Текст книги "Regenesis"
Автор книги: C. J. Cherryh
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“Just things your successor might need. Or you might. Someday.”
“Clever.”
Yanni gave a little nod, sipped his wine. “Thank you. You’re right: somebody might have assumed she had them–but they didn’t stay to search the apartment, so they didn’t think they were there. They might try to hack her access.”
“Or Thieu’s. Thieu’sis the place I’d expect them to go after.”
“And he was dying. It was a good idea to get those files entirely out of there. Beyond an erase. They’re gone from storage at Planys.”
“And they’re here. Under my name. And in that ship, outbound. The only copies in the universe.”
“The only copies.”
“Nothing at Beta.”
“Nothing at Beta–at least on our side of the wall. If Defense has a copy, we can’t find that.”
“So Thieu wants to know what’s going on with his files. The man may have been going downhill fast, but he wasn’t stupid. Jordan meanwhile didn’t want to get involved in his scheme–”
“Jordan was involved in another information flow,” Yanni said. “A man named McCabe–”
“Airport maintenance. Giraud told me. A middleman in a contact between Councillor Corain and Jordan.”
“A two‑way conduit of information. We detained him, of course we did. But we don’t know if he’s the only one. A leak to and from Novgorod? Absolutely there was. There may have been others. It’s possible Thieu didn’t need his mental faculties about him to know Patil was going to Eversnow…if Corain’s contact man wasn’t the only font of information in Planys. The fact that the news hasn’t broken in wider Paxer circles yet indicates if there is a flow of information we haven’t already stopped, it’s tightly controlled and it’s being careful. We’re watching that possibility carefully…feeding a little disinformation to see where it turns up. It was one reason I wanted to break that news to Jordan and watch his reaction. I was running truthers. The surprise seemed real…so he didn’t get the information from Corain’s man. But what goes on in Corain’s office…who knows where they have contacts? You don’t blow a good spy for some minor piece of news. You let him sit and wait until there’s something worth his being there. And so far nobody’s breached security in Corain’s office–until–possibly–now. Somebody took out our plans for Eversnow, in one day.”
Finally. Finally she had the notion Yanni was leveling with her.
“So,” she said, “Thieu wanted to get to Patil–who’s the logical recipient of those notes you took from him, one of the only people, maybe, who’ll really understand them.”
“Understand, there was absolutely nothing illegal in what we did: it’s classified material, the man was going downhill medically, we had to protect it. The military sits right there next to Planys, with the capability to ‘protect and defend’ military interests. They could be across that gap in fifteen minutes flat.”
“Eversnow is still their project. Thieu was working for them, but physically inside PlanysLabs. And they didn’t have those notes.”
“He’d been working with them, still corresponding with them quite extensively–we don’thave the content of many of those letters. They dropped into the great black hole of Defense Communications. We assumethey don’t have his last notes. If they have their own copy, we don’t know. Can’t know.”
“Didn’t his notes go to them, if he was working for them?”
“His work is proprietary to Reseune. They wanted something done, they got the result, not the research. We have hisside of the exchange with them, not their answers.”
“Will Jacques talk?” she asked.
“I may make headway with Spurlin on that front–assuming the election goes his way. Meanwhile, before the election results, I want the project staffed. I have to replace Patil.”
“If Khalid shouldget into office…”
“Exactly. I’m going to be raiding other nanistics people out of Beta–where Defense is going to be mildly unhappy with me. I’m going to hire people away from theirprograms.”
“So you’re going full speed ahead. But we’re running out of nanistics Specials.”
“We’re outof Specials. I do have five candidates for the Eversnow directorship, backup in case Patil had said no, top of her list of her own choices to go to Fargone. I’m going ahead with the project, all out. Be advised of that.”
“I think we pretty well have to, don’t we?” she said, because that really was where her thoughts were tending now. “We need to find out what’s going on. Not to let our enemies win this. I wasn’t for it. But somebody who doesn’t like us is againstit.”
“I’m glad you take that position,” Yanni said, looking tired. He’d resisted the wine, beyond a sip or two. He picked it up, looked at it. Looked at her. “If I drink this and get indiscreet, are you going to be a priss about it?”
“I’m not,” she said. “Never will be. But answer me first, Uncle Yanni. I really, really love you and I so want you to tell me the absolutely honest truth in this. Maybe Jordan’s lying to everybody. Maybe he brought that card with him from Thieu for his own reasons. Do you have any inkling that’s the case?”
“I just think he knows more than he’s saying.”
That was a disappointment. She wanted more out of Yanni. She pressed her lips together. And waited.
