Текст книги "The Story of Me "
Автор книги: Lesley Jones
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“What happened, princess. Who’s shouting at you?” Cam asks her as she climbs on the bed and into his lap.
“Daddy, don’t be daft. I’m Tink not a princess. Kiks is a princess. She’s got her Aurororora dress on.” Cam winks at me as we both try not to smile at her mispronunciation of Aurora.
Harry and George come through the door next, both wearing swim shorts that are dripping wet.
“Boys, stop right there. What are you doing in the house while you’re all wet like that?” They both come to a halt. For anyone who didn’t know our family history, you would assume Harry, George and Kiki were triplets. They are all the absolute image of Cam. “Why were you in the pool? You know the rule. No pool unless there’s an adult with you.”
Before the boys can defend themselves, Marley walks in carrying a soaking wet and sobbing Kiki, still kitted out in her pink Sleeping Beauty dress and tiara and I’m now absolutely certain that Lulah is behind the chaos.
“What happened?” I ask Marley, who, I notice is also fully clothed and dripping wet.
The boys start to speak, but Cam points his finger and they both fall silent, their big brown eyes looking from me to their dad.
“Your daughters had a difference of opinion and one of them ended up in the pool.” All eyes turn to Lu.
“Well,” she says, turning her baby blues and all her charm to Cam, “it was like this, Daddy. Kiks had orange flip flops on with her pink Aurororora dress and I said they looked ugly together and she pushed me and I pushed her back and she fell in the pool and the boys jumped in to save her and then Uncle Marls jumped in to save them all, but I didn’t mean it, Daddy, and she pushed me first.” Her eyes fill with tears as the boys and Kiki start to all talk at once.
“Shush, the lot of ya!” Cam shouts over them. “One at a time. H, you’re the eldest, you start.” Harry frowns as he looks at Tallulah and shakes his head. I can’t help but smile at how much like Cam he is.
We have told him a little bit about Tamara. He knows that she’s his mum and she’s now in Heaven and that Cam chose me to be his Mummy instead. He’s never really asked any questions and he has only ever known me as his mum. As far as he and the rest of the kids know, they are all special. We have told them that because Mummy’s belly was broken, they had to be grown in Ash and Jim’s bellies. As they get older, we will explain things to them in a more adult way, but for now, they are happy with those explanations. I want Harry to know about his birth mother, but I also want to protect him from the truth of what she was and what she did. Cam and I have decided that if he asks, then we will tell him as much truth as we feel is age appropriate.
“Lulah told Kiks that her flip flops were ugly,” Harry starts, “and that a princess would never wear flip flops, so Kiks said that Tink would never wear Converse and that Lu looked stupid.” His big brown eyes look between myself and Cam. “And Lulah just pushed, just like that; she just pushed, and Kiks went in the water and all her dress puffed up and I thought she would drown and so I jumped in and then George jumped in and we pulled her to the side.” He stops talking and takes in a breath.
“Is that what happened, George?” Cam asks.
George nods. “Yeah, then Uncle Marls jumped in and pulled Kiks out.”
Marley has been into our bathroom and passes towels to the boys and wraps one around Kiki’s shoulders before passing her to me, saying, “Yep, that’s about it. I’m off to sort my own tribe out. Good luck with this lot.” He winks and shuts the door behind him as he leaves our bedroom.
“Come here,” Cam says to the boys and they obey him instantly, joining us on the bed. Cam is a strict but fair dad. He’s always calm with the kids, and where I tend to fly off the handle, he generally keeps it together, Tallulah being the only one who pushes his buttons.
The boys sit cross-legged at the end of the bed and Cam shifts Lulah to join them while I strip Kiki out of her wet princess outfit and dry her off some more with the towel. Cam reaches down the side of the bed and hands me his T-shirt, taking Kiks from me so I can slip it over my head.
“Mummy’s nudie under there,” I hear H whisper as the other three giggle. Cam looks at me and tries not to smile at the kids’ remarks. Luckily, he’s still wearing his jocks and I admire his beautifully sculpted arse, back and legs as he climbs out of bed to get one of my T-shirts from a chair in the corner of the room and puts it over Kiks’ head. He sits her at the end of the bed with her siblings and climbs in next to me.
“Tallulah, what you did today was a very bad thing. You must never, ever push anyone into a swimming pool. You shouldn’t actually be pushing people anywhere, but especially not into swimming pools. Your sister could’ve drowned.”
I’m so glad in that moment my kids have all been swimming since they were babies. We have a pool at the house and a lake in the grounds and it had been something I was paranoid about. Because there were four of them, and it was easier, we’d hired an instructor to come to our house twice a week and give them lessons from an early age. They were all now strong swimmers and even knew what to do in an emergency.
“But I did drown, Daddy. I drowneded a lot before the boys and Marls saved me,” Kiki says.
“You didn’t drown, baby. If you had drowned, then you would be an angel in Heaven right now,” I tell her.
“Oh, well the water all came out my nose like I was drowneded,” Kiki adds.
