Текст книги "Lady Jenny's Christmas Portrait"

Автор книги: Grace Burrowes

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Eight

As a boy, Elijah had argued vociferously with his father that Christmas ought not to fall in the dead of winter. How was a fellow supposed to be good at the very time of year when keeping mud out of the house was an impossibility? How was he to avoid snitching a treat or two in that season when the kitchen was the only consistently warm room in the entire, cavernous Flint family seat?

How was a young man to avoid breaking the occasional vase when the weather was too cold to let off high spirits in the out of doors, and his younger brothers must plague him without ceasing and challenge him to a cricket match against their sisters in the portrait gallery?

As heat ignited in Genevieve Windham’s eyes, Elijah felt the same sense of consternation, of temptation and reward colluding to foil a man’s good intentions.

The devil was not some wrinkly old fellow savoring of brimstone and perdition. Eternal damnation came in a lavishly embroidered nightgown, had warm hands, and kissed like…

His mind went blank as Jenny brushed her mouth over his again. She’d trapped him with those warm hands, cradled his jaw in a grip both gentle and unbreakable. Her kisses were like brushstrokes, creating the contours and shadows of a yearning not entirely sexual.

Though sexual enough. Drink hadn’t dulled Elijah’s base urges one bit, but then, he’d barely opened the bottle when Jenny had come wafting into his room. Images of genies and odalisques went winging through his brain as Jenny took a kissing-tour of his features.

“I like your nose, Elijah. Were you teased about it as a boy?”

Sheteased him, kissed the indelicate feature that rendered him drunk on the scent of jasmine, then sat back as if to study her brushwork.

“I like your eyes too.” She ran her tongue over his eyebrows, and Elijah groaned. He planted his hands on either side of her waist as if to steady himself, lost any semblance of balance as a result, and went on the offensive, lest the blighted woman part him from his reason.

He lashed his arms around her and covered her mouth with his own. She tasted of whisky and sin, of curiosity and all that was irresistible in a beautiful female late at night behind a locked door.

He’d checked that lock twice, and as Jenny’s fingers tangled in his hair, Elijah was glad he had.

Dangerous, stupid thought. A bacon-brained enough scheme that Elijah broke off the kiss and rested his forehead on Jenny’s heaving chest. “We have to stop, Genevieve. Did your brothers tell you to apply perfume to your breasts?”

He didn’t realize the extent of his non sequitur until he beheld the confusion in her eyes.

“They did not.”

“Your scent is stronger here.” He nuzzled her throat. “Jasmine and insanity.” A lovely combination. Her pulse raced at the base of her throat, matching the throbbing behind his falls.

“Genevieve.” He swallowed and tried again. “Your nightgown sports a number of bows, my dear.”

She smoothed her hands back through his hair, a caress that rippled over his skull, down his spine, and went right, straight to his bollocks. “Elijah, what—?”

He untied the first bow with his teeth, mostly in the hope that, because teeth were not as dexterous as fingers, some sanity might return between bows number one and six.

“Never, ever put the bows on your nightgown or your chemise in the front,” he warned as he undid bows two and three in a similar fashion. “A man can take only so much temptation.”

He glanced up at her, hoping for a cooling of the passion in her eyes.

God help them both, she was smiling a smugsmile. Elijah stopped and canvassed his self-restraint. What she wanted, whether she knew it or not, was to be driven beyond the bounds of a self-discipline so ingrained she mistook it for her soul.

Obliging her would kill him, leave him to expire in a ditch of guilt, misery, regret, and plain old heartache.

These thoughts passed through his mind in the time it took Jenny to caress his hair again. “Elijah?”

He undid bows number four and five, exposing the soft swell of luscious, jasmine-fragrant breasts. “Undo your hair, Genevieve. Undo it completely.”

She reached up, making her breasts shift under the gossamer of her nightgown. Were he in his right mind, Elijah would probably have recognized the exact type of silk she’d used from the way it reflected and absorbed light. In his present condition, he had access to only small increments of vocabulary and reason.

Soft, sweet, hot, luscious.Dangerous.

He had full complements of determination, though. In that moment, he had more determination than Genevieve Windham could conceive of, because one more thought managed to materialize in his mind as she shook out the golden glory of her hair.

Genevieve Windham had experimented boldly with her drawing master nearly ten years ago. For years, she’d watched and waited, until she’d chosen Elijah for her next venture into self-exploration and intimate pleasures.

What’s-his-name, the scapegrace itinerant Don Juan of the paint brush, had disappointed Genevieve Windham, badly. She’d even given the blighter a second chance, and he’d not improved his marks.

Elijah was not going to disappoint her. Though it might cost him his sanity and his soul, he would not suffer his Genevieve to be disappointed again.