Yanni said, “You really shouldn’t try to run Reseune yet, you know.”
Shift of direction. She saw it. She still tracked. “What makes you think about that?”
“Because you’re getting very sharp, very fast, and you’ve gathered a small army.”
“Yanni, somebody bugged my new staff, and I’m pretty sure who, and probably you are. I didn’t like that.”
“It wasn’t me,” he said.
“Hicks, then,” she said. “Independently. I may eventually forgive him for it, but he did it, and he pretty certainly knew he did it. I’m onto it, and I’ve fixed the problem. Don’t mention it to him, though. I’m trusting you to know about it and keep quiet. For your own protection. My people are dangerous to people who’d try to do things like that.”
“You remind me of your predecessor.”
“Did you like her?”
“Odd question.”
“Did you likeher, Yanni?”
“I did, actually. She was what she was, and she did good in her life, on the average. And let me say right now that if you want me to step down tonight, I will, but I hope you’ll reconsider a move like that.”
“Why?”
“Because, for one thing, we can get quite a bit of yardage for Reseune’s programs if we don’t let Corain know you’re coming into power sooner than most people think–and I think you are. They’ll deal, right now, because they’re scared to death of you. Corain is shocked by what happened to Patil–but he’s still on board with the Eversnow deal. So are the others. Secondly, we haven’t seen the outcome in the Defense election, and maintaining a bit of our flexibility in the face of that outcome is a good thing. Polls have been wrong before.”
“And meanwhile there’s somebody running around Reseune leaving cards from somebody who’s supposed to be under strictest security weeks before she was murdered? And it had Planys markers, Yanni. What’s the theory on that, officially?”
“Authenticity,” Yanni said with a shrug. “Whoever did it wanted it to smell like Planys, as authentic as possible, and whoever did it went to a small bit of trouble to do that–probably to rattle the walls and see if they could provoke some action. Or maybe it’s real and Jordan lied. Maybe an old man with a failing memory and a few weeks to live really wanted some personal acknowledgment from somebody about to take over his life’s work. It’s Planys paper. It may have been printed almost anywhere buton Reseune office machinery–there’s that security feature: micro‑ID in the typeface, if your security hasn’t told you. Which still leaves, as a source, the town, various neighboring towns, and passing rivercraft, not to mention the airport. The card has all kinds of issues attached, nofinger‑traces of any kind except the people that we well know handled it–super‑clean.”
“So it was real. Or it was somebody knew about the markers and knew to be careful about the microprint. Did you search Jordan’s apartment?”
“While he was at supper with you, yes. We did. Found nothing, of course.”
“Did you tell him you searched it?”
“No. Nor left any traces he could find, if Hicks was entirely up to his job.”
“Yanni, I want you to back off Jordan. Don’t make him mad. Give him work to do. Real work.”
“There’s a small problem with that.”
A pose, a quizzical tilt of the head. “You mean you don’t trust him?”
“I trust he’ll do something. He’ll sabotage something just to make us find it. And we’re busy.”
“Send the results to me. It’s good exercise. I’ll check them.”
“You have enough to do, yourself. Just keep going with your lessons.”
“Do it, Yanni.”
“He’ll burst a blood vessel.”
“Probably, but I’ll check what he does. Who’s Clavery?”
Yanni blinked, then shrugged. “Clavery is a name not in the computers. Ergo a nonperson, a construct, a codeword, or an alias.”
“Possibly someone she knew by sight.”
“We’re running checks on everybody who was ever in contact with her. But just occasionally, in Novgorod, there are places where you aren’t being logged, and people can make contact off the record. Restrooms. Subways. Standing on a street. At the theater. If she was ever accosted by somebody named Clavery it wouldn’t be in her apartment building–not until that night.”
“A hollow man?”
Yanni drew a deep breath. And gazed at her directly. “I’m not even asking where you learned that term. Myself, I’m strongly betting on Paxer involvement in the murders, but I’m not a hundred percent certain.”
“I’m worried about people running around the halls of Reseune putting cards in people’s pockets. And no camera caught them, either?”
“We’re working on it. Just say we’re working on it. Jordan favors very crowded, dark little restaurants where the chairs are jammed up together and people are moving all over the place. We don’t have good imaging. Right now we’re investigating a lot of people.”
“Jordan’s a magnet for blame. You never thought Jordan killed the first Ari, did you?”
Yanni shook his head. Took a drink of wine. “For one thing, he was in the hall when the electronics went out, and the system was very selective with what went dead at that point. –Are we going to starve?”
“Sorry.” She silently cued Haze, and said, “Yanni, will you support me if I do take over?”
“I’d support you, yes.”
