Текст книги "Against the Ropes"

Автор книги: Jeanette Murray

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She felt his fingers push a strand of hair behind her ear. “You believed it wasn’t me, even after hearing my past. So I’m guessing, even though you might not like me very much right now, you love me, too.”

“You suck,” she whispered. “I was supposed to say it.”

He gently pried her hands away from her eyes. She probably looked like a red-eyed wreck, but he smiled and pretended not to notice. “I’m all ears.”

“I love you,” she whispered. He kissed her softly, and she said it again, though there was no way he could have heard her. She let her fingers roam up his jawline, across his brows, through his short hair, back down to the back of his neck to pull him in tighter.

After another minute of nerve-firing kisses, Reagan pulled away. “This is great, but it doesn’t solve the problem of me being fired. I mean, knowing you love me is fantastic, but I’ve gotta have rent money.”

“You and your shoes will have plenty of space, I promise.” Greg sat back on his heels and reached into his pocket, pulling out a folded sheet of paper. “I wrote down as much as I could, from my side of things. If you want to go ahead and use this for quotes or whatever you need, feel free. I figured you’d want to make it more newsy though.”

“‘Newsy’?” she said, raising one brow and unfolding the paper.

“Hey, it could be a word.”

She quickly scanned the sheet. “This is all the stuff you told me. The whole . . . oh, Greg.” Her eyes watered. “Are you sure?”

“I’m sure. It’s good for you, but it’s definitely the right thing for me.”

She sighed and refolded it. “I’m not sure this is the right job for me, honestly. Maybe I shouldn’t even fight to keep it. I could . . .” She raised a shoulder. “I don’t know, get a job as a cashier at the Piggly Wiggly.”

“Reagan Robilard.” His voice had some snap to it, and she looked at him in surprise. “You did not come three thousand miles to be a cashier. Maybe this isn’t your dream job after all. Most people don’t find it the first time out. But you’re not giving up. You’re not walking away from this job having been fired. Get your job back, and we can talk about the rest as it comes.” He started to smile, slowly. “Besides, after the season’s over, I’m hoping you’ll come back with me, anyway.”

“Come back . . . to California?” She blinked. “Seriously?”

“Hell yeah.” He kissed her again. “I don’t want to be away from you. Just think about it.”

He left to head to the kitchen for some water, and her mind started to dance.

*   *   *

TWO days later, Greg pulled open the door to Back Gate, letting Reagan in ahead of him. From the back, he heard their friends let out a wild greeting, all raising a glass.

Marianne and Kara jumped up and ran to hug Reagan. “Sit down! Sit, sit, sit,” Kara said, dragging Reagan with them to their table. “We ordered you a drink, we weren’t going to wait.”

“That’s fine.” Flushed and grinning, he watched Reagan sit and lean into her friend’s side hug. He loved seeing her so damn happy.

“So?” Marianne leaned forward, arms crossed over the table. “How’d the meeting go?”

Reagan glanced between her friends, then Brad and Graham, before landing her gaze on him. “Do you want to tell it?”

“Hell no, it’s your story. You tell it.”

“Someone tell it!” Kara said, throwing her hands up in exasperation. “I told the babysitter I’d only be gone two hours.”

Graham opened his mouth to speak, then seemed to think better of the idea and shut it again.

“Well, I . . . oh, thank you.” Reagan paused to smile at the waitress, who set her drink down on a napkin.

The group groaned.

She took a small sip of the light beer and closed her eyes in bliss. “Mmm, good choice, ladies.”

Brad growled. “How the hell do you put up with this?” he asked.

Greg just smiled and shook his head.

“So, I showed up, my article in hand, at the office. My supervisor didn’t want to see me at first.”

“Asshole,” Graham muttered. Kara nodded in agreement.

“But I convinced him it was worth his time. He got all excited I’d ‘pried’ the story out of Greg.” She grinned at that. “Pried. Right. Anyway, so I say that it’s a good one, and I’d love to let him have it, since it would help the team. And I’m a team player,” she added seriously.

