Текст книги "The Divining"

Автор книги: Barbara Wood

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24

THEY HAD BEEN TREKKING through the mountains for days, and now they were drawing close to the City of Ghosts. It lay just on the other side of the mountain pass. Villagers and farmers along the way had confirmed that indeed the Magus dwelled in that forbidden city, and he was reported to be a very wise man.

     And so forward the threesome pressed, up and up into dense forests, where the air grew thin and cold, where people friendly and hostile guarded their small territories and looked in curiosity at the unlikely threesome: the young woman with honey-colored hair and sky-blue eyes who spoke Greek but also knew some passable Farsi; the dark-eyed young man in the animal skins of a mountain tribesman, who seemed neither husband nor brother to his two female companions, a moody young man who had little to say; and the coltish girl with a ready smile, wearing the leggings and tight jacket of people in the south—a beautiful, large-eyed girl whom several men tried to buy from Iskander.

     The three had foraged for food along the way, or bartered with farmers, or earned a meal with Ulrika's healing skills. They camped at night under the stars, and Ulrika heard Veeda whimpering in sad dreams, and Iskander pacing in sleeplessness. They bathed in cold mountain streams, and every morning and evening Iskander built a small fire to his god, Ahura Mazda, chanting prayers as he did so, while Veeda sang uplifting songs of praise to "the angels among us."

     And now they had come to the pass in the mountains that would lead them into a world few outsiders had visited. A world where, Ulrika prayed, the Magus still lived and possessed all the answers.

     She had no doubt now that Iskander was the prince she had been sent to help. But it troubled her that Iskander's people might have already been wiped out. How was she supposed to help him when she had come too late? Perhaps the Magus would tell him that survivors were waiting to be reunited with him in a new place in the east.

     Iskander had not spoken much in the last few days, but Veeda was cheerful and loquacious. She walked with a limp and tired easily, and was visited by nightmares of the destruction of her village, but she was a resilient girl and when she was awake was filled with a lively curiosity, and frequently had to be cautioned to keep her voice low, and to stay close to Ulrika and Iskander. The trackers remained in pursuit—Iskander's tribal enemies whom Ulrika had yet to see but whom she had heard—in their angry growls and shouts, and heavy footfall—and who she had no doubt would slaughter her and Iskander and the girl if they caught up.

     Arriving at the rough track that led between two mountain peaks, the three paused to look back. Here Ulrika finally saw them, down the slope, among the trees and boulders in the noon sun, bearded men carrying weapons, looking up at the trio at the top. The trackers stared at Iskander with fixed eyes, as the wind whistled around them and an eagle cried out from his aerie. And then, to Ulrika's surprise, the men wordlessly turned and started back down the mountain.

     She looked at Iskander. "Why did they turn back?"

     "This is the limit of their territory. From here, their gods are powerless. They will not follow."

     "Then we are safe?" Veeda asked hopefully.

     Iskander was silent for a moment as he watched the figures disappear down the slope, then he said, "They will not go far. They will camp and hope that I come down the mountain. I shall bide my time. When they have grown lazy and careless, I will go into their camp and slit their throats as they sleep. And then I will continue on to their village and burn it to the ground, leaving not a man, woman or child alive. In this way, my revenge will be complete."

     Ulrika stared at him. In their days of trekking through the mountains, she had learned that Iskander suffered from insomnia. Although he would drift off after a few minutes beneath his blanket, he was soon wakened by dreams and demons, and he would pace restlessly for the rest of the night. She knew now what kept him awake. Revenge was a powerful stimulant.

     "Let us go," he said and, turning, began the last steps of their journey.

     Steep, rocky walls devoid of vegetation embraced the three as they followed the track in silence, their leather boots crunching stones and gravel underfoot. The wind through the pass was strong, whipping back hair and cloaks. And the sun, as if mimicking their progress, reached its zenith and then, as the silent travelers began their descent down the other side of the mountain, began its own descent toward the west.

     As they crested the peaks they saw, beneath a late-summer sky that was deep blue and dotted with white clouds, a golden plain stretching before them in breathless majesty. The valley lay within a ring of lavender mountains, and the ruins of a city stood at the heart of the valley, massive walls and towering columns, charred and broken, the only testament to the savage and ruthless destruction that had taken place there three hundred years before.