“What if I’d asked you to drop the Eversnow project? Would you do that?”
“I wouldn’t be at all happy about it.”
“But would you do it if I asked it?”
“Actually,” Yanni said, “I’d probably go full ahead until the hour you nuked my accesses, because I believe in it. And I think you’d be quite wrong. So I’d fight you on that.”
“Good. I like it when somebody tells me the truth. Why do you think I’m wrong?”
“Because Eversnow solves the employment problem on Fargone.”
“Doesn’t help Pan‑Paris at all.”
“It still solves one critical unemployment problem and makes Pan‑Paris less critical. No, it doesn’t help Pan‑Paris and they’ll be mad about it and we’ll have to find something to give them pretty fast.”
“Not on this year’s budget.”
“We’ll let Pan‑Paris stew and protest and get jealous of Fargone, and then we’ll agree to do something. That makes it evident we’re listening.”
“You’re a total cynic.”
He shrugged. “Works. We’ve got worse potential problems on the horizon. We have an important alliance on this bill: us, Citizens, Defense. We can get Information and Trade in on it, and that’s our majority. But Defense is in mid‑election and Corain’s getting old. He could see himself challenged for the seat in Citizens, and believe me, a lot worse could come out of that huge electorate than Corain. It’s diverse. It may be true that if there hadn’t been a Corain to hold Citizens together, we’d have to invent one, but in any given year, we could see something nasty develop there. Another reason– anotherreason to pursue a major population burst at Fargone. Population in an area farthest removed from Alliance Space…most of them will end up voting in Citizens, supporting, we hope, moderates like Corain.”
“All right, let’s discuss it. You think that Eversnow is still an asset. I frankly see it having serious problems.”
“I think it’s a safety factor. If there’s another war, Alliance will think twice. If we toss their merchanters out of that route, we can enforce a ban, and we can protect it. It’s a very narrow corridor.”
“No great abundance of jump points in the region?”
“Scarce. Just about what we’re developing as destinations, places we’ll be able to defend. That’s the word from Defense.”
That was certainly a point in favor. “How soon is your population burst at Fargone?”
“All right. This is getting to be in your need‑to‑know, one more reason why it’s not good for you and me to have a contest for power this year. There’s a station onworld, already. That’s all military and classified to the hilt: it’s been black‑budgeted for decades, since your predecessor’s time. We’ve kept its secrecy because we use its facilities pretty freely, but there’ve been some issues over the years, too.”
“That’s how you got the samples! It wasn’t a robot. You lied on that, too.”
“Well, it was a robot, but we have people down there, as we speak. Very cold, very lonely people, in company with a lot of cold, lonely Defense people, and not an azi in the lot. Defense has been damned worried we’d tamper–so they haven’t allowed azi down there. Just a nice little born‑man society.”
“What are we, for God’s sake? At war?”
“During the War, it was a lot friendlier. Lately it’s gotten political and full of rules and restrictions. The restrictions on our information‑gathering and on our flow of personnel to and from is one motive on our part. We very much need a Reseune presence down there, an expanding presence in our own facility before the whole planet becomes a military zone where they make the rules.”
“Hence Patil’s project. Hence this whole thing. Patil’s an excuse. Terraforming never was it. It’s the population burst. It’s a colony, never mind what the rest of the planet is like! they can sit on an iceball. Terraforming’s just what you’re paying to enlist Corain’s people.”
“Well, not altogether,” Yanni said, “because ultimately, we want that planet, we want to colonize freely there, and we don’t want Defense controlling that real estate. Terraforming’s the excuse we use to get a base of our own down there. Right now Defense has themselves a nice one‑thousand‑kilometer‑wide salt water puddle they’re using Beta Labs nanistics people to work with, long‑distance, which is no way to run a laboratory. We need to be self‑sufficient down there, we need to be on‑site and in charge of anything genetic. We’re going to need integrations on foundational sets for Eversnow residency and some CIT volunteers pretty quick. We have that in part: we have the orbiting station and the military has the onworld base, which gives us the capability to land, and it’s kept them moderately cooperative, because they need us for supply–rather than them having to build their own station. But right now we only have the kernel of a star station in orbit. It needs to grow. Fast. It needs the onworld lab. We keep the military from owning the whole planet, we boot them entirely out of nanistics research, and Union gets a highway to new stars. I’ve needed you, young lady; I’ve desperately needed you to get up to speed on integrations. We need azi that can face down military CITs and say no, ser, that’s Reseune territory. Keep out.”
“You’re doubling the size of Union. You’re handing us problems we don’t even imagine yet!”
