Текст книги "Outback bride"

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‘Under the circumstances, that shouldn’t be too hard,’ she snapped back without thinking.

At least she had the satisfaction of provoking Mal to exasperation. ‘Look, Copper, why don’t you just give me your answer?’ He sighed. ‘Are you going to marry me or not? Yes or no?’

There was a pause. This wasn’t how the conversation had been meant to go, Copper thought desperately. She had intended to be cool and crisply business-like and look what had happened! She had ended up sounding like a petulant child instead.

She scuffed one foot against the bottom rail of the fence. ‘Yes,’ she muttered. Oh, God, she still sounded like Megan after a tantrum. She cleared her throat. ‘Yes, I will marry you,’ she said more clearly. ‘But only if you sign a formal agreement allowing Copley Travel access and control over the site.’

‘Fine,’ said Mal.

Copper waited for more, but apparently that was it. ‘Fine?’ she repeated, her voice rising in outrage. ‘Fine! Is that all you can say?’

‘What else do you want me to say? I’ve got no objection to a formal agreement-quite the opposite. I suggest that before we get married we get a legal contract drawn up that specifies the conditions that we’ve both agreed to in advance. I’m not risking another divorce settlement like last time, so when we agree a date to end the marriage, we can agree the financial implications as well.’

‘I don’t want your money,’ said Copper with distaste. ‘AH I’ll want is assurance that Copley Travel can continue to use Birraminda after the marriage is over.’

‘That’s something that can be discussed when we draw up the contract,’ said Mal indifferently. ‘AH I’m saying is that we should know exactly where we stand before we get married. I’m sure a woman of your business acumen will see the sense in a legal contract.’

The prospect of reducing a marriage to a number of clauses in a contract chilled Copper to the bone, but, having brought up the idea of a written agreement, she was hardly in a position to object. ‘Right now I think we’ve got more important things to discuss than a pre-nuptial contract,’ she said.

‘Like what?’

‘Like

well, like everything’ said Copper in frustration. She lifted her arms and then let them drop helplessly to her sides. ‘For a start, what are we going to tell everybody?’

Mal turned so that he was leaning back against the fence and considered her. ‘We just tell them we’re getting married,’ he said, and Copper hugged her arms together edgily.

‘We’ll need to do more than that to convince my parents that I’m serious about going to live with a perfect stranger! They’d be horrified if they knew why we’re getting married,’ she pointed out. ‘I’ll only marry you on the condition that they never, ever guess what I’m doing-and that means convincing them that we’re a genuine couple.’

‘What’s a genuine couple?’ asked Mal with a sardonic look. ‘Every marriage is different, so why should we be any less genuine than the others?’

‘You know what I mean!’ said Copper crossly. ‘My parents need to believe that we’re getting married because we’re madly in love, not because we’ve agreed some coldblooded business deal.’

Mal hooked his thumbs into the pockets of his dust-encrusted jeans. ‘That’s not a problem, is it?’

How could he sound so casual about it? Copper eyed him resentfully. ‘No, but I’m wondering how good your acting is!’

‘We’re both going to have to get used to acting,’ said Mal, unperturbed. ‘There’s no point to the whole exercise unless everyone believes that you’re a suitably loving wife-particularly Brett. Do you think you’ll be able to convince him that you’re more interested in me than you are in your business?’

‘That depends on whether you’ll be able to convince him that you’re a suitably loving husband,’ she said tartly.

‘I expect I can manage that.’

Copper was stung by his laconic attitude. They might have been discussing the chances of rain-although, come to think of it, Mal would probably get a lot more excited about that! ‘There’s a bit more to marriage than just behaving affectionately in front of other people, you know! I think we should establish now just how “married” we’re going to be. Real wives aren’t just housekeepers with rings on their fingers,’ she went on with some difficulty. ‘They share things with their husbands in private as well as in public

like bedrooms, for instance.’

‘We’re not likely to persuade Brett that you belong with me unless we share a bedroom,’ Mal agreed dryly. ‘And a bed.’ He glanced at Copper, who was picking a splinter of wood out of the fence post, her face averted. ‘Or is that the problem?’

‘It’s not a. problem? Copper said, flustered now that she had finally come to the point. She pushed her hair awkwardly behind her ears. ‘It’s just

well, yes, I think we should decide now whether

you know, whether you

whether we

She could hear herself floundering and risked a peep at Mal. There was the faintest suggestion of a smile bracketing his mouth. That meant he knew exactly what she was trying to say but wasn’t going to make it any easier for her. He was just leaning back against the rail, looking cool and calm and completely relaxed and watching her with those infuriatingly unreadable brown eyes. A spurt of real anger helped Copper pull herself together and she turned to face him directly.

