Текст книги "The Stone Rose"
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Gwenn enjoyed the sensation, and it came to her that she wanted Ned to kiss her. His kisses would heal her hurts. He would bring her back to herself. He would bring her down to earth. But Ned would not kiss her, despite his desire, unless she encouraged him. Ned would not have forgotten that she had once told him her liking did not match his.
She closed her eyes. ‘I like that.’
‘You do?’ Ned repeated the gesture. He was holding her as though she were as fragile and precious as glass from Araby.
‘Mmm.’ Reaching up to Ned’s neck, Gwenn caressed him in the same way. Ned groaned and she snatched her hand back. ‘You don’t like it?’
‘Like it?’ He caught her hand, kissed her fingertips and replaced them on his neck. ‘I love it.’
Gwenn smiled. She had never seen a man look at a woman the way Ned was looking at her. All soft, and gentle, and so very open. Ned looked...vulnerable. Men did not always look at their wives in this manner. She was privileged to have Ned as her husband. The knowledge warmed her. A memory from happier times sprang to the forefront of her mind. She saw her uncle telling her she must take care with Ned Fletcher. She had heeded his advice and had thought she understood what Waldin had been driving at, but even so she had not realised the extent of the power she had over Ned. His happiness rested entirely in her hands. It was a responsibility she was happy to shoulder, for Ned was kind. Ned cared for her. Ned would help her look after the children. She would fight to keep him happy when he gave so generously to her. No harm would ever come to Ned from her, their need for each other was a mutual need.
Gwenn let her fingers wander over his neck, watching the play of expressions on his face. He groaned again, shut his eyes, and when they reopened, they were all but black. She felt a rush of tenderness for him. His love drove away the dark shadows. He healed her hurts. ‘Always look at me like that, Ned,’ she murmured.
‘I always have,’ he muttered, and pulled her close to his chest, ‘only you were never allowed near enough to see.’
Gwenn untied the neck of his borrowed tunic and ran her fingertips over the sprinkling of fair hairs on his chest. Tentatively, feeling as though she were in a dream, she pressed her lips to his skin. Ned’s breathing was becoming ragged.
‘Gwenn don’t.’ He sounded so hoarse she hardly recognised his voice.
‘Don’t?’ Gwenn rubbed her cheek against his chest, bemused at her own actions, but she could not stop. She had not realised how good it would be simply to cuddle Ned. He felt so nice, so warm and solid – so alive.
‘Please, Gwenn, you’re driving me to distraction!’
‘In what way?’
Another row of explorative kisses burned Ned’s throat. He took her wrist and tried, rather feebly, to push her away. ‘I...I think you know in what way.’
‘But Ned, I’m your wife.’
‘I thought to spare you your wifely duties.’
‘Honourable fool,’ she said affectionately.
Ned groaned.
‘You want me, don’t you?’
‘Want you? Sweet Christ!’
‘Then make me Gwenn Fletcher in truth, Ned. Please. Help me.’
Ned swallowed.
‘I need to forget Gwenn Herevi. Help me look forwards, because if I don’t look forwards I will look back. And, if I look back, like Lot’s wife, I’ll turn into a pillar of salt. Help me, husband.’
Ned raised a trembling hand and stroked her cheek.
‘Kiss me, Ned.’ And, for modesty’s sake, lest Katarin should awaken, Gwenn reached for her cloak and drew it over them. Trustfully she twined her arms about Ned’s neck and waited for the touch of his lips. He was gentle, as she knew he would be, and his lips were soft. It was the second time Gwenn had been kissed, the last time had been with Ned’s cousin, and that had felt very different – exciting and not a little frightening. Ned did not frighten her. He was all reassurance. After a moment, she made to draw back, and immediately he loosed his hold as though he feared she was rejecting him. ‘I like kissing you, Ned.’
Ned’s eyes shone. ‘There are plenty more where that came from.’
They kissed again, and Ned’s hand slid over the curve of her hips and thighs, to the hem of her skirt. With his lips clinging to hers, he unclasped her belt and drew her gown and underskirt up to her waist. One of his legs found its way between her thighs.
