Текст книги "Envy"

Автор книги: K. T. Fisher

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Five weeks after Lauren told us about her new found pregnancy, she and Grim revealed it to the whole club. They didn’t tell Franky and Laura until a couple of days ago, because they knew, and so did me and the girls, that as soon as Laura knew of Lauren’s pregnancy she would want to spread the word.

As soon as Grim declared that he was going to be a father Franky demanded a party. The weather is surprisingly warm with the sun shining down on us so the men decided to bring the BBQ out.

Grim looks so fucking happy right now, his arm draped over Lauren’s shoulders as he talks to Nelly and Tech. I look at Lauren and see what people mean about the pregnancy glow, I thought it was a stupid myth, but looking at my best friend I see that this is true.

“How are holding up darling?” Asks Laura as she passes me a cold drink.

I can see where Devlin gets his sensitive side from. His mother is very caring and ever since I’ve been on bed rest, Laura would call Devlin to make sure he was taking proper care of me. Not that I minded, I loved Devlin looking after me and to be honest, it kind of turned me on. Knowing that he actually cares for me. It makes a girl feel good.

I’ve tried it on with him a few times but every time I do, he shuts me down. Not that he doesn’t want to, I feel the hardness that lets me know he really does want to, but he worries too much. He wants to be sure that I’m fully healed and capable which only makes me want him more. It’s a frustrating cycle.

I try to forget about my need for Devlin and smile at his mother. “Great thank you Laura. Your son has taken care of me.”

“I’m so good to hear that.” She grins wide and then looks over to Lauren and Grim. “I’m so happy for them.”

“Yeah me too.” I match her smile. “I can’t wait.”

Laura then gives me a funny look. “What about you?” She asks.

“What do you mean?” I ask, although I have a dreaded feeling I know what she’s getting at.

“You and Devlin,” She begins. “When are you going to settle down and make me a grandma twice over?”

I stay silent and take a much need drink from my glass. It’s a delay for my answer that I try to think over in my head.

“I’m in no rush.” I try to laugh.

“Oh darling.” She giggles. “You’re in your prime! Have babies now and there’s time for you to get your beautiful figure back.”

Thankfully, Drew saves me. “Leave the girl alone mum!”

Drew wraps her arm around me and leads me away. “Thank you.” I whisper to her.

“Don’t mention it.” She laughs.

Drew takes me in the direction of Devlin as he’s just finished talking with Brace and Scrappy. He spots me and stretches out one arm, inviting me in. I step inside his hold and melt when he securely holds me against him. He’s still being gentle but there’s no need.

“You look gorgeous babe.” He kisses me once we’re alone.

“So do you.” I say, drinking in the sight of him. I need to get him alone because all this waiting is making me lose control.

It’s crazy thinking back to when I was pushing him away, scared what he would think of me and my scars. Now I want nothing more than for him to strip me naked and have his way with me. I want to explore every inch of his body.

We make it outside to the BBQ holding hands and out of the corner of my eye I watch him, the big bad biker. His white shirt stands out against his black clothing, black leather vest and his dark features. I look at his gorgeous face, I want to run my nails through his stubble and kiss his lips.

“Stop looking at me like that.” Devlin growls.

“Or what?” I answer back as we make our way through a crowd of members.

“I’ll carry you back to the room and give you what you deserve.” He replies quietly. His words add to the fire that’s already lit but I know he won’t go through with his warning. He’s still being so careful with me.

“Then I will keep looking at you as if I can see you naked.” I whisper and see his jaw tense.

I’m glad I’m getting to him and decide to take it a step forward. I stop him in his tracks and glide my hand over his crotch. I smile in victory as I feel his obvious hardness.

“Tash.” Devlin warns.

“Relax.” I whisper into his ear. “I just want these bitches to know who you belong to.”