“Of course. Go on,” Greg encouraged.

“But when he just held out his hand, and I didn’t give it over, he got all flustered. I said it was conditional on having my job back. And he got frustrated and said this wasn’t how team players worked. And when I reminded him I got kicked off the ‘team,’ he got angry.”

“Nice,” Brad murmured.

“So after some negotiating, he agreed I would come back, just for the rest of the boxing season. Once that’s over, he can find someone else for the next season. He’s right, this isn’t where I belong in the long haul.” She looked at Greg then, and his heart swelled. “I’m not sure exactly where I do belong, geographically, but I think I’m not on the right coast.”

“Right coast,” Kara repeated, confused a moment. “You mean, east versus west coast? Oh,” she added, looking between him and Reagan. “Oh!”

“I might end up seeing what my prospects are like in California.” She shrugged, as if no big deal, and took another sip. “This really is tasty.”

“And that’s her version of a mic drop, ladies and gentlemen.” Graham clapped, startling a few patrons at surrounding tables, causing them all to laugh. “Well played, Ms. Athlete Liaison.”

“Thank you, thank you.” Reagan nodded her head regally at the congratulations. “So for my first job out of school . . . I wouldn’t call it an unqualified success, but I definitely got more out of it than I anticipated.”

“Experience?” Mariane asked, eyes twinkling. Brad nuzzled at her temple.

“Oh, definitely.” Reagan nodded quickly.

“New and exciting opportunities,” Kara added, and Graham stared at her so intently—not that Kara noticed—that Greg felt a little drop in his own belly for his friend’s intense longing.

“No doubt.” Reagan squeezed Greg’s knee under the table. She turned to look at him. “And a new appreciation for what the word ‘independent’ looks like in practice, not just theory.”

“They’re gonna kiss now,” Graham anticipated. “Let’s talk amongst ourselves while they’re over there being gross.”

“Ignore them,” Greg said under his breath, pulling her chair closer to his so he could give her a long, slow kiss. Without breaking contact with Reagan, he flipped off his groaning friends.

“Love you,” Reagan whispered as they pulled an inch apart. His heart clenched, and he prayed he never learned to take those words for granted. “Now, how long before we can get out of here? I have a lot of shoes to pack.”

He laughed, pulled her close, and mentally sent another mental message to his sixteen-year-old self.

Yeah. It really does get better. The best is coming up. Just hang on.

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FIGHT TO THE FINISH

COMING MARCH 2016 FROM BERKLEY SENSATION!

How did someone just knock on the door of the sexiest man ever? One who sent your pulse racing, your blood pounding, your knees weakening, and one who you could never actually be with?

Kara breathed in, then out. In one more time through the nose, and out, two, three, four . . .

“Mom!”

She jerked from her yoga breathing and looked down at her son. Not as much “down” as “over.” In the last three months he’d grown nearly three inches. Her little boy was no longer so little. “What?”

Zach indicated the door with both hands, which were still gripping the three bags of allergy-approved potato chips she’d brought so he didn’t feel bad being left out of potato salad. “Are you going to open the door? My hands are losing their grip here.”

“Be glad you aren’t one of those animals whose mothers eat their young. I’d be tempted.” With a sigh, she knocked on the door. There. That sounded like a normal knock. “Where’d a ten year old get such a smart mouth, anyway?”

“I come by it naturally,” he said with a grin that had her flashing an identical one back at him. The kid was incorrigible. It was one of the things she loved about him.

The door opened a moment later with her best friend, Marianne, standing in bare feet, jean Capris and an oversized Marine Corps boxing t-shirt. “Hey! Why’d you knock? We said to come in.”

“I like to be polite when I haven’t been to someone’s house before.”

“I have,” Zach reminded her, gliding past Marianne with a curt “Hey,” before dashing off to the backyard.

“He’s so refined,” Kara said with a groan. “Mr. Manners, for the win.”