     Iskander, Ulrika, and Veeda were soon down the eastern side of the mountain and following the ancient royal road across an old wooden bridge over the River Pulvar. As they entered a vast stone terrace from which immense stairways rose to the open sky, they stared in humble dismay at the piles of stones and rubble and toppled pillars that had once been the palace of Darius the Great. No gardens flourished here, no trees or flowers, not even a blade of grass—just a flat, barren plain shorn to its crust. They saw charred columns and a layer of powdery dust everywhere—ash from the enormous rafters that had crashed down during the terrible inferno set by Alexander's torch, all that was left of the mighty cedars from Lebanon, and teak trees from India that were once fabulously painted columns capped with gold. Walls of dark limestone that had been laboriously engraved by skilled stonemasons depicted stiff parades of people long forgotten, now the only inhabitants of this desolate place. And as if to add final insult, proof of prior tourists visiting the ruins was found in graffiti etched into the walls: Suspirium puellarum Alypius thraex (Alypius the Thracian makes the girls sigh).

     When they came upon a pair of stone pillars capped by a massive lintel, Ulrika stopped and stared. "I know this place," she said in a tone filled with wonder. "I have been here before."

     Iskander and Veeda turned to her, their hair dancing in the cool wind.

     Ulrika scanned the rows of stone columns that stood at attention on the flat plain. Pillar after pillar, perfect in their lines, hundreds of them. "I remember thinking this was a forest of stone trees."

     She resumed walking. "I was told that the Magus lives north of this place. I believe my mother and I met him. We passed through these ruins when we left Persia. I can't have been more than three or four years old at the time." Ulrika took in the walls covered in bas-reliefs and cuneiform text, the stairways leading to nowhere, the sad remains of what had once been grand palaces and gardens.

     She stopped suddenly, her eyes wide. "Why, there he is!" She dropped her travel packs and ran ahead, her feet echoing on the floor of the limestone terrace. Iskander and Veeda followed until they came to stand before an enormous limestone wall.

     They gawked at the prince seated on a majestic throne. He was dressed in splendid robes with a tall round hat on his head, beneath which thick curls cascaded to his shoulders. His beard was thick and prodigious, covering his chest to his waist and coiled in tight ringlets. He held a staff in one hand and, curiously, a flower in the other. In front of him, a golden censer burned incense.

     It was a bas-relief. Not a living man after all, but a long dead emperor, carved in stone.

     "Hello?" came a voice on the wind.

     They turned to see a portly man puffing up the stones steps from the grassy plain. He wore a long coat made of goat felt, a rope-belt holding it closed. His gray hair was twisted into braids, while decorative beads and bells made noise in his bushy gray beard. "Greetings, strangers! I welcome you to my home." He held out his arms. "I am Zeroun the Armenian. That is my caravanserai, down there."

     They followed his pointing finger and saw the stone buildings, corrals, animals, vegetable gardens. "Come and eat, drink! Meet fellow travelers! I have comfortable rooms, and much news and gossip! You do not want to linger here for this is a haunted place, and many think it is unlucky!"

     "What is this place?" Ulrika asked.

     "The people who live in this valley call it the City of Ghosts. The great Alexander called it Persepolis. But long ago, another race of beings lived here, and they called their home Shalamandar."

     In shock, Ulrika looked around. This was Shalamandar? There were no pools, crystal or otherwise. Just ruins and dust.

     "Can you tell us, please," Iskander said, "where we can find the Magus?"

     "Magus?" Zeroun threw back his head and laughed. "Is that old myth still breathing? There is no Magus. He was invented long ago by a charlatan who collected fees from desperate people and then vanished."

     Ulrika stared at the Armenian in dismay. No crystal pools. No Magus. No man offering a key. And the prince she was supposed to save was a simple mountain tribesman who had already lost his people.

25

ULRIKA'S DISMAY SOON TURNED to excitement because she had, after all, found Shalamandar, the place where Wulf and Selene had come together in love. The point of her own beginning, and from where she would start her new, true path.