‘What I’m trying to ask,’ she said icily, ‘is whether you’re expecting us to sleep together?’

‘Why not?’ said Mal with the same aggravating calmness.

‘Well, we

we hardly know each other.’

‘That didn’t stop us before, did it?’

There was a long, long silence. Copper froze and then, very slowly, she turned her head to look at him. ‘So you do remember!’

‘Did you think I’d forgotten?’ There was an enigmatic look in Mal’s brown eyes, and a faint smile touched his mouth.

‘Why didn’t you say anything before?’ she asked huskily. She felt very peculiar, as if the past and the present had suddenly collapsed together into a jumble of conflicting emotions where nothing was certain any more.

‘You didn’t.’ With a shrug Mal turned back to watch the horses. ‘I wasn’t sure at first. I recognised your name as soon as Megan told me, but you looked so different,’ he said slowly, as if visualising the Copper who had stood clutching the verandah post and comparing her with the girl who had walked out of the crowd towards him across the sand.

Her hair had been longer then, dishevelled from the sea and streaked with sunshine, and like almost everyone else on her tour she had worn shorts and a faded sleeveless top. Only her smile had marked her out from the ordinary-her smile and the clear green eyes that had looked so directly into his.

‘Your hair’s shorter now-smarter, I suppose,’ he went on after a moment. ‘You had sunglasses on, you were wearing a suit, for God’s sake, and I simply wasn’t expecting you. It hardly seemed possible that you could be the same girl. And then you took off your sunglasses and I saw your eyes and I realised that it really was you. By then

‘

Mal paused, lifting his shoulders as if searching for the best way to explain. ‘Well, by then it was clear that even if you had recognised me, you weren’t going to acknowledge it. I don’t know-I thought you might feel awkward, even embarrassed about working for me if I raised the subject, and since I was assuming that you’d come as a new housekeeper it just seemed easier to follow your lead and pretend that you were a stranger.’ He glanced sideways at Copper. ‘It’s been seven years, after all,’ he added. ‘There was no reason why you should have remembered me.’

No reason? Copper thought about his lips against her skin, about the mastery of his hands and the sleek, supple strength of his body. She thought about the way he had made her senses sing and the breathtaking passion they had shared.

She wanted to look at the horses, at the fence, at her hands, at anything other than Mal, but an irresistible force was dragging her gaze round and against her will she found herself looking into his eyes, drowning in the brown depths that sucked her into the past, sending her spinning back seven years to the moment when she had looked up, laughing, from the crowd and seen him watching her.

Mal had been travelling on his own, Copper with a group due to move on in three days, but none of that had mattered at the time. They had been more than just fellow Australians far from home; they had been two halves of a whole, clicking naturally into place. Being together had seemed utterly right, as if it had been somehow inevitable that they should meet that way. It was like a compass swinging to north, like an arrow heading straight for its target, like walking through a door and knowing that you had come home without even realising that you had been away.

It had been time out of time. For three days they had talked and laughed. They had swum in the turquoise sea. Droplets of water had glistened on Mal’s shoulders as he surfaced and he had smiled as he shook the wet hair out of his eyes and reached for her. They had climbed the hill to the ruined fort overlooking the beach and watched the sunset, and when the soft night had closed around them making love had been the most natural thing in the world. Afterwards they had walked down to the sea again, to sink into the cool, dark water, and the phosphorescence had glimmered around their entwined bodies.

‘Stay,’ Mal had said on the last night, but Copper had been part of an overland tour making its way back to London, where friends were expecting her. It hadn’t seemed so bad saying goodbye when he had her contact address there and promised to ring her as soon as he got there himself. She had been so sure that they had been meant for each other. How was she to have known that it would be seven years before she saw him again?

No reason to remember him? With an effort, Copper wrenched her eyes from Mal and back to the present. The beach snapped into a dirt track, the warm Mediterranean night into the fierce glare of an outback afternoon, and she was left feeling jarred and disorientated by the abrupt transition. ‘Of course I remembered,’ she said in a low voice.

‘Why didn’t you say anything?’

‘The same sort of reasons, I suppose,’ she said weakly. ‘I didn’t think you remembered me. All I knew was that you’d been married and that your wife had died, so it didn’t seem very appropriate to remind you that we’d met before. And there didn’t seem much point. It was just a holiday romance,’ she added, trying to convince herself.

