Текст книги "Hate Me"

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The house security alarm beeps, wanting me to enter my code. I press in one of Tommy’s instead, quickly stopping the beeping.

“Whew,” I blow out a breath. “I wasn’t sure if they changed all the codes or not.”

“Why would they change your code?”

“I didn’t enter my code. We don’t exactly want to broadcast to Garrett that we’re here.”

“Won’t they know Tommy isn’t here?”

“I used the code he gave to the guy who details his cars. He has to come inside to get the keys,” I say, stepping into the kitchen.

I thought that when I got here I would be able to see all the good times I’ve had here.

But I don’t.

Instead, I’m reliving that night. The photos dropping out of a manila envelope onto the kitchen island. 

I shake my head to clear my thoughts, and move toward Tommy’s closet, sticking to the mission at hand. “We need to find you something to wear.”

“What’s wrong with what I’m wearing?”

“Nothing, it’s just not club appropriate. Hmm, Tommy’s a little taller than you.”

I open Tommy’s closet and step in.

“Whoa,” Cooper says. “This is like a store.”

“Tommy loves clothes.” I move to a section of long-sleeved shirts, pulling out a bright blue one with the kind of sheen you only get from fine cotton. “Try this on.”

Cooper strips off his long-sleeved t-shirt and, well, I can’t help but enjoy the view. Specifically, the sexy tattoo running across his abs.

He buttons up the shirt and tucks it into his cargo shorts. “Whatcha think?”

“Hmm. The sleeves are just a little long.” I unbutton his sleeves and roll them up. “Yeah, that will work. Okay, now we need pants. What size is your waist?”

“Thirty-four.”

I move to the wall of pants, find a black pair with a subtle blue pinstripe, and check the label, quickly translating the European size to an American one. “Let’s try these.”

“Dress pants? Can’t I wear jeans?”

“That depends. What size shoe do you wear?”

“Eleven.”

I smile. “Yes, if you’ll wear a great pair of shoes, I’ll let you wear jeans.”

“I can live with that.”

I throw him a pair of dark jeans and even though I’d like to turn around and watch, I give him privacy and focus on choosing a pair of shoes. One pair immediately catches my eye. I pull the black Pradas off the rack and study the pattern of perforations and the blue undertones, remembering Aiden in the same shoe at Homecoming.

Luck, I think.

Or maybe fate.

Either way, it couldn’t hurt to have a little of each on my side tonight.

I look at Cooper. “Hmm, something is missing . . . I know.” I grab a large, expensive watch, strap it on Cooper’s thick wrist, and nod. “Perfect.”

“Okay, now my turn.” I head toward my room, still feeling odd.

I thought I’d walk in here and feel like I was finally home, but I don’t.

I feel . . . tense. Nervous. Bad memories keep surfacing.

I wonder if I can even do this.

If it’s this bad here, what’s it going to be like at The Side Door?

But once I get into my closet, I feel better. It’s a happy place, and I’ve missed my clothes.

I open a drawer and dig through it until I find the pair of shiny black Lurex shorts I want to wear.

Normally, I wouldn’t dress quite this skimpy, but if I’m going to do what I want to do, I have to look the part.

I pair it with a neon bra top, fishnet hose, and black patent leather platform boots.

I shoo Cooper out of my closet so I can get dressed.

I also call Troy, but he doesn’t answer, so I call Damian.

Thankfully, he answers.

“Hey, it’s me. What are you doing tonight?”

“We’ve been recording all day. Troy’s heading out to DJ. I’m probably going home.”

“I just tried to call Troy. He didn’t answer.”

“Why are you calling Troy?”

“Um, you can’t tell, but I’m home. Just for the night. Vincent is going to be at The Side Door tonight, and so am I.”

“What? Are you nuts?”

“Please just let me talk to Troy.”

Damian sighs. “Here’s Troy.”