“He’s ten. If he wasn’t a little obnoxious, I’d worry.” Her friend pulled her inside and gave her a side hug while closing the door. “But you know you’re welcome to walk in. Graham said as much.”

“Graham said as much,” Kara muttered under her breath. “Am I overdressed?”

Marianne surveyed Kara’s sun dress and wedge heels that had seemed like a good idea, and now appeared very out of place. “You’re cute. It’s a cute dress. Let’s put that away. Zach’s dessert?” she asked as she took the glass dish and walked it to the fridge.

“Says so on the label. He’s got some chips he can eat, though there’s plenty of that to share. Just have to—”

“Keep the utensils properly labeled for zero cross contamination. Graham’s already on it. He went out and bought big plastic blue serving spoons, because that’s Zach’s favorite color, and has warned everyone that using them improperly is punishable by death.”

Kara had to bite back the misty tears that threatened at the sentiment. “That’s . . . a little extreme, but sweet.”

“He’s a sweet guy.” Marianne popped the dessert in the fridge and hooked an arm around hers, linking elbows. “When are you going to let him take you out? The man seriously has it bad for you. You know it. I know it. Everyone knows it.”

“It’s not a good idea, and you know exactly why.” Feeling like an idiot because she couldn’t fix what wasn’t her problem to begin with, she shook her head. “I agreed to come over here because everyone else would be here and it’s a get-together and I could bring Zach, not a one-on-one thing. If you think my being here is giving him the wrong impression, I’ll grab Zach and we can go.”

Marianne’s teasing eyes softened at that. “Don’t go. I’m kidding. Not about him wanting you, that’s true. But you shouldn’t feel bad about it. He won’t make it uncomfortable.”

That was a fact. Though he had hinted, and made her very aware of his presence and desire, Graham Sweeney had not once pushed the issue of asking her out. It was as if he sensed her invisible male-repelling force field she had erected around her life and Zach’s, and respected it by standing just outside of it. Every so often, his toes might bump against the edge, but he remained outside the shield.

“Guess who’s here!” Marianne walked out through the back door and announced them with a flourish. “Which isn’t much of a guess, since Zach came out here five minutes ago.”

Reagan, all five foot ten goddess inches of her, stood from the patio chair and came to give her a hug. “Yes! Now we’re not outnumbered.”

“Hardly,” Graham said by the grill, hooking an arm around Zach’s head. The boy put up a token protest and squirmed, but Kara saw him grinning. “Us men still have four, to your female three.”

“Sorry, I wasn’t counting those who couldn’t drive yet.” Reagan blew Zach a kiss, which caused him to blush and run for a soccer ball in the corner of the yard to practice dribbling.

“Nice.” Kara settled down in a free chair and smoothed the skirt of her dress down primly. “What are we talking about?”

“First match,” Brad said. “Not for practice.”

Gregory Higgs, upon whose lap Reagan was perched, groaned. “Man, we’re here for fun. Don’t bring work into it.”

“But it’s something we all have in common,” Marianne pointed out. “We’re all connected to boxing, or the Marine Corps team, in some way.” She flushed as she looked at Reagan. “I mean, uh . . . okay sorry.”

Reagan waved that off. “I got my job back. But it’s not for me. Watching you guys box sort of made me queasy to my stomach. I’ll be looking for a new job after this for sure.”

“Then what else do we have to talk about?” Graham set a plate of burger patties on the table. “Hey, kid! Food!”

Kara bristled, then realized Zach liked the nickname and took no offense. He sprinted over to grab a burger, slap it on a bun and take off again.

“Guess he was hungry,” Graham said with a smile.

“Are those—”

“They’re from a peanut-free factory,” Graham assured her.

He settled in a chair beside Kara, crowding into her space without even moving closer. The man was just . . . potent. That was the only word for it. Potent. It was as if he took over everywhere he was.

“He was. I didn’t let him chow down on lunch like usual. Uh, the food,” she began, but stopped short when he held up a hand.