Gwenn shifted on the mattress. ‘Show me what to do, Ned.’
Ned’s hand moved lightly over her waist, and Gwenn gasped when he reached her breasts. He pushed her clothes higher, and her mind clouded. It was bliss not to think. Blindly, she pressed closer to her husband and, in the absence of any direction from him, pushed one of her hands down the waist of his breeches and moved it gently over his buttocks. Ned groaned. Rightly taking this as encouragement, she pulled his hips to her, feeling the muscles cord and bunch under her fingers. He felt good, did Ned. Perhaps this marriage of hers would work in more ways than one. Perhaps what she felt for Ned could turn to passion...
As feeling took over, Gwenn’s thoughts became more tenuous. She was dimly aware that Ned was reaching for the ties of his chausses. Aware of a feverish impatience in him that she was half-beginning to understand, she assisted.
‘Gwenn, I don’t want to hurt you.’ Ned leaned up on his elbows, and she saw he was gritting his teeth in an effort to control himself.
She arched up and kissed his shoulder. ‘Ned, you’re too far away.’ She tugged his shoulders and that was that.
Ned fell into her.
‘Oh, Ned.’
Ned pushed once, twice, and then it was over, almost before it had begun. ‘Jesu, Gwenn, I’m sorry.’ Shuddering, and obviously shamed to the point of tears, Ned buried his face in her neck.
‘No need to apologise.’ Gwenn stroked the flaxen hair back from his damp brow.
‘I must have hurt you.’
‘No.’
‘It was too quick. You didn’t...like it. Oh God, Gwenn, I wanted so much for you to like it.’
Cradling his head, Gwenn kissed a hot cheek. ‘On my soul, it was fine, Ned.’
‘I love you, Gwenn.’
‘And I love you,’ Gwenn responded, realising with a start that she did love him. Not in the way of the grand passions that the troubadours sang of, but she did, most definitely, love him. Who could know Ned and not love him?
She became aware of a sticky wetness seeping out of her. Ned’s seed. It had been over more swiftly than she had thought it would, and the whole process was a thousand times more...animal than she had imagined, but whatever deficiencies there were in Ned’s technique, his love more than made up for it. And as for her not liking his lovemaking – it had hurt a little, but Gwenn had expected that. She had been a virgin. She would grow to like it, in time.
Easing himself out of her body, and filled with self-loathing, Ned drew his wife’s hand to rest on his shoulder. He avoided her eyes for fear of what he might read in them. Gwenn would despise him now, assuredly. Grimly, he hitched his chausses back into place. He had spoilt it. His rushed, callow fumbling had left them both fully clothed, and he’d reached a climax the instant he had entered her. Last time Ned had had a woman – a whore in Vannes – he had gone on for an age. Why could it not have been like that with Gwenn, whom he loved? She must hate him...hate him...
Gwenn grasped his chin with cool fingers. ‘Look at me, Ned.’
Ned braced himself to meet scorn and instead found himself basking in smiling warmth. Gwenn leaned forwards and pressed loving lips full on his. ‘Good night, my husband,’ she murmured, and nipped his lower lip between her teeth.
The relief was so intense it was almost his undoing. Swallowing down a rush of tears, Ned managed a smile and hugged his wife’s slight body fiercely to his. ‘Goodnight, Gwenn,’ his voice was choked. ‘God, how I love you. I’ll never let you go.’
A few minutes later they were both asleep.
Part Three
Demons and Devils
Remember Lot’s wife.
Luke 17:32
Chapter Twenty-One
Hood up, Alan rode towards St Félix-in-the-Wood with the woodland chorus ringing in his ears. He had passed the night uncomfortably in a bed of leaves, and his muscles ached. He was profoundly worried. When he had reached Kermaria, he had found it crawling with de Roncier’s company. It had been a shambles. The bodies of St Clair’s men were laid out like so much meat in the courtyard, and a number of hard-faced de Roncier troopers were digging a grave-pit. The cookhouse had burned to the ground, and there were piles of arms everywhere. De Roncier’s horses were being led into St Clair’s stables.
