Ever since a few werewolves killedand mostly atea man in Minnesota, he had been arguing for giving law enforcement the power to kill rogue werewolves or fae with only a judges warrant. He had a lot of bipartisan support because people were scared. He was a man with a plan, a centrist who didnt fall neatly into either the conservative or liberal camps, and so could be cheered on by both sides.
You arent the government, said Adam.
I assure you, Mr. Hauptman, I work for the US government. You saw my ID.
I wrinkled my nose. He was lying with the truthI recognized the smugness of his scent. Adam considered my conclusion.
It will be an easy kill, Jones told Adam. In and out, then you and yours will be free to leave.
I have not killed for the government in a long time, Adam told him. He should have stopped there, but I could feel when the quivery I-am-prey feeling emanating from Jones and the burn of the silver that was sharpening his temper drove him further. He gave Jones a feral smile, leaned forward, and said, Now I only kill people who deserve it, Mr.Smith.
Mr. Jones jerked back, and the smell of his fear made my nose wrinkle. Then he raised a Glock hed hidden behind the desk.
Adam, slowed by silver and forgotten shackles, stumbled to his knees when he tried to move to respond. A shot rang out and the smell of gunpowder, blood, and death filled the air an instant before the earthquake in the pack bonds tried to throw me back to my own body.
I clung to Adam as tears and helpless anger wracked me, his and mine, while Honeys agonized cry rang in my ears. I didnt need to see it with my eyes because the pack bond and Adam told me who it was, told me it was fatal. By accident or design, Jones had killed Peter, with a clean bullet between his eyes, killed the heart of the pack, our sole submissive wolf, Honeys mate.
Adams head was bowed as he absorbed the blowPeters death and Adams failure to prevent it. All the other wolves in the pack were rivals, dominants who would move against the others should the wolf above them in the pack show weakness. But Peter was safe. Submissive wolves, rare, as precious as rubies, were not driven to be on top, so they could be trusted absolutelycherished and protected from all harm.
Not your fault, I told Adam urgently.Not your fault they brought us here. Not your fault they shot Peter. Not his fault that hed been hampered by the tranquilizer, the silver, and the shackles.
Adam didnt care what I thought. He was the Alpha, it was his duty to protect the pack, and Peter most of all had been his to keep safe. I could feel Adams wild rage, Adams desire to killbalanced by the clear understanding that he had the rest of the pack to protect.
He swayed a little on his knees, as if his rage were a physical thing that tugged on his shoulders. I tightened my grip and felt his gratitude at my presence as he fought and bargained with his angerand I felt his shame for the way he craved Joness flesh between his teeth.
Jones is dead, I promised.He just doesnt know it yet. But we are patient, we can wait until the time is ripe.
Adam went still. He forgets sometimes, does Adam, that I am as much a predator as he is.
Adam looked up, and we saw that Jones looked smug, the gun still in his hand. He thought that Adams bowed head and the way hed not regained his feet meant that he was broken. The soldier who stood beside Joness desk was blank-faced but more wary.
Adam sorted through possibilities before he decided that Jones needed to be a little more afraid because that fear would slow him down if he decided a second example might be needed. And if that fear made him try something, Adam would kill him sooner rather than later and deal with the soldier instead.
Adam stood slowly, which was a lot more difficult than he made it look since his hands were chained behind his back and his ankles shackled together. It required strength and balance, and he used the movement to center himself.
He let his wolf meet Mr. Joness eyes, tensed his shoulders, and twisted the cuff on his left wrist. Metal screamed. I felt the burn as steel cut into his wrist before the joint of the cuff broke. He continued to watch Jones, daring him to do something, anything, as he repeated the procedure on his right wrist. He didnt bother moving quickly, even after the handcuffs fell to the ground. As he brought his freed hands forward, Jones jerked the gun up, but the soldier slammed it down on the desk, unfired.
You want to shoot them all and try again, Mr. Jones? he said. You arent going to be able to get another pack the same wayand Hauptman was specifically required.
Jones fought for the gun, but the other pulled it away with contemptuous ease.
Shut up, the soldier gritted. Youve made a proper cluster of this. Just sit there and keep your mouth closed. I told him you were the wrong choice for this.
Adam turned his attention to the manacles at his ankles. His deliberate inattention was an insult, a power playand it scared me.I wanted to watch Jones and company to make sure that they didnt shoot Adam.
They wont, he assured me as he pried the manacle off his right ankle with a sharp twist of his hands.They have gone to too much trouble to get me to kill me right now. They will wait until I kill their senator and prove that the werewolves need to be eliminated. Bran warned me that I was becoming too well-known, that someone would try to make some sort of play against me.