“I made some potato salad without mayo or eggs. Extra relish and mustard so it’s almost soupy, how he likes it. I double checked your blog to make sure the brands were the right kinds, without any of the cross-contamination stuff. And no tomatoes for the burgers.”

She stopped, stunned. “Thank you.”

“I like the kid.” He shrugged and sat back with a beer. “I’d rather he didn’t keel over in my backyard.”

So many danced around her son’s serious allergies, or made them something sacred they had to talk about in hushed tones, or treated them like the most annoying inconvenience in the world. Graham simply made it normal, and didn’t seem to shy away from using them as a good-natured joke.

So, tally time. The man looked like a Greek god, was smarter than anyone else she’d met, had the body of a serious athlete, and was contentious and sweet about her son’s limiting allergy needs.

The man had to be stopped.

*   *   *

SHE was fire and light. Energy, amusement. Everything a man needed to survive. Kara was everything he wanted.

Zach, Graham thought as he watched the boy spend thirty futile seconds attempting to kick the soccer ball from its wedged position in the corner of his fence before resorting to his hands, was a brilliant bonus.

Kara leaned forward, animatedly talking to Marianne about something. He caught a glimpse of the tops of her breasts, with a few freckles dusting the creamy skin. The straps left her toned, muscular shoulders and arms bare. Yoga and Pilates had definitely done her body good. And the frilly hem of her dress fluttered around her calves, tanned and toned from summer sessions outdoors.

Her dress was the perfect showcase for what she was, class and femininity encased in a tough exterior that took no shit and managed to keep up with a tireless young boy by herself.

He’d been attracted from the moment they’d met. Her single mom status had given him a moment’s pause—dating a woman with a child wasn’t something he’d considered before—but he’d very quickly moved past that nonexistent hurdle. The fact that she was still single amazed him. Either the men in this town were morons, or she was very good at hiding herself away.

“Any new yoga stories?” Marianne asked, settling down on the bench with her legs draped over Brad’s thighs, a plate of the trifle-like dessert Kara had brought balanced on her knees. She brushed one hand over the back of his neck, as if she couldn’t help herself. The Marine looked like he could slide into a puddle at her feet. Very different from how he’d been two months earlier . . . the stick-up-the-ass guy nobody wanted to hang out with because he was too intense for his own good.

“No new yoga stories.” With a secret smile, Kara sipped her water and crossed her legs at the ankles. A delicate silver ankle bracelet winked in the fading evening sun. “I’ve been dealing with these guys too much. Well,” she added, tapping a finger to the corner of her mouth. “There was that one . . .”

“Gimme!” Marianne leaned forward, upsetting the balance until Brad wrapped an arm around her waist and righted them again. “Spill. You know I live for these.”

Her finger tapped once more, and he had the urge to press his lips against that corner. As if she knew tapping there would draw his attention. “I really shouldn’t. Client privileged information.”

“That’s for lawyers and shrinks. Tell her, Sweeney,” Greg prompted.

“That’s for lawyers and shrinks,” he repeated, deadpan, and they all laughed.

“Well, have I told you all about . . .” She looked up, scanned the backyard to see where Zach was, then ended on a whisper, “Shrink Wrap Man?”

Most shook their heads. Greg grinned and rubbed his hands together. “This is gonna be good.”

“Okay. So you know how when you get hot dogs, they’re all smushed together in a pack of eight? And the plastic is pulled tight over each of the hot dogs?”

Graham started to grin slowly.

Kara sat back and waved a hand as if she were telling a classy joke in a cocktail lounge. “His penis looks sort of like that in his skin tight leggings when he does Downward Dog.”

Marianne burst out laughing, and Reagan gasped, eyes wide. “No!”

“Yes,” Kara said solemnly, taking a sip of her water. “I wish not, but very true. I’ve actually considered having Marianne make one of her famous pamphlets about the importance of wearing clothes that breathe during yoga, so he stops wearing those pants.”

“I’ll do it,” Marianne said with a gasp. “I’ll do it, just for you.”