“Nobody drowned, but they could have. Do you understand that, Lulah? What you did was very dangerous. Kiks could’ve drowned and then your brothers could’ve drowned, too, trying to save her.”
Tallulah looks mortified. Her eyes shine with tears and her lips are trembling. I want to pull her into my lap and give her a cuddle, but she needs to understand the dangerous consequences her actions could’ve had.
“What d’ya have to say to your brothers and sister, Lu?” Cam asks her. Her eyes are wide and she looks pleadingly at me to help her out, but I know I have to make her face up to this one, so I keep my look impassive, slightly raising my eyebrows to let her know that I’m waiting for her answer.
“I’m sorry,” she says quietly. “I just pushed you, Kiks, I didn’t know you was gonna fall in the pool, I didn’t want you to be drowneded and then be deaded. I’m sorry.”
“What about your brothers? What’ve you got to say to them?” She can’t resist giving a defiant little huff that doesn’t go unnoticed by me but I keep quiet.
“I’m sorry, brothers,” she says quietly.
“Good girl,” Cam says to her. “Come on, give your sister a cuddle.” Tallulah tilts her head to the side and I know she’s thinking about it. I’m just about to say something when she turns and cuddles her sister, then says, “I love you, Kiks.” She then proceeds to clamber up the bed to kiss Cam and myself. The boys not wanting to miss out, dive in for kisses and cuddles too, which, because they’re boys, ends in a wrestling and tickling session with Cam, all of them turning on me and take turns tickling as Cam holds me down. He then pulls them off me and piles them on top of each other at the end of our bed and we both sit back and watch as they wrestle with each other.
Cam pulls me into his side and kisses my temple. “I love the fuck out of ya, Kitten.”
I smile up at him. “You better, Tiger,” I tell him. He gives his head a small shake as the kids all jump on us, and the room once again erupts in laughter and screaming.
It’s moments like this I will treasure forever. I’ve taken a long and winding road to get to this point in my life. Despite the tragedy and loss I’ve experienced, I still consider myself lucky. I have loved and been loved by two amazing men. There’s not a day goes by I don’t think of Sean, Beau and baby M, and there is a part of my heart that will forever belong to them. There’s also a piece of my heart that will always be broken, irreparable, but I have now learnt to live with that. I’ll never get over my loss. What I have done is learn to accept how that loss makes me feel. I have healed to a certain degree and I’ve allowed Cam to help rebuild my broken heart from the bricks that were nothing but a pile of rubble after Sean’s death. I’m not the same person I once was. How could I be? Death and loss changes you, but I accept those changes and I embrace them. They’re part of what makes me who I am, something and someone I never imagined I would or could ever be.
I’m Georgia Rae McCarthy King and this was the story of me, wife and mother of four. I am loved and no longer alone. I’m once again part of an ‘us’ and it’s no longer just me.
Cam
I watch her as she walks towards me, looking more beautiful than I have ever seen her. The day so far has been perfect. The sun is shining and everybody seems to be having a good time.
Georgia didn’t want a big fancy church wedding so we decided to do it at our home, instead. The service had been simple. We had written our own vows and chosen our own music. Georgia had surprised me by walking down the aisle to Shania Twain’s “Still the one” and as I stood on the dance floor of the marquee in the grounds of our home, surrounded by the people we loved most in the world, I hoped that my wife would be as happy with my choice of song for our first dance. I like music, but Georgia can’t live without it. When a song comes out she likes, she plays it over and over again until she knows all of the lyrics. She rarely watches telly, but wherever she is and whatever she’s doing, there is always music playing.
We had gone along with her family’s tradition of giving the children music related names, Harry being the exception but I’m sure we can come up with a story as he grows up, just in case he feels left out.
My mum’s favourite band had been The Beatles and her favourite member of the band had been George Harrison, so George had been an easy choice, and luckily it went well with Harry, both of them being proper names, nothing poncie like Georgia’s brothers had, but real men’s names. I’d let Georgia have free range with the girls’ names and I’ve gotta say, I love them.
When Georgia was a little girl, her and Marley’s party piece used to be a rendition of Elton John and Kiki Dee’s “Don’t Go Breaking My Heart” and so she had chosen Kiki for our eldest daughter. Her favourite film when she was a kid was Bugsy Malone and she had played Tallulah in her school’s production of the show when she was ten, so that had become her choice for our second daughter. It had seemed such a big name for such a tiny baby, but I was sure she would grow into it.
Daughters, I, we, we have two little girls. We have boys too of course, but they would be easy to raise. I knew where I was with boys, but girls, two of them. I don’t mind admitting, I’m shitting myself. What if they grow up to be as wild as Kitten was when she was younger. What the fuck would I do? What if they came home with a bloke like me? Fuck that. I’d fucking shoot the bloke, blow his fucking head off. I give a small shudder as I think about this.
