Текст книги "Surviving Ice "
Автор книги: K. A. Tucker
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FIFTY
SEBASTIAN
I sit up straight as she approaches my truck, her arms hugging her body to ward off the chill. She comes around the passenger side and throws the door open.
Our eyes meet, and I have no idea what to expect.
Is she going to tell me to go to hell for good?
That I’m about to go to jail because she set that detective after me?
“Recent upgrade?” Her gaze skates over the interior of my new truck. She’s not wearing any makeup. She looks like she hasn’t slept. I know I haven’t. For days.
“Something like that.”
She climbs in, needing the step to make it. “Could you have found something bigger?”
I clench my fists to keep from reaching out and grabbing her, pulling her close to me. “I was actually looking at a Hummer. But decided against it.” I’m out of a job, so even though I have enough money to last me awhile, it won’t last forever. As it is, this is a rental. I’m not ready to commit just yet.
I crank the engine. She plays with the knobs until some heat starts pumping out. “It suits you more than that Acura.”
I finally left that in the covered garage where I was supposed to weeks ago, but not before having it thoroughly detailed and wiping down my prints. The Beretta is still in my boot. I’m not ready to ditch that.
A long, uncomfortable silence fills the truck, and I brace myself for the moment that she moves to leave.
“Aren’t you going to ask me what I told the cops?” she asks.
“No.”
“I didn’t tell them anything.”
I know. I’ve known all along that I can trust her. She may hate me now, but I know I can still trust her. Except, I don’t think she hates me. Her mask is on, but she’s never been able to veil her eyes well.
“Can I show you something?” Will she trust me to take her somewhere?
After a long moment, she simply nods.
“A little to the left.”
I put my shoulders into the new chair, shimmying it over a few inches. It weighs a good fifty pounds more than the last one. I know because I loaded it into my truck last night after visiting three wholesale stores for the top-of-the-line client chair—according to the sales guy—complete with hydraulic lifts and a full recline option.
“A little more.”
I follow her instructions.
“Hmm . . . no. That’s not right. Maybe back to the right.”
“You’re kidding me, right?” Ivy’s perched comfortably in her chair, legs propped on the new front desk and crossed at her ankles, her slippers tapping the surface. I’m not used to seeing her in anything but boots, but I guess she wasn’t planning on going anywhere besides the front porch when the detective rang the bell.
She flips through a magazine, feigning indifference. “Yeah, I am. I just wanted to make you sweat a little.”
There’s the attitude I’ve missed so much. “You like making me sweat?”
She tries to hide the smirk by adjusting her chair farther away from me, to face the brand-new monitor.
“So? What do you think?”
Her eyes roam the space—the newly hung mirrors to the new, black window shades, to the security system that I had wired, to the floors that I sanded down and varnished in a warm honey finish, with the help of Fez and Bobby.
Black Rabbit is basically ready for business.
“I think your ease with breaking into places makes me very uncomfortable.”
“Besides that.”
She tosses the magazine to the desk. “Why’d you do all this for me?” There’s a hint of vulnerability in her voice now.
“Because I don’t want you to leave San Francisco.”
She snorts. “You don’t even live here.”
“I will. If you’re staying.”
“And if I’m not?”
“Then I guess I’m not.” I wander over to lean against the desk, lifting her legs at the ankles and settling her feet on my lap. “I want everything to go back to the way it was before.”
“It can’t go back to that.”
“I know. But we can go to something better.” No more lies.
We simply stare at each other. We’ve gotten good at doing that, of communicating without words. Like, right now, I’m hoping she understands how sorry I am that she went through this, how I did everything I could to protect her, how I can’t stand the idea that this is the end of us.
She nods toward the monitor. “What do you think about these for the waiting area?”
I smile. She’ll probably never be one to talk openly about her feelings, but that’s okay. We seem to manage just fine without words.
I check out the screen, stealing a feel of her calf as I run my hand up along her leg. She doesn’t pull away. “What are they?”
“What do you mean ‘what are they’? They’re chairs.”
I snort, taking in the abstract orange plastic shape. “Those aren’t chairs.”
“Yes. They are. See? Chairs.” She taps the screen.
“Hmm . . .” I switch positions, releasing her legs and coming up behind her, crouching to rest my chin on her shoulder, breathing in the scent of her, watching her chest rise with a deep inhale, as I look at the screen. “Still don’t look like chairs.”
“Well, they are.”
