Текст книги "The Long Dark Tea-Time Of The Soul"
Автор книги: Douglas Noel Adams
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Kate found such contentedness almost unbearably distressing.
«What's the matter with him?» she said quietly, and then instantly realised that she was talking as if he wasn't there when he could probably speak perfectly well for himself. Indeed, at that moment, he suddenly did speak.
«Oh, er, hi,» he said. «OK, yeah, thank you.»
«Er, hello,» she said, in response, though it didn't seem quite to fit. Or rather, what he had said didn't seem quite to fit. Standish made a gesture to her to discourage her from speaking.
«Er, yeah, a bagel would be fine,» said the contented man. He said it in a flat kind of tone, as if merely repeating something he had been given to say.
«Yeah, and maybe some juice,» he added. «OK, thanks.» He then relaxed into his state of empty watchfulness.
«A very unusual condition,» said Standish, «that is to say, we can only believe that it is entirely unique. I've certainly never heard of anything remotely like it. It has also proved virtually impossible to verify beyond question that it is what it appears to be, so I'm glad to say that we have been spared the embarrassment of attempting to give the condition a name.»
«Would you like me to help Mr Elwes back to bed?» asked the orderly of Standish. Standish nodded. He didn't bother to waste words on minions.
The orderly bent down to talk to the patient.
«Mr Elwes?» he said quietly.
Mr Elwes seemed to swim up out of a reverie.
«Mmmm?» he said, and suddenly looked around. He seemed confused.
«Oh! Oh? What?» he said faintly.
«Would you like me to help you back to bed?»
«Oh. Oh, thank you, yes. Yes, that would be kind.»
Though clearly dazed and bewildered, Mr Elwes was quite able to get himself back into bed, and all the orderly needed to supply was reassurance and encouragement. Once Mr Elwes was well settled, the orderly nodded politely to Standish and Kate and made his exit.
Mr Elwes quickly lapsed back into his trancelike state, lying propped up against an escarpment of pillows. His head dropped forward slightly and he stared at one of his knees, poking up bonily from under the covers.
«Get me New York,» he said.
Kate shot a puzzled glance at Standish, hoping for some kind of explanation, but got none.
«Oh, OK,» said Mr Elwes, «it's 541 something. Hold on.» He spoke another four digits of a number in his dead, flat voice.
«What is happening here?» asked Kate at last.
«It took us rather a long time to work it out. It was only quite by the remotest chance that someone discovered it. That television was on in the room…»
He pointed to the small portable set off to one side of the bed.
«…tuned to one of those chat programme things, which happened to be going out live. Most extraordinary thing. Mr Elwes was sitting here muttering about how much he hated the BBC – don't know if it was the BBC, perhaps it was one of those other channels they have now – and was expressing an opinion about the host of the programme, to the effect that he considered him to be a rectum of some kind, and saying furthermore that he wished the whole thing was over and that, yes, all right he was coming, and then suddenly what he was saying and what was on the television began in some extraordinary way almost to synchronise.»
«I don't understand what you mean,» said Kate.
«I'd be surprised if you did,» said Standish. «Everything that Elwes said was then said just a moment later on the television by a gentleman by the name of Mr Dustin Hoffman. It seems that Mr Elwes here knows everything that this Mr Hoffman is going to say just a second or so before he says it. It is not, I have to say, something that Mr Hoffman would be very pleased about if he knew. Attempts have been made to alert the gentleman to the problem, but he has proved to be somewhat difficult to reach.»
«Just what the shit is going on here?» asked Mr Elwes placidly.
«Mr Hoffman is, we believe, currently making a film on location somewhere on the west coast of America.»
He looked at his watch.
«I think he has probably just woken up in his hotel and is making his early morning phone calls,» he added.
Kate was gazing with astonishment between Standish and the extraordinary Mr Elwes.
«How long has the poor man been like this?»
«Oh, about five years I think. Started absolutely out of the blue. He was sitting having dinner with his family one day as usual when suddenly he started complaining about his caravan. And then shortly afterwards about how he was being shot. He then spent the entire night talking in his sleep, repeating the same apparently meaningless phrases over and over again and also saying that he didn't think much of the way they were written. It was a very trying time for his family, as you can imagine, living with such a perfectionist actor and not even realising it. It now seems very surprising how long it took them to identify what was occurring. Particularly when he once woke them all up in the early hours of the morning to thank them and the producer and the director for his Oscar.»