Devlin then wraps his arm around me and pulls me against him. He then nibbles on my neck and kisses me like his life depends on it. “Everyone knows who I belong to,” Devlin then squeezes my ass and bites on my ear lobe, sending shivers all over me. “And that you’re all mine.”

“I love the sound of that.” I say, sounding breathless.

“Me too babe.” He smirks.

“Christ if you two carry on another baby is going to be made right here.” I hear Baby laugh from behind me.

Throughout the day, Devlin stays by my side. He asks me if I want anything to eat or drink and makes sure I’m doing ok. I love the fact that he makes sure to keep me knowing that he’s there for me. Whether it’s his hand holding mine or the occasional kiss or caress and I adore him even more for it. It’s not in a smothering type of gesture, just Devlin looking out for me and letting me know he’s here and he’s thinking of me. I’m a girl who loves that.

“So how did it go today?” I ask Drew when we get a moment together.

Today Drew had to meet with the plumbers at the salon. Not only did we need it installing for the new apartment upstairs, but for the room we have chosen as the staff room kitchen and toilet, plus the toilets for the customers.

“Everything’s great.” She smiles. “They finished the bathroom and kitchen in the apartment and are sorting the staff kitchen and toilet now!”

I still cannot believe that this is all happening.

“I can’t wait to see it.” I grin wide.

“As soon as you get the all clear from the doctor next week.” Drew reminds me.

I nod in agreement. This isn’t just Devlin’s wish, but my own. I know I’m impatient with my healing but I’m not stupid. I know that I have to heal. It’s one thing walking around the clubhouse and trying to get sexual favours but going out and visiting the salon is just silly of me. I will damage what healing I have done so far, so I’m being sensible and waiting.  It‘s killing me though. I really want to see both mine and Drew’s dreams coming alive.

Lauren approaches and I eagerly hug her. “Hey momma.”

She laughs. “I’m so happy I don’t have to keep it a secret anymore.”

“So, boy or girl?” Drew asks.

“I don’t mind, but I know Grim really wants a boy.” Lauren smiles.

“Typical man.” Nelly laughs as she catches what Lauren has just said.

We talk about babies, Lauren’s pregnancy and Nelly’s crazy cravings. The day has been real fun but there’s one thing constantly on my mind and that’s Devlin.

“I’m tired.” I tell him as he wraps an arm around me.

“Then we’re going bed.” He orders giving his men a head nod as we pass a silent understanding that we’re going.

I catch the girls one by one as we make our way through. Each giving me a hug and promising to meet at breakfast. Tonight we’re all staying at the clubhouse because of the celebration BBQ. I finally find Lauren and Grim both standing together alone. They’re having a private moment, looking at one another and looking so happy. My heart could literally burst for them. Grim spots me and smiles inviting me to join them in their moment.

“I’m off to bed.” I tell them, hugging them both. “I’m so happy for you.”

Tears glisten in my eyes and Lauren hugs me again. After a few more excited words we leave and Devlin holds my hand the whole way. His thumb stroking my hand. Excited nerves flutter in my stomach at the thought of what I’m going to do once we enter the bedroom. I fully intend to get both of us naked. I’m not tired at all, I’m just thirsty for my man.

Devlin locks the door when we make it inside his club room. I sit on the bed and begin to slip my shoes off, watching as Devlin removes his leather vest and I see his muscles sculptured by his white shirt. Damn!

He notices me looking and sits beside me. “Like what you see?”

“Damn right.” I scoot closer and look to his lips letting him know what I want.

Devlin takes me lead and kisses me, sliding one of his hands onto the back of my head and letting his fingers tangle in my hair. I groan as he invades my mouth with his tongue. My hands feel the fabric of his shirt, the heat from his flesh radiating through. I want to feel his skin so I go to tug it off but Devlin breaks away from me and does it for me. I look him over for a little bit, lusting over his delicious body.

“Undress me.” I demand and without hesitation he does.

