Текст книги "Capital Risk"
Автор книги: Lana Grayson
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Acknowledgements
This has been one crazy journey.
I want to thank so many people. To all my readers out there who encouraged this series, loved this series, and helped this series—thank you. I know the subject matter is a little crazy, but I am forever grateful so many of you shared the same triumphs and dark moments and recovery with my characters. Seriously, hearing how much you all hate Darius Bennett has been the best experience of my life. I love it.
I am so going to miss these books, but…you know what they say. When one door closes…there’s two Bennetts who need spin off novels. ;)
And to Kelley and Jess—my betas, my friends, and the two gals who do so much for me—thank you for dropping everything, answering questions, and helping to get this book ready for me. I love you both so much, and I am absolutely thrilled to have found two amazingly gifted authors who are willing to do so much for me. Thank you guys.
And my husband—he has no only supported me with this writing career; he’s been taking care of me when I don’t exactly leave time to make myself dinner or run to the store. He knows how much I love him, but Imma say it again. I love you.
So, this ride isn’t over yet, and my novels are just warming up. So much is planned. We’ve got motorcycle gangs. BDSM clubs. Spinoffs. Cultists. Priests. So much stuff is coming, and I can’t wait to share it with you all! Thank you all for giving me the support and encouragement to make this dream a reality.
Lana
Other Works By Lana Grayson
Legacy Series
Takeover – The Legacy Series #1
Controlling Interests – The Legacy Series #2
Anathema Series
Warlord – Anathema MC Series #1
Exiled – Anathema MC Series #2
Knight – Anathema MC Series #3
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Sneak Peek
While They Watch
Book #1 of the Concerto Trilogy
Coming Early 2016
Innocence meets Dominance in this sexy three novel BDSM trilogy.
His pet wants out of the spotlight.
Her Master performs best with an audience.
Sometimes the most honest submission is learned While They Watch…
Chapter One
Morgan
“You don’t belong here.”
His voice cut against the thrumming cello of the jazz quartet. The warning pulled me from the music and pinned me to my seat. What might have been an unwelcomed distraction instead syncopated my heart into a spikey, unsteady rhythm.
The stranger spoke with a resonating authority and, for whatever reason, he focused on me.
I had finally worked up enough courage to order a drink, but his warning rekindled my panic. Fleeing the club was a good option. Grabbing my ID for the third time to prove my age to the security obsessed bartender was the rational thing to do. Instead, my gaze darted to the white LED decorated stairs leading to the guarded door of the infamous second floor. A threaded curtain separated the VIPs from the general public.
I had no idea what to say, but nodding didn’t take much social skill. I could do it without embarrassing myself.
Hell, I agreed with him.
I didn’t belong in a lot of places. Duchess, an exclusive fetish night-club, lingered at the top of the list, followed closely by places like Fallujah and my mother’s house in Columbus. My peachtini was too light on the -tini to consider the happenings on that second floor. Even the curtain’s material looked too ritzy for my wallet. I was as out of place in Duchess as I was in Pottery Barn.
The stranger claimed the stool to my left. His shoulder grazed against mine, and I reached for my drink, teeth clamping down on the straw before I said something idiotic.
Belong there? Of course I didn’t belong there. And the one who did was forty-five-freaking-minutes late. No calls. No texts.
Leave it to Suzi to trap me in the one bar that served leather conditioner alongside thirty dollar mixed drinks.
His long legs stretched out under the bar—black shoes, black slacks tailor fitted to his build. He was much taller than me, but that was no surprise. I got carded at the door, and I expected a “you must be this tall to enter” speech from the bouncer.
Though, in a place like Duchess, it’d be a “this tall to ride” warning.
And that did it.
I blushed at the precise instant my eyes drifted over the crest of his legs. He noticed. Figured. The last thing I wanted was to look like some crazy crotch-wench in this kind of club.
His shirt was a much safer place for my gaze, except the crimson material stretched neatly over a chest harder than the rock sitting in my stomach. I thought the guys in these places were supposed to be decrepit? An early retiree in the midst of his mid-life crisis brandishing a clearance-rack leash from PetSmart.