Kate, who didn't realise that the day was still only softening her up for what was to come, made the mistake of thinking that it had just reached a climax of shock.
«The poor man,» she said in a hushed voice. «What a pathetic state to be in. He's just living as someone else's shadow.»
«I don't think he's in any pain.»
Mr Elwes appeared to be quietly locked in a bitter argument which seemed to touch on the definitions of the words «points» «gross», «profits» and «limo».
«But the implications of this are extraordinary aren't they?» said Kate. «He's actually saying these things moments before Dustin Hoffman?»
«Well, it's all conjecture of course. We've only got a few clear instances of absolute correlation and we just haven't got the opportunity to do more thorough research. One has to recognise that those few instances of direct correlation were not rigorously documented and could more simply be explained as coincidence. The rest could be merely the product of an elaborate fantasy.»
«But if you put this case next to that of the girl we just saw…»
«Ah, well we can't do that you see. We have to judge each case on its own merits.»
«But they're both in the same world…»
«Yes, but there are separate issues. Obviously, if Mr Elwes here could demonstrate significant precognition of, for instance, the head of the Soviet Union or, better still, the President of the United States, then clearly there would be important defence issues involved and one might be prepared to stretch a point on the question of what is and what is not coincidence and fantasy, but for a mere screen actor – that is, a screen actor with no apparent designs on political office – I think that, no, we have to stick to the principles of rigorous science.»
«So,» he added, turning to leave, and drawing Kate with him, «I think that in the cases of both Mr Elwes and, er, what-was-her-name, the charming girl in the wheelchair, it may be that we are not able to be of much more help to them, and we may need the space and facilities for more deserving cases.»
Kate could think of nothing to say to this and followed, seething dumbly.
«Ah, now here we have an altogether much more interesting and promising case,» said Standish, forging on ahead through the next set of double doors.
Kate was trying to keep her reactions under control, but nevertheless even someone as glassy and Martian as Mr Standish could not help but detect that his audience was not absolutely with him. A little extra brusqueness and impatience crept into his demeanour, to join forces with the large quantities of brusqueness and impatience which were already there.
They paced down the corridor for a few seconds in silence. Kate was looking for other ways of casually introducing the subject of recent admissions, but was forced to concede to herself that you cannot attempt to introduce the same subject three times in a row without beginning to lose that vital quality of casualness. She glanced as surreptitiously as she could at each door they passed, but most were firmly closed, and the ones that were not revealed nothing of interest.
She glanced out of a window as they walked past it and noticed a van turning into a roar courtyard. It caught her attention in the brief instant that it was within her view because it very clearly wasn't a baker's van or a laundry van. Baker's vans and laundry vans advertise their business and have words like «Bakery» and «Laundry» painted on them, whereas this van was completely blank. It had absolutely nothing to say to anyone and it said it loudly and distinctly.
It was a large, heavy, serious-looking van that was almost on the verge of being an actual lorry, and it was painted in a uniform dark metallic grey. It reminded Kate of the huge gun-metal-grey freight lorries which thunder through Bulgaria and Yugoslavia on their way from Albania with nothing but the word «Albania» stencilled on their sides. She remembered wondering what it was that the Albanians exported in such an anonymous way, but when on one occasion she had looked it up, she found that their only export was electricity – which, if she remembered her high school physics correctly, was unlikely to be moved around in lorries.
The large, serious-looking van turned and started to reverse towards a rear entrance to the hospital. Whatever it was that the van usually carried, Kate thought, it was about either to pick it up or deliver it. She moved on.
A few moments later Standish arrived at a door, knocked at it gently and looked enquiringly into the room within. He then beckoned to Kate to follow him in.
This was a room of an altogether different sort. Immediately within the door was an ante-room with a very large window through which the main room could be seen. The two rooms were clearly sound-proofed from each other, because the anteroom was decked out with monitoring equipment and computers, not one of which but didn't hum loudly to itself, and the main room contained a woman lying in bed, asleep.
«Mrs Elspeth May,» said Standish, and clearly felt that he was introducing the top of the bill. Her room was obviously a very good one – spacious and furnished comfortably and expensively. Fresh flowers stood on every surface, and the bedside table on which Mrs May's knitting lay was of mahogany.