* * *

“Percival Windham, what are you up to?”

His Grace’s pen paused at the duchess’s tone of voice. When he’d been a younger husband, that Wrath of the Goddess inflection had been enough to freeze his blood—or heat it. Coupled with Her Grace’s posture—spine straight, arms crossed, fire flashing in her green eyes—that tone still made a prudent husband pay closeattention.

He sat back but did not put the pen down. “In what regard, my love?”

She advanced across their private sitting room, nightgown and robe swishing, and appropriated the chair on the other side of his desk. “Do not think to dissemble, sir. I had tea with Lady Carruthers and Lady Hornby.”

Percival twirled the quill pen, feeling both irritated and proud. The irritation was at having been found out so quickly; the pride was because Esther would always be able to unravel his small stratagems.

“And how are their ladyships?”

“They are leaving for the country tomorrow, and taking their spouses and offspring with them. Neither Hornby nor Carruthers will be underfoot to obstruct any of your bills in committee, contrary to all of your grumbling for the past week or more.”

A duke didn’t grumble, but a husband looking for excuses to bide in Town might.

“I suppose they’re leaving the obstructing to Flint and Matheson, then.”

“Flint has been at his family seat for more than a month. He’s popped up to Town only to indulge her ladyship’s holiday shopping.”

“And is your holiday shopping complete, my love? My own is not.”

Some of Esther’s ire dimmed. She excelled at the quick rage, at least in private, but she also excelled at swift forgiveness.

Her mouth flattened in a way that suggested not full pardon but a commutation of sentence might be under consideration. “Percival, I do not need gifts from you. You are gift enough, when I think that I might have lost you…”

Percival well recalled the sensation of a horse sitting on his chest, the terror of being unable to breathe, and the twinges and aches that had preceded his heart seizure several years past. Not for anything would he want to relive those moments, nor would he want to inflict the worry and misery of them on his dear duchess.

And yet… That heart seizure had had positive consequences, one of which was the look in Her Grace’s eyes at that very moment. Percival dropped the pen and reached for his wife’s hand. “Esther, I am in grand good health. You would scold me to soundness were I not.”

She smiled, she blinked, she squeezed his hand. “I would, and then I would let the children have a go, and even the grandchildren. I would let Westhaven’s horse—”

Percival put a finger to his wife’s lips. He would not linger about in the mortal sphere because of her scolds. He’d continue to enjoy a vigorous life because he loved her and she loved him. “Come sit with me.”

He rose, drew her to her feet, and escorted her to their cuddling couch. Every ducal residence had at least one, usually in their private sitting room, with an auxiliary located in the duchess’s private parlor. No argument was allowed on the cuddling couch, no scolding, no… prevarication.

On that thought, Percival seated his wife. “Are you looking forward to the holidays, my dear? All of the children have confirmed that they’ll be in attendance.”

She tucked her legs up and curled into his side. “They had better be. Small children travel far more easily than the older variety, and a short visit from one’s offspring at the holidays isn’t too much to ask. But, Percival, have you counted heads?”

He had, but not like Her Grace would in anticipation of a family house party.

“Morelands can easily accommodate such a crowd.”

She reviewed the numbers with him: seven married offspring, most with at least one child or in anticipation of a child. Kesmore had two extra from a previous marriage—darling little scapegraces who would lead their parents a merry dance in a few years—and if Rose were to consort with her cousins, then Amery, his lady, and Rose’s small half brother would have to be included too.

“That’s twenty-nine people, Percival, not including ourselves, and if I’m to have the least chance of maintaining peace and order over the holidays, then we must depart for Morelands posthaste.”

Her Grace was a firm believer in peace and order, which was all well and good from Percival’s perspective, provided a bit of mayhem and mischief came along to liven things up.

“You’ve forgotten somebody, dearest wife.” The use of the word dearestwould remind Her Grace of their sole remaining unmarried child.

“Jenny.” Her Grace closed her eyes and leaned more heavily on Percival’s shoulder. “She adores her siblings, but this gathering will be hard on her.”

Percival adored all of his children, of course, but he’d always felt that in his daughter Genevieve he had a kindred spirit. This notion had little apparent basis in fact. Jenny was sweet, kind, dear, devoted to family, and in every observable way, a paragon—which His Grace was not.

Jenny was also, however, prodigiously stubborn, as evidenced by her ability to withstand any and all marital lures longer than her notably reluctant brothers or sisters.

“About our Jenny…”

Her Grace’s head came up. “I’ve suspected you were up to something, Moreland. Out with it.”

Percival occasionally ignored summonses from the regent, but never ignored that command from his wife when on their cuddling couch.

“Are you familiar with Elijah Harrison, Esther?”