My sources were dead wrong.
“Having fun?” He said.
My heel slipped off the stool. I caught myself before my chin collided with the bar. He steadied me, grasping my elbow within his large hand.
He expected an answer. And a voice like that—a melody more appealing than anything the jazz ensemble played—deserved an answer. He hadn’t released my arm, but I wasn’t going anywhere. My bones melted and puddled on the imported floor tile the instant he spoke.
Unfortunately, my throat closed over a chunk of sticky peach lodged somewhere between my tongue and the last shred of my dignity. A sexy half-cough, half chortle might have sounded great, but I decided silence was the best recourse for the only girl in a cotton sundress in the ocean of second-skin leather skirts. A demure nod. A quick clearing of my throat. A guzzle of the peach-tini.
And there was the -tini. Great.
“Are you meeting someone?” he asked.
And now he laughed at me. A dozen responses flitted though my mind. The first was an honest God, I hope so. The second was a recurring—I really need my arm back. I raised my eyes to his.
He was older than I thought. Maybe early to mid-thirties, but no gray touched his dark hair. He wore it long, almost chin length, pulled back into a half pony-tail framing his stubble-dusted jaw into strong edges.
His complexion was darker, and his nose a sculpted angle. Mediterranean? I always wanted to take a trip to Europe. And there was my instant-vacation, leaning toward me, without even a cursory pat down from the TSA.
He released my arm with a light brush over my skin. A million goose bumps followed.
My glass tinked back onto the bar. I swallowed any frilly vibrato in my voice. His eyes fixed over me.
Wasn’t it rude to stare?
Wasn’t it equally rude to linger in silence like a tongue-twisted invalid who enjoyed the umbrella in her drink more than the liquor?
He spoke only to tease me. “This isn’t your normal night out.”
“No,” I said.
His lips mocked me with a dire smile. “No, you don’t belong here. No, you aren’t meeting anyone. Or no, this isn’t your normal night out?”
“Yes.”
Oh, Christ. I sipped the last few golden drops of my drink while hiding my flushing cheeks. Might as well trip out of the bar and let my skirt fly over my head. If I found some spinach to stuff between my front teeth my every nightmare would play out in the middle of a fetish bar.
And yet, my mysterious stranger smiled. Just a hint, but infinitely more controlled than my humble freak out. Better to have him think I was playing coy than deliver the actual truth.
I had no idea how to talk to a man like this.
We—well, wherever Suzi and Leah happened to be—planned to come to Duchess for a laugh. He was here legitimately. He belonged here. And he was talking to me. Leaning over with biceps straining against the fabric of his shirt and shoulders that formed a barrier between me and the safety of the exit.
The bartender set a drink before him. A gin and tonic. He hadn’t ordered it and he still got the drink a hell of a lot quicker than I was given mine.
“What’s your name?” His dark eyes blended with the effortless baritone of his voice.
We planned to be Polly, Dolly, and Molly, but I suffered enough.
“Morgan.”
“Good evening, Morgan.”
His eyes dipped over me again. I straightened my shoulders, but I remained a speck of blonde on the bar next to him.
He didn’t say anything else. His evening washed over me. I had nothing in my arsenal as smooth. Not even a did you know that’s not really a trumpet in the band? It’s a cornet, and I think it sounds snazzy. As if on cue, the sadistic quartet switched to a different song. Something tragically mellow that fostered the silence.
I remembered this being easier back when I was still enrolled in college. I couldn’t sit at the bar without some fraternity pledge offering to buy me Natty Lights on his parent’s semester allowance. But my stranger was no overeager kid looking for an easy score. He toyed with me—waiting for me to either run away or drown in my drink. Two could play that game.
“So.” I leaned back to get a better look at my companion. He welcomed the intrusion, meeting my stare with a raised chin. Proud and vain. He could be trouble. “Come here often, stranger?”
He chuckled. The pressure in my chest eased.
I tugged the edges of my dress down, closer to my knee. He studied the movement, and my fingers dug into the material. I didn’t want him thinking I meant for the hem to creep up. Or that I panicked if I revealed a little skin. Or that I did or didn’t want him looking at my skin. Oh, God, I was overthinking a freaking skirt.
