Текст книги "A Dangerous Inheritance"
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A letter from Jane arrives. It is the first I have had from her since those short days of her reign – a lifetime ago now, it seems – and it will probably be the last. I seize it, hoping to read that she has changed her mind; but instead, she reminds me sternly that the New Testament is worth more than precious stones and will win me more than our woeful father’s lands, which we will surely lose when he is attainted for treason. She speaks of our being God’s elect, and set on the path of righteousness, even to the point of martyrdom. I am in misery, knowing she will die thinking me perfect in the new religion, when in fact I have betrayed it – and the ideals in which she firmly believes, and for which she is prepared to pay the ultimate price.
Reading on, I realise that she is already gone from us.
Live to die. Trust not that the tenderness of your age shall lengthen your life, for, as soon as God will, go the young and the old. Labour always and learn to die. Deny the world, deny the devil and despise the flesh. Take up your Cross. As touching my death, rejoice, as I do, that I shall be delivered from corruption and put on incorruption. Farewell, dear sister. Put your only trust in God, who only must uphold you.
Your loving sister, Jane Dudley
The letter falls to the floor. I see two little girls, dabbling their feet in the stream that runs through the gardens at Bradgate, playing hide-and-seek amidst the oak trees in Charnwood Forest, practising their dance steps, and huddling together in the face of parental wrath. I see Jane as she was when I last saw her, slender and earnest, her red hair long and luxuriant, her skin creamy, apart from the freckles that have been the bane of her life. Her life, which will soon be at an end, when the living, breathing entity that is Jane Grey, with all its hopes, fears, beliefs and everything that matters to it, will be no more.
I remember I should be attending on the Queen. I am late. I look in the mirror to make sure I am tidy. I hardly recognise myself, I look so wasted. My eyes are ravaged with crying, my face drawn, my hair dull and lifeless under my hood. I smooth it ineffectually, and splash water from the basin on to my face, then try to rearrange my features into some semblance of composure.
When I enter the Queen’s chamber, she is alone save for an elderly priest.
‘Lady Katherine, this is Abbot Feckenham,’ she tells me. ‘I have brought him here because he has been with your sister. I pray he can give you some comfort.’
I find myself looking into the kindliest pair of eyes I have ever seen.
‘How is my sister, Father Abbot?’ I ask.
‘Firm in her resolve and her faith, I regret to say.’ The old man looks deeply saddened. ‘I did all I could to turn her mind, but she would not deny her God. Certainly He is a tower of strength to her. She declared she would not suffer me to tempt her beyond her power, yet when put to the test, she stood staunchly by her faith. Her steadfastness is an example to us all, even if it is misguided.’
‘ Shedoes not believe that,’ I say. The Queen glances at me sharply.
‘No,’ the Abbot agrees, his thin voice hoarse with emotion. ‘She said it was not her desire to prolong her days, and that she despises death and willingly undergoes it since it is the Queen’s pleasure.’ He pauses, and gazes on me with boundless compassion. ‘She told me these times have been so odious to her that she longs for nothing so much as death.’
The Queen looks so anguished I can find it in me to feel sorry for her. ‘Katherine,’ she says without ceremony, ‘there is something I must explain to you.’ Her eyes are troubled as she takes my hands in hers most kindly; it is as if we are no longer queen and subject, but two women bound by tragedy.
‘I do not seek your sister’s death,’ she says, her eyes filling with tears. ‘I am constrained to it by my Council and by Spain. They will not let King Philip marry me until the land has been purged of traitors. I know full well that Jane is no true traitor, but nevertheless she accepted the crown that was rightfully mine, and the late rebellion, which was partly led by your father, was raised in her name. It nearly cost me my throne, as my councillors constantly remind me. I have no choice! But I want you to know that I have done everything in my power to save your sister.’
She squeezes my hands and swallows nervously. ‘I sent my beloved Abbot Feckenham to Jane to persuade her to convert to the true faith. I have arranged to have her examined tomorrow by a panel of matrons, to determine if she is with child, when, again, I could spare her life. But that, I fear, is a vain hope. She and Lord Guilford have not been alone together for months. So I have no choice, God help me! But I tell you now, Katherine, that her death is something I shall regret to the end of my days. She is my flesh and blood too – and she is so young.’
I turn away, forgetting the courtesy due to my sovereign. I feel as if a torrent is building up within me, that I might scream and cry and never cease. But I struggle to control myself.