“What’s so funny, Mom?” Zach called out from the corner.

“Nothing!” she answered quickly, waving him off to keep him from coming closer. “You’re doing great!”

Zach ignored that and ran closer to the group, scooping up a hot dog and taking a bite. Marianne burst out laughing, managed to squeeze out, “I’m gonna pee my pants!” and ran inside. The door slammed shut behind her.

“You should get a dog, you know,” Zach told Graham around a mouthful.

“Zach, manners.”

He shot his mother a chagrined look, swallowed, then said it again. “You should get a dog.”

“Why’s that? I’ve got you coming over here often enough to run around the back yard and eat my food. What do I need a dog for?”

Zach snorted and kicked the soccer ball into the back corner, sitting down beside him. Kara looked anxious, as if she didn’t want her son to be a bother. To ease her mind, he slung an arm over Zach’s chair.

“You need a dog ’cause you’ve got a back yard and you live alone. Why wouldn’t you have one?”

“I’m gone a lot,” Graham reminded him. “Especially with practice. Probably better if I wait on that.”

“I’d come take care of him for you.” Looking to his mother, Zach continued. “Couldn’t I? I’m responsible.”

Graham glanced at Kara, who had a stricken look on her face. “Bud, it’s just not the time for a pet right now.”

The toes of Zach’s tennis shoes scuffed the concrete pad of the patio. “Yeah. Okay.”

“Hey, Zach, could you run back out to the car and see if I left my sweater?” Kara rubbed her upper arms and shivered. “I’m getting a little cold.”

“Sure.” With a shrug, Zach held out his hands for the keys she dug from her purse and took off.

“I’m sorry,” she said to him softly after her son let the door bang on his way in. “He’s been asking for a dog since, I don’t know . . . he could say the word ‘dog.’ I said we couldn’t because we don’t have a yard, and you do, so . . .” She lifted her hands in silent confusion.

“It’s fine. Really. He’s a boy, of course he wants a dog. I’m not offended.” And if he thought for one minute Kara would let the boy claim ownership when he couldn’t care for it, he’d go out to the pound tomorrow and pick up the ugliest son of a bitch mutt he could find. He loved dogs, too. But without someone around to care for the animal when he was gone, it wasn’t fair.

“You didn’t have a sweater in the car, Mom. But I found this sweatshirt on the table so, here.” Zach thrust the oversized red and gold hoodie into Kara’s lap. She stared at it, a little horrified. “You said you were cold. Put it on.”

“Zach, you can’t just take people’s things without asking.” She glanced between the three men. “I’m sorry, whoever he stole this from.”

Graham bit the inside of his lip to keep from smiling. He knew for sure she’d sent Zach to the car just to get him out of earshot. Now he’d have some fun with it. “It’s mine, and you can wear it.”

“Oh, I couldn’t.” Her eyes narrowed, and her lips drew into a firm line. If she could have poked him with her fork, she would have. “Here.”

“I insist. As my guest, it’s my job to make sure you’re comfortable. Let me.” Torturing himself just a little, he stood and took the sweatshirt, holding it over her head. “Arms up.”

His friends watched with amusement, and Reagan’s eyes twinkled as Kara sighed with resignation and lifted her arms. He wiggled until the sleeves were in place, then stuck her head through it and let the material drift down. His fingertips skimmed the silky underside of her arms before dropping away.

Even that one touch would torment him for hours. God, she had the most beautiful skin.

And a missing head. Zach’s giggles caused him to look back. The hood had flopped forward, and Kara’s hands—covered by the too-long sleeves—were unable to push it back so her face could pop out. He helped maneuver the fabric until her head emerged. She gasped, as if coming up from a crashing wave. Her hair, once a smooth line of strawberry blonde silk, was fuzzy and a little mussed. For reasons that bewildered him, the flustered look on her face and the hair draped all over only made her more beautiful.

She met his eyes from upside down, and for a moment, the whole world faded away. His nose was an inch from hers. Her hair caught on her eyelashes, which were nearly as light as the strands. Those aqua blue irises were piercing. Was it his imagination, or did he hear her breath hitch a little, like his did . . .

