Текст книги "Night Fury: First Act"

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Chapter Thirteen

Have you ever been so embarrassed about something all you wanted to do was crawl in a hole and die?

Well, that’s exactly how I feel right now.

My feet move quickly up the stairs and down the hall to my room, where I throw open the door, close it behind me and lock it. I shrug out of my dress, humiliated at the fact I wore something special for a man who didn’t appreciate it. A man who didn’t want me.

I feel rejected for all the wrong reasons.

A day ago, Clark was just my friend. And without him even knowing, I have spent the last twenty-four hours contemplating our non-existent relationship beyond repair.

I quickly dress in plain black pyjama pants and a loose white tee; I slide on my slippers and retreat to a place I always feel welcome. Going the long way around to avoid our guests, I slip downstairs and out Bob’s private entrance to the side of the building. I tiptoe my way to the back entry, where my haven awaits me.

I shuffle over to the garden, but surprise has me screeching to a halt.

Clark sits at the bench by the tree beside my garden.

Sighing, I run my hand through my hair and take a small step forward. Clark sits with his elbows resting on his knees, his face in his hands. The sound of leaves crunching beneath my feet has Clark looking up at me. His eyes meet mine in an intense stare.

My heart rate spikes. “Hi.”

He looks at me a moment longer, and he looks at me as though I’m a stranger. “Hey.”

So very awkward.

Make it stop.

Clark doesn’t look up at me, but his voice comes out thick and low. “What’s happening with us, Cat?” When I don’t make an attempt to answer—because, quite frankly, I have no idea what to say—he sighs, “I know you know. Frankie warned me before I came out looking for you.”

I slowly make my way over to the bench and hesitantly sit by his side. I didn’t want to go here tonight, especially when Clark’s date is waiting for him inside, but there’s no avoiding it. “I don’t know anything. I thought she was joking.” I roll my eyes and nudge him gently with my shoulder. “You know how Frankie is; she’s sarcastic so often she even starts to believe her own bullshit.”

Much to my relief, he chuckles. “Yeah, I know, but she’s honest when counts.” He leans forward and places his elbows back onto his knees. “It’s true though; she wasn’t lying.” He turns his head and says sincerely, “I think I’m in love with you.”

My throat tightens, along with my gut. I’m finding it hard to breathe.

Love hasn’t worked out well for me in the past. It’s not something I associate with happy emotions.

“How do you know?” I whisper.

He barks out a humourless laugh. “I know, Cat. I just know,” he pauses, “or at least I thought I did. I’m not sure about anything anymore.” He looks over at me. “You know why I didn’t bring Michelle here earlier?”

I shake my head in complete silence.

He explains, “Because I wasn’t sure if I was in love with you, or if I was in love with Cat from three years ago.” He breathes deeply and continues on an exhale, “Then you came back to Mirage, and all these feelings came rushing back from where I hid them, but I was already seeing Michelle. I didn’t want to be unfair to her, so I delayed her meeting you all. So when I finally decided to bring her down here to meet you guys, Frankie took the opportunity to spill her guts to you, and when we got here, you start acting like a little kid who had to share her favourite toy.”

I flush and glare all at once. “I did not!”

He smirks. “You did, Cat. You really did.” Placing my hands on the bench, I bite my lip to stop myself from getting defensive. A warm hand comes over mine, and I look up into Clark’s eyes. He utters, “It’s okay. I would’ve done the same thing.”

My gaze moves to my garden—my pride and joy—and without permission, my mouth opens and reveals things I never intended to share. “I had the biggest crush on you.” I smile into the night. “You were my guy, but you didn’t even know it. I was fifteen when I saw you for the first time. I knew what Mirage was and why you were there, but I was never allowed near you, and I think in a lot of ways that made you safe. You were a really safe person for me to have a crush on.”

He smiles sadly, and I know this isn’t something he wants to hear.