Today has been the best of my life, alongside the days my children were born. Georgia has made me the happiest man alive by becoming my wife, and my heart is just about to burst with what I am feeling for her as she walks towards me now. She is the sexiest bride I have ever fucking seen, and I can’t wait to get her out of that dress later. The thought of what she has on underneath it is making me hard… Again.
I hadn’t been able to keep my hands off her after the speeches were all done, so I’d dragged her into the stable block and bent her over a bale of hay, fucking her from behind as she stood with her cream lace wedding dress pulled up around her waist, her bare arse in the air, legs spread wide. It was her fault for wearing stockings. Fuck, I love stockings. They just do something to me. They make me feel a little bit out of control, unfuckinghinged. So when she walked down the aisle, looking so pure and innocent, stood next to me, leaned in, whispering in my ear, right in front of the bloke who was about to marry us and her fucking ol’ man still standing next to her, I might add, and said, “I’m wearing stockings under this dress. Just wanted you to know that, Tiger,” I’d almost blown my load right then and there. She’d then kissed her dad on the cheek as he put her hand in mine, turned, and smiled sweetly at the celebrant.
And now my dick is hard again as I think about how her long legs will be wrapped around me later, that and the fact that I have her lacy cream thong I’d taken off her earlier, all rolled up and sitting safely in my pocket. My dick throbs and twitches as I think about the fact that I’m the only one who knows she’s knickerless. I just hope my jacket is hiding my hard on as she reaches me. I take her hand and the master of ceremonies introduces us as Mr. and Mrs. King.
She wraps her arms around my neck and I pull her hips into mine. Her eyebrows shoot up as I grind my hard on into her lower belly. She shudders. I love her reaction so fucking much. I nearly shoot my bolt right there and then.
“Fuck, wife, what do you do to me, woman?” She smiles at me. Her beautiful blue eyes, once again, are full of life and shining brightly, just as they should be.
I know there is a piece of her heart that will never be mine, and I totally accept that, but I also know without a shadow of a doubt that Kitten loves me. She would always love Sean and I don’t expect anything less, but I know that myself and the kids are her world now, and I will spend every day, every fucking day, loving the fuck out of this woman.
The crowd’s applause quietens and other couples start to join us on the dance floor.
“I absolutely love this song, Tiger. Thank you for putting so much thought into it.” She kisses my neck, just under my ear as I take her hand in one of mine and slid my other down to her arse, pressing her tightly to me as we move to the sound of Savage Garden singing, “Truly Madly Deeply”.
I let out a long, satisfied breath as I sway, with my wife in my arms, to the music. It’s taken us a long time to get here. We have lived the lives of a dozen people, overcome heartache and tragedy of the very worst kind, but somehow, we managed to find our way back to each other. If there were ever two people who’d been put on this earth and were meant to be together, then it was us, and I will never, not for a second, stop appreciating the fact our story could’ve been so very different.
We have both been given a second chance and I intend spending every moment of every day, loving the fuck out of my amazing wife and the beautiful babies we’ve been blessed with. Despite Kitten being a bit of a princess sometimes, well, a lot of the fucking time if I’m honest, but yeah, anyway, I love the fucking bones of the girl. I let her get away with shit, what of it? Despite all of that, her life has been as far removed from a fairy tale as you could possibly get, but now, finally today, I have made her not only my wife, Mrs King, but my queen and I plan on giving her the happily ever after she deserves.
~ THE END ~
Play List
Bob Dylan “Just Like A Woman”
Matchbox Twenty “If You’re Gone”
Train “Drops Of Jupiter”
Uncle Kracker “Follow Me”
Blink 182 “All The Small Things
Oasis “Wonderwall”
The Temptations “Ain’t Too Proud To Beg”
Ashanti “Foolish”
Lifehouse “Hanging By A Moment”
The Real Thing “I Can’t Get By Without You”
The Calling “Wherever You Will Go”
Groovejet “If This Ain’t Love”
Ronan Keating “If Tomorrow Never Comes”
Bread “Everything I Own”
Shania Twain “You’re The One”
Savage Garden “Truly Madly Deeply”
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Lesley Jones
Lesley was born and raised in a small working class town in Essex, just outside of East London. She’s married with three sons and in 2006 they all moved to the other side of the world, settling on the beautiful Mornington Peninsula, about fifty kilometres outside of Melbourne, Australia.
Lesley is currently ‘a stay at home mum’, but in the past, she has worked at ‘good old Mark & Spencer’ for thirteen years and as a teacher’s assistant.
As well as writing, Lesley loves to read and has been known to get through four or five books a week, when she’s not writing that is. Her other interests are watching her boys play football… the round ball version. She’s happy to admit to being an addict of social media and owes a lot to her Facebook and Twitter family in promoting her book. Lesley is also rather partial to a glass or bottle of wine, a nicely chilled Marlborough Sav Blanc being her favourite.
Being a born and raised Essex girl, she will happily admit to be being a big fan of spray tans, Shellac and is regularly, waxed, tinted and sculpted, although she doesn’t own a pair of white stilettos.
