Текст книги "Outback bride"

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Mal nodded at the file. ‘What have you got there?’

‘Just a few things I want to check-Dad’s plan of the site, the measurements of the tent, that kind of thing-and I’m bound to need to take some notes.’

‘Where are you going to put it?’ he asked in exasperation. ‘Or were you planning to ride one-handed?’

Copper hadn’t even thought about it until that moment. ‘Isn’t there a saddle-bag or something?’

Mal sighed. ‘Here, give it to me. I’ll hold it while you get on.’

‘Right.’ She blew out a breath and squared her shoulders. ‘Right.’

The horse tossed its head up and down impatiently as Copper seized the reins. She had seen this lots of times on television. All she had to do was put one foot in the stirrup and throw her other leg over. There was nothing to it.

On television, though, the horses stood obligingly still. This horse danced sideways as soon as she got her foot into the stirrup, and she ended up hopping around the yard while the three jackaroos sitting on the fence watched with broad grins. Tipping their hats back, they had the air of settling down for a rare afternoon’s entertainment.

Cursing the horse under her breath, Copper clenched her teeth and hopped harder. Mal shook his head with a mixture of amusement and exasperation. ‘Would it help if I held him?’ he asked, the very politeness of his voice a humiliation. He took hold of the bridle, and the horse, sensing the hand of a master, stopped dead.

‘Thank you,’ said Copper grittily. Gathering the reins more firmly in her hand, she tried again, but with no more success than before, and in the end Mal had to take her foot and boost her unceremoniously up into the saddle where she landed with a bump.

‘Oh, my God,’ she muttered, horrified to find herself so far from the ground. She would need a parachute to get down again! Too nervous to notice the resigned expression on Mal’s face, she stared straight ahead as he let the horse go and stepped back.

Flicking its ears at the delay, the horse immediately set off. ‘Whoa!’ squawked Copper in alarm, and yanked at the reins, but it only seemed to take that as encouragement and broke into a brisk trot around the yard. Copper’s feet bumped out of the stirrups and she bounced hopelessly around in the saddle, bawling at the horse to stop. Somewhere in the background, she could hear the sound of heartless laughter. At least someone was enjoying themselves!

The horse was heading straight for the gate into the paddock. Oh, God, what if it decided to jump? ‘Who-oo-oo-oa!’ yelled Copper, pulling frantically at the reins, and the horse turned smartly, sending her lurching sideways before it discovered Mal barring its way and stopped dead. Unprepared, Copper pitched forward, slithered down its neck and landed on her bottom in an undignified heap at Mal’s feet.

He was grinning callously. ‘Are you OK?’ he asked, not even bothering to conceal his amusement as Megan squealed with laughter and the jackaroos hooted and whistled from the fence.

Without waiting for an answer, Mal reached down and put a firm hand beneath her arm to lift her easily to her feet. Copper was very conscious of the strength in his fingers and the whiteness of his teeth against his brown skin as he grinned. She jerked her arm away and made a great show of brushing the dust off the seat of her jeans. ‘I think so,’ she said a little sulkily. Much he would have cared if she had broken her leg! That would have been really funny, wouldn’t it?

‘Why didn’t you tell me you couldn’t ride?’ Mal asked, his voice still warm with amusement.

‘I didn”t think you’d put me on a beastly wild horse!’ snapped Copper, almost disappointed to discover that the only injury was to her pride. It would have served him right if she had had to be stretchered back to Adelaide!

Mal only laughed. ‘Wild? Old Duke here is the laziest horse we’ve got. I picked him specially for you.’

‘Sweet of you,’ she said between her teeth. ‘Remind me never to ask you for anything else special!’

‘How did you think you were going to manage with a file under your arm when you’d never ridden before?’ He shook his head. ‘Wish I’d seen it, though! It would have made quite a story to keep us going in the wet!’

‘Perhaps I’ll just take a notebook,’ said Copper coldly. ‘I can put it in my shirt pocket-or is that too bizarre for you?’

‘You want to have another go?’

Copper looked over at the grinning jackaroos. The youngest cupped his hands around his mouth. ‘Hey, Copper!’ he shouted. ‘We’re going to enter you for the bucking bronco at the rodeo! Better get in some more practice!’

‘Why not?’ she said. ‘I’d hate to deprive you all of such good entertainment!’