I go on, “Then came time for my first initiation mission, and I had to work with you. And when I got to know you...” I pause for a moment, unsure if I want to tell him anymore. Acting against my gut feeling, I tell him honestly, “...I thought you were amazing, everything a girl could ever want in a guy. You were super smart and sweet. You were attentive and gave me your time, and I,” I swallow hard and whisper, “I was in love with you, for a very long time.”

Clark sucks in a quick breath. I can feel his eyes on me when he mutters, “I feel like there’s a but in there somewhere.”

A small smile tilts my lips. “But a lot has happened. It’s been years, and what happened with James...it hurt. There was a long time where I questioned my every feeling, because it felt like everything was a lie, and...” my heart sinks as I realise now is the time to be honest, cruelly so, “...and I forgot about you. You drifted into the background. I was locked out of Mirage and focused on training. I didn’t want to love you anymore, and subconsciously, I think I stopped.”

The silence wraps around us in a cocoon of discomfort, but if I have to be here with anyone, I’m glad it’s with Clark. He has a way of making a person feel better, just by doing nothing other than being in their presence.

A minute passes. Then two. Finally, he speaks gently, “This is so fucked up.”

That being the farthest thing from what I imagined he would say, a startled laugh flies out of me. Relief loosens some of the tension in my chest. “Yeah. It is. Fucked. Totally.”

Clark smiles that mischievous smile I love and mutters, “God, it was fun watching you be all jealous over me.”

Infuriating man. “I was not jealous.”

He bumps me with his shoulder. “You were. Which brings up the questions: why were you jealous, and why do you care so much?”

Frustration causes me to bark out, “I don’t care!”

In a moment of serene clarity, my mind’s eye winks at me as the answer is presented plain and simple.

My brow furrows. I blink and whisper, “I don’t care.”

I don’t care. Not even an iota. I don’t care if Clark is dating Michelle.

I’m not in love with Clark.

“I’m sorry, Clark. I don’t care.” I look over at him and my heart skips a beat.

The hurt written on his face is impossible for him to mask. His brows rise as he mutters, “Wow. Ouch.”

There is one thing I feel I need to do to prove this sudden epiphany.

“Kiss me, Clark.”

His brows almost hit his hairline. He sputters, “W-what?”

I shrug. “Kiss me. Please.” When all he does is blink and look at me like I’ve lost my mind, I add in complete seriousness, “I need you to do this. It’s the only way I’ll know for sure. Please, kiss me.”

He swallows, leans forward and stops a hairs breadth away from my lips. His breath warms me as he whispers, “I’ve wanted to do this for years.” Then his lips are on mine.

This is not the gentle kiss I had imagined almost a million times over. This kiss is desperate and forceful, as if he is begging me to love him. And it makes my heart hurt.

My mouth opens to his, and the tip of his tongue darts out to coax mine.

It’s pleasant. And warm. And inviting—in a very platonic way. He tastes like cola and smells sweet, like apples. But...

“Wait.”

Clark’s body stiffens as he pulls away from me. He cringes. “Was it bad? It was bad, wasn’t it?”

“No! It wasn’t. It was very nice, Clark, but...”

I try to find the words. Luckily for me, Clark fills the missing spaces easily enough. He sighs, “But it’s not enough.”

A feeling of helplessness pulses through me. I feel like an asshole. “I’m so sorry, Clark. I wouldn’t have asked you to do that if I didn’t need to know. I would never lead you on.”

He nods. “I know. And in a way, I’m glad we got this out of the way. Now we know.” His smile doesn’t reach his eyes. “It is what it is.”

Without another word spoken, he stands, places his hands in his pockets and starts to walk back to the kitchen entrance.

I whisper to his retreating back, “I’ll always love you, Clark, just not in the way you need me to.” Wide awake and needing a distraction, I look over to the barn and decide to lose myself for a little longer before I call it a night.

***

If you were outside looking in, Mirage would not look like a threat. With only two desks, a few whiteboards, filing cabinets up the wazoo, printers and fax machines, it would look about as dangerous as an office anywhere in the world.