With the Duke’s sealed letter in his scrip, there was nothing to prevent Alan marching straight in with a stream of demands and enquiries, but if de Roncier was involved, he knew he would be spun a web of lies. A disloyal thought leapt into his head. De Roncier’s intrigues against his family were as meticulously planned as his own Duke’s intrigues against his father and brother Richard. All were petty family squabbles, the only difference was the scale. And the innocents always paid the price.
Alan had doubled back to the crossroads, illicitly tethering Firebrand and the palfrey in a nearby tithe barn, where he hoped they would remain undiscovered. He had retraced his steps to Kermaria and spent an uncomfortable day crawling around the reed beds by the manor boundaries, trying to learn what he could about what had happened. His success had been limited. He had caught a peasant trapping a duck, and the peasant had been so relieved that Alan was not a de Roncier henchman that he had talked quite freely.
Jean St Clair was dead. The peasant was worried about who would become the next lord of the manor. François de Roncier’s reputation had preceded him and understandably the poacher did not want him to be the lord. Alan had enquired after Ned, but the wellbeing of an English soldier was of no interest to a Breton peasant. He knew nothing. Alan had even asked about the concubine’s daughter, but the poacher had no information about her either.
Hoping against hope that the brethren at St Félix-in-the-Wood would know more, Alan was now riding to the monastery. If he got no news out of the monks, he would pursue his inquiries at Kermaria in his official capacity.
He wondered how his brother would greet him. They had not parted on the best of terms. To his left, a wood pigeon cooed. Alan had the leading rein of the palfrey looped round his saddle horn; he intended to hand her over to the prior for safekeeping. Jean St Clair could no longer use her where he had gone and why should de Roncier be allowed to appropriate her for his Countess?
Alan had his cloak pinned tight for it had rained in the night, and every now and then a gust of wind shook raindrops from the leaves and showered him. He rode easily. There were no hoof prints or footprints. No one had ridden this way since the rain. If by some mischance he was challenged by a de Roncier man, he trusted his position with the Duke would protect him.
A hundred yards down the track stood a broad oak whose deeply fissured bark betrayed its great age. On hearing the horses approach, a cowled figure who had been taking his ease in its roots uncurled and slipped behind it. The man was clothed in an unbleached habit of coarse homespun, and a wooden cross hung on a leather thong at his breast. His vigil being over, Brother Marzin had taken Brother Jacob’s place on watch. By his sandalled feet, a brass handbell lay ready to sound the warning. He picked up the bell. ‘I’ll see his face first,’ Brother Marzin muttered and, holding the clapper of his bell so it would not betray him, he sucked in a breath and waited.
When the sound of the hoof beats had drawn level with his tree, he strode boldly into the horses’ path. ‘Good morrow, sir,’ he said, happy there was only one man to contend with.
Reining in, Alan flung back his hood. ‘Good morrow, Brother. I come in peace.’ He frowned, and leaned forwards to scrutinise the monk whose face had gone white as whey. He began to smile. ‘Why, Will!’
‘Peace? You?’ William sent an incredulous laugh whirling round the clearing. ‘When did you go anywhere in peace? I should have known it would be you. Like a buzzard, you’re always on the look-out for a battlefield to pick over.’
So the monks had heard something. Alan swung from the courser, held out his arms, and hung onto his smile. ‘I’ve come a long way to see you. Won’t you embrace me, Will?’ His smile wavered, for William had drawn back as though Alan’s touch would defile him.
‘God has granted my prayer, I see,’ William commented, tersely.
‘Prayer? You wanted to see me?’ Alan’s smile hovered faintly about his lips, as though expecting to grow stronger at any moment. ‘Let’s bury the hatchet. Embrace me.’
William kept his brother at bay with a paint-dyed hand. ‘I wanted to see you.’ His voice was clipped, unfriendly. ‘I wanted to see your face when you heard the news. I wanted to be the one to tell you what your leaving home did to Mother.’
Alan’s smile died. ‘What? What did my leaving do to Mother?’
‘You know how she doted on you. You should have known what your going would do to her.’
In a stride, Alan had his brother by the shoulders. ‘What happened, Will?’ he demanded, roughly.