I tap on the exorbitant price next to them. “You want to spend that on something that ninety percent of your clients won’t use because they won’t be able to identify?”
“Carry on with your grunt work, then, man servant,” she mutters, waving an annoyed hand toward the chair. But when I make to move, that hand lands on the back of my head, pulling my mouth to hers. Her fingers weave into my hair as our faces mash together in a deep kiss that could easily mean good-bye.
She breaks away abruptly to peer up at me. “This doesn’t mean I’ve forgiven you.”
“I know.”
Her breath skates across my face in a deep sigh.
And then she’s kissing me again.
EPILOGUE
SEBASTIAN
TWO MONTHS LATER
We step through the door and she inhales deeply. “Mmmm . . . sawdust.” Her eyes wander over the interior of the house, about halfway between her uncle’s—now sold—and Dakota’s.
The real estate agent handed me the keys twenty-four hours ago.
“It needs some work. A new kitchen . . .”
She opens the door to the main-floor bathroom. I gutted it this morning while she was working.
“A new bathroom . . .”
She peers over her shoulder at me, her typical cool, coy smirk on display. “Plumbing issues. How ironic.”
I smile at the dig. “The bathroom upstairs works, if you need it.”
She makes her way into the kitchen, her hand running along the smooth marble countertop, her gaze on the cheap, white melamine cupboards. “It’s nice.” A mischievous glint catches her gaze. “A bit . . . boring.”
“Are you calling me boring?” I stretch my navy T-shirt out with my hands. My “uniform,” as Ivy mocks. “Even with this?” I peel it off to reveal her handiwork, now fully healed.
Fire lights in her eyes, like I knew it would.
I rope my arms loosely around her waist. “You can help me with the design, then. You’re better at that sort of thing.”
“That’s right, I am. You’re just the brute strength.” Her hands slide over my biceps and her gaze wander the space again. “So I guess this means you’re officially staying in San Francisco?” Dark, almond-shaped eyes land on mine, pleading quietly.
“I’m not going anywhere.” I bought the house outright, sinking a good chunk of my savings into it.
That makes her smile. “How long do you think it’ll take before you can move in?”
“Before we can move in?” We’re already living together at Dakota’s, and I know Ivy’s dying to get out of there. Dakota’s moved on from Bobby to a strange meditation guru who smokes as much weed as Dakota does. You can’t have a morning coffee in the greenhouse without getting high off fumes. “Depends on work.” I started with a security company two weeks ago, a connection through my father, a fellow navy officer who runs a company focused mainly on advanced training of troops and police officers. It took a few interviews to land the job, and a good heart-to-heart about exactly what happened in Afghanistan to earn me my less than honorable discharge.
I haven’t heard from Bentley since that day in his vineyard, and I don’t expect to know anything besides what I see on the news. Two weeks after Scalero and Porter died, Bentley sold Alliance to investors for enough money to keep him comfortable until the day he dies. But not too peacefully.
It seems the video found at the “murder-suicide” site of Alliance contractors Mario Scalero and Richard Porter has found its way to the investigative journalist Dorris Maclean after all, care of an anonymous video file mailed to her desk. It may never amount to anything, given the two men Royce accused are dead, but it’s made for one hell of a news story.
While it doesn’t bring Ned back, it made Ivy feel like he didn’t go down without a fight. And I’ll do anything to ease her pain over her uncle’s death.
Ivy has handled the truth about my past better than I ever expected. There are some more specific details that she doesn’t need to know and doesn’t want to know. The hows and whos she doesn’t want to hear about.
But the whys help her understand. And, on the odd occasion, late at night, when I find myself wanting to talk and needing her reassurances, she’s always willing to listen.
She’s never afraid.
And she’s always there to ease my conscience.
“Let me show you the rest of the place.” I grab her by the hips and hoist her tiny body over my shoulder with no effort.
“You know I hate being manhandled,” she mutters, but she doesn’t fight me when I carry her straight to the master bedroom. “You’re painting this, right?” She cringes at the stark, cold white.
“Any color you want.”
She nods, her wheels spinning as she wanders around the bright space, the south wall full of windows, stopping in front of the closet. She runs her fingers along the slats. “Just like at Ned’s house,” she murmurs.
I know exactly what she’s thinking about.
I had no intention of ever telling her about that day. But one night, after hours of intensive interrogation involving harsh sexual manipulation, I finally admitted to spying on her.
I got the cold shoulder for two days.
“I think I like this house.” She steps into the closet and closes the door.
And clears her throat, as if she’s waiting.