She herself was a comfortably shaped, silver-haired lady of late middle age, and she was lying asleep half propped up in bed on a pile of pillows, wearing a pink woolly cardigan. After a moment it became clear to Kate that though she was asleep she was by no means inactive. Her head lay back peacefully with her eyes closed, but her right hand was clutching a pen which was scribbling away furiously on a large pad of paper which lay beside her. The hand, like the wheelchair girl's mouth, seemed to lead an independent and feverishly busy existence. Some small pinkish electrodes were taped to Mrs May's forehead just below her hairline, and Kate assumed that these were providing some of the readings which danced across the computer screens in the ante-room in which she and Standish stood. Two whitecoated men and a woman sat monitoring the equipment, and a nurse stood watching through the window. Standish exchanged a couple of brief words with them on the current state of the patient, which was universally agreed to be excellent.
Kate could not escape the impression that she ought to know who Mrs May was, but she didn't and was forced to ask.
«She is a medium,» said Standish a little crossly, «as I assumed you would know. A medium of prodigious powers. She is currently in a trance and engaged in automatic writing. She is taking dictation. Virtually every piece of dictation she receives is of inestimable value. You have not heard of her?»
Kate admitted that she had not.
«Well, you are no doubt familiar with the lady who claimed that Mozart, Beethoven and Schubert were dictating music to her?»
«Yes, I did hear about that. There was a lot of stuff in colour supplements about her a few years ago.»
«Her claims were, well, interesting, if that's the sort of thing you're interested in. The music was certainly more consistent with what might be produced by each of those gentlemen quickly and before breakfast, than it was with what you would expect from a musically unskilled middle-aged housewife.»
Kate could not let this pomposity pass.
«That's a rather sexist viewpoint,» she said, «George Eliot was a middle-aged housewife.»
«Yes, yes,» said Standish testily, «but she wasn't taking musical dictation from the deceased Wolfgang Amadeus. That's the point I'm making. Please try and follow the logic of this argument and do not introduce irrelevancies. If I felt for a moment that the example of George Eliot could shed any light on our present problem, you could rely on me to introduce it myself.
Where was I?»
«I don't know.»
«Mabel. Doris? Was that her name? Let us call her Mabel. The point is that the easiest way of dealing with the Doris problem was simply to ignore it. Nothing very important hinged on it at all. A few concerts. Second rate material. But here, here we have something of an altogether different nature.»
He said this last in hushed tones and turned to study a TV monitor which stood among the bank of computer screens. It showed a close-up of Mrs May's hand scuttling across her pad of paper. Her hand largely obscured what she had written, but it appeared to be mathematics of some kind.
«Mrs May is, or so she claims, taking dictation from some of the greatest physicists. From Einstein and from Heisenberg and Planck. And it is very hard to dispute her claims, because the information being produced here, by automatic writing, by this…untutored lady, is in fact physics of a very profound order.
From the late Einstein we are getting more and more refinements to our picture of how time and space work at a macroscopic level, and from the late Heisenberg and Planck we are increasing our understanding of the fundamental structures of matter at a quantum level. And there is absolutely no doubt that this information is edging us closer and closer towards the elusive goal of a Grand Unified Field Theory of Everything.
Now this produces a very interesting, not to say somewhat embarrassing situation for scientists because the means by which the information is reaching us seems to be completely contrary to the meaning of the information.»
«It's like Uncle Henry,» said Kate, suddenly.
Standish looked at her blankly.
«Uncle Henry thinks he's a chicken,» Kate explained.
Standish looked at her blankly again.
«You must have heard it,» said Kate. «„We're terribly worried about Uncle Henry. He thinks he's a chicken.“ „Well, why don't you send him to the doctor?“ „Well, we would only we need the eggs.“».
Standish stared at her as if a small but perfectly formed elderberry tree had suddenly sprung unbidden from the bridge of her nose.
«Say that again,» he said in a small, shocked voice.
«What, all of it?»
«All of it.»
Kate stuck her fist on her hip and said it again, doing the voices with a bit more dash and Southern accents this time.
«'That's brilliant,» Standish breathed when she had done.