Looks can be so very deceiving.

Mirage may look identical to any other office space, but it is the nerve centre of a powerful operation; one I don’t fully understand myself. A fax, email or phone call to Mirage will end a life in a matter of days. Chances are that life will meet an end by my own hand.

Such is life, I suppose.

The first thing I did when I made my way inside was turn on the radio and put the volume up high enough to make my eardrums ring.

Music and songs are strange things. They can take you on a journey so far away, so deep into your mind you don’t realise you’ve been taken away until the very last note sounds and you’re brought tumbling back to reality.

Music is a beautiful thing.

So is communion wine.

When you take music and add communion wine, you’re in for a good time.

Sitting my butt on the floor with my back against Clark’s desk, I open the bottle of wine and take a hefty swig. Then another. And another after that. With the music playing and the wine warming my belly, I lean my head back on the desk and close my eyes. I try to see the good in what happened tonight, but hurting Clark in the meantime sucks.

I would never hurt anyone willingly. As I think about that statement, I chuckle to myself.

I’ll kill a man, but the thought of hurting my friend’s feelings makes me ill?

Oh, man. I am all sorts of screwed up.

When the bottle of wine is pulled from my hands, I jerk upright in shock and open my eyes. Marco sits close to me and tilts the bottle of wine up, taking a swig. Snatching the stereo remote from my other hand, he turns down the music to a barely audible level and apologises, “Sorry I fucked up your dress.”

I watch him through narrowed brows for a moment before snatching back the wine, taking a sip and responding, “It’s okay. It was only water, and it was as much my fault as it was yours.”

“You looked like you were about to cry.”

I sniff indignantly and lie, “I don’t cry.”

Marco’s lip twitches. “Not sure I believe that. Everyone cries.”

Raising a brow, I ask, “Even you?”

He nods once, firmly. “Even me. Haven’t for a long time, but yeah, I’ve cried.” I snort and he asks, “What? You’ve never cried before?”

I roll my eyes. “Of course I’ve cried; I just never thought you would admit a weakness so freely.”

“Weakness? Oh, no, honey, you’ve got it all wrong. I supplied the answer willingly. Freely. If you think that’s a weakness, you’re looking at it all wrong. I’m not ashamed. I have nothing to hide. I’m unaffected. I took all the power out of that weakness when I told you about it. Now try to use it against me sometime. It has no effect on me.” He smirks. “I win.”

This point is valid. And I approve. My brows rise in appreciation, and also because I may be slightly tipsy.

Touché.

The wine I’ve drunk sloshes and splashes against my brain, making my head fuzzy. I blurt out, “I kissed Clark tonight.”

Pausing mid-swig, he stills a moment before taking a mouthful of wine. “Well, I guess it was bound to happen. The guy carries a torch for you; that much is obvious.” He makes a face. “Coming onto you while his girl’s inside though—”

I cut him off with, “I asked him to kiss me.”

He doesn’t respond, just lifts the bottle to drink again.

The silence makes me edgy. So edgy, I ramble, “I loved him for a while. It was years ago though. Then I fell in love with someone else; someone I shouldn’t have. Things turned to shit real fast for me, and I forgot about him. That should’ve been my first clue. You don’t forget about people you love, right?” He opens his mouth to respond, but I’m on a roll. “So I thought if he kissed me and I felt it, it would be worth it. Because if I felt the zing, he’d be someone I could love.” Marco looks straight ahead, not giving away a thing with his expression. His face remains devoid.

I snatch the wine from between us and guzzle a quarter of the bottle in one shot. The warmth in my stomach spreads through my body until I feel tingles in my fingers and toes.

I’m comfortably numb in our shared silence.