‘Madam …’ I falter. Until now I have not dared to ask this question. ‘When – when is it to be?’
‘Tomorrow morning,’ the Queen says. Her cheeks are wet. ‘Your lady mother knows.’
‘I have promised your sister I will attend her to the scaffold,’ Abbot Feckenham says. ‘It is the least I can do for her, and she wants me there, even though she fears we will never meet in Heaven.’
This is all too much for me. Forgetting that I am in the presence of my sovereign, I collapse into the Abbot’s arms, howling my heart out.
‘I will be there, child, never fear,’ he soothes. ‘I will be with her to the very end.’
Kate
September 1483. York.
York had been a triumph, but it had worn the little Prince out. Everyone agreed that the healthy air of Middleham, to which he was used, was the best thing for him.
Kate had a lump in her throat as she stood with her stepmother, waving him off. She knew how keenly Anne felt the parting, but there was more to it than that. The Duchess always looked pale and tired these days, and she had developed a slight but persistent cough. Kate feared for her.
She was sadly aware too that, since Anne had cast doubts on the King’s claim to the throne, the old familiar closeness between stepmother and stepdaughter had diminished. Kate still loved Anne, and deeply respected her, but she was aware that Anne had distanced herself from Richard, and that relations between them were becoming increasingly strained. She knew that the Queen was thinking of taking up permanent residence at Middleham, as far as that fitted in with her state duties. That would mean that she, Kate, would have to live there too, for an unwed girl could not remain in a court of men.
She fretted constantly about the prospect of being parted indefinitely from John. If only they could be married! That would be the ideal solution. She must make it happen! Driven by the need for action, she confided in Mattie. Not that Mattie could be of much help, but at least she was willing to listen, and when it came to affairs of love, she showed herself to be Kate’s champion.
‘My life would be empty without John,’ Kate declared. ‘I cannot bear the thought of being so far away from him. I will makemy father the King consent to our marriage. I will warn him about the Earl’s possible betrothal, and beg him to speak to the Duke of Suffolk. But first, I mustsee my dear lord.’
In the end, they agreed that Mattie would take a sealed message to John to tell him that Kate needed to meet with him urgently.
‘What did he say?’ Kate asked eagerly when Mattie returned later that day.
‘Nothing. He wasn’t there. I left the note with his valet.’
Kate hoped that the valet was discreet.
‘Don’t look so worried, my lady,’ Mattie reassured her. ‘He thinks ’tis me in whom my lord Earl has an interest – I gave him to believe that.’
Kate watched the hourglass marking the passage of time. She prayed that John would send word to her, or even contrive to seek her out himself. The waiting was pure torture.
He came at ten o’clock, cloaked and hooded, so that none would have recognised him. As Mattie closed the door on them, he held Kate strong and tight, and kissed her passionately. With that, the world receded and she was lost.
It seemed the most natural thing to lie down together on her bed, with the curtains drawn, and to kiss and caress each other with increasing ardour. It seemed so right for John to stroke her breasts through the thick velvet of her bodice, and to press his searching lips to the inviting cleft that disappeared into the neckline of her gown. When he ran his fingers over her hips and thighs, she made no protest. Nothing else mattered except the dizzying sensations that were consuming her and banishing all reason. And indeed, she would have let him do more, save for that fact that John himself, breathless and tousled, drew back, forcing himself away from her and grimacing as if he were actually in pain.
‘No, my darling, we must not! I honour you too greatly,’ he breathed in her ear. For answer, she clung to him more tightly until he groaned and prised her eager fingers away.
‘Let be, sweetheart,’ he cried, ‘or I will not be able to trust myself. Oh, my Kate, my sweet lady, I do worship you! It has seemed an eternity being apart from you.’
She was so rapt in wonder that she could not speak. He smiled down at her.
‘We must be married!’ he declared. ‘I will speak to my father and make my position plain, and then I shall go to the King – if you will have me, of course.’ He looked at her pleadingly.
‘Did you need to ask?’ she teased him. ‘Of course I will have you. And please speak to my father soon, or I might be banished to Middleham.’
‘That I will not allow.’ John stood up, straightening his clothes. ‘I will see my father in the morning.’ Then, with a radiant smile, he executed a courteous bow and left her sitting on the bed, unable to believe how easy it had been.
Katherine
1554–5. The Court.
In this bitter spring that has followed hard upon the tragedies, the world seems dead to me, and the budding blooms and glorious flowering of Dame Nature are no more than cruel mockery. My soul is consumed by loss: husband, sister, father, all taken brutally from me. There can be nothing good for me in this life now, and I sometimes wish that the grave would swallow me too.