‘Good girl.’ Mal smiled at her and turned to send one of the boys for a leading rein. ‘We’ll keep good hold of you this time,’ he said, and gave her a leg up back into the saddle. ‘Look, you hold the reins like this.’ He looked up at her and her heart seemed to stop. She saw his face in sudden and startling detail: the grooves at either side of his mouth, the smile crinkling his eyes, the prickle of stubble along his jaw. ‘Relax!’ he said, giving the strap a final tug to secure it and slapping Duke’s rump affectionately.

Copper smiled weakly and managed to look away. ‘I think I’ve got altitude sickness!’ she said. That would account for the queer feeling in the pit of her stomach, anyway.

Mal rolled his eyes, but his smile burned behind her eyelids as he swung himself easily onto an enormous chestnut horse with a star on its forehead. The jackaroo attached a leading rein to Duke’s bridle and handed the end up to Mal, who moved his horse up beside her. ‘Ready?’

‘Yes.’ Copper cleared her throat. ‘Yes,’ she said again, more firmly this time.

Megan was already on her pony, trotting it around in circles with humiliating ease. The gate was swung open. Mal touched his heels to his horse’s flanks, clicked his tongue behind his teeth to urge Duke forward, and Copper found herself riding.

They took it very slowly at first. Megan trotted ahead on her pony, but the two horses ambled contentedly together. The lack of speed didn’t seem to bother Mal, but then it wouldn’t, Copper thought. He was never hurried, never flustered, never nervous. She was very conscious of him sitting relaxed in the saddle, his eyes creased as he scanned the horizon instinctively and his outline uncannily distinct in the fierce outback light.

Copper felt very safe knowing that he could control her horse as well as his own, and after a while she, too, began to relax and look around her. They were following the line of the creek, picking their way through the spindly gums that spread out from the watercourse. It was very quiet. In the heat of the afternoon the birds were mostly silent, and there was just the creak of the saddles and the rustle of leaves beneath the horses’ hooves as they kicked up a distinctive dry fragrance. Copper breathed it in as it mingled with the smell of leather in her hands.

She was very aware of Mal, overwhelmingly solid beside her. Unlike her, he wore no sunglasses, but the brim of his hat threw a shadow that divided his face in two. Above, his eyes were hidden, but below, his mouth was very clear, cool and firm and peculiarly exciting.

It was just a mouth, just two lips. Copper stared desperately ahead between Duke’s ears, but it tugged irresistibly at the corner of her vision and her eyes kept skittering sideways in spite of herself. Every time they rested on his mouth, the breath would dry in her throat and she would look quickly away.

She was so taken up with keeping her eyes under control that she didn’t notice at first that Mal had brought the horses to a halt in a clearing beside the creek. He swung himself off his horse and looped its reins around the branch of a fallen tree before lifting Megan off her pony. She ran happily down to the water’s edge, where there was a tiny sandy beach, and Mal turned to Copper, who was wondering how she was going to get off. Perhaps she should just try falling off like before?

‘Take your foot out of the stirrup,’ he said. ‘Then swing your leg over the saddle. I’ll catch you.’

He held his arms up as he spoke but a paralysing shyness had Copper in its grip once more and she could only stare helplessly down at him and wish that he had never been married, that the last seven years would simply dissolve and leave them as they had been then, a man and a girl bound briefly by magic.

‘Come on,’ said Mal as she hesitated still. ‘You’re going to have to get off some time!’

Somehow Copper managed to wriggle one leg over the saddle, and the next thing she knew she was slithering clumsily to the ground, Mal’s hands hard at her waist. He held her for a moment and she stood with her hands resting on his shoulders for support, struggling against the overwhelming temptation to slide them round his neck and lean against him.

‘Thank you,’ she muttered, unable to meet his eyes in case he read the longing in her own, and after a tiny moment he let her go.

‘This is where your father wanted to put the camp,’ said Mal, looking around him at the tranquil scene.

‘It looks perfect.’ Copper cleared her throat and moved away from him in what she hoped would look a casual way. ‘Well, I

I’d better take some notes.’

She threw herself into looking busy. She paced out the site and stopped to make notes, but her mind wasn’t on siting tents or camp kitchens. It was on Mal, leading the horses down to the creek to drink before he tethered them in the shade. He looked tough and self-contained and somehow right, she thought, watching him move through the splintered light beneath the trees with his deliberate, unhurried tread. There was something uncompromising about him that belonged with this unrelenting landscape.