‘The winter after you ran off, Mother died.’ Alan whipped his hands away. Astonishingly, he looked as though he had been kicked in the teeth. Long ago, William assumed that his brother’s profession had inured him to all feeling. Thank God, it appeared he was wrong. If Alan was capable of feeling, he was not quite the lost soul William had thought him. A reluctant sympathy began to grow in his breast.
‘Died?’ Alan repeated. ‘Mother? No. You’re lying, William. You seek to punish me for my sins. You hate me because I’m a mercenary and I’ve broken your most sacred laws. Tell me you’re lying.’ Alan had adored his mother. A loving woman, Mathilda le Bret’s only fault was that she loved her menfolk too much. Alan had left England to make his own way in the world, in part because he resented the way his mother had taken it for granted that he would become his father’s apprentice. She had tried to plan his life for him, but Alan wanted to plan his own life. If ever he was apprenticed to his father, it would be his own decision, not his mother’s. His leaving had been a statement of independence, but all the time he been away he had reserved a space for her in his heart. Whenever he had been lonely he had remembered her – he’d been comforted by the thought that her uncritical love was always there for him. That could not be ended, surely? All gone. All gone, and he’d never even known...
William gulped. His older brother had always kept his emotions buried, had always appeared invincible. A devil in William had wondered if his lawless brother was capable of suffering along with the rest of humanity. Apparently he was. But triumph, William discovered, had a bitter flavour. He had intended to blame their mother’s death directly on Alan, but face to face with his brother’s distress, the words stuck in his gullet. His eyes must have done the accusing for him, however; Alan’s alert grey eyes had become chinks.
‘You blame me.’ Alan sounded incredulous. ‘I should have thought that a man of your calling ought to be giving thanks that God called her to Him.’
William fell to studying the oak’s spreading roots. He heard Alan sigh and the chinking of harness, and glanced up. Alan had his back to him and was resting his forehead against the chestnut’s neck, gripping the animal’s mane with tense white fingers. The horse stamped a hoof. William’s conscience and his sympathy were roused. In a rush of guilt, he struck at his chest with a clenched fist. ‘Mea culpa,’ he said, like the penitent he was. And louder, ‘Alan, forgive me for breaking it to you so bluntly. I’ve done you a great wrong.’ He laid a contrite hand on his brother’s shoulder. Alan caught his hand, turned, and the brothers embraced.
***
Fretful crying woke Gwenn soon after dawn. Disoriented, she wondered why Johanna had not run to attend to Philippe. Confident that the wet nurse would see to her brother in a moment, Gwenn lazed comfortably until yesterday’s events rushed into her consciousness. Her stomach lurched.
Papa was dead, and Raymond, and Waldin, and... Shuddering, Gwenn nuzzled closer to the comforting warmth of Ned’s long body. She was in a Benedictine guesthouse. Outside, a mule was braying – on and on, like a creaky saw. She was steeling herself to climb out of bed and look the ruins of her world in the face, when Philippe fell silent.
Ned stirred and opened an eye. ‘Good morning, wife,’ he mumbled, and smoothed her dishevelled hair.
‘Good morning, Ned.’ Recollecting what had happened between them, Gwenn blushed, and gave him a shy smile. She opened her mouth to say more but Philippe began to wail again, more demandingly this time. It was impossible to ignore him. Rubbing her eyes, she levered herself upright and saw they were no longer alone. The door of the guesthouse was open, and horizontal bars of grey light streamed into the chamber. Another traveller’s belongings were strewn over one of the palliasses. In normal times it would be quite unexceptional for a guest in a monastery lodge to awaken and find they were sharing lodgings with strangers. Monks’ guesthouses were popular with travellers. But these were not normal times.