I knew I should have worn leggings.
“My name’s Anthony.”
“Evening, Anthony.”
He cracked a smirk.
Huh. Maybe I was better at the game than I thought. My cell chirped. I checked the text and groaned. Suzi was my own personal town-crier, but she only ever gave bad news.
Sorry hon. Crisis at work, and Leah’s baby has a fever. Another time?
Another time. This was our other time, making up for two almost-nights out. Suzi’s office did more work after 5:00 than seemed legal, and Leah’s baby was a crawling petri-dish.
My mother’s voice echoed in my head. Do something with your life. Go back to school. Meet a man.
I let the text go unanswered. Where had the degree and wedding band landed my friends? Suzi worked every night till seven and still needed a roommate to cover the rent, and Leah’s baby had colic, croup, and teething issues. She hadn’t slept a full night in a year and fought with her husband every second she was awake.
No thanks.
Anthony waited while I twirled the straw in my empty glass into a crumpled mess.
“Would you like another?” he asked.
I looked up. The bartender awaited my order. I shook my head and jiggled the phone.
“No thanks. Something came up.”
The bartender nodded. Anthony motioned, and, before I could argue, he paid my tab.
“Let me guess,” he said. “Friends chickened out?”
I set the phone back on the bar. Traitorous thing.
“I knew they weren’t going to make it,” I said.
“But you came anyway.”
My shrug was half-hearted. “This beats half-priced soggy wings at our usual hangout.”
“No wings here.”
“Nothing’s half-priced either.”
Another smile. His lips curled over a flash of white teeth. The pale light of the bar shadowed his strong nose and hardened jaw. But his eyes layered in darkness, like a splash of ink across a canvas. For a second, I was glad my friends flaked out on me. They had responsibilities and family. I had a ridiculously attractive guy offering to buy me a drink.
Maybe the night wouldn’t be so bad.
Then again...
My eyes followed the stairs to the secret second floor. The bar was normal enough. Expensive drinks and jazz music. A pair of gothic couples giggled in the corner and a few women danced in slinky dresses and avoided the men trying too hard to buy them a drink. I spotted the occasional collar around a neck, but so far the club looked as PG as anything near the college campuses.
Except for Anthony.
He cornered me without even trying. I crossed my legs and hoped my straightened posture would give me more confidence. It didn’t. I looked smaller than ever. Examined. Pinned like a gimpy butterfly in some biology project making frantic small-talk about the differences between cool and smooth jazz.
“If you want,” Anthony’s voice rumbled in a whisper. “I’ll call the valet for your car.”
I offered him a shy shrug. “Maybe I’ll stay a bit longer.”
This time, his phone beeped. He glanced at the screen and set the phone on the bar. His expression shifted, the playful twitch on his lips exchanged for a practiced stoicism.
“That’s not a good idea.”
The goose bumps retreated, my bones remolded, and my smirk vanished. My eyebrow rose as high as it could without seeming rude.
“Excuse me?”
Anthony sipped his gin and tonic. He might as well have thrown it on me. He morphed from sexy stranger to distant authority figure in a split second. Sized me up and decided I wasn’t worth his effort before he even answered the text.
“Morgan.” The gin clinked down. I stiffened. “You don’t belong here.”
I crossed my arms. “I was carded at the door.”
“You’re a young, attractive, blonde. And you’re alone.” The word hung in the air. “Do you know what happens here?”
Anthony studied the man in full leather lurking in the corner, biding his time with a scowl. His gaze swept to a second man a few seats away. I couldn’t see his hands, but, judging by his movements, it wasn’t pretty or family friendly.
“You should call it a night,” he said.
I ignored the staring creepers and frowned. “So what are you? A bouncer?”
“I work closely with the owner.” He tapped his cellphone. As if on cue, another message appeared. “We know the type of people who shouldn’t be here. We don’t need an incident.”
“You don’t think I can handle it?”
“No.”
“You’ve known me for ten minutes. What makes you think I’m not into this stuff?”
The question didn’t need to be answered, but Anthony’s stare was a harsh chastisement, as if I should be ashamed that I defended myself.
