Текст книги "Fangs Out"

Автор книги: David Freed

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Three

The fog and low clouds had returned by the time I rolled out of bed that morning. Kiddiot had not.

Nothing to be worried about, I assured myself as I did my requisite ten minutes of push-ups and abdominal crunches. Cats go missing all the time and Kiddiot was definitely a cat. He would often vanish for the day, venturing who knows where, returning that night as stealthily as he’d disappeared. I would come home to find him dozing on his favorite branch of Mrs. Schmulowitz’s oak tree, the one overhanging my hammock, or atop the purple-colored refrigerator in our garage abode. In fact, all of the fixtures in our apartment were purple and secondhand. They’d once been owned by a fading rock star, one among many who reside in and around Rancho Bonita. His career had gotten a big bump after appearing on one of those celebrity rehab shows, allowing him to remodel his McMansion. Mrs. Schmulowitz snapped up his funkadelic hardware for next to nothing at a yard sale.

“You don’t see colors like that in nature,” Mrs. Schmulowitz marveled as we watched the movers she’d hired unload the toilet and kitchen sink in the alley that day. “They were practically giving them away. Can you imagine?”

I could. Easily. Anyone could have, with the possible exception of Mrs. Schmulowitz, who was recovering from cataract surgery at the time.

I finished my exercises, threw on a clean white polo shirt emblazoned with my flight school logo, laced up my Merrells, and went looking for my cat. There was no sign of him anywhere in the neighborhood.

Mrs. Schmulowitz emerged from her back door as I returned through a side gate. She was wearing lime green Nikes, pink satin running shorts, and an oversized T-shirt illustrated with a drawing of Muhammad Ali flattening Joe Frazier. With her birdlike legs and profusion of spiked, thinning hair (this week’s color: harvest gold), she could’ve easily been mistaken for Woodstock from the cartoon strip Peanuts, had Woodstock been an octogenarian great-grandmother from Brooklyn.

“You’re up early, kiddo.”

“I can’t find Kiddiot. You haven’t seen him around lately, have you, Mrs. Schmulowitz?”

“Can’t say that I have. And lemme tell ya something, a cat that fat is hard not to see. He’s a porker, that cat.”

“The only reason Kiddiot is overweight is because you insist on feeding him like he’s training to be a sumo wrestler.”

“So he doesn’t care for the slop you serve him,” Mrs. Schmulowitz said dismissively. “What am I supposed to do, tell him no when he stares at me with those sad little eyes and that cute little nose of his? What, you want him to die from malnutrition? The cat has to eat already! Trust me, Bubeleh, I’d do the same for you.”

I told her I would be going to San Diego for a few days. Would she mind keeping an eye out for Kiddiot and feeding him until I got back?

“Would I mind? What, you have to ask?” Mrs. Schmulowitz patted my cheek. “Don’t give it another thought. Go. Have a marvelous time.”

She crossed her feet and slowly reached down to touch her toes, stretching for her morning run. “I’ll tell you one thing, he likes what he likes, that cat of yours. Reminds me of my second husband. Oy, that man could eat. Loved frankfurters like they were going out of style. Tells me one day he’s entering the big hotdog-eating contest on Coney Island. I tell him he’s meshuga. Does he listen to me? Mr. Leave Me Alone I Know What I’m Doing? Never! So, of course, he ends up in the emergency room at Bellevue, getting his stomach pumped.”

“Was he OK?”

“Oh, he was fine. But they had to cancel the contest. By the time he got done stuffing three hundred hotdogs down that big mouth of his, they had none left. Completely out. It was a new world record.”

“And if you expect me to believe that, Mrs. Schmulowitz…”

“Look it up on the Googles, you don’t believe me.”

“I believe you mean Google, Mrs. Schmulowitz. It’s singular.”

“Not on my Blueberry Blackberry it isn’t.”

I smiled and drove to the airport.

* * *

My company, Above the Clouds Aviation Flight Training, Whale Watching and Aerial Charters, may have been teetering on insolvency, but my one-to-one pupil-teacher ratio was beyond compare. As was the enthusiasm of my only student, Jahangir Khan, a fresh-scrubbed, twenty-two-year-old electrical engineer from Punjab who scribbled down every word I said as if I were the combined embodiment of Orville and Wilbur Wright combined.

“The four forces that act on an airplane in flight are lift, drag, thrust, and weight. Weight is also known as gravity which, for your information, Jahangir, isn’t merely a good idea, it’s the law.”

“Yes, yes, yes. Lift, drag, thrust, and the law of gravity. Check.”