My dreams are of blood-spattered axes and the mutilated corpses of the beloved dead, or of Harry and me in those brief, bitter-sweet weeks we had together; Harry, my love, who is gone from me as surely as if Death had done his work upon him too. How dare the flowers open out their beauty to the heavens; how dare the lambs gambol in the fields; how dare the gentle warmth of the breeze caress my face like a lover, when all is lost to me?
The Queen has been uncommonly kind to me, my mother and my poor sister Mary. She has done everything she can to support my lady in her grief, and has even restored to her some of the lands and manors confiscated by the Act of Attainder that condemned my father. Of course, there is between the Queen’s Grace and my lady a wary courtesy, for how could it be otherwise, when the one has sent the other’s husband and child to their deaths?
Her Majesty’s bounty has extended to me too, for she has bestowed on me the most generous pension of eighty pounds a year, which has made me financially independent. And, because my mother is much preoccupied with settling her own affairs, and consumed with sorrow as well, the Queen has charged her loyal friend, the Duchess of Somerset, to keep a watchful eye over Mary and me. Her Majesty, seeing the poor, downcast case in which we languish, has judged it neither fair nor fitting to keep us with her at court. For my part, I can no longer abide the poisonous atmosphere of that hateful place, where all has turned to tragedy and others rejoice in the fall of my House. And so I and my sister Mary go to lodge with the Duchess of Somerset’s family at Shelford Priory, near Nottingham. I go willingly, thankfully.
The Duchess, who was born Anne Stanhope, is the widow of Edward Seymour, the late Lord Protector, who was brother to Queen Jane. Her Grace is a strident woman, a high-nosed snob with the pride of Lucifer, and ceaselessly ambitious for her children, of whom she has nine yet living. Still, she is a kindly guardian, and content to leave Mary and me to our own devices, so long as we do not disturb her peace. The Duchess herself was a prisoner in the Tower for two years following her husband’s execution, and was liberated only last year by Queen Mary, so she relishes her freedom, and cannot bear any constraint upon it.
Summer comes with heartening news: my mother is appointed Lady of the Privy Chamber to the Queen, and soon afterwards Mary and I are commanded to put off our mourning and join her there, to serve her Majesty once more. I go reluctantly. I am still grieving for Jane, still yearning for Harry, still mourning my lost hopes of a crown. The way I am feeling, it matters not where I am or what I do. I struggle to perform my duties, but my mother tells me it will do me good to concentrate on something other than my grief, so I do my best to give satisfaction to the Queen, hard though it is for me.
The Lady Elizabeth is in the Tower. It is a great scandal. The talk is that she was secretly involved in Wyatt’s rebellion, and will shortly be accused of treason and sent to the block, going the way of her mother. That rouses me a little, but I am in no mood to gloat over an enemy brought low: I can only feel for her. Yet the investigation drags on and on, and still the Council does not proceed against Elizabeth. Next we hear, she has left the Tower and been moved under house arrest to Woodstock, where the Queen – who has no love for her sister these days – means to keep her out of mischief.
Gradually, as I reaccustom myself to the routine of her Majesty’s daily round and my duties, I begin to take pleasure in small things once more. My dogs, for example – they have been my one comfort through all this. And there are others. Sometimes, when there are festivities at court, we are allowed to leave off our regulation black or tawny gowns and borrow finery from her Majesty’s own wardrobe. It is while trying on a selection of elegant beaded or beribboned dresses with some giggling maids-of-honour that I learn to smile again, and begin once more to enjoy the camaraderie that exists in the Privy Chamber and the maidens’ dorter: the merriment, the music, the sweetmeats and the endless games of cards and dice.
In July, feeling in slightly better spirits, I am present with my mother and sister in Winchester Cathedral when Queen Mary marries Philip of Spain amidst magnificent celebrations. I watch her Majesty vow herself, enraptured, to the fair but cold-eyed Prince, and observe them together at the great feast in Wolvesey Palace that follows. She looks ecstatic, he reserved and correct, and plainly disdainful of English customs. I notice his eye alight with interest on statuesque Magdalen Dacre, one of her Majesty’s ladies, and then flicker away again, with fleeting distaste, to his royal wife. I feel sorry for my mistress, for she has expected so much from this marriage. But she sits there in her purple cloth-of-gold gown, a look of bliss on her face, seemingly unaware of anything amiss.