And when you dont kill Senator Campbell? I asked. Adam would not do their bidding, there was no question in my mind about that.
I will do anything to keep my pack safe, Adam corrected me gently as he pulled the second ankle restraint into two separate pieces before twisting them together.Even kill Campbell. Make sure Bran understands that when you tell him about this, so hes not taken by surprise.
Thats what Bran failed to see when hed been worried that Adams temper meant that he should be kept out of the publics eye. Adam had a hot temper, but he was always, always in control because he needed to protect the ones he cared abouteven if it destroyed him instead.
Understand this, Adam said in a guttural voice, staring at the soldier, though I knew his attention was also on Jones. If another of my pack is harmed, all bets are off. You might be able to kill me, but not before I have taken care of Jones, you, and a fair swath of the rest of yourmen.
Understood.
Mercy, get Samuel, get Bran. Find out where they have us. Get the pack free before I have to do what they want, Adam told me, then sent me away from him and back to my own body in Samuels guest bedroom.
I opened my own eyes and realized that there was noise downstairsa wolf growling and a womans singsong voice. Magic, fae magic, shivered over my skin in a rising tide.
I bolted to my feet and down the stairs, taking them six or eight at a time. Ben would have felt Peters death. Wounded and scared, that couldnt have been a good thing.
Ariana was curled up in a corner of the room crooning in a language that sounded vaguely like Welsh but wasnt because I couldnt understand a word. Ben, in the middle of his change, was crouched on the couch, all of his attention on the stranger in the room.
Jesse and Gabriel were both standing between Ben and Ariana. Gabriel was bleedingneither of them would be a match for Ben, three-quarters changed and raging because of the drugs in his system, the mess of the pack, Adams rage, and Peters death.
All of this I saw as I took the last leap that would have taken me to the floor if I hadnt altered my trajectory. I twisted in the air and hit Ben instead, and weboth hit the floor.
I pinned him like my mother had taught me to pin calves or goats when I was ten years old, and she decided that I should follow her footsteps as a rodeo queen. Her efforts were doomedI didnt like horses, not like she did, and she only had two weeks to visit before she had to go back to her own life. But goat tying had been fun, and Id practiced for most of a summer. I hadnt thought about it for a decade or two, but the motions came right back to me as soon as my hands were on the enraged werewolf. Desperation is a really good way to inspire muscle memory.
Ben, stop, I said, holding his head twisted and pressing a knee on his shoulder. Ariana is not an enemy. I glanced at her, and added, Not unless you scare her into doing something horrible to one of us. We need to get Jesse and Gabriel safe, then find the pack. I need you, so suck itup. He was still struggling, and I put my mouth right next to his ear.
They killed Peter, Ben. I whispered, but I let him hear my own grief.
Peter had once charged out with a sword and saved the pack from an enraged fae that Id brought to their doorstep. He was a great big sweetie who loved his mate and played video games with a devastating intensity and a love of planning that led his team to victory more than once, despite his disinterest in winning or losing. He left a gaping hole in the pack that had us all reeling.
They killed Peter, I told Ben. And we need to make them pay.
Ben stilled beneath me and started to shake. I released my hold but stayed on top of him, burying my face in his fur so I could hide my tears. It wasnt only my grief that wracked me, but Bens, Adams, Honeys, and that of the whole pack. We had failed to protect our heart, and now he was dead.
It wasnt fair. Ben wasnt through his change yet, maybe halfway, and at that stage, I had been assured, his skin would hurt if someone breathed on it. But I clung to him and let the wave of emotion hit me and waited for it to ebb.
Mercy? asked Jesse. Mercy, what happened? Is Dad okay? Mercy?
There was controlled panic in her voice, and it pulled me back to myself. I had no time to wait for anything.
Ben? I asked. Can I let you up?
In answer, he stood up, on four paws, shedding me as he did so. So much for my mothers tactics. He avoided looking at ArianaI could smell her panic, tooand stared at the blinds that blocked the darkness from the room. I rolled the rest of the way to my feet and rubbed my face to clear my eyes.
Id forgotten about the damned wreck again and yelped when I put pressure on my cheekbone. The EMTs had sworn it was okay, but it sure felt as though it might be broken to me. Bruises shouldnt hurt so much.
My left shoulder ached, along with the opposite hip and knee, but worst of all was the ache in my heart. I glanced at Ariana, who wasnt looking at any of us. She was still muttering to herself, and the smell of fae magic was growing uncomfortably strong.