     The three made camp on the royal terrace where, centuries prior, emperors had received important dignitaries from foreign nations but where, now, only snakes and scorpions traversed the limestone floor. Iskander scavenged for dead wood and brush on the perimeter of the ruins to create a shelter for Ulrika and Veeda. Then he built the campfire, praying to Ahura Mazda, blessing the name of Zoroaster, asking the prophet to shed goodness and light into his humble servant's heart that he might find the strength to slay his enemies once and for all.

     Veeda prowled the ruins until the sun reached the western horizon, creating long shadows across the golden plain, and now she moved among the toppled walls and shattered columns, tracing with her fingertips the images of long-dead people. She sang as she went, in a dialect her companions did not understand. She said she was singing to the angels who dwelt here.

     "What do you do now?" Iskander asked.

     Ulrika looked into black eyes that caught the fire's glow. She knew that Iskander had placed a great deal of hope in the Magus telling him if any of his people had survived. "I will meditate here," she said. "For even though we are among ruins, this is a special place and I believe answers will be revealed to me. I will begin tomorrow. I am too fatigued now to fast and cleanse my spirit. When I am refreshed and can concentrate, I will sit among these fallen pillars and crumbled walls and pray to the All Mother for revelations. Perhaps," she added with a reassuring smile, "I will learn where the rest of your tribe went."

     "Can you do that?" he asked, a hopeful tone in his voice.

     "I told you that I came seeking answers to a personal question. I see visions. Sometimes they are so powerful that I cannot distinguish them from memories or dreams."

     Iskander nodded. "When you picked up this horn," he said, touching the talisman on his belt.

     "I saw a bonfire on a mountain," Ulrika said, "and people dancing around it. Visions do not come all the time, but I am training myself in a special discipline that I hope will release my power." Drawing her cloak tighter about herself, she said, "What sort of horn is that? I do not recognize it."

     She heard pride and reverence in Iskander's voice as he spoke of a creature called a unicorn. "Unicorns lived long ago but have been extinct for centuries. When the prophet Zoroaster converted my people from heathen ways, when he abolished imagery and idolatry and created the first Fire Temple, my ancestors gathered that first pure ash and distributed it among the clan. They chose precious vessels to hold that ash, and I believe mine is the only one to still exist. It is very holy, and very powerful."

     He looked at her for a long moment, while Veeda danced among the dark ruins and sang her incomprehensible songs, and firelight flickered on centuries-old walls, making the graven images appear to move, and then Iskander said, "The vision that came to you when you touched this horn..." His voice tightened. "What you saw was the First Fire. And although I have never doubted that this horn contained the true pure ash of that fire ... you have given me proof that what I carry, what my father and forefathers carried, is a true relic from the days of prophet Zoroaster himself." His smile was wistful and sweet as he added, "I thank you for that, Ulrika," speaking her name for the first time.

     When they saw Veeda come dancing out from behind a wall, arms over her head, pirouetting in the starlight—her leg either no longer hurting or she was oblivious to it—Ulrika said, "What is she singing about?"

     "Her people worship beings called angels."

     Ulrika recalled that Rachel had spoken of angels, explaining that, according to Jewish belief, they were messengers of God.

     Iskander said, "They are the Bountiful Immortals. And they are everywhere among us, Veeda says, unseen, helping, protecting. The angels have special names and live according to a complex hierarchy, but that is all I know. Veeda says it is taboo to speak of her religion, forbidden to speak the names of the angels. Angels are the reason why," Iskander added in a dark tone, "Veeda's people hold such a strong tradition of hospitality. They say that when a stranger enters their home, they might be entertaining an angel unaware."

     Ulrika saw eyes suddenly filled with pain and she realized: They believed Iskander was an angel but instead he brought death.

     "Tell me about your people," she said, as she watched Veeda dance on the royal terrace, her slender, limber form making Ulrika think of gazelles.

     "We are sheepherders. We graze thousands of them in the valleys of my land, and this makes us very prosperous." His gaze went inward and his face brightened with a pleasant memory. "Every man in my tribe must build his own house with his own hands. This is how he proves himself. It was my dream to build the largest and finest house in my village, to make my wife proud to be married to a prince, and to fill the rooms with many children."

     "You can still build that house."

     The brightness faded from his face. "Another destiny awaits me."

     "Revenge only begets revenge," Ulrika said gently. "In Rome we say that when a man plots revenge, he should dig two graves."

     Iskander shook his head, long black curls catching the firelight. "I must do this thing, for I will be held accountable."