But my mouth isn’t. “It’s just so confusing. The first experience I ever had with a man felt like it was the best thing ever. He made me feel loved, and special, and that’s a rare thing, I think.” I pause a second and continue a on a hush, “but it was all bullshit, Marco, and it fucking hurt. It hurt so much I thought I’d never recover. And that feeling part of my brain broke. I felt cold for a long time. Until just recently.” I breathe deeply and close my eyes as my head swims in a happy haze. “First, James, then this thing with Clark, and the dream I had about you, and I’m thinking men are just trouble and I should think seriously about turning lesbian.”

Marco’s gravelly chuckle warms me. He pries the wine bottle away from my tight grip, gently running his thumb over the back of my hand.

This silence feels safe.

I feel safe here with Marco.

His rough voice breaks through my pleasant buzz. “What dream?”

Chapter Fourteen

“What dream?” I repeat stupidly.

Marco turns to eye me. “The dream you had about me.”

I backtrack. What the heck did I just say? “I didn’t have a dream about you.”

Crap.

There’s no way he believed that. I didn’t believe that. I’m such a bad liar when I’m drunk.

His body shakes in silent laughter, and he shakes his head, smiling. “Yeah, you did, sweetheart. And now my interest is piqued. You can’t say something like that, then leave me hanging. I want to know what I said and did in this dream to have you swearing off men and turning into a rug-muncher,” he pauses, “not that there’s anything wrong with that.”

Still fairly buzzed, the words slip out of my overactive mouth. “You didn’t do anything. It wasn’t you. It was my subconscious. And it wasn’t a bad dream, really. It was just surprising, I guess.”

We don’t talk for a minute. Or two. Maybe it’s three—I’m not sure.

I can hear the amusement in his voice when he asks, “Why, Cat—you didn’t have a dirty dream about me, did you?”

“It wasn’t all dirty.” Someone staple my mouth shut. “I just don’t understand why it was you and not Clark I dreamt about.” Marco makes a noise low in his throat in offense, and I quickly soothe his pride with a slap to his thigh. “Oh, shut it. You know you’re attractive.”

Marco grunts his approval. “I think it makes sense.”

I can’t help it. Laughter bursts out of me, hearty and loud. “Oh, man, you’re all ego.” Straightening my face, I turn to him and utter deadpanned, “Careful. Your ginormous head may not fit through the door on your way out.”

His grin is so beautiful; I want to lick him. “Fuck, you’re adorable when you’re drinking. But that’s not what I meant.” He quickly sobers. “Your mind protects you in ways you can’t even imagine. Your subconscious plays a huge part in that, and it would make sense for you to dream about me and not Clark. Although we’re both a part of your everyday world now, in your mind’s eye, I’m the safer bet.” He lifts the bottle of wine and takes a small sip. “You could fall in love with Clark. That’s not an option with me,” he winks at me, “and that’s what makes me dream-worthy.”

I suppose that makes sense. But then, things that don’t make sense normally do when you’ve downed three-quarters of a bottle of wine on a near-empty stomach.

Something about what he just said bothers me though. “Why is falling in love with you not an option?”

His face voids of expression and he shrugs. “Because I’m an asshole.”

He says this so seriously—so matter-of-factly—my heart squeezes. I’m sad for him.

Everyone deserves love.

“I don’t think you can help who you fall in love with.” I paste on a small smile. “Even assholes need love.”

He eyes my smile. “I hope you never meet an asshole who changes your mind about that. Really, I do.”

Good Lord. Get a load of Debbie Downer. “Why are you such a cynic?”

He sighs, “Because I was that guy who changed the good girl’s mind about loving an asshole. And now, she’s a cynic too.”

I want to be surprised by this morsel of information. Sadly, I’m not. “I bet she thought you were worth it,” I whisper. My body betrays me when my tongue darts out to lick my lips. “I bet when you were with her, you made it worth it.”

Marco groans while running a hand down his face. “You can’t say shit like that to me, pussy cat.”

Confusion clouds my mind. “Why not?”

Leaning towards me, his eyes flash. “Because when you say shit like that, it makes me want to kiss you. And if I kiss you, I won’t stop at your mouth. I probably won’t stop ‘til you’re in my bed, under me, moaning my name while I watch you come. And then Bob will cut off my dick. Literally.”