‘Was it?’ said Mal, without looking at her.

‘You never got in touch,’ Copper reminded him. She wanted to sound casual, as if she hadn’t really cared one way or the other, but her voice came out flat, accusing.

‘I rang you,’ he said.

Surprise made her swing round. ‘No, you didn’t!’

‘I did,’ he insisted. Linking his hands loosely together, he leant on the top rail once more. Copper could see the dust on his skin, the pulse beating below his ear. ‘I’d spent that year working as an agricultural consultant in East Africa. I’d waited until Brett had finished school and could help Dad while I was away and knew I would never have a better chance to travel than when my contract was finished. I was making the most of that chance in Turkey because I knew that once I got back there wouldn’t be many opportunities like it, but it meant that I was out of contact for a couple of months.’

Mal’s voice lost all expression. ‘When I got to London there was a message saying that my father had died suddenly over a month before. Brett was too young to manage on his own so I had to get the first plane home.’ He hesitated. ‘I rang you from the airport. One of your friends answered the phone. She said you were at a party but that she’d give you the message. Didn’t you get it?’

‘No,’ said Copper slowly, thinking how differently she might have felt if she had known that Mal had tried to contact her. ‘No, I never got a message.’

‘I even tried to ring you from here when I got back,’ Mal went on after a moment. ‘But you were out again and

oh, I don’t know.’ He stopped, narrowing his eyes at the distant horizon. ‘I suppose there didn’t seem much point, just like you said. You were on the other side of the world and obviously having a good time. I remembered what you’d said about your life in Adelaide, about the parties and the clubs and the sailing weekends, and I couldn’t see you giving all that up for the kind of life I could offer you out here. I had other things on my mind as well, trying to get Birraminda back together after my father’s death.’

He paused again and brought his eyes back to Copper’s face. ‘You’d seemed like the kind of girl who would enjoy herself whatever she was doing, so I didn’t think you would waste much time wondering what had happened to me.’

Only seven years. ‘No,’ said Copper.

‘Anyway,’ Mal finished, ‘it doesn’t matter now. It’s all in the past.’

‘Yes,’ said Copper.

There was an uncomfortable silence. At least she found it uncomfortable. Mal didn’t look as if it bothered him in the least. It ought to be so easy now that each knew that the other remembered. It ought to be easy to relax, to laugh, to say ‘Do you remember?’ or ‘We had a good time, didn’t we?’ But somehow it wasn’t easy at all. Memories shimmered in the air between them, so close that Copper felt as if she could reach out and push them apart with her hands.

‘It’s

er

quite a coincidence, isn’t it?’ she managed at last, moving a few surreptitious inches away from Mal. ‘Ending up together again after all this time, I mean.’

‘Does it make any difference?’ he asked coolly, and she knew that he wasn’t thinking of the past but of the present, of Megan and his determination to provide her with stability for as long as he could.

‘No,’ said Copper awkwardly. She ought to be thinking of the present too, of the future and what this marriage would gain for Copley Travel. ‘No, of course not.’

Mal’s eyes rested on her standing rigidly away from him, her arms hugged together in an unconsciously defensive posture. ‘As far as I’m concerned, as long as you behave like a wife in public after we’re married, how you behave in private is your decision. My feeling is that we’re both adults, and we’ve found each other attractive in the past, so we might as well make the most of the time we’re going to spend together in bed as well as out of it. We did before.’

‘It was different then,’ she said with a touch of desperation. ‘We’re different. You hadn’t been married then; I hadn’t met Glyn. It can’t ever be the same as it was then.’

Mal’s eyes flickered at the mention of Glyn. ‘I’m not saying it would be the same,’ he said a little impatiently. ‘I’m just suggesting that since we’re going to be sharing a bed for three years we should enjoy a physical as well as a business relationship, but it’s entirely up to you. I won’t lay a finger on you in private unless invited. All you have to do is ask

nicely, of course!’

Copper tensed at the undercurrent of mockery in his voice. ‘Will I have to put in a formal request?’ she snapped, wishing she had never raised the subject in the first place.

‘I’m sure you’ll know just what to say if the occasion arises,’ said Mal, but when she only scowled at the horses standing companionably nose to tail in the shade, he sighed. ‘Look, I can see you don’t like the idea. Fine. I respect that. We can even put it in the contract, if that makes you feel any better. As far as I’m concerned, the matter’s closed, but if you change your mind, you only have to say so. Until you do, there’s no need for you to feel nervous about climbing into bed beside me. Is that clear enough for you?’