Devlin carefully removes my top then lays me back on the bed and gets rid of my jeans. When I’m lying in just my underwear, Devlin stands and removes his own jeans. His erection clear to see as soon as he drops them. Devlin chose a great day to go commando.

I sit up and take his large, thick cock in my hand. I guide Devlin closer to me, and when he’s close enough, I let my tongue glide over the tip of his cock. I stroke him, velvet over steal as I continue to lick and suck. Devlin’s hands have returned to my hair, his eyes are closed with his head tilted back. This is the first time I’ve taken his cock in my mouth and I couldn’t be happier. I’m more surprised if I’m totally honest, Devlin hasn’t let me do much up until this point. I’m so glad he’s changed his mind.

“You need to stop.” He insists.

I don’t want him to climax just yet either, so I let go of his hard dick and lie back down on the bed. Devlin crawls over me kissing me just like he was before and letting his tongue fuck my mouth. It makes me think what his cock will do.

Devlin then moves down south tossing my bra on the floor and letting his tongue work wonders on my breasts. Without even thinking my legs open and I begin to thrust against him. The thin fabric of my thong keeping my pussy lips from gliding over his cock. The thought turns me on even more and I attempt to take my thong off but Devlin stops licking my nipples.

“What are you doing?” He asks.

“I want to feel you.”

He hangs his head, and I know what he’s about to say. “We can’t yet.”

“Please.” I beg.

“Trust me Tash, I really fucking want to but I’m even more scared of hurting you.” He admits.

“But I’m ok.” I insist. “Please.”

“Just one more week.” He reminds me. “Then I can slide my cock inside you and fuck you until we pass out.”

His words make me moan, so Devlin thrust against my thong covered pussy. “I’m going to fuck you so hard baby. You’re pussy is going to stretch around my cock and I’m going to sink so deep the whole fucking club will hear your screams.”

It becomes too much and I begin to beg again. “Devlin.”

“One week.” He reminds again and slides lower. “But I am hungry.”

Well I didn’t expect that!

Devlin kisses down my stomach and slides my thong down my legs. I help him, eager to have him give my begging pussy some much needed attention. I see Devlin’s face change though as soon as his eyes set eyes on my scars for the first time. My heart picks up speed and my cheeks burn as embarrassment takes over. This is the part I’ve dreaded since the first time I set eyes on Devlin. When he sees my most intimate area, scarred from the Devils, that he will find me disgusting and not want me anymore.

He looks up to me and then looks back down between my thighs. Shame fills me and I close my legs so he can no longer look. But Devlin’s face turns angry and to my shock he places hands on my knees and opens my legs again.

“Don’t hide from me babe.” He tells me. “Don’t ever be ashamed to reveal yourself to me.”

“But I’m ugly.” I cry.

“No,” Devlin leans back over me and kisses me gently this time. “You’re beautiful and I will fix this.”

“What?” I ask, confused as I wipe my eyes.

Devlin begins to stroke my pussy lips, letting his fingers dip inside. “I will erase every bad memory.”

His words make me speechless and I lay back down as he kisses me once more. Devlin soon drifts down my stomach again and this time when he reaches between my thighs, he lets his tongue lick my pussy. His tongue paying close attention to my throbbing clit. This makes my legs open wider and Devlin growls as he licks harder, making my back arch as I moan.

Devlin continues to lick and suck, and with each one he does what he said he would. My bad memories and the shame slowly fade, and it’s only me and Devlin.

A week later, it’s my check up at the hospital and I cannot wait to have the all clear. All week, Devlin has paid attention to every part of my body. Even kissing along my legs, arms and wrists. He hasn’t left a single part out but I already know his favourite parts as he pays special attention to my breasts and my most intimate area between my thighs. Devlin has also let me explore him, I have to admit last night I couldn’t help myself and I licked along his abs. It made him laugh but I could tell he liked it. I love letting my hands feel his strong, thick muscled legs and continuing right to the top where his already hard cock is ready and waiting. I’ve taken him in my mouth every night this week too, how can I not? He won’t allow actual sex until the doctor gives me the all clear, so we fool around instead.