I want that. Not his dick getting cut off, but the under him part.

Oh, God. Why do I want that?

My body instinctively leans closer to him. His eyes search me, eyeing my body language. They blaze with an emotion I can’t quite put my finger on. He reaches up to cup my cheek, his hooded eyes on mine. “You sure you don’t love Clark?”

I lean into his touch and rasp, “Yeah, I’m sure. Why?”

“’Cause then I won’t feel bad about doing this.” He leans down and slowly runs his nose along mine in a touchingly intimate gesture.

My stomach knots in anticipation. Placing his other hand on my opposite cheek, he gently pulls me to him. His breath warms my lips, and I suddenly want this more than anything. Our lips meet in a sweet kiss that is gentle, yet firm. This kiss is confident and wanting.

This kiss is amazing.

My eyes flutter closed as I reach up to grip his shoulders, grounding myself.

Zing.

Oh, shit.

Zing. Zing.

My eyes fly open, and I tell myself to pull away. Instead, I sit up on my knees and—lips still attached—crawl over to be closer to Marco. His strong arms band around my waist, pulling me closer into him, and although we’re chest-to-chest now, it still doesn’t feel close enough.

My hands move of their own accord from his shoulders and slide up to his neck. Without meaning to, I pull him deeper into me.

He’s pulling me into a current. I’m drowning in him.

And I like it.

Zing.

Against my lips, he utters, “I want you to come up to my room.” He places soft, open-mouth kisses onto my lips, and then playfully chews my bottom lip. “Say no.”

What?

I ask through a soft croak, “What?”

Never stopping his delicious assault on my mouth, he whispers, “Don’t do it. Just say no.”

He sounds desperate. Almost...begging.

The thought of separating myself from him right now makes me want to weep. My chest tightens. My arms lock around him. “But I want t—”

He cuts me off, apprehension lacing his voice, “Please, Cat. Say no.” Leaning his forehead on mine, he mutters, “Don’t make me be that guy. I don’t want to hurt you, but I will.” He pauses. “I will.”

I speak softly, but clearly, “You don’t have to worry. I don’t have any expectations of you, Marco.”

His eyes flash. “You should. A girl like you should have expectations. And you should set ‘em high. Don’t you settle, kitten, not for anyone. Especially not me.”

...Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil...

Dear Lord, offer me protection from who I need it most.

Protect me from myself.

I press a soft, slow kiss to his full lips. “Take me to bed, Marco.”

Chapter Fifteen

“Fuck,” Marco groans as I kiss my way down his jawline, to just under his ear.

Somehow, we manage to make our way up off the floor and down the hall to the rooms I have always known were for members of Mirage to stay if they wished to live onsite. Bob and Frankie stay in a room on the second floor, which has its own exit. Ari stays in a room on the opposite side of the building, an office she converted into a bedroom away from everyone else. Clark stays in one of the rooms we are stumbling towards, and I silently pray it’s far enough away he won’t hear us moaning and groaning—as we are now.

One of his arms is wrapped around me, holding me pressed to him, and the other is holding what’s left of the bottle of wine. I hold his face in both hands as I press kisses all over whatever I can reach.

Every now and again, he stops and grips my hip with one hand, grinding his hard length into me. And every time he does this, my mouth opens, and a soft sigh escapes me. My breath hitches. My nipples bead as he runs his tongue across my bottom lip, showing me how much he wants me. He growls low in his throat as his hips jerk involuntarily.

Heat blooms in my middle. My core clenches. I’m wetter than I’ve ever been in my life. He feels wonderful. He feels better than I dreamt.

He feels better than I ever remember feeling with James.

And I feel powerful.

All at once, I understand why some women choose to use their sexuality to get what they want. It seems so easy. So simple. So gratifying. A victimless crime, if you will.

I wonder, in a moment of sheer lust, if I will somehow be able to incorporate my newfound sexuality into my job.