     By whom? Ulrika wondered. If he was the last of his people, and he intended to eradicate the other tribe, who would be left to judge? And how, Ulrika wondered for the hundredth time, was she to save him, as Miriam had prophesied? Unless there was another prince ...

     Ulrika's attention was drawn back to Veeda, spinning on her toes, her arms framing her head. Her long black hair fell like a sparkling waterfall of ink. In her leggings and tight jacket, she was a vision of slender fluidness, feather-light, agile. Her voice rose in high octaves, her eyes glowed with love and joy. Ulrika watched as the girl danced along the terrace, visiting the walls, dancing away, sprinting here and there, until she realized that Veeda was drawing closer to large, fallen blocks of which she did not seem aware.

     "Veeda—" she began.

     The girl was up on her toes, with her eyes closed, a beatific smile on her lips as she sang to her angels.

     "Veeda," Ulrika said again, rising from the campfire. "Come away from there. You will hurt yourself."

     Iskander, too, shot to his feet. "Veeda," he said.

     She did not hear them. Her voice high and melodic, her eyes closed against reality as she pictured golden beings in another world, Veeda spun and twirled in the moonlight.

     And when she danced dangerously close to the fallen blocks, Iskander went after her.

     Veeda's shin caught the corner of one of the stones just as Iskander reached her. She cried out and tumbled. But Iskander caught her. He held her as she gazed at him with a startled expression.

     From her place by the fire, Ulrika witnessed something that she sensed not even Iskander and Veeda were aware of: the way their eyes locked, the way she breathlessly held onto him, the tightness of his grip and, most of all, the long moment in which the embrace lasted—Iskander and Veeda were in love.

26

WHILE ISKANDER WAS UP in the mountain pass to begin his vigil, watching the enemy camped below and waiting for his opportunity to take revenge, and while Veeda visited Zeroun's caravanserai which lay a mile from the ruins, Ulrika was alone among the broken columns and stairs that led to nowhere.

     Now she would meditate. If this place was indeed Shalamandar, then surely the answers would be revealed. Because this was where Wulf and Selene had stopped to rest. This was where her own existence began.

     She chose a place on the limestone terrace and sat, crossing her legs, attaining a relaxed posture. She had not eaten breakfast, having discovered that fasting did indeed sharpen her concentration and kept her awake. And now she closed her eyes, slowed her respirations, and began her whispered chant to the All Mother.

     As she prayed, she grew excited in anticipation of seeing the crystal pools. She imagined they would be beautiful—shimmering and sweet, cool, refreshing water that revived the spirit as well as the eye. How large would they be, she wondered, and how many were there? Where did the water come from? Were the pools fed by waterfalls or streams or artesian wells?

     Ulrika opened her eyes. Nothing was happening.

     Drawing in a deep breath, she closed her eyes and began again, sending her thoughts out into the unknown, willing her soul to explore the cosmos while she held a vision of her inner soul flame. But after a while she was aware only of the hard stone beneath her and an aching back. Her mind wandered and she wanted to eat.

     She would try again tomorrow.

27

ULRIKA," VEEDA SAID, "MAY I ask you a personal question?"

     They were preparing breakfast while Iskander was in the brushy foothills foraging for eggs. They had been a month at the City of Ghosts, had built a comfortable camp in the ruins, and had observed the first dusting of snow on the distant mountains. Winter was coming. Soon, no caravans would be able to cross the mountain passes and the threesome would be trapped in this ancient valley.

     They had fallen into a routine. Iskander went daily to his mountain pass to keep watch over his enemy, still camped on the other side. Veeda mended clothes or cooked with Ulrika, or went to the caravanserai where she was making friends among the girls who lived there.

     Ulrika had kept at her daily meditations with no success. She should have received visions by now, if this was indeed the place where her life began. She should have learned the nature of the Divining and when to start on her destined path.

     As she looked at the distant mountains dusted with snow, she knew she must soon make a decision: to stay and continue what was turning out to be a futile exercise in seeking answers to her gift, or buy passage on the next caravan that came through and could take her south. She had, after all, only the word of a stranger that this place was indeed Shalamandar. Zeroun had even said, "Local legend says that was the name long ago." But legends had a way of growing distorted and even completely wrong over the years. Ulrika wondered if she should return to Babylon and find another way to determine the location of the true Shalamandar.