«You must have heard it before,» she said, a little surprised by this response. «It's an old joke.»
«No,» he said, «I have not. We need the eggs. We need the eggs. We need the eggs. „We can't send him to the doctor because we need the eggs.“ An astounding insight into the central paradoxes of the human condition and of our indefatigable facility for constructing adaptive rationales to account for it. Good God.»
Kate shrugged.
«And you say this is a joke?» demanded Standish incredulously.
«Yes. It's very old, really.»
«And are they all like that? I never realised.»
«Well» —
«I'm astounded,» said Standish, «utterly astounded. I thought that jokes were things that fat people said on television and I never listened to them. I feel that people have been keeping something from me. Nurse!»
The nurse who had been keeping watch on Mrs May through the window jumped at being barked at unexpectedly like this.
«Er, yes, Mr Standish?» she said. He clearly made her nervous.
«Why have you never told me any jokes?»
The nurse stared at him, and quivered at the impossibility of even knowing how to think about answering such a question.
«Er, well…»
«Make a note of it will you? In future I will require you and all the other staff in this hospital to tell me all the jokes you have at your disposal, is that understood?»
«Er, yes, Mr Standish» —
Standish looked at her with doubt and suspicion.
«You do know some jokes do you, nurse?» he challenged her.
«Er, yes, Mr Standish, I think, yes I do.»
«Tell me one.»
«What, er, now, Mr Standish?»
«This instant.»
«Er, well, um – there's one which is that a patient wakes up after having, well, that is, he's been to, er, to surgery, and he wakes up and, it's not very good, but anyway, he's been to surgery and he says to the doctor when he wakes up, „Doctor, doctor, what's wrong with me, I can't feel my legs.“ And the doctor says, „Yes, I'm afraid we've had to amputate both your arms.“ And that's it really. Er, that's why he couldn't feel his legs, you see.»
Mr Standish looked at her levelly for a moment or two.
«You're on report, nurse,» he said.
«Yes, Mr Standish.»
He turned to Kate.
«Isn't there one about a chicken crossing a road or some such thing?»
«Er, yes,» said Kate, doubtfully. She felt she was caught in a bit of a situation here.
«And how does that go?»
«Well,» said Kate, «it goes „Why did the chicken cross the road?“»
«Yes? And?»
«And the answer is „To get to the other side“.»
«I see.» Standish considered things for a moment. «And what does this chicken do when it arrives at the other side of the road?.»
«History does not relate,» replied Kate promptly. «I think that falls outside the scope of the joke, which really only concerns itself with the journey of the chicken across the road and the chicken's reasons for making it. It's a little like a Japanese haiku in that respect.»
Kate suddenly found she was enjoying herself. She managed a surreptitious wink at the nurse, who had no idea what to make of anything at all.
«I see,» said Standish once again, and frowned. «And do these, er, jokes require the preparatory use of any form of artificial stimulant?»
«Depends on the joke, depends on who it's being told to.»
«Hmm, well I must say, you've certainly opened up a rich furrow for me, Miss, er. It seems to me that the whole field of humour could benefit from close and immediate scrutiny. Clearly we need to sort out the jokes which have any kind of genuine psychological value from those which merely encourage drug abuse and should be stopped. Good.»
He turned to address the white-coated researcher who was studying the TV monitor on which Mrs May's scribblings were being tracked.
«Anything fresh of value from Mr Einstein?» he asked.
The researcher did not move his eyes from the screen. He replied, «It says „How would you like your eggs? Poached or boiled?“»
Again, Standish paused.
«Interesting,» he said, «very interesting. Continue to make at careful note of everything she writes. Come.» This last he said to Kate, and made his way out of the room.
«Very strange people, physicists,» he said as soon as they were outside again. «In my experience the ones who aren't actually dead are in some way very ill. Well, the afternoon presses on and I'm sure that you are keen to get away and write your article, Miss, er. I certainly have things urgently awaiting my attention and patients awaiting my care. So, if you have no more questions» —
«There is just one thing, Mr Standish.» Kate decided, to hell with it. «We need to emphasise that it's up to the minute. Perhaps if you could spare a couple more minutes we could go and see whoever is your most recent admission.»
«I think that would be a little tricky. Our last admission was about a month ago and she died of pneumonia two weeks after admission.»