“Keatyn, long time no talk,” Troy says. “Are you coming to the club tonight?”

“I am and I have a huge, huge favor.”

“Whatcha need?”

I make a snap decision to tell Troy the truth. Some of it, anyway.

“I know you've been gone touring, but did you know that I'm not living in Malibu anymore?”

“Uh, no. Where’d you go?”

“An all-girls boarding school out in the middle of nowhere.”

“Sounds incredibly boring.”

“It is. So, what I was wondering is if you could get me two all-access passes. Something that will allow us to go backstage, get behind all the closed doors.”

“Why do you need that?”

I give him a quick version of what happened while he was touring.

“Is that why we had so much security?”

“Yeah, he knows I toured with you last summer.”

“What's his name?”

I tell him.

“Seriously? He's a VIP. Crazy big spender.”

“I know. He comes every Thursday looking for me. He followed me there, you know, before.”

“So why would you want to be anywhere near him. Isn't that dangerous?”

“Not if you help me.” I tell him the two other things I need.

“Keats, shit. I don't know if I can swing that. The first part is easy. The second part . . .” He trails off, then he says, “Our club security is outstanding.”

“And probably easily swayed by a big-spender VIP.”

“Hmm, yeah, you’re probably right. You’ll have to dress skimpy, sexy hot, and a little cheap.” He laughs. “That’s like a four letter word to you, isn’t it? You never look cheap.”

“I will tonight.”

“Then it shouldn’t be a problem. You driving Tommy’s Ferrari, like usual?”

“Yep.”

“Perfect. I’ll leave your passes with the valet.”

“Thanks, Troy. I really appreciate it!”

Damian takes the phone back and says, “Don’t hang up. I need to walk outside.” I hear him walk across a wood floor, the squeak of a door, and then he goes, “Keats, what the fuck?”

“Cooper is with me. This is all well-planned.” Well, some of it is.

“I’m coming tonight.”

“No! I don’t want to risk Vincent seeing us together!”

“Brook told me about the hostile takeover thing falling through. Is that why you’re doing this?”

“No, this was my plan all along. And it fell through with B, but not with me. I’ve made other arrangements.”

“I hope you know what you’re doing. I’ve been seeing the movie trailer everywhere. I hate to say it, but your mom looks smoking hot. And bad. Really, really bad.”

“That’s part of the plan too.”

“Did Peyton tell you she’s coming to visit me next weekend?”

“Yeah. It will be a low-key weekend, right?”

“The family will be in New York, so the place is all mine. She’ll be lucky if I let her out of the bedroom.”

“Damian!” I screech. “But, good. Discretion is key. Especially after the band’s write-up in the new Teen Vogue.”

“Yeah, one of the guys stupidly tweeted about us being in the studio and forgot to turn off his location services. Girls actually started showing up outside. It was freaking crazy.”

“All the more reason you have to keep your relationship a secret. Are you picking her up at the airport?”

“Yeah, but she’s meeting me outside. I’ll be in one of Dad’s limos.”

“Perfect.”

“Keats, be careful.”

“I will. Bye.”

Cooper comes into my closet. “You’ve got to be dressed by now.”

“I am. What do you think?”

“There isn’t much to it,” he states.

I shrug. “That’s kinda the point. So, I have one more phone call to make and then I’ll tell you my plan.”

Fireball shots.

10pm

I rev the Ferrari’s motor as I pull in next to Sander’s purple Lamborghini. I leave Cooper in the car, hoping to get the boys to hurry. We’re on a tight schedule.

Sander opens the door, his eyes bugging out. “You’re wearing that?”

I raise my eyebrows at him.

“You like nice, you just look . . .”

“Cheap?” I roll my eyes at him. “Standing here, sure, but once I get there, I’ll blend in. Oh, before your friends join us, I wanted to tell you something.”

“What about?”

“That remake of Mom’s movie. I heard that the studio is, like, maybe having some big financial issues. Or, like, about to.”