     "You may ask me anything you want," she said.

     "Have you ever been in love?"

     Ulrika looked at the girl's shy smile, pink blush. Setting aside her knife and the late autumn onions they had bought from Zeroun, she said, "I am in love right now, Veeda. With a wonderful man who is at this moment on his way to a far-off fabled land."

     "And does he love you?"

     "Yes." But, she thought, we have been apart now for a long time. Has he reached China? Does he find the women there exotic and beautiful? Perhaps irresistible ...

     She missed Sebastianus so much it was like a physical pain. Every day she read his letter, spoke out loud the words he had written, ending with "I love you." She ached for his warmth and strength, yearned to feel his powerful arms around her, needed to experience the solidness of his body and the security of his embrace.

     She touched the scallop shell that lay on her breast. "Sebastianus gave this to me. It connected him to his homeland, and now it connects me to him."

     "Does it connect you to his homeland as well?"

     Ulrika looked at the wide, questioning eyes, dark and filled with sorrow and hope. And it occurred to her that she had more in common with this tribal girl than she had realized. They both did not know were they belonged. "I suppose it does," Ulrika said. "I had never thought of it."

     Veeda looked down at her hands and said hesitantly, "How do you ... how does a woman get a man to notice her?"

     "Veeda," Ulrika said gently. "Iskander notices you."

     The blush deepened. And Ulrika thought: should I tell her I suspect he feels the same way? But he is holding back. What keeps Iskander from expressing his feelings for her? The enemy on the other side of the mountain, waiting for him to come down ...

     "When he goes up there," Veeda said, pointing to the mountain that loomed over the ruins. "I feel a hole here," and she tapped her chest. "When he returns, it is filled again. But Iskander will never love me."

     "Why do you say that?"

     "Because of Asmahan."

     "Who is Asmahan?"

     "She is Iskander's wife. He thinks she is still alive."

     Ulrika stared at Veeda. "I did not know he was married," she said. And then she knew the truth: Iskander was not searching for remnants of his tribe, but for one woman. And it was not out of an ancient rivalry that he sat here and plotted the deaths of the men who camped on the other side of the mountain pass, but a need to take revenge on men whom he believed had killed that woman.

     Ulrika was sad for Iskander. So much senseless killing. Iskander's tribe wiped out. Veeda's clan gone. And now Iskander wanting to erase his enemy from the face of the earth. When would it end?

     "Caravan!" Iskander shouted as he sprinted up the stone steps to the terrace. "A caravan is coming!"

     Ulrika turned to look back over the plain and saw, beneath the morning sun, an astonishing sight: hundreds of camels, horses, and donkeys, laden with packs and riders, slowly snaking their way across the flat plain. Lifting the spit from the fire—she was roasting a skinned hare, the fat dripping into the flames and causing delicious snapping sounds—she set it aside, rose to her feet, and shielded her eyes against the sun's glare.

     The familiar, and welcome, sound of jingling camels' bells rode on the breeze that wafted over the royal terrace. And Ulrika thought anxiously: will this be the last caravan? Should I go south with it?

     The three hurried from their camp, excited, wondering where the traders had come from, where they were going, what exotic goods and people they brought. The prior caravan to come through the valley had turned out to be transporting the Grand Vizier's personal library, and Ulrika and her friends had learned that the Grand Vizier kept his 117,000-volume library organized while traveling with it by training his camels to walk in alphabetical order.

     As she neared the noisy gathering of camels and horses and men, Ulrika heard Zeroun the Armenian's booming voice fly up to the winter clouds. "I tell you, my friend, I understand your homesickness! It is something we all feel! I myself sometimes long for my homeland! Let me tell you, holding onto something precious and dear is the way to anchor oneself in a foreign land. It is the key."

     She stopped and stared.

     His voice rolled across the compound like thunder, rising above the noise of braying camels and shouting men. "Especially a man like yourself, sir, who goes out into the unknown, seeking for he knows not what. Oh, you can be very focused, you can be very attentive and concentrate very hard on your exploration, but if you do not hold tightly to something that has meaning for you, then you do not put your whole heart into that exploration. Something holds you back, does it not? No matter how hard you try?"