She sat up but kept her hand in Percival’s. “Flint’s oldest, and the despair of his marchioness. The boy hared off years ago intent on his art, and there hasn’t been a full reconciliation yet. Good-looking, said to be under consideration for the Academy, and not given to artistic excesses. The regent likes his work, and he’s had commissions from the Continent.”

In a few accurate sentences, she’d gone from a duchess peeved with her duke to a mama hound on the scent.

“Rothgreb is having Harrison paint a portrait of Sophie’s little ones.”

He felt the duchess snap the puzzle pieces into place. “Percival, that is… that is… diabolical. That is brilliant. That is magnificent.” She bussed his cheek, the greatest prize he might win, short of securing a husband for his daughter. “Elijah Harrison is a handsome fellow too, and Kesmore speaks highly of him. Husband, truly you have outdone yourself. Jenny has been restless lately and has tried so hard to hide it.”

Percival lived for such praise, and to make his duchess’s eyes sparkle.

“So you understand why I need a few more days to shop for your present, Esther?”

“You need not give me a present, Percival, and I need more than ever to get back to Morelands. We can invite Mr. Harrison to call, and to the open house… what?”

“Jenny bides at Sidling as long as we’re in Town, my love.”

She drew in a breath, huffed it out, and settled against him. “You are ever more daring than I, Percival. Do you really think such drastic measures are called for?”

God, yes.If Jenny were to be ensnared, Harrison would likely have to strut his artistic wares—among others—directly under Jenny’s dear, stubborn, discerning nose—again.

“It can’t hurt. Jenny holds her art very dear.”

Though, thank God, she no longer went sneaking out in male attire, risking scandal and disgrace every Tuesday morning for the sake of a few sketches. His Grace had nigh had an apoplexy to go with his heart seizure when his footmen had brought him that news.

And then there was that Denby rodent, now wielding his damned paintbrush in the wilds of Massachusetts, where bears and wolves might have the use of his talents with His Grace’s blessing. Thank God, Bartholomew had caught on to the man’s intentions before disaster struck.

His Grace set those thoughts on the scrap heap of paternal regrets and regarded his duchess, who—if Percival knew his wife—had on her considering cap.

“Can’t Jenny remain with Sophie even when we return to Morelands?”

“Jenny hates to bake, my dear, and yet she’s too nice to tell Sophie to leave her in peace. Then, too, I hear Flint and his marchioness will be up to Town on Thursday.”

He’d made sure of it, in fact.

“Friday, then. We’ll leave for Morelands on Friday.”

His Grace made no protest, though he’d hoped for another week at least, but Harrison was a bright lad and a genuinely talented artist. Then, too, the season of miracles approached.

“Friday it shall be, and we’ll collect Jenny on Saturday. Now, about your present…”

* * *

Elijah Harrison knew how to undress a woman with his teeth. Jenny watched as several bows came undone—more than three, fewer than she’d like—while he delivered a lecture to her on the ideal design of nightclothes.

Or something. Her brain was having difficulty extracting meaning from words, and the whisky was not to blame. The fault lay in Elijah Harrison’s hands, in his voice, in his kisses.

“Your hair takes my breath away, Genevieve.”

Not his words, but the look on his face—awestruck, reverent, aroused—made Jenny shake her head, letting her hair fall in disarray down her back.

He brought fistfuls of gold forward over her shoulders and buried his face in the abundance of it. “If I live to be a hundred, the scent of jasmine will bring me back to this moment.”

If she lived to be a hundred, how would she recall the memory of straddling Elijah’s lap, of learning his taste and scent, of wanting him so intensely that desire eclipsed all in her awareness?

“When I’m in Paris, I will miss you, Elijah. If I live to be a hundred, I will miss you.”

Something passed through his eyes. Anger, maybe, that she’d remind them both their pleasures were stolen and temporary. That was good, that he’d be angry and not relieved.

“Let me give you something more to miss—or recall fondly.”

As she had done the previous night, he used a single finger to nudge fabric aside and reveal flesh. He didn’t touch her; he let the silk of her nightgown caress the slopes of her breasts until she was exposed to him.

She’d liked the position he’d put her in, once she’d gotten used to it. Sitting on his lap, facing him, astride him, she’d felt as if she had superior control and he was pinned to his fate.

He could not get away unless she allowed it, or so she’d thought.

But her position also meant he could study her breasts, trace blue veins with a fingertip, watch as her nipples ruched up in welcome—and she could watch him studying her.

“Thou art more lovely…”

He was quoting from somewhere; Jenny could not think where. His hands cupped her breasts, bringing warmth and wanting in equally generous measures.

“Before…” Jenny struggled for words. She put her hands over his, so he would not leave her bereft of his touch.

He leaned closer, ran his nose up her sternum. “When you were sixteen?”