“Where’d you hear that?”

“I overheard Matt Moran talking about it.”

“Oh, well, he would know, right?”

I shrug casually. “I would think so.”

“I was going to get the script, but now I won’t bother. I’m definitely staying far away from that studio,” Sander states.

The boys all get loaded up in their cars and we caravan to the club.

The valet opens my door, takes my hand, and helps me out of the car. “It’s been a while, Miss Douglas. Good to see you.”

“Hi, Billy. It’s good to be back. Troy was supposed to leave me some passes.”

“I’ve got them right here.” He pulls them from his jacket pocket and hands them to me along with my valet claim ticket.

I put the ticket into an envelope with the name of the guy who details Tommy’s cars.

I hand the envelope to Billy. “I have someone picking up the car in an hour. Should be a wild night. Figured it’d be better to have a car to take us home.”

Sander’s car pulls up behind mine.

I turn toward the car and tell Billy, “I brought some friends with me.”

“Nice ride,” he says.

“Hey, Billy,” I whisper. “Do you know Mr. Sharpe?”

Billy rolls his eyes. “Silver Porsche. Douche.”

“Is he here tonight?”

“No, but it’s Thursday. He’ll be here.”

“Could you do me a teeny little favor?” I hand him a folded hundred-dollar bill. “When he arrives, will you discreetly let this guy know immediately?” I gesture to Cooper. “He’ll be in the VIP section.”

Billy looks down at his hand and smiles. “Absolutely.”

 I move my skimpily clad body just a little closer to him. “And, Billy, under no circumstances am I to leave with Mr. Sharpe.”

“He bad news?”

“For me, yes.”

I get the boys happily situated in the VIP section and do a shot with them while Cooper uses his all-access pass to check out the exits. I look down at the dance floor, knowing the door Vincent tried to drag me out of is almost directly underneath me.

When he gets back, Cooper says, “You sure he’ll let me know when he arrives?”

“Yeah, I tipped him a hundred dollars.”

Cooper pulls me toward the balcony overlooking the dance floor, wraps his arms around my waist, and appears to whisper sweet nothings in my ear.

“I want you dancing there.” He uses a mini laser pointer to indicate the spot.

I toss my head back and giggle, playing my role.

“There’s an exit here.” The red light hits a black spot on the wall. “And here.”

“Got it.”

My bottom lips pops out in a pout, like Cooper just told me something I didn’t want to hear.

Sander says to him, “Aw man, you’re in trouble. No one can resist the pout.”

“Sander, stop giving away my tricks.” I smile at him. “So, the party pooper here has to take a business call. Who wants to go dance?”

Ten minutes later, Cooper joins me on the dance floor, pulling me tightly into his body.

I grind on him, making sure my ear is close to his mouth.

“Vincent’s here. He just left the VIP section and moved closer to the dance floor. As we walk back to the bar, he’ll be on your right. I’ll be walking on your left. No matter what, I want you keep looking at me. If you make eye contact with him it will ruin your plan.”

“Got it.”

I stop grinding on Cooper, close my eyes, and just cling to him for a minute.

“You sure you want to do this?” he asks.

I open my eyes, nod at him, and Party-Girl-Keatyn yells to Sander, “I think we need another drink!”

The small pack of us makes our way back to the VIP section.

Cooper keeps his arm tightly wrapped around me.

Party-Girl-Keatyn gabs loudly the entire way. “So I can’t decide what I’m in the mood for. Should we have hypnotic, lemon drop shots, or should we should just keep going with the Don Julio?”

Just as I finish my sentence, I feel Cooper’s grip on my waist tighten and I know we’re about to walk by Vincent. I keep my eyes locked on Cooper’s and stay in my role.

“How about you, sexy?” I say loudly to Cooper. “What are you in the mood for?”

Cooper mumbles something and I laugh loudly. “I think we’d get arrested for that, baby.”