Elbowing Ned in the ribs, Gwenn indicated the figure seated cross-legged by the fire. A dark-haired man, in a short, serviceable green tunic with a broad leather belt, he was not dressed for fighting and did not look like one of de Roncier’s hounds. The newcomer had his back to them, and he had apparently been blowing on the fire to resurrect it, for he had small twigs and kindling in one hand. His other hand was raised to the baby, and long, nail-bitten fingers carefully stroked Philippe’s cheek. Certainly not a de Roncier man. It was his touch, Gwenn realised, that had quieted her brother. Katarin was awake, thumb, as ever, jammed into her pink mouth. She was sitting on her mattress facing the newcomer, with her honey-brown hair spilling over her eyes. Unperturbed by the newcomer, Katarin wore a dreamy look, as though she had not been awake long.
The man’s sword was unbuckled and lay on top of a dark mantle, but Ned was not about to take any risks. Under cover of Gwenn’s cloak, his fingers crept to his sword hilt. ‘Good morning, sir,’ he said. The newcomer turned, an amused smile lighting familiar grey eyes.
Gwenn gasped.
Ned let go of his sword hilt as though he’d grasped a bunch of nettles.
‘So formal, Ned?’ Alan rose to his feet and bowed in that mocking way of his.
‘Alan! Jesu, what are you doing here?’ Ned leapt up to embrace his cousin.
‘I might ask the same of you,’ Alan answered with an arch look at Gwenn who was painfully conscious that Alan must have watched them sleeping in each other’s arms. ‘You’ve changed, Ned. What are you up to? I would never have put you down as a despoiler of innocents.’
With an incoherent mutter Gwenn got up and went, hot-cheeked, to see to her brother’s needs.
‘Gwenn and I are married, Alan, if that’s what you mean,’ Ned said, stiffly.
‘No need to raise your hackles,’ Alan smiled. ‘The redoubtable prior told me you were wed. Congratulations.’
‘Alan, William is here, did you know? It’s his profession today.’
The dark head nodded. ‘I met him coming in. We’ve settled our differences, and I’ll stay to see him tonsured.’
Ned’s lips curved. ‘I’m glad of that. His grievances were eating away at him. Did he tell you they’ve made an artist of him?’
‘So I understand. It would seem there’s no stopping him. He tells me he’s been invited to Mont St Michel to paint the cloisters once he’s professed and has finished work here. It’s a high honour. I’m glad he’s found his true vocation.’
‘Has he accepted ours?’ Ned asked with a lopsided grin.
Alan laughed. ‘I wouldn’t say he accepts it, Ned. Tolerates it, perhaps.’ He lowered his voice. ‘I know what happened at Kermaria. It must have been hell on earth. Mistress, I’m sorry about your family, truly sorry. You have my deepest sympathies.’
‘Th...thank you.’ Philippe’s mouth was gaping like a hungry fledgling’s. The monks had provided Gwenn with a thin, milky gruel of soaked oats, and she tried to spoon it in, but she was unused to feeding her brother, and most of the gruel dripped down his chin. Johanna had made feeding him look so easy.
‘What do you plan to do?’
Trusting a dribble had gone down her brother’s throat, Gwenn answered. ‘We’re going north.’
‘North? Why north?’
Ned explained. ‘We go to Ploumanach. Gwenn has kinfolk there.’
Alan looked sceptically at the children. ‘And you travel with these infants?’
‘What do you expect us to do with them?’ Gwenn glared indignantly at Alan. ‘Leave them behind? We have to get my brother to safety. The Count will kill him if he can.’
Alan rubbed the bridge of his nose. ‘Why should de Roncier hurt your brother, mistress?’
‘My father married my mother, and Philippe was born after their marriage.’ Her brown eyes were bright with defiance, as though she expected him to deride her own birth.
He caught her drift at once, and did not mock her. ‘So the babe is St Clair’s legitimate heir? Jesu. Poor sod. Poor, innocent, little sod.’
‘Alan!’ Ned said.
Placidly, Gwenn spooned more mess into her brother. After a pause, during which she shovelled with grim concentration, her head lifted. ‘So you see we must get them away. The Count will not rest until his position is secure.’ Sensing he did not have all of his sister’s attention, Philippe seized his chance, grabbed the spoon, and gruel slopped onto the floor. ‘Hell’s Teeth, Philippe, why did you do that?’
Alan covered his mouth with his hand and couldn’t bring himself to look at Ned. Gwenn mopped up the spill, recaptured the spoon, and continued her battle with the gruel.