Marco bumps us into the wall, and I collide with him none too softly. I chuckle into his mouth, and when I feel his lips curve into a smile, I could die.

My heart skips a beat.

It’s then that I realise women who use their sexuality for gain miss out on the small but important things, like belly-flutters, gentle touches and secret smiles. And I want those things.

He loosens his hold on me, reaches behind him and opens what I now understand is a door we’re pressed against. We almost tumble inside, and before we can go any further, Marco slams the door shut and pushes me back up against it. “Stop me, Cat.”

“No,” I say firmly.

He grasps my hip with one hand, and with the other, he uses his fingertips to mark a blazing trail down my collarbone, the valley between my breasts, lower still, ‘til his fingers rest below my belly button at my pubic bone.

My eyes open with a start. My breath seizes.

Zing.

“Touch me.” My voice sounds hoarse, even to me.

But he doesn’t. His heavy breathing fills the room. I don’t breathe at all.

He looks torn. I lift my hands to his chest and whisper, “What is it?”

“I’m still trying to figure out if touching you is worth my life.”

We stand, eyeing each other for a long while. I hold my breath. I feel the beginnings of rejection starting to seep in. Dread turns me cold for a single moment before his touch fans the flame inside of me once more.

His fingertips graze over my mound so lightly I wonder if he’s touching me at all. I get my confirmation when he cups me gently. My head flies back so quickly it hits the door with a thud. Eyes closed, my hands at Marco’s chest grip the material of his black shirt and fist it tightly.

My chest heaves with every heavy breath, and I wonder how I can feel this way from a simple touch, with so little effort. I quickly deduce it’s not the touch, but the person who is delivering it. His warm lips press slow, calculated kisses to my jaw. His hand starts a slow back-and-forth rubbing motion over me, and I can’t hold it in—I moan out loud.

Without meaning to, my legs clench together tightly. Loosening my hold on him, I lower my hand to his and pull it away from me. Marco sighs—not in annoyance, but in relief.

“I want more,” I whisper shakily.

He stops a moment, searching my face. “You sure you’re not doing this because of Clark? I can be your rebound if you need one, but are you sure you’re okay with it?”

I keep my eyes on his, take his hand and slide it into my panties. Using my own hand to navigate his, I slowly rub his fingers up and down through the wetness there, and I watch his eyes close, a pained expression crossing his face. I lean forward an inch and nip his chin before kissing the same spot. “You did this to me. Not Clark.” I kiss his lips. Once. Twice. Three times. “Now, fix it.”

His eyes open and his brows rise in surprise. Then that smirk I love appears. “Yes, ma’am.”

Pressure on my pleasure centre has me gasping. “Oh, God.” My knees shake as my body jerks from stimulation I’ve never felt before. I never understood what the fuss was about when it comes to sex.

I’m beginning to understand.

A swarm of feelings courses through me, some contradicting others, but overall, an immense feeling of happiness washes over me. He works me gently, but firmly. My breathing quickens. Slowly, then quickly. I whimper and squirm against his hand. Quicker still, then before I know it...

“Oh, oh, oh!” My eyes shoot open, my mouth rounds in an O and I pulse uncontrollably, clenching around his fingers.

I’m freefalling.

Unbelievable.

Pure bliss.

Bright lights dance in front of my eyes in time with every throb. My toes curl.

Marco’s hand stills and I’m grateful. I feel hypersensitive right now. I slump forward against him, and he gives me the time I need to come back from where he took me. He strokes my back gently as I nuzzle into his neck.

A minute passes, then two. Finally, I lift my face and look up into his. My eyes flutter sleepily. I bite my lip to stop myself from smiling. “I don’t know about you, but I think that was worth your impending death.”

His brows lower at me. He blinks a moment. Then he tilts his head back and laughs, loudly and freely. And in this moment, he looks so relaxed and carefree I take a mental snapshot for my own records. When he buries his face in my neck and laughs against me, I melt.

Zing.