Not that I’m complaining but I need to feel him inside of me now. I’ve fantasised about it for so long.

The girls surround me and wish me good luck before we leave. I know myself that I feel ok and that I should be fully healed by now. I no longer wince when I move or have or be careful getting in and out of bed.

Devlin drives us in his car and I can tell he’s tense. His hands grip the steering wheel tightly and I see his jaw tensing every now and then. I place a hand on his leg. “It’s going to be ok.”

“I just want you be healthy again.” He admits. “I hate seeing you injured, I hate seeing what that bastard did to you.”

“I know.” I try to sooth him.

“It’s a good job he’s dead because I’d put him through a lifetime of pain for what he did.” He growls out.

“You need to forget him and look forward.” I remind him. “He’s gone now, don’t let him get to you.”

Thankfully my words do the trick and he quickly squeezes my hand, letting me know he agrees with me. We walk inside the hospital hand in hand and we ignore the curious glances at Devlin. Whenever we go anywhere with the members we get these same looks. Most people say you should never judge a book by its cover but most of those people do exactly that.

We wait in silence on the hard chairs in a bland waiting room for the doctor to call my name.

“Natasha Hopes?” I hear from across the room.

Devlin and I jump from our seats, and follow the kind smiling doctor into her office. She gestures to the same looking hard seats I eagerly take one.

“Am I ok?” I quickly ask before she’s even sat down on her own chair.

She looks up at me in shock and then breaks out in a smile. “Let’s check you over shall we?”

I go to lie on an uncomfortable hospital bed and the doctor lifts my top to reveal my stomach.

“No bruises.” She smiles and I weirdly feel proud of myself.

She goes on to ask if it hurts whenever she pokes at my ribs, asks me to do different positions to prove they no longer make me uncomfortable.

“So Natasha,” She smiles down at her notes. “I was going to pass you on and have a scan of your ribs, but there’s no need. I can see you’re completely healed.”

“Really?” I smile.

“You’re fit and healthy again.” She nods.

“Are you sure she shouldn’t have the scan?” Devlin asks and I can’t help but roll my eyes.

The Doctor laughs. “I can assure you that I see no need for Natasha to have the scan. I’ve dealt with many broken and bruised ribs and Natasha seems absolutely fine. It’s probably all that bed rest and care you gave her.”

Her words make Devlin’s chest puff out in pride and he nods towards her. I can see what she did there. Very smart.

I practically skip outside towards the car and Devlin just laughs at me. “You can’t tell me to stop skipping now.” I poke my tongue out.

“No I can’t.” He laughs.

“Also,” I creep towards him. “You can’t say no to what I want tonight.”

“Who said we have to wait until tonight?” He asks.

My eyes widen and without a single word, I walk to the passenger side of his car and quickly get in.

***

Devlin hovers over me, totally naked and gloriously handsome. He gives me one last kiss, breaks away and looks deeply into my eyes. He’s settles between my thighs, my legs wrapping around him with my feet on his tight ass. I thrust up against him, silently asking him to continue.

“I love you babe.” He whispers as he pushes the tip of his cock against me.

His cock goes further in, deliciously slow but oh so good! Devlin stretches me and he continues to torture me. I just want him to sink in all the way and let me feel all of him.

“I love you too.” I moan as he gives me all of him.

Devlin looks down at me, taking my breath away and then we begin to move. Matching each other’s rhythm. It’s starts off as slow and intimate, but as we get faster it’s even more so. All the waiting has come to this moment and it’s everything I hoped for and more. All those months of worrying what Devlin will think of me wasn’t worth the headache.

Devlin leans down and licks my nipple, causing an amazing sensation to ripple throughout me. “Oh god.” I moan.

Devlin takes hold of my left leg hooking it over his shoulder, making him sink that little more but it makes a huge difference. I grip onto Devlin’s shoulders and surrender to him.