Then Mal turned to see her watching him, and Copper hurriedly bent her head back over her notebook. She couldn’t take notes for ever, though, and when she thought she had impressed him enough with the fact that she only cared about business, she went to join him on the fallen tree.

Mal moved along to make room for her. There was an ironic look about his mouth as she put her notebook away. He made no comment but Copper had the feeling that he knew perfectly well that all her rushing around had just been for show, and she avoided his eye as she sat down beside him.

For a while they sat without speaking, watching Megan who was busily scooping water from the creek for some unseen project that seemed to involve a good deal of mess and mud. Behind them, the horses shifted their legs and blew softly. Slowly the peace settled around Copper, and some of the tension went out of her shoulders.

‘It’s a beautiful place,’ she said at last.

‘Yes.’ Mal looked around him, and then at her. ‘It wouldn’t be so beautiful with a clutter of tents and a busload of tourists, though, would it?’

Copper met his eyes squarely, her own green and direct. ‘Everything would be in keeping with the landscape,’ she said. ‘I think you’d be surprised at how beautiful it will all still be, but I’m not going to try and convince you now.’ She smiled. ‘I haven’t forgotten what we agreed and I’m not going to waste my one chance!’

‘Oh, yes, talking of our agreement

‘ Mal tipped his hat and resettled it on his head. ‘I rang the agency at lunchtime to find out what had happened to my new housekeeper. Apparently she got offered a job as a waitress in town at the last minute and decided to take that instead.’

Copper looked at the trees reflected in the glassy water and wondered why anyone would choose to work in a restaurant when they could be somewhere like this. Then she thought about the chores she had slogged through that morning and decided that the girl, whoever she was, might have made a sensible decision.

‘Are they going to send someone else?’

‘They haven’t got anyone immediately available, so they’re going to have to advertise. It’ll be at least a week before I get someone else, maybe longer.’ Mal glanced at her. ‘Think you can stand it for that long?’

‘Of course,’ said Copper, secretly relieved. She wasn’t ready to go back to Adelaide yet, but nor was she ready to enquire too closely into the reasons for her reluctance to leave Birraminda. ‘I said I’d stay until you got a proper housekeeper, and I will.’

‘What about your commitments at home?’

‘That’s not a problem,’ she said with some surprise. ‘We got someone in to help out at the office so that I could concentrate on our plans for here, and Dad can keep an eye on things. It’s not a very busy time of year, anyway.’

‘I was thinking more of personal commitments,’ said Mal dryly. ‘Isn’t anyone going to miss you?’

Would anyone miss her? She had plenty of friends who would wonder aloud where she was and wish that she was around to get a party going, but they were as busy as she was and their lives wouldn’t stop without her.

‘No,’ said Copper with a sad smile. ‘I don’t think anyone will miss me very much.’

‘What about this man you’re so in love with?’

She had forgotten that she had told him about Glyn. ‘I don’t think he’ll notice much difference.’ She sighed and stirred some curls of dried bark in the dust with her foot. ‘He was always complaining that I was never at home, anyway. I have to travel a lot, and when I’m in Adelaide there’s so much paperwork to catch up with at the office. I can’t be home at four o’clock every day, just waiting for him to come home.’

‘You could get a different job,’ said Mal.

‘You sound like Glyn,’ she said bitterly. ‘Quite apart from the fact that Dad needs me now, I love my job. Why should I give it up?’

‘No reason, if your job is more important to you than your boyfriend.’

‘Why does it always have to be a choice between them?’ Copper burst out in remembered frustration. ‘I was perfectly happy with the way things were. Glyn knew what I was like. Why did I have to be the one to make all the compromises?’

‘It doesn’t sound as if you were prepared to make any compromises,’ commented Mal, with an unexpectedly harsh note in his voice, and Copper’s angry resentment collapsed abruptly.