“Keatyn, darling, let’s do Fireball shots,” Danny yells back at me.

“Hot, just like us.” Sander and I yell at the same time.

Which makes me forget about Vincent for a second and actually laugh for real.

While Sander is ordering shots, Cooper keeps watch behind me. “It’s time to go. He’s headed this way.”

I pat Sander on the back. “I have a surprise for you boys. Keep an eye out for me.”

“Move now,” Cooper says, quickly leading me to one of the pass-only doors.

He flashes our pass to the guard, who lets us through.

“I’m still worried about getting you down.”

“I know.” I lead him to the DJ booth and get Troy’s attention.

“Damn, girl,” Troy says, giving me a hug. “I’ve missed you. Not the whiner boyfriend, but I’ve missed you.”

“Brooklyn’s not my boyfriend anymore.”

“If you weren’t our friend, I would have kicked his ass for all the bitching he did. You had fun though, didn’t you?”

“I had a blast being on tour.”

“Damian says you’re going to be in our video.”

“If you guys still want me, yeah.”

He looks at me again. “We do. So, keep going down the hall. Second door on the left is where all the girls are. They’ll tell you what to do.”

“Why don’t you walk down there, Cooper, and check it out. I’ll be right there.”

As soon as he’s out of earshot, I say to Troy, “Were you able to get it?”

“Are you sure about all this? Damian gave me an earful before I left. I assume you want this guy to see you but not get close?”

“Exactly.”

“That shouldn’t be a problem. Patrons aren’t allowed to touch the cages.”

“Still.”

Troy sighs. “Fine. It’s duct taped to the floor. I put a little spot of glow-in-the-dark paint on both ends of the tape. The safety’s on but, Keats, the last thing we need is a shoot-out in a packed club.”

“I won't use it unless I absolutely have to.”

He musses my hair. “You looked great dancing out there. Wherever you've been has been good for you.”

“Thanks. You look like a rock star.”

“It's pretty exciting, huh? “You and Me” has been getting a ton of airtime. The label thinks we’ll hit the Billboard chart this week.”

“Seriously? Damian didn't tell me that.”

“He has some new tail he's after. But I'm not complaining. He's written some seriously amazing shit this week.”

“He's in love.”

“Apparently. Okay, so get down there. You only have a few minutes.”

In the dressing room with the paid dancers, I get a quick makeover by Marla, the woman in charge. She cakes on more makeup and glues on the huge glow-in-the-dark eyelashes the dancers are known for.

Then she adds glow-in-the-dark paint to strategic locations on my body. Stripes fanning out from my eyes. Four stripes around the clover tattoo on my wrist. A swirly stripe across my left shoulder blade. Filling in numerous diamond shapes in my fishnets.

She stands back and looks at me with an artist’s eye, trying to decide where else to put the paint, when she spots my tattoo.

“Oh, I like this,” she says, outlining it. “What’s it mean?”

“Chaos.”

“Love that. We should all have those. I’ve always said that if they ever give this place a name, it should be called Utter Chaos.”

After a few words of advice, I’m being locked in a cage and swung out over the now jam-packed dance floor.

I look through the neon sunglasses I’m supposed to wear to start the dance and quickly see Vincent standing in his former spot, his calculating eyes searching the dance floor.

I hang onto the bars of the swinging cage until I’m lowered onto a six-foot-high platform just to Vincent’s left.

When all the cages are on the platforms, the music screeches to a halt and a new song plays, causing the Plexiglass bases of each cage to light up, flashing with the beat.

Our cue to start dancing.

The more we dance, the more people cluster around the cages.

I draw a little crowd, which makes me dance even naughtier.

I use all the moves Peyton told us we could never tastefully do in our dance competition.

Then I remember a move that Vincent will surely recognize.

And one that will probably piss him off.

I bend over, shake my ass, and then blow a kiss over my shoulder, straight toward him.