I see Harry among the laughing, jesting guests, and want to weep because he does not seem to notice me. I’ve heard he has been appointed to serve the new King. He is on his way up, I think bitterly, unhampered by an unsuitable marriage. I could even feel envy for Queen Mary, but when I look at that stiff young man who is now her husband, I wonder how he will deal with his ageing wife’s innocent devotion. And when, later, I hear the cruel gossip about the wedding night, I can feel only indignation on behalf of my kind mistress.
My true restoration to life and happiness is down to Lady Jane Seymour, the Duchess of Somerset’s daughter. Jane and her sister Margaret are both maids-of-honour to Queen Mary, and I first met them when I joined the Queen’s household. The elder, Margaret, is haughty like her mother, and I could never take to her; but Jane is a fair, ethereal-looking and merry maiden of thirteen, a year younger than me. After ten minutes in her company, I felt I had known her all my life. She is gentle and warm with me, and enfolds my poor lost soul in kindness. Before long, I realise I have made a true friend.
Soon, I find myself spending most of my free time with Jane Seymour. She is one of only two unmarried daughters left in her family, and disgruntled because of it. She fears she will never escape her mother’s clutches, for she is delicate in frame and in health, and deemed too frail for the duties of matrimony. And yet matrimony is all that she thinks of.
‘Ah, but I do dream that one day some great lord will ask for me and persuade my mother to give her consent,’ she sighs, as we kneel in our nightgowns, gossiping on her bed. ‘In truth, I long to bed with a man!’ And she collapses into giggles. I am touched that she deems me worthy of her trust and friendship, and glad to have someone to confide in, although there are some things of which it is painful to speak.
‘It is my constant desire to be reunited with my husband,’ I confess haltingly.
‘I’m sure the Queen will permit it, in time,’ says Jane, her smile kind. ‘Cheer up, do! We shall be very merry now that we are gossips, my good Kate!’ Then her face falls. ‘Forgive me – I did not think. In my pleasure at having you here in the Privy Chamber, I had forgotten that you have so much to be sad about. How very insensitive of me. Do say you forgive me.’
She is irrepressible, like a puppy, and seems mature for her years, for she has been well educated and has even had her Latin poetry published in Paris – I am much impressed by that. Intrepid Jane must always be the leader, always the one who makes the suggestions. ‘We shall go riding today!’ she tells me, or ‘We shall practise our dance steps – I will teach you how to do a very stately pavane!’ And I, by dint of having been a younger sister always in the shadow of an elder, and not much minding what I do, am content to follow, sadly wishing myself with another Jane in another time. Alas, it can never be, and sometimes the sense of loss is unbearable.
‘Do not overtire yourself, Lady Jane,’ my mother often admonishes. ‘The Duchess would not wish it.’ But Jane ignores her. She is a strong character and very wilful. ‘I am perfectly well,’ she mutters under her breath, but then she will pant heavily as we climb the endless palace stairs, or sink onto a bench after racing through the gardens. I know not what is wrong with her, and do not like to ask. Apparently she has always been delicate, right from birth. ‘I was not expected to live,’ she told me once, ‘but look at me now!’ And she twirled before me, her wide skirts flaring out from her too-thin waist. Then she began coughing. ‘I’m all right, really I am,’ she choked.
As the weeks pass, and the dark days of tragedy recede into the distance, and I learn that life goes on and that the human spirit can still find much to enjoy in it, I come to value Jane’s friendship. At last there is someone who understands me, for the Seymours too have known tragedy.
Jane is a true daughter of her House. She and her family burn to restore the Seymour family to greatness, and all have big ambitions. Jane speaks often of her eldest brother, Lord Edward, who was once betrothed to my sister Jane. She sounds as ambitious for him as she is for herself. She longs to see their father’s titles and honours restored to him.
‘It is a pity our families were not allied by marriage,’ she says. ‘I would have rejoiced to have you as a sister.’
‘But we are more than sisters,’ I tell her. ‘You are my heart’s friend, and it shall ever be so!’
I receive astonishing news. My mother has remarried, at the advanced age of thirty-eight. Many think it quite shocking that she has condescended to wed her Master of Horse, Mr Stokes, but I suspect he has long been her lover. It has caused a stir, of course, for he is far below her in rank.