‘That’s what Glyn said.’ She took off her hat and combed her fingers dispiritedly through her hair. ‘Anyway, it doesn’t matter any more. I’d been in Singapore for ten days, and when I got back Glyn said he wanted to talk to me. I made a joke about it at first, said I’d have to consult my diary to see if I could arrange an appointment, but he was dead serious. He said he was fed up with coming home to an empty house and that he didn’t feel there was any point in us pretending to be a couple any longer when he spent most of his time on his own. And then he said that he’d been seeing a lot of Ellie, who’s a good friend of mine. Her husband left her earlier this year, and they were both lonely, and

‘

Copper tried to shrug carelessly but the memory still hurt. ‘Well, in the end he said he was going to move in with her. It was all very amicable. Glyn has always been one of my friends and so has Ellie. We’re all part of the same crowd. I couldn’t avoid seeing either of them if I wanted to keep my friends, so we were very civilised and talked it through together.’

‘And you had your job to comfort you,’ Mal reminded her ironically.

‘Yes, I had my job,’ she said in a flat voice. What had she expected? That he would be sympathetic?

Mal leant forward, linking his fingers loosely between his knees. ‘So when you said you were in love with this Glyn yesterday, you weren’t telling the truth?’

‘Oh, I don’t know

‘ Copper turned her hat listlessly between her hands. ‘I do love Glyn. He’s a great person. We even talked about getting married once, but we never got round to it. I never got round to it,’ she corrected herself. ‘There was always too much else to do. And now I think it was all for the best. Copley Travel is too important to me to give up, and if it’s meant giving up Glyn instead, well, I think he probably didn’t really love me either, if he wanted me to change that much.’

Mal said nothing. It was impossible to tell whether his silence was sympathetic or contemptuous. ‘Anyway,’ she went on brightly after a while, ‘at least you know now why I’m not in any hurry to go back to Adelaide. I really don’t mind seeing Glyn and Ellie together, but it seems to make everybody else feel awkward when we’re all together. If I’m away for a while, it’ll give everyone a chance to get used to the situation.’

‘It sounds to me as if this Glyn had a lucky escape.’ Mal was watching his daughter playing happily in the sand, but his mouth was twisted as if with bitter remembrance. ‘It must have been a shock for him to realise that you were prepared to put your business before everything else.

‘My wife was like you,’ he went on after a moment. ‘She thought she could have everything. When I met her, she had her own chain of shops in Brisbane. I never thought she’d be prepared to give it all up to live out here, but Lisa liked the idea of being mistress of a huge outback station. She always thought big, and Birraminda was that all right. Of course, I made sure that she spent some time out here before we were married, so that she could see exactly what was involved, but no! Lisa knew what she wanted-and what Lisa wanted, Lisa got.’

‘Why did you marry her if she was like that?’ asked Copper, more sharply than she had intended. She had been prepared to be jealous of Mal’s dead wife, but she hadn’t expected to resent being compared to her!

‘I didn’t realise what she was like until it was too late,’ he said. ‘And she was very beautiful

‘ He trailed off, as if conjuring up an image. ‘You’d have to have known her to understand what she was like,’ he went on finally. ‘She could charm the birds off the trees when she wanted to, but she had a will of iron and she never had any doubt where her priorities lay. At first she thought she could run her business from out here, so I paid a fortune to equip a special office for her.

‘You should go in there some time,’ he added, with a glance at Copper. ‘It’s got telephones, a computer, a fax machine, a photocopier-everything you need to run a business. But it wasn’t enough for Lisa. She wasn’t interested in cooking or cleaning, although I had a whole new kitchen put in for her as well, to help her adjust, and she was easily bored if she didn’t have anything she wanted to do, so she was always nagging at me to fly her to Brisbane so that she could check up on the accounts or visit designers or negotiate some special deal or other. Oh, she was an astute businesswoman, all right.’

Why did he have to make it sound like an insult? wondered Copper, who was recognising more of herself in Lisa than she really wanted to. What was wrong with being energetic and intelligent?

‘If she was that astute, she wouldn’t have married you unless she really wanted to be with you,’ she said after a moment.

Mal shook his head. ‘That was what I thought. Of course, I had what you would call a stupidly romantic idea about marriage, but Lisa’s attitude was much more practical. Marriage to me gave her a sort of position, an image of someone equally at home in the outback as in the city, but she never really liked it out here and she ended up spending more and more time back in Brisbane.’

‘But what about Megan?’

‘Megan was the result of a doomed attempt to save a doomed marriage,’ said Mal stonily. ‘It didn’t work, of course. Lisa saw pregnancy as an excuse to escape permanently to the city. She said that she needed to be near a hospital, that Birraminda was no place for a baby, so she went to Brisbane and she never came back. She didn’t even ring me until after the baby was born.’ His mouth set in a bitter line. ‘She told me her labour came on unexpectedly and that there hadn’t been time to call me and tell me to come to the hospital, but it wasn’t true. I was supposed to be grateful that she even let me see my own child.’