He was hunched over a spiral notepad, sitting in one of my plastic Kmart lawn chairs, while I stood before an upturned sheet of construction grade plywood that passed for a makeshift chalkboard, using a two-foot length of rebar to point out various relevant aviation illustrations I’d printed out from the Internet.

“To maintain position and direction of flight, a pilot controls rotation around three perpendicular axes that all intersect at the aircraft’s center of gravity.”

“Three perpendicular axes. Copy that. May I ask, Mr. Cordell, when will I be permitted to pilot the airplane without your kind assistance?”

“Not for awhile, Jahangir. You’ve only logged an introductory flight. First we’ve got to get through the basics of ground school.”

“The… basics… of… ground… school,” he jotted down my words verbatim. “Got it. Roger, Maverick.”

The kid had somehow convinced himself I was Tom Cruise. Far be it from me to disappoint him. I let him know that I was going out of town and hoped to be back the following week. We’d go flying then.

“Call the ball,” Jahangir said.

I had no idea what he meant. I’m not sure he did, either, but it sounded good.

* * *

You don’t salute generals and admirals when you hold a Medal of Honor. They salute you. You receive a monthly pension, free license plates, free travel on government aircraft, an engraved invitation to Presidential inaugurals, and a reserved burial plot at Arlington. Being a military rock star also means you rarely have to cover your own bar tab. Men have been known to sprout giant honking egos fertilized by such perks. They start believing in their own mythical greatness, tossing around their weight, acting like total fools. Hub Walker was none of that. He was a true unaffected hero, a shy, unassuming man who stared at his own shoes when he spoke. And when he did look at you straight on, what you saw was not ego, but anguish. The pain of his daughter’s murder festered in his deep, sad eyes like an open wound.

“I gathered up a few names and telephone numbers, people for you to call,” he said.

We’d met for coffee at a café within walking distance of the airport-convenient Marriott where he and his former Playmate wife had spent the night. He handed me a slip of paper taken from a hotel notepad along with a check for five grand made out in my name.

“Like I said last night, I don’t expect you to reinvent the wheel. Just find me some info I can feed the newshounds to prove that Munz was lying about Greg Castle having anything to do with what happened to Ruthie. I’ll give you the other five thousand when the job’s done. Plus expenses. Sound fair?”

It sounded more than fair. It sounded like robbery. But considering that my rent was due, the radios in my aging airplane desperately needed refurbishment, and my flight school was on economic life support, I told him thank you very much and pocketed his money.

Hub’s list of contacts was all of five names long. It included Greg Castle, CEO of Castle Robotics; Ruth’s co-worker, Janet Bollinger, whose testimony had helped convict Munz; Assistant U.S. Attorney Stephen Tassio, who’d prosecuted Munz; and Munz’s defense attorney, Charles M. Dowd.

“Munz’s own attorney is willing to call him a liar?”

“Mr. Dowd got awful bent out of shape with some of the holes in Munz’s story that came out during the trial. I think it’s safe to say he was pretty well embarrassed.”

“Lawyers don’t get embarrassed, Colonel. That would require them to have feelings and a central nervous system. Either would disqualify them from taking the bar exam.”

The last name on Walker’s list, Eric LaDucrie, was one I recognized. A former major league pitcher known for his knuckleball and ultra right-wing politics, LaDucrie – the “Junkman” to his fans – had ended his career with the San Diego Padres, then gone into politics. After several unsuccessful Congressional runs as a Libertarian, he’d formed “Eye for an Eye,” a San Diego-based lobbying group devoted to preventing the courts from outlawing the death penalty. Anytime any criminal anywhere in the country was about to be executed, you could find the Junkman making the rounds on the morning news shows, spouting his hellfire advocacy.

“You want me to talk to Eric LaDucrie?”

“He should be the first one you talk to,” Walker said. “Eric went on TV when some of these other people started protesting Munz’s execution and said he had every confidence Munz was guilty. Those were his exact words—‘every confidence.’ The man’s got an entire network of folks out there that feed him inside dope all the time. Liberal media, they won’t report what he says because of his politics. You find out everything he knows and hasn’t said, and I’ll pass it on to the press myself.”

Walker handed me a business card and repeated his wife’s offer to let me stay in their guest room when I got to San Diego.

“She wanted to have coffee with us this morning, but I let her sleep in. She was fairly shook up over what happened yesterday.”

“You mean the emergency landing, or Larry wanting her to sign his stomach?”