But I’ve always liked Mr Stokes. Although he’s not wealthy, and has debatable dress sense, he’s amiable and loyal, and he has ever been kind to me and my sisters, so for these reasons alone I have no objection to the marriage. At least my mother now has someone to comfort her and distract her mind from her terrible losses. (Would that I had the same!) And the Queen, bless her, has received them both at court, confounding the gossips and those who audibly whispered ‘Traitor!’ whenever my mother showed her face. In time, the scandal will die down, as all scandals do, and I think Mr Stokes will prove himself an admirable stepfather.
I am promoted! I am advanced to be Lady of the Bedchamber, and my sister Mary also. That ranks us both among her Majesty’s closest and most trusted attendants. I am with her when she triumphantly announces her pregnancy; when she grows ever heavier with child, and euphoric with anticipation; and, at the eleventh month, when she is finally told, to her grief, that there is to be no babe after all. I see the cold-eyed Spaniard shake his head in exasperation and abandon her to fight his interminable wars. I am there too when the old heresy laws are revived and the burnings of Protestants begin. Shuddering, I hear terrible tales of the heroism of men and women chained to the stake to die a cruel death; and I observe with concern the Queen’s increasing fanaticism, and her deafness to those who care how rapidly this persecution is destroying what is left of her popularity.
Like many in this kingdom, I am horrified by the burnings. Sometimes I find it difficult to reconcile the kindly mistress who has been so warm and generous to my family, who loves babies and is godmother to so many, and is loved by all who know her well, with the driven crusader who demands this persecution. Queen Mary insists she does it in hope of saving the souls of heretics by giving them a taste of eternal hellfire. It is a kindness to them, she says. She is sincere in her convictions.
My enemy, the Lady Elizabeth, comes back to court much humbled and subdued after her year’s imprisonment in the Tower and at Woodstock. Whether she ever was involved in Wyatt’s rebellion, neither I nor anybody else could ever say, and certainly not the Queen’s Council, for she was perhaps shrewd enough to cover her tracks. In the end, they could prove nothing against her, and King Philip sued for her to be received once more into favour. It’s said she practised her wiles on the King, and I can well believe it. And so she was reconciled with the Queen, to all appearances, but I know for certain that Mary will never trust her again. Her Majesty has accorded my mother and my cousin, the Countess of Lennox, precedence before her sister, and I can well imagine what the Lady Elizabeth thinks of that!
Elizabeth’s prevarication and insincerity cannot but contrast most unfavourably with my new zeal for the old faith, which continues to delight Queen Mary. This is reason enough for Elizabeth to hate me; I know she regards me as a traitor to the new religion. It must gall her to see the Queen showing me favour – me, the Catholic heir.
Kate
October 1483. Lincoln.
The court was lodged at Lincoln Castle, on its way south, when there came the shocking news that the Duke of Buckingham had openly repented of supporting King Richard – the usurper, he had called him – and was rallying under his banner all those with a grievance against their sovereign. There had already been an uprising in Kent, quickly suppressed by the Duke of Norfolk, but Henry Tudor was said to be in league with Buckingham and gathering an invasion fleet in Brittany.
There was no question now of Kate staying with the court. The King was adamant that his wife and family go to Middleham, which was strongly fortified. With Buckingham on the Welsh Marches, and reports that the Wydeville exiles were arming and the south was in ferment, he insisted they would be safer there.
‘I myself will travel back to London with the court, to deal with the rebels,’ he said, his voice harsh. ‘Just let me get my hands on that traitor Buckingham!’
John, sombre-faced, sought Kate out. He was to remain with the King, of course, for his sword might be called upon in the coming conflict.
‘My father the Duke is immovable as a rock,’ he said. ‘He is set on this other betrothal. I told him I’d never consent to it, but he would not listen. Don’t look so crestfallen, sweet Kate. All is not lost, believe me. I will never cease to oppose him, and they cannot make me say the words that bind me to another.’
For a moment, Kate knew despair, and she clung to him, but a quick kiss was all they had time for, since she had to help the Queen’s ladies to pack. As she ran back to the royal lodgings, she was oppressed by the thought of the arid weeks of separation from John stretching ahead drearily, endlessly … Who knew when they would meet again – and if he would prevail over his father?
The court was tense, waiting for Buckingham to strike, and Kate sensed hostility mounting against her father the King. Every time she espied him, he looked more troubled, his brows permanently furrowed. His face was marked with cares, tense and haunted. She had put it all down to anxiety over Buckingham’s treachery, but then she began overhearing the gossip.
That was nothing unusual in a court, but this was different. It was pernicious, damning and nothing less than treason.