His voice was very controlled but Copper could see the rigidity in his jaw. She understood now what had put that shuttered look in his eyes and carved sternness into his face. No wonder Mal had changed. The birth of his daughter ought to have been a joyful occasion, but instead he had been excluded, rejected, denied the emotional intensity of seeing his child come into the world.

Copper wished she knew how to offer him sympathy. If she had been another girl she might have been able to take his hand, or put her arms around him, but she wasn’t another girl. She had condemned herself as a girl who put her job first, just like his wife, and she was afraid that Mal would flinch from her touch.

So she only clenched her hands around the rim of her hat and said nothing.

After a while Mal went on, as if the words were being forced out of him but he needed to finish the story. ‘We both knew that there was no point in pretending that the marriage was going to work after that,’ he said. ‘It was a relief in a way, but the divorce settlement crippled me financially. All my money’s in land, and I’m still struggling to get back to the way things were before. The worst thing was leaving Megan behind, but everyone said she needed to be with her mother.’

His expression was closed, refusing pity. ‘I believed it myself until I saw how she was handed over to a succession of nannies while Lisa went back to working fifteen-hour days in her business. I flew down to see her as often as I could, but the child had no chance to get to know me. When Lisa was killed in a car accident and I went to bring Megan home, she was terrified. She was only two and it must have seemed as if she was being handed over to a complete stranger.’

Copper’s eyes rested on Megan, squatting by the water. Her hands were full of mud, her face grubby and absorbed, and she was chattering away to herself, oblivious to the two adults watching her. ‘She seems happy enough now.’

‘I think so too, when I see her like this, but she’s too used to playing on her own.’ Mal sighed. ‘She doesn’t remember much about Lisa, but she misses having a mother. It might be different if I could get a housekeeper to come out here and stay for a year or so, but these girls who come and go are just unsettling for her. She needs some security.’

‘You’re her security,’ said Copper gently, but he shook his head.

‘I’m not enough,’ he said. ‘I can’t be around the homestead the whole time. Megan needs more attention than I can give her. Too often she has to sit on a fence where I can see her and keep out of the way. She’s learning plenty about how to run a cattle station but she isn’t learning enough about being a child.’

Mal’s eyes rested on the curve of his daughter’s back. ‘Of course, what I really need is a new wife,’ he said with a mirthless smile. ‘But I don’t think I can go through another marriage like that again.’

Copper hesitated. ‘It doesn’t need to be like that,’ she said quietly. You didn’t need to be a romantic to believe that marriage didn’t have to be a battleground of conflicting interests, as Mal’s had been.

‘Doesn’t it?’ said Mal. ‘Where am I going to find a woman who’d be prepared to give up everything and come and live out here? No friends, no shops, no restaurants, no interesting job-just heat and dust and hard work.’

It would be hard, Copper thought. There was no doubt about it. And yet Mal’s wife would have other things. She would have the creek and the gums and the diamond bright air. She would be able to reach out and touch Mal whenever she wanted. His lean, brown body would be as familiar to her as her own. She’d have long, sweet nights in his arms, and when she went to sleep she would know that he would be there in the morning when she woke. What kind of woman had Lisa been to walk away from all that?

A woman like her? Something cold touched Copper’s heart. ‘None of that would matter if she loved you,’ she said, in a voice that was not quite steady.

‘If there’s one thing I learnt from my marriage, it’s that love isn’t enough,’ said Mal bleakly. ‘Lisa loved me-or she said she did-and look where that got me. And look at you. You love Glyn, but not enough to give up the things that really matter to you. Why should it be any different for the next woman I marry? Always supposing I could find one wandering around the bush! No,’ he said, getting to his feet and beginning to untether Megan’s pony, ‘I’m not getting married again. Megan will be all right if I can find a decent housekeeper. All I can do is keep hoping that one will turn up sooner or later.’

He glanced over his shoulder at his daughter. ‘Come on, Megan. We’re going home.’

CHAPTER FOUR

‘I’M not getting married again.’ Again and again, over the next few days, Copper found herself brooding over Mal’s words, although she could never satisfactorily explain to herself why they grated in her memory so much.