‘I thought one of the ports would be the best bet, Alan,’ Ned said. ‘We’ve enough money to hire passage on a coastal trader. It’s by far the swiftest route – we’ll have them safe in a couple of days.’
‘We?’ Alan murmured, a slight frown nicking his brow.
‘That’s my plan. What do you think of it?’
Alan remembered the fleet of de Roncier ships jostling at their moorings on Vannes quayside. ‘Not much.’
‘What’s wrong with it? You can’t tell me it would be quicker to ride to Ploumanach?’
The fire had taken hold, and while he put his mind to his cousin’s problem, Alan kicked more wood onto the flames. Sitting down, he crossed his legs, pulled his cloak from under his sword, and spread it out to dry.
‘Alan?’
‘Take your ease while I mull this one over.’ Ned sat down. ‘Listen, Ned. If de Roncier is after the babe, the ports are the first place he will go. His men are crawling all over them – I know, I saw them in Vannes the day before yesterday.’ Alan glanced at the plump bundle now dozing contented as a cat in Gwenn’s arms. More by luck than good management, St Clair’s heir had eaten his fill. ‘You are quite sure he’s after the babe?’
‘There’s no doubt of it.’
‘I advise you to go by land. Hire a guide with the money you would have spent on a ship. Inland Brittany is mostly forest, and if you find a guide with knowledge of the byways you should be safe enough. It’s wooded almost all the way, the trees will be your shield.’
Ned pursed his lips and looked at Gwenn to assess her reaction. ‘It would take five days, maybe more, even with horses, which we haven’t got.’
‘We could buy mounts,’ Gwenn put in. ‘Do you think the good brothers would sell us that noisy old mule?’
Alan was not free to offer his services as their guide, being committed to the Duke, but he could help with horses. ‘I’ve a mare I think might suit you,’ he said.
‘A mare?’
Alan picked his words carefully. ‘I found her running loose on the road to Kermaria. She must have escaped her stall in the...confusion. Mistress, I think by rights she is yours anyway.’
‘Where is she? Show me.’ Gwenn thrust Philippe at Katarin. The instant she saw the brown palfrey tethered alongside Alan’s courser, large tears glistened at the corners of her eyes. ‘It’s Dancer!’ she cried. ‘Oh, thank you, Alan! Thank you!’ And, flinging her arms about Ned’s bemused cousin, she planted a grateful kiss on his cheek and darted to the mare’s head.
Alan rubbed the spot she had kissed, conscious that he was unshaven and bristly. Catching Ned’s eyes on him, he felt impelled to speak. ‘Your wife’s not altered much. Impulsive as ever.’
Ned bent an adoring gaze to where Gwenn was whispering in Dancer’s ear. ‘I hope you are right, Alan. I don’t want her to change, but I’m afraid that these blows must sour her sweet nature.’
‘Sweet?’ Alan raised a questioning brow. He remembered the doll-like creature the mob had chased in Vannes. That image had misled him, there had always been more to Gwenn Herevi than that. ‘Love blinds you, Ned. Gwenn Herevi was never sweet. Determined, aye. A little madam, aye, but sweet–’
‘She’s Gwenn Fletcher now,’ Ned reminded him without heat, ‘and dear to my heart.’
‘If you think your wife is sweet after you’ve been wed three months, I’ll give you a bag of fresh-minted pennies. You always were besotted with the girl.’ There was a desperate yearning in his cousin’s face, as though he ached for something he could never have, which was odd in a man who had succeeded in marrying the woman of his dreams. However, the conversation was taking too emotional a turn for Alan’s liking. ‘And now you have wed her,’ Alan grinned, ‘you have what you desire.’
‘Have I?’ Ned muttered, so low Alan thought he must have misheard him. Ned lifted soulful blue eyes. ‘Will you accompany us, Alan? You’ve learned the lie of the land as well as any guide we could hire.’
‘My apologies, cousin,’ Alan shook his head. ‘I’m sworn to the Duke, and I’ve some business of his to conclude in the area.’ He saw no need at this stage to enlighten Ned as to the exact nature of his business at Kermaria.