     Ulrika watched him and realized that Zeroun was not looking at his guest, but over the man's shoulder, locking eyes with her.

     And then he turned away and, putting his arm over his guest's shoulders, said, "That is the key to success in everything, my friend! I pray you have the courage to take what advice I offer here today! After all, it is free!" And his roaring laughter faded as the two stepped through the doorway of the inn.

     While Ulrika remained where she was, staring after them.

     And then she turned and hurried back to the ruins, leaving Iskander and Veeda to explore the caravan and the visitors.

     As she ran up the steps, she thought: Zeroun is right! She had not realized it until now, but in her meditations, she always held back, afraid that her wandering soul would journey too far and become lost. Would holding something solid indeed anchor her in the real world while her spirit ventured to the other side? Was that the key, and Zeroun the man offering it, as prophesied by the Egyptian fortune-teller? And Miriam, the rabbi's wife?

     She would put it to the test at once. Since they had been preparing breakfast when the caravan came, Ulrika had not eaten since the evening before—a long fast to be sure. And she knew exactly what the "anchor" would be—the scallop shell, for it was hard with sharp edges, and it was precious to her.

     This time, she did not choose a random spot upon which to sit and meditate. She wanted to be as near as possible to the place where the crystal pools might have once been. But she saw nothing that looked like it could have been a reflecting pond or a bath. There were no depressions in the limestone terrace. And then she realized that walking around and using her rational mind was not going to work. She needed to tap into the Divining and perhaps a vision would come to her.

     So she strolled among the columns, slowing her breathing, whispering her brief prayer to the All Mother, and clutching the scallop shell. She felt its roughness on one side, the smoothness on the other. She focused on the feel of the sharp, wavy edge as she ran her fingertips over it. The shell grew large and heavy in her hand. It weighed her down. It anchored her until she felt safe enough to send her spirit out into the unknown.

     As her fear dissolved, a new understanding made itself known to Ulrika: Besides fear, other emotions made the spirit hold back. Anger, jealousy, sorrow ... She realized that the heart must be divested of these shadows so that the spirit could walk in the light.

     Ulrika felt herself grow calm and serene until, soon, her feet carried her as if with a will of their own until she came to a standstill before a massive stone archway. Two mighty columns supported a square lintel. Through the archway, on the other side, the flat terrace continued, and was littered with more debris.

     She stopped and, clasping the scallop shell, closed her eyes again, controlled her breathing, and whispered, "I am here. I am anchored. I am safe. I send forth my soul into the cosmos. Holy All Mother, hear my prayer ..."

     And a reply, like a breeze, a sigh, sounded near and far at the same time.

     Step through ...

     Ulrika opened her eyes and, with an invigorating intake of breath, slowly releasing it, she stepped through the archway.

     Suddenly she was standing on green grass beneath a vast blue sky, the wind on her face, the sound of bleating goats as they grazed nearby. Where was the stone arch? Ulrika looked around again and, recognizing the ring of mountains that embraced the plateau, realized that she must have gone back to a time before the city had been built.

     She squinted in the sunlight and saw, faintly, through the green trees and grassy plain, the dim shapes of columns and ruined walls. She was still in the City of Ghosts.

     She concentrated, held onto the shell, and repeated her prayer. Now she imagined her inner soul flame, focusing on its flickering light. And the details of the landscape slowly sharpened, colors brightened until they dazzled. And the scene changed again—she stood in a sylvan paradise, surrounded by trembling poplars and whispering fountains. Here, as she watched, beautiful shimmering pools appeared, in all shades of silver and blue, and Ulrika knew she had found the Crystal Pools of Shalamandar.

     A woman appeared before her, tall and beautiful, her long white robes shining in the sun.

     "I remember you," Ulrika said. "You are Gaia, the ancestress of Sebastianus Gallus. Why do you visit me? Is it because of the scallop shell? Do you dwell in this shell?"

     "I am your guardian spirit. You have done well, daughter, for you have learned your lessons. You are no longer arrogant but a true seeker. And so you have now come into your spiritual power. You possess the gift of the Divining, which is a conduit to the Divine. In each generation of your people, one person is born with this spiritual gift. He or she finds and identifies sacred people and places, even sacred objects, so that others might go there and draw solace and comfort from the gods."