He immediately stands up and pushes through the crowd toward me.

I put my sunglasses back over my eyes so I can watch him while I shimmy.

He gestures to one of the two bouncers whose job it is to keep drunk boys from trying to climb the platforms.

Vincent hands him a folded bill. I can’t read his lips, but I definitely catch the word VIP.

The bouncer smiles at the money and says something into a headset as Vincent goes up the steps.

A few minutes later, my cage starts moving upward.

The girls usually dance in the cage for thirty minutes, then rotate to a VIP lounge platform. Which, obviously, I wasn’t planning to do. The dancers, though, love the VIP area, as it’s where they earn the majority of their tips.

I notice that my cage is the only one moving.

Were supposed to all come in at the same time.

I glance at the timer that counts down my shift, and see I should still have twenty-two minutes left.

That means Vincent requested me.

I try to imagine what his impromptu plan might be. I'm sure he's planned out what he'd do if he ever saw me here.

But I doubt his plans included me being in a cage.

At least I know I’m safe backstage.

But as I’m being lowered, I see Vincent coming backstage, a bouncer escorting him.

I look in every direction, searching for Cooper, but not seeing him anywhere.

My heart starts to race and I tell myself to calm down. It’s not like he’s got a van sitting out back every week. The valet told me he drives a Porsche.

The bouncer’s job is to protect me. Look, don't touch is what they always tell people.

I should have thought about this before. If he found me, how would he get me out of the club?

Then I remember Miami.

He'd drug me.

Slip me a roofie.

Use a needle.

Help his sick friend to the car. She just had a little too much fun, he’d say.

Maybe I should go back to the VIP area with him just to see what he’d do.

But then another possibility pulses through my brain. Vincent hurts, drugs, or kills the bouncer. In his slick suit, it would be easy to underestimate his strength.

Where the hell is Cooper?

And why did they let Vincent backstage?

I bend down, pull the duct tape off the gun, and slip it into the back of my shorts.

The bouncer stops Vincent from coming any farther and walks up to my cage.

“I have twenty minutes left. You're going to get me in trouble with Marla.”

He lowers his voice. “I know you're new, but the gentleman here is a VIP. Big VIP. And he requested you now. You know the boss man is all about customer service.”

“Fine. I'll go powder my nose, then I'll head up there.”

The bouncer looks back at Vincent, who shakes his head.

“I think now would be better.”

 “Um, okay.” The bouncer opens my cage and takes my hand to help me out.

The second my feet hit the concrete floor, Vincent starts moving quickly toward me.

My eyes get huge.

I point and go, “Um . . .”

The bouncer turns around and says to Vincent, “Go back to the VIP section now. We’ll meet you there.”

“I just want to talk to her. I'm a producer. This could be her big break.”

“I don't want a break,” I whisper, putting my hand behind my back and gripping the gun.

Suddenly, Vincent charges toward the bouncer.

Shit!!

I move to avoid getting knocked down.

When I do, the big cage swings, ramming Vincent and the bouncer, knocking them down.

Cooper grabs me, pulls me down the hall, and pushes through an exit door.

The bright streetlights temporarily blind me.

“Which car is it?” Cooper yells.

I hand him the gun. “Here, take this.”

“Where the hell do you get—”

I don’t answer, just pull him toward a sweet black Ducati.

“A motorcycle?” Cooper panics. “I’ve never ridden one.”

I hop on the bike, pull on my helmet, toss one to Cooper, pop the kickstand, turn the key, grab the clutch, and hit the start button, bringing the motor roaring to life.

“Just hang on!” I yell as both Vincent and the bouncer barrel out of the exit.

I pop the bike into first gear with my foot, crack the throttle, and speed off into the night.

I make numerous turns through the warehouse district, already having memorized the streets, and then shoot out onto the highway near the Santa Monica airport.

I drive fast, weaving in and out of traffic.