“The women who belong here know better than to argue with me.”
He stood. I stayed glued to my seat. The bartender instantly appeared and Anthony directed him to call for the valet.
“Have a good night, Morgan.”
He left without another word. I didn’t cover my flushed cheeks. They warmed on their own, a result of the either utter mortification, indignant rage, or a blood-boiling, belly twisting curiosity.
My hands trembled. Getting rejected was one thing, but Anthony’s appraisal was worse than anything my ex ever said. Hell, at least Ryan gave me the you’re a nice girl, but we just aren’t clicking speech.
But who was he to tell me where I did and didn’t belong? He didn’t know anything about me besides how alone I looked waiting for my friends who prioritized real life over a night out.
The women here knew better than to argue with him.
What did that even mean? What happened if they did argue with him?
The possibilities wrapped me in an endless shiver that hit every delicate area from my head to my toes. With my legs crossed, a delicious pressure pulsed between my thighs. Somehow my decency eroded away in a single night.
The sexy romance books were mainstream enough now—I knew exactly what Anthony was and the game he played. He was a walking, talking, tab-paying muscled specimen of testosterone, authority, and kink.
Since my previous sex life consisted of a movie at the cheap theater, a grope in the car, and unremarkable sex in a dorm room while Ryan’s roommate was at the library, Anthony was probably right. I didn’t belong here.
The sketchy guy in the corner of the club wandered my way. He fiddled with the pair of handcuffs clipped to his belt. I decided to wait for my car outside. A chirp from the bar stopped me. Anthony’s forgotten phone buzzed. An incoming text from someone named Simone.
Done yet?
Simone. That sounded like a woman who could call him away. Someone who probably gave him the same shivers that slammed me. But the message didn’t make sense. He didn’t like women arguing with him. The social ramifications of such a demand would send every sociology major I knew through the roof. But, if it were true, why would he let a woman text him in such a demanding manner?
I eyed the stairs. It was a brand new iPhone, and it didn’t feel right letting it get lost or stolen. Besides, I wasn’t above playing Good Samaritan to prove that some random stranger couldn’t measure my entire personality from a single drink at the bar.
I made it within arm’s length of the stairs before the bouncer blocked the path.
He wore a sharp, expensive suit and stood tall—not nearly as big as Anthony, but intimidating enough with a bald head and goatee. An earpiece tucked within his ear. Tight security for a single staircase. My insides shriveled under his stare.
“Going somewhere, miss?”
Now or never. I sucked in a breath and showed him the phone.
“Anthony left this.”
The bouncer looked me over. I hoped there weren’t a whole sea of Anthony’s floating around upstairs. I didn’t think to look through the phone to figure out his last name. Ignoring his advice was risky enough, but I wasn’t about to violate his privacy.
This was a stupid idea. I offered the phone to the bouncer, but he moved aside.
“Go on up,” he said.
Well, hell. I didn’t expect it to work. The stairs rose steep, and the glistening LEDs silhouetted me as I went up, shining like built-in sign proclaiming my perversion. I gripped the railing and took each step, waiting for it to collapse under me. The glance over the bar proved my fear wasn’t paranoia.
Every eye was on me.
Great. My heels were unsteady enough. I couldn’t imagine anything worse than falling on my face in front of all those people. I never used to mind crowds, but, lately, I liked to hide out in my apartment with my sweats and Netflix. I hoped no one recognized me.
My newest life goal—not to draw any unnecessary attention to myself.
I shifted the curtain aside. An empty hallway separated the noise of the bar from the happenings upstairs. I smoothed my dress and attempted to push my shoulders back, but my imagination weighted the air and pushed the narrow hall against me.
Fancy oil paintings hung on the walls. Most of the artwork were nudes, of course. I wondered who commissioned the work. Google Image Searches got pretty raunchy, but these paintings depicted either some seriously complicated Twister games or sexual positions beyond anything Ryan and I ever attempted.
I had taken six steps and I already regretted my decision.
The hall ended with a dark, ornate door. I considered knocking, except this place probably had an entirely different definition for solicitation. I also considered turning around and high-tailing it back to safety. I clutched at the phone. It was a club, not a prison. What was the worst that could happen?