“The landing was no big deal. My wife knows enough about airplanes. She’s a cool customer when it comes to flying. She just can’t stand it when people bring up the ‘old her,’ the things she had to do back then just to eat, like posing for that magazine. Ever since we got married, all she’s ever wanted to be is respected, a pillar of the community. She told me once she’d rather die than have to go back where she came from.”

I knew the feeling well. People from the wrong side of the tracks – or, in my case, the feedlot – can spend a lifetime over-compensating, struggling to attain the kind of acceptance and respectability in general society denied them at birth. Crissy Walker hailed decidedly from that camp.

Walker finished his coffee and stood. “I’d like to get on over to the field, see how Larry’s doing on the repairs to my plane.”

“That’s assuming Larry’s even at the airport,” I said, “and not at your hotel, trying to get your wife to sign who knows what.”

Walker grinned.

We walked along a frontage road to Larry’s hangar. The gray overcast had lifted a thousand feet or so, still low enough that it obscured the ridgelines of the coastal Rancho Bonita Mountains to the north. I watched a Great Blue Heron standing motionless in a field adjacent to the runways, its long sharp beak tilted earthward over a gopher hole, waiting patiently in ambush. The bird reminded me of how I once hunted terrorists.

“You mind me asking you a question, Hub?”

“Shoot.”

“What was it like, getting that medal?”

He thought about it for a couple of seconds. “It’s like strapping into an airplane, only you ain’t flying it. You’re just along for the ride. You got all these people telling you how great you are, tears in their eyes, thanking you for your service, all that happy horseshit, when you know the real heroes are the ones who didn’t make it home.” He dug his hands in his front pockets. “The truth of it is, that medal didn’t mean a whole lot to me before, not really. Now, it don’t mean a damn thing. I’d trade every decoration I ever got in a New York minute, everything I ever owned in this life, if I could have my daughter back for just one day.”

“I read once that all the stars in the night sky are really openings in Heaven, so that all the people you’ve ever loved and have gone before you can shine down, to let you know they’re happy.”

“Wish I could believe that.” We walked in silence for awhile. Then Hub said, “You got any children?”

“My ex didn’t think I was ready. She said it wasn’t a good idea, having kids when you’re still one yourself.”

“They do make you grow up right quick, I’ll give your ex that much. I thought Ruthie was gonna be a boy. But you find out that don’t matter much, which flavor they come out. You love ’em all just the same.”

I told him Savannah and I were exploring a possible reconciliation, and that she was planning to come with me to San Diego.

“Well, I sure hope that works out for you, I really do,” Hub said. “Lucky in love. Best luck of all.”

I couldn’t discern an ounce of disingenuousness about the man. The ancient philosophers knew all too well that legends have feet of clay. They warned as much in the sage words they left for humanities majors like me to absorb centuries later. But I saw no such flaws in Lt. Col. Hubert Bedford Walker, USAF retired, one of fewer than one hundred living recipients of America’s highest military decoration. I was honored to be in his company and pleased to be in his employ.

* * *

The bank teller scrutinized Walker’s check with thinly veiled skepticism. She had false eyelashes and looked about twelve, which more or less matched the number of minutes I’d been waiting in line for my turn at her window.

“I may not look it,” I said, leaning closer and speaking in a low, conspiratorial tone, “but I’m posing online as a Nigerian prince. The sucker who cut me that check? I’ve got him convinced it’s seed money for an investment that’ll return ten million large.”

“This check is drawn on a bank in San Diego,” she said, like San Diego was Nigeria.

“OK, the truth,” I said, unable to stop myself, “I’m not really a Nigerian prince. I just found that check in the parking lot.”

“Excuse me a minute.” She locked her cash drawer with a key dangling from her neck and moved off twenty feet to consult her manager.

They spoke in hushed tones, shooting me questioning glances every few seconds. I assumed they would scrutinize the balance of my bank account, which was starting to resemble the federal deficit, and put a hold on the check for a couple of days until it cleared. No biggie. The manager came over. The hold, she said, would be a full week.

“That’s pretty standard banking practice for non-local checks in Nigeria,” she said.

She smiled, but not in the nice kind of way.

No one ever said being a smartass was without its drawbacks.

* * *

Kiddiot was still gone when I got home. At least he was consistent: a cat who never failed to disappoint. I stuffed some clean clothes into a duffel bag for the trip to San Diego, along with my toothbrush, then telephoned the five people on Hub Walker’s list.

My calls to prosecutor Stephen Tassio, Greg Castle of Castle Robotics, and Ruth Walker’s former co-worker, Janet Bollinger, went straight to voice mail. I left detailed messages for each.