“Mom, are they all coming to my Epi Pen party?”

Moment shattered, Graham jerked up and away.

“What’d I miss?” Marianne jumped back down from behind him out the back door.

“We were about to be invited to a party,” Reagan said. To Zach, she asked, “What’s an Epi Pen party?”

“My pens are expired, so I have to get new ones. Andplusalso, I’m getting bigger.” To illustrate, he flexed and showed off a puny adolescent biceps muscle. “So I get new pens and I get to play with the old ones.”

“First off,” Kara said calmly, “andplusalso is not a word, as I’ve told you a dozen times.”

“Mrs. Wrigby says it,” he said defensively.

“Mrs. Wrigby has twenty-five ten year olds she has to garner the attention of. I’m sure if she thought it would work, she’d teach you geography while doing an Irish step dance. She says it to be funny. And secondly, they don’t all need to come.” She sighed and looked at Marianne. “I was going to ask if you wanted to come over and check out his new pens, since the new pens are different, and you might watch him from time to time.”

“Because I’m a baby and can’t stay home alone,” Zach added, looking disgusted by the thought.

“Because you’re ten, and I’m not comfortable with it yet,” she shot back. “When he gets a new set of pens, I use the old ones for a quick brush up on training.”

“Can I come?” Reagan sat forward. “I’m interested. I’ve read your blog a little, and I’m intrigued. I can bring a movie and popcorn, and we can make a night of it.”

Graham waited for Kara to invite them all. After all, the guys had hung out with Zach on occasion, and Graham had taken the chance to hang out—not babysit, as he would never use the offending B word—with the kid to get to know him one on one. But Kara said nothing.

“Sounds good. Tomorrow night?”

Both other women nodded.

She sighed and rubbed a hand over her knees. “I think we’ll head out then. Thank you,” she added to Graham as she stood, “for the sweatshirt and the invitation.”

He shook his head as she started to pull her arm out of one sleeve. “Keep it until you get to the car. You know how chilly it is now.”

She glanced up at the sky, with the sun that still hadn’t quite set yet, and the balmy seventy-three degree weather. “Right. Zach, head in and grab the dessert dish. We’ve got to go.”

He looked like he wanted to argue, but one fulminating glare from his mother had him nodding and going in. But he ducked his head back out again and said, “Thank you for inviting us,” before closing the door behind him.

“Mr. Manners,” Kara murmured before standing herself. “Girls, I’ll see you tomorrow. Gentlemen, Tuesday at the gym.”

“I’ll walk you out,” Graham said before she could escape. “Not a problem.”

She wanted to argue, but he sent her the same fulminating stare she’d given her son, and she simply stood and walked into the house. Zach was already heading through the front door to the car, so he had her in the house alone.

“Thanks again for coming.”

She played with the strings of his hoodie. Though she was tall, the shirt swallowed her slender form. “You’re really nice to keep asking us . . . I mean, including Zach and all. I know his allergies make stuff like this difficult.” Her eyes, which had been wandering everywhere but at him, made contact with his. “I really appreciate that you made the effort.”

He’d have done it even if he’d disliked the kid’s mom. But the way she looked at him now, and the emotion in her voice for having made a simple potato salad . . . he’d keep a vat of the stuff in his fridge forever if she’d just keep looking at him that way. “It’s seriously no problem.”

“I’ve been doing this almost ten years. I know it’s not ‘no problem.’” She started toward the door, then, almost as a second thought, came back and kissed his cheek. “Thanks, Graham.”

She took off before he could ask her to stay, or ask her to dinner, or ask her to marry him . . .

You know, the usual.

Probably best she made her escape now. He could tap dance around a closing argument in court, and couldn’t manage to ask a woman to dinner. Or not that specific woman. He needed more time to prepare, and be ready to handle any argument she tossed at him for getting out of it.

He’d see her again soon. And he’d be ready.