A lot of things, but I wasn’t about to imagine it.
The VIPs lounge seemed to be an entirely different club, not cheap and trendy like the LED lit bar downstairs. Leather furniture and a grand fireplace organized part of the room into a comfortable sitting area. The cherry wood bar and walls framed an elegant, old-school smoking room. Classy, masculine, and far more yacht club than I expected. Still most yacht clubs didn’t employ a topless bartender.
Two women in lace bodysuits lounged across the lap of rather rotund man on the couch. In the corner, a masked man stood shackled, his ankle chained to a convenient hook in the wall. He stayed still, completely naked, and apparently excited about his predicament. A party raged beyond a second hallway, pressing further into the weirdness than I intended to wander.
I edged forward until a harsh crack echoed over the floor—the sound of leather connecting with flesh. A woman screamed. The party applauded.
And I thought ordering a peachtini made my Friday night wild. Duchess gave Stanley Kubrick and Tom Cruise a run for their money.
The bartender’s cocked an eyebrow at my presence, as if she weren’t the one serving drinks in a corset that didn’t conceal her breasts. Leaving the phone with her was the second best idea I had—getting the hell out of the freak show ranked first. His voice caught me before I took a single step.
“You don’t follow orders.”
My breath escaped with an oof, as if someone wrung out my lungs like a wet dishcloth.
Anthony’s gaze burned directly through me, an insulted look of immediate disapproval. I accidentally backed away, realizing all too late he pinned me against the wall with only a few words. I wore heels, but they did nothing.
Anthony’s shadow cast over me, his body obscuring my view of the club. Not only was he tall, every inch of him sculpted with muscle. The kind of strength bred from a deliberate attempt to intimidate. He didn’t need it. He possessed just as much strength in his stare, in the roughness of his voice, and in the ripples of displeasure.
I majorly fucked up.
He crossed his arms. His biceps tightened, even under the suit.
And then the inappropriate images flitted into my mind. Those powerful arms pressed against either side of me. His body trapping me between his solid chest and the wall. It was a good thought—a stirring, heavy thought—but one I didn’t need to have in a modern-day sex dungeon, no matter how many fish tanks or leather couches were stacked in the hall.
It was also a thought I didn’t need to have about a man who had no problem chastising a perfect stranger. His presence would have subdued the hard-ass police officer who nailed me for going 38 in a 35 last winter outside of campus.
And his voice. Just the threat I imagined behind those words drove a whimper to my lips. The wall offered me no protection.
Anthony stepped closer. Within arm’s reach. Another cry echoed from the party. More applause. He ignored it. I prayed I wasn’t next.
“Well, well, well, who is your friend?”
The feminine voice snaked behind Anthony. For a second, I breathed easy, grateful for the reprieve. Then she emerged. Tucked her arm around his. Offered me the same stern glance.
Christ, she was as beautiful as him.
She rocked skin-tight black pants and a crimson corset—an ensemble matching Anthony’s chosen colors. But she didn’t look like the other women wandering around the floor. Her four inch stilettos were more presentation than practicality, and she must have sewed her pants over her hips. The corset framed her perfectly flat stomach and barely contained her chest. Not a single lock of auburn hair dared to slip out of her meticulously tended French braid.
Though she coiled over Anthony, pouting trouble-maker red lips, there was no way in hell anyone was leading her around on a leash.
Anthony’s eyes darkened. “This is Morgan.”
“What a pleasure, Morgan.” The woman purred over my name. She studied me as remorselessly as Anthony. Licked her bottom lip.
Damn my curiosity.
“Welcome to Duchess,” she said. “I’m Simone Lesley. This is my club.”
Simone. Of course. She was everything I imagined in a fetish club owner, and she fit perfectly against Anthony. I swallowed as best I could, but a response wasn’t coming. I was a violinist, not a singer. I had nothing in my vocal range that could match the sultry whisper of her voice.
I held out the phone and prayed I wouldn’t spontaneously combust under the combined burden of their attention.
“You left this downstairs,” I murmured.