Ariana? I asked. Its okay. Bens sorry. He wont hurt you or anyone else. I remembered the faes need for truth and clarified carefully. He wont hurt anyone here.
She didnt respond. Samuel had lectured all of the wolves about what to do if Ariana checked out and started to get scary. The artifact shed made, the Silver Borne, kept her power mutedbut she had been the last of the powerful fae born after humans began to use iron. Even muted, she could wipe out a city block or rend all of us into painful shreds if that was the form her madness took.
If she really freaked out, Samuel was worried that the Silver Borne might give her back everything it had taken from every fae for as long as it had existed. That would be bad.
Talk, I told Jesse and Gabriel, who had stayed where they were, between Ben and Ariana. Talk in a normal voice, it doesnt matter about what. Shes not listening to what were saying right now, just the tone of our voices. If we can keep it calm, she might be able to recover. She doesnt want to hurt us. Ben, stay quiet, stay still. We cant help anyone, cant do anything if we get wiped out by one of our friends.
Should we leave? Gabriel absently wiped the blood off his arm. It wasnt anything deep, and hed been my right hand in the garage for long enough to ignore the minor wounds: old cars are full of sharp edges.
You dont run from predators, Jesse said. Not until she calms down a little.
Right, I agreed. But if I tell you to run, I want you to go and dont look back. That means all of youespecially you, Ben.
Ben glanced at me. He knew what I meant. If I didnt make it out of here, it would be up to him to keep Jesse and Gabriel safe, to let Bran know what had happened.
Did you get in contact with Dad? Jesse asked at the same time Gabriel said, Something set Ben off. But it wasnt anything in the room, I dont think.
Calm topics, I told them. Happy thoughts. But it was too late for that now. I talked to your dad, Jesse. Adam is okay.
Ben? asked Jesse. What set Ben off?
Peters dead, I told them, keeping an eye on Ariana. Jesse went white.
Who is Peter? Gabriel knew some of the pack, but he hadnt met Peter.
Peter is special, Jesse said. Dad calls him the Heart of the Pack, with capital letters, like its a title.
Thats right, I told them. He kept everyone centered because he didnt have to be on top. He could say things that no one else could. And it was his right to be protected by the rest of the pack.
Ben moaned, a sad, very wolfish sound.
Ariana looked up, her gaze focused on me. I had to fight to keep my eyes on hers because her pupils and irises had vanished, and her eyes swallowed the light.
I liked Peter, she said, and my heart started beating again. If she was tracking that well, we might be okay. Samuel asked him to help us with my fear of werewolves. Peter was
kind.
She wasnt all backthe smell of magic wasnt fading, and her voice sounded wrong. And her eyes were really freaky.
I didnt know what else to do, so I kept talking. Adam and the pack, all the pack except Ben, are being held by a group of human radicalssome of whom appeared military trained. Theyre trying to blackmail Adam into killing Senator Campbell of Minnesota. Theyre still claiming government ties,but they are lying.
Republican, supplied Gabriel, trying not to stare at Arianas eyes and mostly failing. It was a good thing for him that the fae dont see it as an act of aggression the way the wolves do. A lot of the fae liked being stared at. When she met his gaze, he gamely kept talking. Campbell isanti-fae, anti-werewolf, andoddly for a Republicananti-gun. Good speaker and a likely presidential candidate in the next election.
Gabriels taking a class in current events, Jesse told me. She looked away from Ariana and took a step closer to me. She didnt see the fae start forward as if to pounce, then catch herselfbut Gabriel and I did. Gabriel moved a half step sideways so that he was between Ariana and Jesse.
Oblivious to her near death, Jesse asked,Who are they? The National Rifle Association?
No clue, I told her. The NRA
I gave her a weary smile. It seems like a lot of trouble for them to go to since there are plenty of other anti-gun senators, and none of them have made much headway against private gun ownership since the assassination attempt on President Reagan before you were born.
Then who?
If Campbell died and was killed by a werewolf, it would destroy the d?tente between those who want to kill the wolves and those who want to see them as good people with a terrible disease, Gabriel said. After the fae killed that senators son who got away with murder, the only reason everyone isnt running around killing anyone who isother is because the fae have withdrawn and havent done anything to hurt anyone else. Public opinionafter the first few days of panicis behind them, even if the government is throwing fits. Freeing a serial killer because he killed only fae and werewolves wasnt justice. That the guilty man had money and political ties just made the faes cause more righteous.
Campbells death would give the humans-only side a martyr, said Ariana. Her voice, still laden with magic, was not her usual one, but she was looking at me as though she knew who I was, so I thought we were over the worst. Campbell is well liked and an obstacle for those who are more extreme. He has been a voice for moderation in their leadership. Campbell has argued against several of the more radical suggestions for how to deal with nonhumans.