Eric LaDucrie, the ex-Big Leaguer-turned-death-sentence pitchman, answered after about ten rings. He sounded like he was in a cocktail lounge. I could hear the tinkle of a piano somewhere behind him and people laughing, talking loud. I told him that Hub Walker had hired me to dig up dirt on Dorian Munz, and that I wanted to talk to him.

“I might be able to help you out,” the Junkman said, “only I’m in Washington. I’m back the day after tomorrow. Can it hold ’til then?”

I said it could and gave him my number.

My last call was to Munz’s defense lawyer, Charles Dowd. He sounded inner-city African-American and harried.

“My client has passed,” Dowd said. “The case was adjudicated. There’s nothing more to be said beyond that.”

“All I need is a half-hour of your time, Mr. Dowd. Just to clarify a few points.”

“You say you’re who again?”

“Cordell Logan. Hub Walker, the father of the young woman your client was convicted of killing, hired me to look into the case.”

“What exactly is it you’re looking for, Mr. Logan?”

“Your client, Mr. Munz, made certain allegations against Ruth Walker’s boss, Greg Castle, shortly before Munz was executed.”

“I’m well aware of those allegations. I believe I was there. You still haven’t answered my question.”

I explained how Hub Walker and Greg Castle were friends – something I was certain the attorney already knew – and that Walker hoped to help repair the damage done to Castle’s reputation by Munz’s spurious allegations.

“Mr. Walker would like me to gather a few statements from knowledgeable people who can affirm your client’s guilt in Ruth Walker’s murder. Mr. Walker would like to then pass those statements on to the news media in defense of Mr. Castle.”

“The jury,” Dowd said, “found the evidence against my client overwhelming. All of that evidence was introduced during proceedings in open court. All of those proceedings are available for your inspection in the office of the clerk of the court. Beyond that, again, there’s nothing more I can say. Now, if you’ll excuse me, Mr. Logan, I have a preliminary hearing to prepare for.”

“I’m told Mr. Munz’s execution was televised.”

“All federal executions air on a closed video loop and are taped. No doubt so that the Justice Department can look back in perpetuity and enjoy their splendid handiwork.” The contempt in Dowd’s words was prima facie.

I asked him if he had retained a copy of the tape in his files. He said he did. I asked if I could see it.

“Why do you want to see it?”

“To determine the specific allegations Munz made against Mr. Castle before he was put to death.”

“Go talk to the prosecution,” Dowd said. “I’m sure they’d be more than happy to help you.”

“I have a call in to Stephen Tassio.”

“Steve Tassio’s a world-class prick. He won’t call you back. You can petition the court for a copy of the tape if you want.”

“Mr. Dowd, you and I both know that could take months. I’m trying to salvage an innocent man’s reputation. Your cooperation would mean the world to the victim’s father and to the memory of his daughter. Please.”

The lawyer was silent for a long moment. Then he sighed. “I got two girls of my own. Youngest just graduated Howard.”

“You must be very proud.”

“I would be if she wasn’t living back home, driving my wife and me nuts. I’m trying to get her off my payroll and onto someone else’s. No easy task, Mr. Logan.”

I told him I could be at his office that afternoon.

“I’ll give you ten minutes,” Dowd said, and gave me the address. “Be here at two thirty.”

My next call was to Savannah.

“I’ll pick you up at the Santa Monica Airport in an hour, assuming that works for you. We’ll fly down to San Diego from there.”

“I’ve been having second thoughts,” she said.

“About…?”

“Quite frankly, you.”

“Oh, here we go.”

“You seem conflicted about wanting to get back together, Logan. You say you want to give it another shot, but that’s not the vibe I’m getting.”

“Is this about Shamu?”

“Shamu?”

“You want to go to SeaWorld. I didn’t start doing cart-wheels over the idea, and now you’re punishing me.”

“If you’re suggesting that I’m exhibiting passive-aggressive behavior, or that I’m somehow being obstructionist as a means of retaliation, you’re mistaken. If anything, Logan, I’m employing a classic anticipatory coping mechanism to blunt what I perceive is your apparent reticence.”

“I have no idea what you just said, but I do have a suggestion.”

“I’m listening.”

“I think we should just sleep together. See how those coping mechanisms work.”

“I’m dealing with someone who’s still clearly in junior high.”

“Ah, yes, the old junior high scenario. OK,” I said, “you be the viceprincipal and I’ll play the unruly student who gets sent to your office in need of some serious discipline. It could be wildly entertaining.”

I waited for her to laugh. I might’ve even settled on a polite chuckle, but there was only silence.