Once I’m sure we’re not being followed, I head toward the coast, merging onto the PCH, heading toward Malibu.

I try to stay close to the speed limit now, not wanting to get pulled over and end up a sitting duck on the side of the road.

Before the Malibu city limit, I make a right turn and pull into an unmarked parking lot. Then I hit the remote on the bike’s keychain to open a big garage door and pull in, dousing the bike’s lights and quickly closing the door behind us.

“I don’t think we were followed, do you?” I ask Cooper as I turn off the bike, pull off my helmet, and shake out my hair.

“I don't know how the hell we could’ve been. You were driving like a maniac!”

I roll my eyes at him. “I was only doing eighty on the highway. Vincent has a Porsche. Those things are fast!”

Cooper takes his helmet off and sets it on the bike. “Somehow when you said stealth out the back, this was not what I envisioned.”

“It worked, though. Come on, we’ve had our excitement for tonight. Let's get the hell out of here and back the airport.”

“What about your wig? Our bags?”

I point to a Mustang sitting in the bay next to us. “It's all in the car.”

“What is this? A chop shop? Is this all stolen?”

“No, it’s the concierge detail shop that does Tommy's car. They pick up his cars from the house every few weeks, detail them, and put them back under their covers all shiny. He dropped the motorcycle off, picked up Tommy's Ferrari, moved our bags to the Mustang, and already has Tommy's car safely back home. He's also going to drive it around town tomorrow. You know, just to be seen.”

“Did he not think it was an odd request?”

“Considering his clientele, probably not. Especially with the rumors of Tommy's affair.”

“Oh,” Cooper says. “That's smart.”

I find the Mustang’s keys hanging exactly where I was told they would be and replace them with the keys to Brooklyn’s bike.

Even though B knows nothing about it, there’s something comforting in the fact that his bike helped me tonight.

Cooper grabs my hand. “You’re shaking.”

“A little, but I'm fine.”

“Adrenaline rush,” he states. “It’ll stop soon. In the meantime, I’ll drive.”

On the way to the airport, I throw the dress I wore earlier over my club clothes, tuck my hair back under the wig, rub off the paint, and gently remove the eyelashes.

“I have to admit,” Cooper says, “I’m very surprised you know how to ride a motorcycle.”

“That wasn’t just any motorcycle. It was Brooklyn’s. The concierge service takes care of B’s and his dad’s cars, too. I knew we were going to have to make a speedy exit, so it seemed like the best option. Honestly, I’m really lucky that he knows me, or I never would’ve been able to pull it off. I didn’t exactly ask B if I could borrow his bike.”

“What made you even want to learn?”

“I was fine with just riding on the back. It was fun, felt romantic, you know? But after a couple times of us going somewhere and B needing to take me back home before he was ready to leave, he decided I should learn how to ride it. That way I could take myself home if I needed to.”

 And once I learned how, he knew he could get high or drink and I could drive us both home. Although at the time that sorta pissed me off, I’m now really grateful I know how.

After we’ve taken off and gotten to cruising altitude, Cooper says, “So what do you think we accomplished? Seems like all it did was piss him off.”

“We made him think I’m back home.” I smile. “And remember, a pissed off, out-of-control, mistake-making Vincent is exactly what we want.”

“I was there the whole time. In the shadows. Waiting for the right moment.”

“I didn't see you.”

“You didn't look scared.”

“I had protection. Speaking of which, what did you do with it?”

“It’s in the bag.”

The flight attendant interrupts Cooper to ask us if we would like dinner or a snack.

“Dinner,” Cooper says.

“I’ll just have some water,” I reply. I might not be shaking as bad on the outside anymore, but my insides are still a wreck.

“My sister needs to eat,” Cooper tells the attendant. “Bring her a dinner along with her water.”

She quickly comes back with plates of grilled chicken in a mushroom sauce on a bed of risotto.

I eat a little and then lean my head against Cooper's shoulder.