Moderate was not a word Id have applied to him. But there were more extreme voices, that was true.
That answers why, doesnt it, I murmured. Ariana, are you back with us?
Not
not quite, sorry, she managed.
Do you have a good way to reach Samuel or Bran?
No. She hesitated. Yes. I know where they arein Montana. I can drive.
Okay, I said. Take Phins car, itll be harder to trace. Phin drove an older Subaru, built before the days of GPS and electronic surveillance. Our enemy might not be the government, but they had access to government-level spy equipment.
Is it safe for us to leave? I asked. Or do you need a few more minutes?
Safe for us, not for her. I didnt want to do anything to provoke herand Jesse had been right, never let predators think that you might be running away.
I will go upstairs, she said. Dont move until after I have closed the door.
Ben, whod completed his change and stood in full-werewolf form, quivered when she walked behind him, but he didnt turn to look at her. It spoke of his willpowerit is hard to have someone who might harm you where you cannot see them. But he managed.
She stopped on the stairway.Be careful, Mercedes. There are people who would mourn if you took hurt.
Always am, I said, and she laughed. But she didnt look at us, just kept climbing.
When I heard the door close upstairs, I led the way out the door, with Ben taking rear guard. I eased the door open slowly, but there were no suspicious cars awaiting us.
Even so, I didnt breathe easily again until we were on the highway headed back toward Kennewick.
Where are we going? asked Gabriel.
I need to stow you and Jesse somewhere safe, I told him. There are too many big bad things out there that would love to get their hands on the two of you.
He shrugged.Not me, Mercy. Im just your hired hand. Its Jesse they want.
I glanced at him.You planning on going back to the trailer and waiting to see what happens to her?
He growled. Pretty good growl for a human.
Thats what I thought, I said. So I need somewhere safe for you both.
You have someplace in mind? asked Jesse tightly. I heard the rebellion in her voice and didnt blame herhow often had I been told to take the sidelines because a coyote wasnt in the same weight class as a werewolf? It sucked. But if they took her, tooI think that Adam would sacrifice the world for his daughter.
I have a place in mind, I said.
Where? asked Jesse, but Gabriel guessed.
Oh hell, no, he said.
3
Gabriel was still arguing when we drove into the apartment complex in east Kennewick where his mother and sisters lived.
Look, I said, not for the first time, if they know all of the pack, then they know about you and Jesse, and they can guess Ive stashed you with her. Theyll also know that you and your mother havent spoken a word since before last Christmas. They will know her feelings on the werewolves.
Sylvia Sandoval had been interviewed by the local paper when Adam and I had gotten married a few months ago because her son worked for me, and Adam was a local celebrity. She had been quite clear on how she felt about the werewolves.
Theyd never believe that shed give the Alphas daughter shelter, I told him.
She wont, he said.
I smiled at him.If Im right, you get to clean the bathroom at the shop next. If you are, Ill do it.
He closed his eyes, shook his head.
She loves you, I told him, getting out of the car. Or she wouldnt be so stubborn about being mad.
I didnt need to tell him about the conversation Sylvia and I had had right before he finished high school. This was differentthis time it wasnt Sylvia versus the werewolves. This time I would be more diplomatic and wouldnt leave yelling, Fine. If youre too proud to say youre sorryIll keep him! at the top of my lungs.
I had sent her graduation announcements. Shed been there, in the back. Shed waited until she was sure hed seen herthen she left. She hadnt, her eldest daughter told me, wanted Gabriel to graduate without his mother in the audience. That was why I knew shed take the kids in now.
I dont want to cause trouble, Jesse said. Why dont you leave me with Kyle or
I could stay with Carla.
Jesse didnt have a lot of close friends once the werewolves came out, and everyone learned whose daughter she was. There were rumors that some kids parents had pulled them out of the local high school and were trucking them all the way to Richland because of Jesse. There were other teens who followed her around just to talk about the werewolves. Carla belonged to that group, and Jesse generally tried to avoid her even though theyd known each other since grade school.
Kyles house is the first place theyd look, I told her. And I was going to have to make sure Kyle was okay, too. We dont have anyone strong enough to protect you from the government herethe best thing is to stay somewhere no one will look for you. I didnt even mention Carla.
Lets get this over with, Gabriel said. He got out of the car and started for his mothers apartment with all the enthusiasm of a sailor walking a plank. Jesse forgot all about herself and the discomfort of staying where she wasnt wanted. She scrambled out of the car and hurried over to Gabriel and caught his hand.