A soft smile spreads across my face. Marco lifts his head, smiles and smacks a kiss to my lips. Without a word, his arm wraps around my waist, and watching me, he walks backwards towards his bed. When his legs hit the edge, he sits and grasps my hips, pulling me to stand between his thighs.

In this moment, I’m happy. In this moment, I’m not Catarina the postulant, or Cat the orphan, or even Night Fury. I’m just a young woman with a crush on a guy who seems to like her, too. In this moment, everything is simple. And I will cherish the simplicity forever.

My gaze moves across the room. My cheeks heat, and I cover my hand with my face, chuckling.

Marco grins and gently pries my hand away from my face. “What? What is it?”

I sweep my hand out, gesturing around his entire room and say matter-of-factly, “This is all wrong.” A look of confusion crosses his face. I laugh. “In my dream, this room was dark, not light.” I point to the left side of the room. “The bed was there, and the covers weren’t the ones you have.” I point to the right side of the room. “And there was a mirror right there.”

His brows rise in shock. “A mirror across from the bed?” I nod slowly, face burning. He swallows hard. “Did you watch us together?”

I look into his eyes and answer a barely there, “Yeah.”

His pupils dilate. “How did we look together?”

Marco watching me the way he is throws me into a tailspin. I whisper, “Like a couple of animals trying to tear each other apart.”

Marco sucks in a quick breath, and then groans, “Fuck me.”

My response shocks me. My shaking hands move up to his face to cup his cheeks as I whisper, “I will, if you let me.”

I’m almost worried when he doesn’t say a thing, just watches me intently. When his hands come up, gripping the hem of my tee and he lifts it up and over my head, all I can do is raise my arms to assist him. He doesn’t waste time with my pyjama pants and panties. In one swift movement, they’re pulled down my legs until I stand naked in front of him.

His eyes graze over my body, and I know I should feel self-conscious, but I don’t.

This is exhilarating.

Hands on my waist push my back half a step. He stands, and without asking me to, I begin unbuttoning his shirt while he works on his belt. I feel him kick his shoes off, and hear his buckle jingle as it becomes free. His shirt unbuttoned, I reach for his collar, push it back over his muscular shoulders and down his back ‘til his torso is bare.

My breath catches.

He’s an Adonis.

Body built—strong and cut in all the right places—his arms are thick, and when he pulls down his jeans and boxers, I’m shown a pair of strong, long legs.

He’s absolutely stunning.

His erection stands thick and proud, begging for my touch. I run a finger gently up the underside, and as Marco hisses in a breath, his cock bobs happily.

At the very moment I move to wrap my hand around him, he grabs my hand and says a rushed, “Next time, you play all you want, honey, but right now, I need your pussy.”

He turns us both and guides me to lay in the middle of his king-size bed. Kneeling at the edge of the bed, he opens a silver foil packet and sheaths himself with the very first condom I have ever seen in my life.

It’s a little weird looking, actually, but does nothing to fizzle my arousal. In fact, I’m glad he thought of it. God knows, I wouldn’t have. He crawls to me, then over me. My arms open for him, and he lies on top of me. My legs spread of their own accord, as if summoning him, and I feel a trickle of wetness slide down my cleft.

I am so ready for this.

He settles between my legs, and I gasp when the very tip of him kisses my clit. Fisting his erection tightly, he rubs his length up and down my slit, coating himself with my wet, warm arousal. His eyes drift closed and his jaw tightens. “Fuck. So wet.”

I stiffen when I feel him place the head of his cock at my entrance.

This is it.

Leaning down to my face, he captures my mouth in a deep kiss. He begins to push into me, and when he reaches resistance, stops. I wince as I try to hide the discomfort, and he puffs out a laugh. His fingers trail my cheek. “I told you, Cat. I know everything about you. I knew. It’s okay.”

My cheeks heat.

Oh, thank God.

He presses a soft kiss to my lips. “This is going to pinch, but it won’t last long. If you want me to stop at any point, just tell me and I will.”