She first became aware of what was being said when, descending some stairs, she overheard two guards talking below.
‘Some say those poor Princes have died a violent death,’ a voice said, sounding as if it revelled in the imparting of such terrible news.
‘How?’ asked another.
‘It’s the common fame that they were silenced so as to make Old Dick safe on his throne.’
‘He ordered it, then?’
‘That’s what people are saying.’
Choking back tears, Kate fled back up the stairs, locked herself in her room and flung herself on the bed, weeping as if she could never stop. But there was worse to come. Later, as she was smoothing down her skirts and washing her heated face, she heard voices in the outer chamber. She recognised them as belonging to two of the Queen’s ladies, Alice Skelton and Elizabeth Bapthorpe.
‘I despair for those poor innocents,’ Alice was saying. ‘And there’s many in the court – and the town – that are shedding tears over them. I’ve even seen grown men crying when their murder is spoken of.’ Kate had a sudden, disturbing vision of Lord Stanley weeping.
‘It’s an atrocious crime,’ Elizabeth replied, ‘and the King should be brought to account for it.’
‘If he intended to court popularity on this progress, he should have thought twice before doing away with his nephews,’ Alice said. ‘Mark me, we’ll see many desert him when Buckingham makes his move.’
‘The whole world is talking about these rumours,’ Elizabeth observed, ‘so you’re not going to tell me the King hasn’t heard them. And if they’re not true, why doesn’t he do something to stop the gossip? He must know it can’t be doing him any good.’
‘How would he do that?’ Alice wondered. ‘I’ll wager he can’t produce those boys alive. Come, let’s hasten with this mantle. The Queen is waiting.’
‘Surely she’s heard the rumours too?’ said Elizabeth.
‘She must have done. But she keeps her own counsel. You never know what she is thinking.’
‘She’s a loyal wife.’
‘Yes, but not a happy one, I think …’
Their chatter faded away, and soon Kate realised she was alone. She was hugging herself in her distress, unable fully to assimilate the implications of what she was hearing, and with a hundred questions teeming in her head. What was worst was that, for the first time, she found herself doubting her father, and that felt like the worst kind of treachery.
She felt the need to unburden herself to John. He was close to the King and knew something of state affairs.
He was delighted to see her, and walked with her into the bailey, where they braved a stiff autumn breeze to sit on a low stone wall. Fortunately, the weather had kept most people indoors, so they were alone for a time.
‘What is wrong, my darling?’ he asked at once, taking her hand.
‘I have heard terrible rumours …’ She could not bring herself to say more. It was as if giving voice to them would make them true.
John’s fine features grew serious. ‘There are many rumours. Buckingham and his friends have seen to that. But I would not give them any credence.’
‘These rumours are about my father … and the Princes that are in the Tower.’
John was silent for a moment. Then he said, ‘You must not believe them for a moment. They are wicked lies, put about by Buckingham and his fellow traitors to bring down the King. The Princes live yet, I would stake my honour on it. Your noble father is incapable of doing them ill, whatever some may say.’
‘I pray he will refute these rumours.’
‘I dare say he will.’
‘He should show the Princes to the people,’ she persisted.
‘Would that be wise?’ John wondered. ‘In the wake of the late conspiracies to free them, the King might have had them moved secretly elsewhere, and it would not do for Buckingham’s supporters to find out where.’
‘I had not thought of that. So you think I should not worry about the rumours?’
‘No, my sweet Kate, you should not.’ And he leaned forward and kissed her lips. ‘I will miss you desperately when you are gone,’ he murmured. Feeling much happier, Kate forgot who might be watching, and for a few moments they were oblivious to anything but each other, until the approach of distant voices made them spring apart, giggling.
‘It does my heart good to see you smiling again, my fair maiden,’ John said.
‘You have given me reason to smile,’ Kate told him. ‘You have banished my doubts and fears.’
Only rarely did the King have time to dine privately with his family these days, and even though his wife and children were to depart on the morrow, and this would be their last night together for some time, he insisted on their joining him at the high table in Lincoln Castle’s great hall, with its timbered roof, tiled floor, high windows ornamented with stone lions, and brightly painted armorial cloth hanging behind the dais. The entire court rose as the royal party entered, then after grace there was a scraping of stools and benches as everyone was seated. Kate was next to the Queen, and after the servitors had presented napkins, manchet bread and ewers of fine wine, she soon realised that this was to be no convivial farewell dinner, for her father could speak of nothing else but Buckingham’s treachery.