After I’ve climaxed and Devlin roars through his release, we lay in a hot and sweaty heap.

“Wow.” I sigh as I stretch out beside him.

Devlin just laughs and plants a kiss to my forehead. My phone starts to ring and when I see it’s Drew, I eagerly answer. This could be about the salon.

“Hello?” I answer.

“Tash? How did it go today?” Drew asks.

“I got the all clear.” I grin, even though she can’t see this down the phone.

“Cool! That means you can come down to the salon!” She squeals.

Oh my god! Why did I not think of this before? Probably because I was swept up in Devlin’s sexiness.

“I’ll be down as soon as possible.” I laugh.

“Are you sure about that?” Devlin asks beside me and licks my nipple again.

“Erm, what are you doing?” Ask Drew from the phone.

“Nothing.” I giggle.

“Ew! You’re in bed with my brother aren’t you?” She asks, sounding disgusted.

“Yes.” I admit.

“Get your ass dressed and get down here.” She demands and hangs up.

I laugh as I place my phone back on the side.

“I have to get ready and go to the salon.” I turn to face Devlin.

He looks at my exposed breasts and begins to play with them. “Are you sure?”

I groan in frustration. “As much as I want to stay here, I’ve been dying to see the salon.”

Devlin gives me a smile. “Come on, I’ll drive you. But I’m having you back in bed as soon as we’re done.”

“Of course.” I wink.

***

“Oh my god Drew, this place is amazing!” I clap.

The salon downstairs is still a mess with boxes because everything is still being delivered, but there’s still time until opening day. However, the apartment upstairs has come along amazingly. The kitchen area is nearly completed, just like the bathroom.

Now that the rooms have been sorted, you can see where everything should go. I just can’t wait to get started on the decorating. My room also looks bigger than I thought.

“I don’t know.” Devlin knocks on the newly built wall. “These walls need to be thicker if I’m going to be staying here.”

“Why?” I ask.

“Well babe, I don’t want you to be embarrassed when Drew overhears your moaning and groaning.” Devlin laughs.

I laugh along too but Devin’s words earn him a slap on the arm by his younger sister Drew. “Don’t be so disgusting.”

As I walk around I can visualise exactly how I want this place.

“I know now that you are able to come down we can get started with the rest.” Drew sounds just as excited as I do.

“I can’t wait.” I look around again. I can’t stop myself!

For the rest of the day Drew and I hash out plans of how we would like not only the apartment, but the salon downstairs. Drew takes me down and shows me what has been delivered, what is yet to come and what else we need to order. I’m so proud of her, she’s done so well while I’ve been stuck at the clubhouse.

“Dad said we have all the help we can get with the club members, I asked around and they’re all happy to help.” Drew informs.

“Great!” I turn to Devlin. “What about you? Will you be moving around furniture for us?”

“Well that depends, will I get favours in return?” He asks as he brings me close. Wrapping those strong arms around me.

“Hmmm.” I pretend to think it over. “I’ll have to see if I’m feeling up to it.”

At this he laughs. “Oh you will.”

As he kisses me, I can’t help but think how amazingly well everything is in my life. All the shit has come to end now that Strike is dead. Everyone I know will finally be safe. Best of all, I have the man I love and my dream job is coming true.

That night, Devlin is eager to get me back to his room. Even though there’s a little bit of a celebration for me because of my all clear from the doctor. Honestly, any excuse and the club will throw a party.

After an hour, Devlin isn’t interested in the party. He wants me alone and I’m just as excited. He backs me up against the wall, taking his sweet time with me a prepping my body for him. He lavishes me with kisses and his tongue makes an appearance every so often. He takes me again, but this time it’s not so eager. This time Devlin is gentle and it feels as if he’s reached into my soul. With both my legs wrapped around his shoulders and his thumb giving my clit much needed attention, I climax twice before Devlin.

God I’m a lucky girl.