Brilliant man, to read her thoughts so easily. She nodded. “I never… he never…”

He cast her a look full of sadness and understanding. “You remained clothed.”

Another nod. Jenny closed her eyes, the better to savor Elijah’s touch. That Denby hadn’t seen her like this was cause for rejoicing, not regret, but that she hadn’t known this… this wonderment, this cherishing caress, was a sorrow.

Elijah’s hands left her. She did not open her eyes because Jenny could feel his gaze yet on her, and then… her nightgown drifted off her shoulders, leaving her entirely, wonderfully naked.

“You are glorious, Genevieve.”

She feltglorious, not wanton, not wicked, but passionate and wholly, completely appreciated by the man who’d untied all of her remaining bows.

He anchored a hand in her hair and tilted her head for his kisses.

“ Yes…” Kissing was a wonderful idea. Kissing let her revel in his hair, his lips, his tongue. She sank closer to Elijah, her sex coming against the ridge in his breeches that assured her he shared her wonder.

“Elijah, please…” She got a hand between them, groping the length of his erection. “You… naked… too.”

She had missed the sight of his nudity. Missed the privilege of regarding him as God had made him, even as at each class, she’d wanted to cover him up and keep him for her private perusal.

“Genevieve, love, no.”

“No” was just a sound made by a man who didn’t understand what was needful. “No” was a syllable, a pair of random letters… Elijah’s hand over Jenny’s was not as easily ignored.

“No? Elijah? No? I’m sitting here without a stitch on—”

He stopped an incredulous tirade as well as a shameless spate of begging by the simple expedient of closing his fingers around her nipples. “Trust me, Genevieve. I’m saying ‘yes’ to your passion, but ‘no’ to complete folly.”

She had not the first idea what he was nattering on about, for the term “struck by Cupid’s arrow” had only at that moment become clear in her mind—and in her body. Animal need bolted from her breasts to her womb, swifter than arrows and more piercing.

Jenny arched into his hands. “Do that again.”

He obliged, slowly closing his grip on her nipples, as if the dratted man had eons to explore her responses… which thought made her a little less desperate. “Again, please.”

While Jenny tried not to pant, Elijah experimented with rhythm and pressure, and then—she did pant—with his mouth. She hung over him, helpless, as he teethed, suckled, soothed, and inflamed by turns.

And somewhere amid this conflagration, Elijah had slipped both hands down to cup her derriere and abetted her in establishing a slow rocking of her hips.

“I hate your damned breeches,” she muttered against his teeth. “But I love the feel of you.”

Yes, she had spoken those words aloud, and Elijah had comprehended them, because he lifted up, pushing his cock against her sex in a manner that astonished for the havoc it created, even through his damned, dratted, perishing, bloodybreeches.

“Let go, Genevieve. Stop trying to manage everything. Trust me, and let go.”

Even last night, when he’d all but pushed her from his rooms, he hadn’t sounded that desperate, that… passionate. The threat in his voice of unbearable pleasure reverberated through Jenny’s body and gave her permission to obey him.

She took shameless advantage of his generosity, grinding down on him, pushing her breast into his hand, consuming him in a kiss turned wet and devouringly voluptuous.

His hand stroked over her thigh, another first—nobody touched her there; she didn’t even touch herself—

That big, warm hand moved higher, until the backs of his fingers brushed against the curls at the juncture of her legs. Jenny didn’t stop moving, but she shifted her hips to leave Elijah room to maneuver, to brush his thumb down, and down some more.

“Elijah…” She hissed his name as a bonfire of tension lit inside her at his caress.

“Let. Go.”

He did it again, just right, then again and again harder, better than just right, and the bonfire became a lightning strike of wrenching, white-hot, consuming, inescapable pleasure. When it ebbed, Jenny was draped over Elijah’s shoulders, her lungs heaving, and her body that of a stranger.

He shifted, moved a leg, then an arm. Jenny was desperate for him not to set her aside, but could not bestir herself even to cling to him.

“Not yet.” She whimpered this plea—she’d intended a stout command—to the muscles of his shoulder.

Her dressing gown wafted around her shoulders, cool, soft, and comforting. Elijah pulled it close, and thus pulled her close too. “Hush. Settle.”

One could not settle a puzzle whose pieces were cast to the winds. One could not settle a heart fractured along cracks both old and new. One could not…

Elijah’s hand landed in her hair, a smooth, sweet caress, and Jenny found she could settle her breathing. When she woke up, Elijah was still stroking her hair, but the world, the entire universe had shifted off its axis.

Her siblings’ marriages took on a different hue. Procreation became a matter of more than biblical duty. The way the duke smiled at his duchess took on a sharper focus.

And years and years in Paris, even years painting any subject she pleased, became a lonelier and even bewildering prospect.