‘Yes,’ said Copper stiltedly. ‘Thank you.’ Mal’s assurance that he wouldn’t touch her unless she asked should have been reassuring, but somehow it only made her feel worse. She could hardly object to his willingness to make the choice hers, but he hadn’t sounded as if he cared much one way or the other. Did he really expect her to coolly ask him to make love to her?

Copper tried to imagine herself putting in a casual request. Oh, by the way, Mal, I want you to make love to me tonight. Or maybe he had an unspoken invitation in mind? Perhaps he expected her to roll over to his side of the bed and trail her fingers suggestively over his body?

And what would Mal do then? He hadn’t exactly fallen over himself to persuade her that they would be as good together as they had been before. He might sigh and shake her off, or-worse-turn over with a martyred air and apply himself to the tedious business of satisfying her. Copper burned with humiliation at the thought. She would never be able to do it! But how could she spend three years sleeping beside him and never touching him while their memories made a taunting third in the bed?

‘So,’ said Mal, settling his hat on his head as he straightened. ‘Do we have a deal?’

Three years keeping house or driving home to tell her father that she had failed him again? Three years with Mal or the rest of her life without him? ‘Yes,’ she said after a.tiny pause. ‘We have a deal.’

Mal hadn’t missed that moment of hesitation. ‘Your business must mean a lot to you,’ he commented with a sardonic look, and she knew that he was thinking of Lisa, who had also put business first.

Well, what did it matter if he thought she was just like his wife? Wasn’t that better than letting him know that she was afraid of the treacherous clamour of her own body more than anything he might do? ‘It does,’ she said, gathering the vestiges of her pride around her and with only a trace of huskiness in her voice. ‘I would hardly have agreed to marry you if it didn’t, would I?’

‘No,’ he said. ‘I suppose you wouldn’t.’

Another painful pause. Couldn’t he see how desperate she was for reassurance? Why couldn’t he put his arms around her and tell her that everything would work out all right? How could he just stand there and look like that when all she wanted was to take two steps and burrow into his hard strength?

‘Come on,’ said Mal, suddenly brusque. He took off his hat, ran his fingers through his hair and then put it back on. ‘There’s no point in standing here all evening.’

They turned and began walking along the track in the direction of the homestead, keeping a careful distance between them. Mal walked with a kind of loose-jointed ease, so tall and strong that the impulse to scuttle over and clamp herself to his side like iron to a magnet was almost irresistible. Copper felt as if she was having to lean away from him in order to walk upright at all.

‘When shall we get married?’ she asked with a brittle smile, as much to distract herself as anything else.

‘The sooner the better, as far as I’m concerned,’ said Mal. ‘You don’t want to make a fuss about the wedding, do you?’

‘I wouldn’t if it was up to me, but I’m going to have to convince my parents that we’re marrying for love, and I think a proper wedding would help. We can keep it small, of course, but they would think it looked suspicious if I didn’t get married from home.’

‘I suppose it would be more convincing,’ he admitted without enthusiasm. ‘You’re not thinking of long white dresses and veils or anything like that, are you?’

‘Of course not.’ Copper gritted her teeth at his lack of interest. ‘I’m sure I’ll be able to find something appropriate to wear. Megan might like to be a bridesmaid, too. I’m just talking about going through the motions, that’s all.’

‘Well, I’ll leave that side of it up to you,’ said Mal casually. ‘Just tell me when and where I have to turn up.’

‘It’s nice to know that our wedding is going to mean so much to you,’ she said with heavy sarcasm. ‘Nobody’s going to think that our marriage is genuine if that’s going to be your attitude!’

‘Oh, don’t worry, I’ll be suitably loving when required,’ he promised.

Copper glanced at him and then away. The sky was flushed with an unearthly pink light as the sun dropped behind the ghost gums lining the creek. ‘Do you think anyone will believe that we’re really getting married?’ she asked abruptly, as if the words had been forced out of her.

“Why shouldn’t they?’

‘Well

I’ve only been up here two weeks. It might all seem a bit sudden.’

‘We’ll just have to persuade them that we fell in love at first sight, then, won’t we?’

We did before. Mal didn’t actually say it, but the words hung unspoken in the air between them. They seemed to whisper down Copper’s spine and echo in her brain, and in spite of herself a slow, hot flush seeped upwards from her toes.