He didn’t hear me. I might as well have mewed like a kitten and started to cry. My cheeks burned, and Simone lowered her head onto his shoulder.
“Look, Anthony. She returned your phone.” She tapped her heel against the wooden floors. I got the point. She’d squish me in a heartbeat. “How sweet.”
He made me hold out the phone for longer than was necessary. It felt like a test. No, a judgment. He wanted to see if I would crack under the pressure. Another slap echoed off the wall, and a girl moaned for mercy. The crowd murmured their appreciation.
Yes. Yes, I would crack. The phone trembled.
Anthony exhaled, but the aggravation in his expression melted. He took the phone from my hand, his fingers dragging on my palm as pulled away.
“You didn’t need to bring this up to me.”
Despite my best intentions, and everything I was taught about holding a proper conversation, I had to look away.
“I didn’t want it to get lost.”
Simone wiggled against him. “She’s so thoughtful, Anthony.”
“Apparently.”
“And brave. Coming up here all alone.” Simone’s words sounded too sweet. She charmed and insulted in the same breath. Better than the alternative. She owned Duchess, and I had a feeling more than a few people were thrown out for crashing the upstairs party.
Maybe she’d just let me leave. Was it a crime to trespass up here?
I couldn’t imagine the news headline: College Dropout Jailed Overnight in Sex Club Scandal.
Then the quote from my mother—I don’t know where we went wrong, but I blame her father for encouraging her to go into the arts.
“Okay.” I had nothing to do with my hands and nowhere safe to look. “I wanted to make sure you got your phone.”
“Leaving so soon?” Simone grinned.
What did she want from me? I braved a glance at her, but that was a mistake. More people probably got in trouble for looking at her than sneaking in the club. Anthony was a safer target. But his expression raged even darker. Far more dangerous. My stomach peeled out and fled back downstairs.
“Let me thank you properly for returning my phone,” Anthony said.
I hesitated. A dozen scenarios played through my mind, and not one of them was suitable outside the crazy ass club.
“A reward?” Simone’s blood-red fingernails traced over Anthony’s shoulder. “I hoped her good deed wouldn’t go unpunished.”
And the panic was back.
I stepped backwards, colliding again with the wall. They probably heard the thunk. I had enough evaluation for one day. I didn’t know if it their beauty, strength, or the atmosphere in the club, but I feared they could see right through my clothes. Everything in me fluttered. I didn’t like it.
But I wasn’t sure I disliked the attention.
“Let me take you out for coffee,” Anthony said.
Coffee? I looked around the room. The lingerie clad women plunked off the couch and settled between the man’s legs. The masked man groaned and rattled the chain on his ankle. How could he talk about a coffee date when a women in the next room was getting the hell beat out of her—and somehow loving it—while everyone else watched like it was country club bridge night?
“Oh, go on,” Simone said. “He doesn’t bite on the first date.”
That was a step too far for Anthony. The disapproving glance aimed for me ricocheted to her. Simone went silent.
That was interesting.
“Coffee?” I asked. “Where?”
Where? That was the question I picked? Not what the hell is this place or are you going to beat that woman next or are you and Simone some sort of weird fetish couple dream team?
“There’s a cafe not far from here.” Anthony didn’t miss a beat as the screams from the mystery woman sang in pleasure. “On the corner of Fifth. Do you know it?”
I sighed. Yeah, I knew it. I almost worked there. I managed to get a job at the one on Eleventh instead, six blocks closer to my apartment.
“Tomorrow,” he said. “I’ll be there at seven.”
He was firm, but it wasn’t a question. It also wasn’t a demand. I bit my lip and offered him a nervous smile. Simone’s hand tickled along his bicep. A pang of jealousy ripped through me.
“Okay,” I said.
I didn’t confirm his invitation, but it was a sufficiently diplomatic response. They said nothing else, and I had the distinct impression the conversation was over. Dismissed then ignored. Not exactly polite, but, then again, society checked its morals with its coat when it entered a place like this.
I hurried back to the safety of the bar below, avoiding the curious gazes of those who watched me descend the stairs.
I knew what they thought, and they were right.
Duchess was no place where I belonged.
Oh, but I was so glad I came…
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