«Oh, ah. Well, perhaps that isn't so thrilling. So. No new admissions in the last couple of days. No admissions of anyone particularly large or blond or Nordic, with a fur coat or a sledgehammer perhaps. I mean, just for instance.» An inspiration struck her. «A re-admission perhaps?»
Standish regarded her with deepening suspicion.
«Miss, er» —
«Schechter.»
«Miss Schechter, I begin to get the impression that your interests in the hospital are not» —
He was interrupted at that moment by the swing-doors just behind them in the corridor being pushed open. He looked up to see who it was, and as he did so his manner changed.
He motioned Kate sharply to stand aside while a large trolley bed was wheeled through the doors by an orderly. A sister and another nurse followed in attendance, and gave the impression that they were the entourage in a procession rather than merely nurses about their normal business.
The occupant of the trolley was a delicately frail old man with skin like finely veined parchment.
The rear section of the trolley was inclined upwards at a very slight angle so that the old man could survey the world as it passed him, and he surveyed it with a kind of quiet, benevolent horror. His mouth hung gently open and his head lolled very slightly, so that every slightest bump in the progress of the trolley caused it to roll a little to one side or the other. Yet in spite of his fragile listlessness, the air he emanated was that of very quietly, very gently, owning everything.
It was the one eye which conveyed this. Each thing it rested on, whether it was the view through a window, or the nurse who was holding back the door so that the trolley could move through it without impediment, or whether it was on Mr Standish, who suddenly was all obsequious charm and obeisance, all seemed instantly gathered up into the domain ruled by that eye.
Kate wondered for a moment how it was that eyes conveyed such an immense amount of information about their owners. They were, after all, merely spheres of white gristle. They hardly changed as they got older, apart from getting a bit redder and a bit runnier. The iris opened and closed a bit, but that was all. Where did all this flood of information come from? Particularly in the case of a man with only one of them and only a sealed up flap of skin in place of the other.
She was interrupted in this line of thought by the fact that at that instant the eye in question moved on from Standish and settled on her. The grip it exerted was so startling that she almost yelped.
With the frailest of faint motions the old man signalled to the orderly who was pushing the trolley to pause. The trolley drew to a halt and when the noise of its rolling wheels was stilled there was, for a moment, no other noise to be heard other than the distant hum of an elevator.
Then the elevator stopped.
Kate returned his look with a little smiling frown as if to say, «Sorry, do I know you?» and then wondered to herself if in fact she did. There was some fleeting familiarity about his face, but she couldn't quite catch it. She was impressed to notice that though this was only a trolley bed he was in, the bed linen that his hands lay on was real linen, freshly laundered and ironed.
Mr Standish coughed slightly and said, «Miss, er, this is one of our most valued and, er, cherished patients, Mr»-
«Are you quite comfortable, Mr Odwin?» interrupted the Sister helpfully. But there was no need. This was one patient whose name Standish most certainly knew.
Odin quieted her with the slightest of gestures.
«Mr Odwin,» said Standish, «this is Miss, er» —
Kate was about to introduce herself once more when she was suddenly taken completely by surprise.
«I know exactly who she is,» said Odin in a quiet but distinct voice, and there was in his eye for a moment the sense of an aerosol looking meaningfully at a wasp.
She tried to be very formal and English.
«I'm afraid,» she said stiffly, «that you have the advantage of me.»
«Yes,» said Odin.
He gestured to the orderly, and together they resumed their leisurely passage down the corridor. Glances were exchanged between Standish and the Sister, and then Kate was startled to notice that there was someone else standing in the corridor there with them.
He had not, presumably, appeared there by magic. He had merely stood still when the trolley moved on, and his height, or rather his lack of it, was such that he had simply hitherto been hidden behind it.
Things had been much better when he had been hidden.
There are some people you like immediately, some whom you think you might learn to like in the fullness of time, and some that you simply want to push away from you with a sharp stick. It was instantly apparent into which category, for Kate, the person of Toe Rag fell. He grinned and stared at her, or rather, appeared to stare at some invisible fly darting round her head.
He ran up, and before she could prevent him, grabbed hold of her right hand in his and shook it wildly up and down.
«I, too, have the advantage of you, Miss Schechter,» he said, and gleefully skipped away up the corridor.