‘Brett’s not going to believe that,’ she said, keeping her eyes fixed firmly on the sunset. ‘He’s been with us all the time and he must know quite well that we haven’t fallen in love. I even told him so the other night.’

‘I remember,’ said Mal in a dry voice. ‘But he didn’t believe you. He told me that you were protesting too much.’

Copper stopped dead in the middle of the track. ‘Oh, did he?’ she said wrathfully.

‘Judging by the remarks he was dropping after we’d spent so long in the office that evening, I’d say that he’s almost expecting it,’ Mal went on calmly. ‘All you need to do is go in now looking as if you’ve just been thoroughly kissed.’

‘And how am I supposed to do that?’ demanded Copper, distinctly ruffled. ‘It’s not that easy!’

‘Oh, I don’t know.’ Mal’s eyes lit with a sudden speculative gleam and he reached out with one hand, letting his fingers drift tantalisingly down her cheek to curve below her jaw and slide beneath her soft hair. ‘I don’t think it should be that difficult.’

Copper’s heart stilled and she forgot to breathe. She had emptied of awkwardness, of anger, of any feeling at all except the deep, low thrill that went through her in response to his touch, so that instead of stepping back, or pushing his hand away, she could only stand, her eyes wide and unfocused with a terrible longing. And when Mal put out his other hand to draw her slowly towards him, she went, unresisting.

‘In my experience, the simplest solution is usually the best,’ he murmured. ‘And the simplest way to look kissed is to be kissed,’ he added very softly, and then, bending his head, he kissed her at last.

At the first touch of his mouth, a tiny sigh of release escaped Copper, and her lips parted as past and present arrowed into a piercing recognition that this was what she had thought about ever since Mal had walked around the woolshed and back into her life. It was like coming home. His tongue was so enticing, his lips as warm and persuasive as she remembered, but this time the unbearable sweetness that had lingered in her memory for seven long years was swamped almost at once by a great, rolling wave of explosive excitement that caught her unprepared and swept her up into a turbulent tide of desire.

Helpless against it, almost panic-stricken by the sheer force of her response, Copper clutched at Mal’s shirt as if trying to anchor herself to the solid security of his body. The dust and the light, the very earth beneath her feet had vanished, leaving her weightless, adrift in a world.where nothing existed but Mal-the taste of his mouth, the touch of his hands and the searing intensity of his kiss.

Her body was pounding, her head whirling, and when Mal let go of her face to gather her more closely into his arms she didn’t even think to protest. Instead her fingers released their frantic grip on his shirt and crept around his waist, spreading over his back as if impelled by a force of their own.

Their kisses were deep, breathless, almost desperate as the doubts and confusion of the last two weeks swirled away, and all that mattered was the feel of Mal’s hands, hard and possessive against her, and his taut male strength, gloriously real again after so many years of mere memories. Copper was lost, but she didn’t care. She cared only that his arms were around her and that he was kissing her and that she never wanted him to let her go.

CHAPTER SIX

‘Mal? Are you-?’ Brett’s voice broke through the dizzying pleasure that had them in its thrall. It stopped abruptly as he took in the scene. ‘Uh-oh!’ he said, and, even lost in a different world as she was, Copper could hear him grinning.

Mal didn’t even tense. Without haste, he lifted his head and looked at his brother. ‘What is it?’ he asked, with not so much as a tremor in his voice.

Copper, dazed and shaken, almost fell as he made to release her, and if he hadn’t tightened one arm around her once more she was sure that she would simply have collapsed in a heap on the track. Her legs were trembling uncontrollably and her cheeks burned. She couldn’t have spoken if she had tried.

‘I was coming to see if you were ready for a beer,’ said Brett, still grinning broadly. ‘But I can see that you’re busy!’

‘We were until you interrupted us,’ said Mal. How could he sound so normal? Copper’s heart was pounding, her head spinning, her body aroused and gasping for air, and he wasn’t even out of breath!

Brett refused to take the hint. ‘I thought it was my job to kiss the housekeepers,’ he said, pretending to sound aggrieved.

‘Not this housekeeper.’ Mal glanced down at Copper, who was still struggling to adjust to the abrupt return to reality. ‘This one’s mine.’

He looked back at his brother and his voice held a distinct note of warning. ‘Copper’s going to marry me, so you’ll just have to count her as the one that got away.’