“I just need a little time to synthesize things in my head, that’s all,” she said after a long moment.

At that moment, part of me wanted to fire a Sidewinder missile into whatever remained salvageable between us, to say something irretrievably hurtful and blow up the whole ugly mess, so that we would both have reason to walk away for good. The other part, arguably the better part, realized that when it came to my ex-wife, I was incapable of pulling that emotional pin, and probably always would be.

“If you want to retreat to neutral corners,” I said, “so be it.”

“I’ll call you, Logan.”

“You do that, Savannah.”

Click.

Something churned up bitter and hot from under my sternum and burned the back of my throat. I swallowed it down and started through the backyard, toward my truck, which was parked out on the street.

“Bubeleh!”

Mrs. Schmulowitz was sitting at her kitchen table, wearing her big round Liza Minnelli reading glasses, motioning me excitedly through the window to join her.

“I have something unbelievably exciting to tell you,” she said as I walked in.

“You found Kiddiot?”

“Not yet.”

I didn’t mask my worry well.

“He’ll turn up. You’ll see. I’ll make a nice brisket. That always gets him.”

“It always gets me.”

“So tell me something I don’t know.”

Her table was littered with color brochures from various cosmetic surgeons featuring photos of their handiwork – smiling young women in bikinis with radiant faces and flawless bodies. Rancho Bonita was loaded with them.

“So what’s the exciting thing you had to tell me, Mrs. Schmulowitz?”

She beamed. “I’m getting a tummy tuck!”

“Women your age don’t get their tummies tucked, Mrs. Schmulowitz. They get hip replacements and the senior discount at Denny’s.”

“Is that so? Well, how many women my age can do this?” She pushed back from the table, bent down with her palms planted on the floor and proceeded to do a handstand.

“I might get a little Botox while I’m at it, too, maybe a boob lift, the whole schmear,” Mrs. Schmulowitz said, the blood draining to her head, her spine crackling like a bowl of Rice Krispies. “Not many eligible bachelors left out there in my demographic. You can’t be too competitive these days, you know.”

“You don’t need cosmetic surgery, Mrs. Schmulowitz. You’re perfect just the way you are.”

She blew me a kiss standing upside down, then suggested delicately – to the extent that Mrs. Schmulowitz was capable of doing anything delicately – that I might want to think about having a bit of work done on my own increasingly furrowed features.

“Don’t get me wrong, Bubelah, you’re a total hotsy totsy,” she said, “but, let’s face it, none of us is getting any younger, with the possible exception of Joan Rivers. Now, you get a little filler, that schnoz of yours straightened out, oy gevalt, we’re talking total chick magnet.”

I might’ve taken her advice seriously, especially when it came to my sneezer which, no thanks to football and the occasional fist, resembled not so much a nose anymore as it did a geometry equation. But the dents and wrinkles one collects along the way chronicle a record of service and sacrifice, in my opinion, like ribbons earned in battle, each to be worn with pride. The last thing I wanted was a nose job.

“I appreciate the suggestion, Mrs. Schmulowitz, but I can barely afford cat food, let alone a new face.”

I helped her to her feet and departed through the back door. I whistled for Kiddiot but got no response. Not that he ever responded to me anyway. Stupid cat.

I was halfway to my truck when I realized I’d forgotten my duffel bag. Back in my garage apartment, I thought I heard him under the bed, but when I got down on the concrete floor and looked, it was only a blue belly lizard, the kind Kiddiot liked to bring inside to play with until he grew bored with them, then forgot. The little reptile skittered away, past my two-inch, 357 Colt Python, which I kept under the bed, within easy reach. Force of habit told me to take the snub-nose with me to San Diego, but for what purpose? Self defense? My days of bad guys were long behind me. If anything, my mission to America’s self-proclaimed “Finest City”—validating the innocence of a man falsely accused by a convicted murderer – sounded to me like a paid vacation. To vacation while armed, that was the question.

The Buddha saw no viable purpose in lethal weapons. Which explains why he was the Buddha. I see firearms as tools, as practical as any saw or drill; they can come in quite handy when bad people need killing. This difference of opinion served to underscore how many of the Buddha’s precepts, in my flirtation with them, did not come naturally to my Western military mind. How does a man prone to violence by nature and training embrace a religion that preaches peace above all else?

Kneeling there on the floor, my surgically reconstructed knee aching, I debated before forcing the Buddha’s teachings down like medicine, the taste of which you hopefully get used to. I stuffed the revolver between my mattress and box spring, then drove to the airport.

The Buddha, in this instance, had no idea what he was talking about.