Fuck . . .
I hang my head and smile.
“You’re still not forgiven . . .” she reminds me with her trademark icy tone.
I think I actually am. She just enjoys the leverage she has far too much.
Oddly enough, so do I.
With a deep sigh, I unbuckle my belt.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Oh, Ivy. What a challenge you proved to be. You are who you are, not because you’re broken or damaged or scarred. You’re just you, and it was difficult finding the right match for you. I think I found him, though, in an equally complex character.
Surviving Ice concludes the planned books for this series, one that I am proud to have written. I strive to make each book unique, and each story line make sense for the character. The raw, sometimes dodgy elements of this story feel right for Ivy.
While this story is a work of fiction, the challenges that come with employing private security companies during war is very real. If you’re unfamiliar, you should take some time to google news stories surrounding them, especially during the war on Iraq. Many of my plots are inspired by real-life news stories. Surviving Ice is another such one.
Thank you to my readers, for picking up this book, and every other book I’ve written. Whether you buy a print copy at your local bookstore, or order it online, or borrow it from your local library/sister/friend/mother, you are helping to give me the opportunity to write books.
Thank you to the bloggers who continue sharing my book releases within their world.
Thank you to my publicist, KP—for being patient with me, and protecting me from a lot of the everyday things I couldn’t deal with while writing TWO books at the same time, under tight deadlines.
Thank you to my agent, Stacey Donaghy—for sitting in Pickle Barrel and hashing out the plot of this book over a plate of bacon and waffles. Even though I had to make some major modifications to our plot ideas and Stan Donaghy the thug just didn’t fit into the plot anymore, those breakfast dates are half the fun of writing books.
Thank you to my editor, Sarah Cantin– for your super-human patience. You helped me save this book when it passed “lost” and kept going down a scary path.
To my publisher, Judith Curr, and the team at Atria Books: Suzanne Donahue, Ariele Fredman, Tory Lowy, Kimberly Goldstein, and Alysha Bullock—for another beautiful series, complete!
To my family—I promise I will never write two books at the same time ever again.
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Tucker, K. A. (Kathleen A.).
Surviving ice : a novel / K.A. Tucker. – First Atria Paperback edition.
pages ; cm
I. Title.
PR9199.4.T834S87 2015
813'.6—dc23
2015030790
ISBN 978-1-4767-7425-1
ISBN 978-1-4767-7427-5 (ebook)
CONTENTS
Epigraph
Chapter One: Ivy
Chapter Two: Sebastian
Chapter Three: Ivy
Chapter Four: Sebastian
Chapter Five: Ivy
Chapter Six: Sebastian
Chapter Seven: Ivy
Chapter Eight: Sebastian
Chapter Nine: Ivy
Chapter Ten: Sebastian
Chapter Eleven: Ivy
Chapter Twelve: Sebastian
Chapter Thirteen: Ivy
Chapter Fourteen: Sebastian
Chapter Fifteen: Ivy
Chapter Sixteen: Sebastian
Chapter Seventeen: Ivy
Chapter Eighteen: Ice
Chapter Nineteen: Ivy
Chapter Twenty: Ice
Chapter Twenty-One: Ivy
Chapter Twenty-Two: Sebastian
Chapter Twenty-Three: Ivy
Chapter Twenty-Four: Sebastian
Chapter Twenty-Five: Ivy
Chapter Twenty-Six: Sebastian
Chapter Twenty-Seven: Ivy
Chapter Twenty-Eight: Sebastian
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Ivy
Chapter Thirty: Sebastian
Chapter Thirty-One: Ivy
Chapter Thirty-Two: Sebastian
Chapter Thirty-Three: Ivy
Chapter Thirty-Four: Sebastian
Chapter Thirty-Five: Ivy
Chapter Thirty-Six: Sebastian
Chapter Thirty-Seven: Ivy
Chapter Thirty-Eight: Sebastian
Chapter Thirty-Nine: Ivy
Chapter Forty: Sebastian
Chapter Forty-One: Ivy
Chapter Forty-Two: Sebastian
Chapter Forty-Three: Ivy
Chapter Forty-Four: Sebastian
Chapter Forty-Five: Ivy
Chapter Forty-Six: Sebastian
Chapter Forty-Seven: Ivy
Chapter Forty-Eight: Sebastian
Chapter Forty-Nine: Ivy
Chapter Fifty: Sebastian
Epilogue: Sebastian
Acknowledgments
About K.A. Tucker