‘You won the post you wanted?’
‘Aye. I’m Captain of Duke Geoffrey’s personal guard.’
‘You’ve done well. I knew you would. You must have worked hard.’
‘I did work. But luck played its part,’ Alan admitted. ‘I like His Grace and he–’
‘He likes you,’ Ned finished.
Alan gave one of his twisted, self-deprecating smiles. ‘Aye. It would appear that he does. Strange, isn’t it?’
‘You know it is not,’ Ned said shortly. ‘Now, Alan, about your being our guide...’
‘I’ve only been granted a few days’ leave. Duke Geoffrey’s expecting me back in Rennes, and I’ve a survey to conduct on some tenants of his.’
Ned bit his lip. ‘Of course, we shall make our own way if we must. But you are the ideal man, Alan.’
Overhearing, Gwenn came back and, putting her hand on her husband’s arm, added her plea. ‘Do say you will help us, Alan. We can trust you.’
Alan laughed to lighten the mood, for the pair of them looked very grave and he didn’t want them sinking their hooks into him. ‘I never thought to hear you say that to me, Mistress Blanche.’
On hearing Alan’s nickname for his wife, Ned looked sharply from one to the other.
‘You’re cruel to ridicule me,’ Gwenn said. ‘But I understand why you do it. You think to avoid helping us by rousing my pride. But what use is pride to me?’
‘You have changed.’
‘Yesterday changed me forever. Yesterday stripped me naked. My father was hacked down, and my brother, and a much-loved uncle. I have no home. Indeed, I had no future till Ned chose to give me one. I have nothing, only,’ she pointed at the guesthouse, ‘those children. And if I have any say in the matter, they will reach a safe port. So don’t think that anger will lift me out of my supplicant’s role, Alan le Bret, for I have been purged of pride, of anger, of...everything. All I have left is my love for those children, and Ned, of course. And if going down on my knees and begging might help them, then I’ll do it, and not mind it. Help us. Please. We need you.’
‘I’ve orders to be with the Duke in Rennes in five days’ time,’ Alan said, uncomfortably.
Ned put out a hand. ‘You could spare us a week, Alan. Send one of the brothers with a message to Duke Geoffrey. Surely a week is no matter.’
‘If it takes five days to reach Ploumanach with the children, it will take another three for me to get back. Add to that a couple of days for setbacks, and it would be more like two weeks.’
‘Take two then,’ Gwenn urged.
‘No.’
‘Alan, please.’
‘No! I will not break faith with the Duke. You can look elsewhere for your guide.’ And wishing he didn’t feel like a snake, Alan turned on his heel and marched towards the monks’ cookhouse, from which was wafting the mouth-watering smell of Brother Peter’s new batch of bread.
***
Even in broad daylight when the door was bolted, the vault under the hall of Kermaria Manor was as dark as the anchorite’s cell. The only source of natural light was down the air vent; and as the light must squeeze past an army of weeds and a carpet of moss that had sprung up on the damp stones of the airway, the daylight was filtered almost to nothing.
The day before, when Nicholas Warr had locked the two women in the undercroft, he had provided them with a candle. It had burned out long ago, and although Johanna had unearthed a stub in a wall sconce, that had not lasted either, and for several hours Johanna and Mary had been sitting in tomb-like darkness.
‘This place is as black as night, but it must be tomorrow by now,’ Mary whispered. ‘I’m thirsty. Johanna, do you think they’ve forgotten we’re here?’
‘No.’ The wet nurse was wondering how Ned Fletcher was faring. Had he got away? Was she still with him? And what of her baby?
‘Then why don’t they come?’ Mary went on. ‘They must be simple if they think they can starve us into submission. Why, one of those casks of salt beef would keep the two of us going for a year, and I know there were at least half a dozen at the last tally.’
‘Hunger’s not the weapon they are using,’ Johanna said abstractedly. If the Viking had not returned, then he must be on Ned Fletcher’s trail. Which must mean that her beloved was free... Johanna realised Mary was waiting for her to add more. ‘They have another weapon up their sleeves, and they’re waiting for it to bite.’