‘I knew it!’ Brett gave a shout of laughter and bounded forward to slap his brother on the shoulder and sweep Copper into an exuberant hug. ‘I knew it! Mal thinks I can’t read that poker face of his, but I could tell how he felt about you right from the start!’

‘Really?’ she croaked. When he set her back down on the ground, her knees were so weak that she clutched instinctively at Mal, who drew her back against the hard security of his body.

‘I didn’t realise you were so observant, Brett,’ he said, and Copper wondered if the sarcastic edge was as obvious to Brett as it was to her.

Apparently not. Brett was nodding vigorously. ‘I notice more than you think. You pretended to ignore each other but I could tell by the way you watched each other when you thought the other wasn’t looking that it was real love!’

‘What would you know about real love?’ asked Mal, not even bothering to hide the edge to his voice this time.

‘Not much,’ his brother admitted. ‘But I can recognise it when I see it all right, and I think you’re both lucky.’ The blue eyes sobered briefly. ‘Very lucky,’ he added seriously, and then grinned. ‘Come on, let’s celebrate!’

‘I-‘ Copper was appalled to hear the squeak that came out when she opened her mouth, and cleared her throat in a desperate attempt to pull herself together. She couldn’t stand here clutching Mal for ever. ‘I’d better go and fetch Megan.’ She tried again, not that she sounded much better second time around. But how could she be expected to sound normal when the world was still rocking around her and that wonderful, glorious, heart-stopping kiss was still strumming over her skin?

‘I’ll come with you,’ said Mal easily.

‘I’ll go and make sure the beer’s cold,’ Brett offered. ‘Don’t be too long.’

‘Let’s hope everyone’s as easy to convince as he is,’ muttered Mal as his brother strode off towards the homestead. He looked down at Copper, who was leaning against him and trying to work up the determination to move away. ‘Are you all right now?’

The concern in his voice snapped her upright. The last thing she wanted was for Mal to think that that kiss had meant any more to her than it had to him! ‘I’m fine,’ she said sharply, pushing her hair defensively behind her ears.

She set off down the track at a cracking pace, but as Mal refused to hurry, and she could hardly walk the whole way with him a ridiculous ten paces behind, she was forced to stop until he caught up and then carry on more slowly. The silence was agonising.

‘Fancy Brett thinking we were in love all along!’ said Copper at last, with a nervous laugh.

‘Fancy,’ Mal agreed expressionlessly, and she wished that she had kept her mouth shut.

The evening deepened as they walked back to the homestead with Megan. She skipped along between them, full of how naughty one of Naomi’s toddlers had been and delighted to have been able to look down on his behaviour from the lofty heights of four and a half years. Copper was very aware of Mal, bending his head to listen gravely to his daughter’s chatter. His gentleness with the little girl, somehow unexpected in such a strong, silent man, always wrenched at her heart. He must love

Megan very much if he was prepared to marry a woman he didn’t love just for her sake.

The thought steadied Copper’s nerves. The future might be an unknown quantity, her own feelings for Mal confused and uncertain, but for now it was enough to walk beside him through the hush of evening and smell the dryness of the gums drifting up from the creek.

Megan released their hands to run ahead, legs and arms completely uncoordinated. Stampeding up the steps, she disappeared into the kitchen and let the screen door clatter behind her.

‘Are you going to tell her tonight?’ Copper asked, worry beginning to seep back. Megan was used to having her father to herself; what if she was jealous?

‘I may as well,’ said Mal.

At the bottom of the verandah steps Copper faltered. The brief moment of serenity had dissolved, leaving her once more with all her doubts and uncertainties about the marriage and what it would mean. Once they had told Megan there would be no going back. They were going to walk up these steps and into a new life. For the next three years they would both be playing a part, deceiving everyone except each other.

‘Do you really think we can carry it off?’ she asked, abruptly apprehensive.

Mal had stopped beside her, and he turned now to look down into her troubled eyes. ‘Of course we can,’ he said, taking both her hands in a compelling clasp. ‘I’ll remember Megan and you remember your project, and we’ll make it work together.’ Strength seemed to flow through his hands, and Copper’s fingers curled instinctively around his as she felt herself steadied.

They stood like that in the dusk, and the air between them shortened with a new intensity. Mal’s grip on her hands tightened. ‘It will be all right,’ he promised quietly and slowly, very slowly, he bent his head and touched his lips to hers. The giddy excitement of before dissolved into tenderness and warmth and infinite reassurance, and Copper relaxed, leaning into his kiss for one enticing moment before Mal lifted his head.