After all, Mal and his daughter weren’t her business. It was a shame that his marriage had been such a disaster, of course, but Copper couldn’t help resenting the way he had lumped her in the same category as Lisa. She hadn’t walked out on a marriage, or deprived a father of his child. Glyn was the one who had walked out on her. All she had done was care about the work she did. What was so wrong with that?

At least she understood now the guarded way Mal treated her. He was polite but watchful, and, although he patently found her amusing in an exasperating kind of way, he rarely smiled-and if he did it was as if the smile had been surprised out of him against his will. Sometimes Copper felt his eyes resting on her with an expression that she could never identify, but which made her edgy and nervous, and she wanted to shout at him and tell him that she wasn’t like Lisa.

At times, Copper hated Lisa for turning the intriguing man she remembered into this cool, reserved stranger. And at other times, like now, lying awake in the dark, she was disgusted to find herself envying her. Lisa had been beautiful, Mal had said. He must have loved her very much. He had married her and brought her to Birraminda and done everything he could to make her stay.

Which meant that it hadn’t taken long for him to forget her. Megan was four and a half now, so he must have married Lisa at least five years ago, six if one took into account the fact that the marriage had gone wrong long before the baby was conceived. And that meant that a year after their idyllic encounter on that Mediterranean beach Mal had dismissed her from his mind and married someone else.

Copper turned over irritably. The knowledge that he had so quickly forgotten left her feeling a fool for having remembered him so clearly, even when all hope of ever seeing him again had gone. It was just that the three days they had spent together had felt so utterly right that it was impossible to believe that it hadn’t been meant to last for ever. She had used to invent endless excuses as to why Mal had never got in touch with her in London, as he had promised, but never once had she thought that he would simply carry straight on and fall in love with someone else.

Perhaps he had never really been in love with her at all. Perhaps she had just been another girl on another beach. The thought twisted in Copper like a knife.

At least it made it easier for her to pretend that she didn’t care about the fact that Mal had obviously dismissed her as an obsessive career woman. Copper told herself that if he wanted to waste his life being suspicious, of every woman he met, that was his loss. She just had to persuade him to let Copley Travel use Birraminda as their base and then she would be more than happy to go back to Adelaide and forget him properly this time!

But as the days passed, and a week turned into ten days, Copper began to almost forget why she had come to Birraminda in the first place. She had rung her father to explain that she would be staying on to argue their case properly, but she had stuck to her word and hadn’t tried to tackle Mal on the subject.

Most afternoons he took her and Megan for a ride or a drive to more distant parts of the station. For the first few days she rushed around with a clipboard, taking notes and measurements and inspecting the landing strip where Mal kept a small plane, but after a while there seemed to be too much else important to do.

Without daily contact with her office, the business had become increasingly unreal. Real was the dazzling outback light and Megan’s face screwed up in concentration. It was the sound of the birds squabbling in the trees and the sway of the saddle and the way Mal creased up his eyes as he scanned the wide, empty horizon.

Copper hated getting up early, and couldn’t say that she had learnt to love housework, but she did enjoy being with Megan. She taught her how to write her name and she read her stories and played endless imaginary games, and slowly the little girl began to blossom. It was not all plain sailing, of course. Megan was a bright, funny child, but she had a wilful streak and was prone to tantrums if crossed. She soon discovered, though, that Copper’s will was even stronger than her own, and that she could only go so far. Every night Copper would tuck her into bed and kiss her goodnight before Mal came in, and Megan’s arms would hug her neck, and that was enough for Copper to feel that the long, exhausting day had been worthwhile.

‘Look, Dad, I’m having my hair washed!’ Megan stood up in the bath one evening to show off her halo of shampoo and waved her hands excitedly at her father.

Copper had been crouching by the bath, but at that she jerked round, annoyed to find that after ten days her heart still hadn’t learnt not to cartwheel crazily whenever Mal appeared unexpectedly. She had been entertaining Megan by singing with a plastic beaker clamped over her nose, and she was so busy trying to get her breathing under control that she forgot all about it until Mal lifted an enquiring eyebrow. Flushing ridiculously, she snatched the beaker off her face. Why was it that when she tried so hard to be cool and business-like Mal always seemed to find her making a fool of herself?

‘You’re early,’ she said, almost truculently.