“It’s not me that’s running that onworld presence. Not at the moment. The elder Ari died at an inconvenient time and I couldn’t get Giraud to move faster. Not to mention youate up a lot of budget, young lady–your new wing, hell, your budding township’s nothing against what you’ve already cost Reseune in lab time, in research, set‑up. But we’ve done our Eversnow research, in budget masked behind the Fargone lab we already have. We’ve surveyed stars down that strand. There’s no likelihood of sapience down that route unless it comes a long way to meet us. Several planeted stars. Resources. Jobs. Habitat. New genetics, at least at Eversnow, not likely much at the gas‑balls and ice moons we’ll be dealing with further along. A lot of advantages. And as you say–prime opportunity for a major population burst that would solve several problems, including the Citizens electorate, within the next two to three decades. That could be of incalculable value.”
“Look, I’m sorry for what I cost–”
“Don’t be.”
“But I’mgoing to argue with you. I’m looking at the population dynamic that results from this project, not just down that route, but all over Union. I’m looking at Cyteen and our own home territory becoming a stagnant backwater in a few hundred years, if Eversnow works. Because if it does, the center of gravity of all of Union shifts–considerably. Political interests, population dynamics, everything goes out there to what we call the edge of space right now. And if it doesn’t work, we’ll have spent a bigger budget than I ever was, ending up with no viable planet out there, just one more star station, and twice and three times the population sitting out at Fargone with no jobs, while Pan‑Paris falls apart out on an unused route and hates us, maybe for nothing.”
“It’s going to work. Even at the rate we’re going, Eversnow is about twenty years from a tipover point, after which the melt accelerates and goes on its own. You’ll know it in your lifetime.”
“I’m not done, Yanni. I’m also looking at a future in which we lose touch with Alliance, if we shift our center toward Fargone. We’re at a point where we stand a small chance of making a lasting peace. Alliance has already gone poking off in another direction themselves, and they’ve proven that’s dangerous. But once Alliance finds out we’re expanding in another direction–what are they going to do to expand, but either start putting enclaves on Downbelow, or throwing some colonial effort onto Gehenna, which is their one usable planet with one hell of a local problem. –Or they accelerate their push into the Hinder Stars, and get closer to Earth. Not to mention Eversnow moves our center away from the border we share with the Alliance and that lets them take the star stations weused to own…”
“Not very profitable ones, except Mariner. I’m afraid I’m not an optimist about the peace with the Alliance lasting through your tenure.”
“ Iam. I think we cankeep the peace if we’re sensible and get control of our own people bombing subways and talk to Alliance with some kind of notion how our own politics are going to run for ten years consecutive. You talk about integrations out there. I’m worried about integrations here. We have a disease in our own heart, Yanni. We have a serious problem in the Novgorod population, and I’m pretty sure it’s not an azi problem, it’s probably come down from the station, and I think it’s serious. I think it’s serious enough that before we start any future population burst of the size you describe, we need to know why we have Paxers, and what drives them. Is it the azi‑CIT mix, or is there something about us?”
Yanni was silent a moment, thinking about that, and at that moment Haze and Hiro carried dinner in, briskly served. It was chicken with herbs, in a delicate pastry crust, and it smelled good.
“Eat,” she said. “It’s Cook’s first formal dinner. They probably went crazy back there keeping it ready to serve. Don’t let it go to waste.”
He had a bite. “It’s good. This is really good.”
Ari looked at Haze and Hiro. “Tell Wyndham so. It really is.”
“Thank you, ser, sera,” Haze said, pleased, and quietly departed, and the door shut.
Two bites later: “I cantake over Admin,” she said, “when I want to. Don’t think Base Two can ever overpower Base One. It just won’t happen. That’s not a threat, Yanni. It’s a warning. Please don’t try me. Convince me. I’m willing to listen to your plans. I am listening.”
“You find out things already, don’t you?” Yanni asked. “You get what you want. You didn’t need my clearance. You’re as deep into the information as you want to be.”
She lifted a shoulder, and had a bite. To get information, sometimes you had to give away a real piece on your side. “Generally,” she said, and swallowed, and laid down her knife and fork and looked at him. “Yanni, please don’t be against me. I don’t wantto be against you.”
“I won’t cede you Eversnow. I’ll fight you for that. On everything else, I’m with you. But for that, because I believe in it, and I believe I’m right, I’ll fight yon.”
She considered that a moment, on two bites of dinner, then nodded. “All right, Yanni,” she said, finally. “I think you’re making me a lot of trouble, long term, but I’ll think hard about what you’re saying. I did promise, and you’ll get your onworld base and I’ll work your integrations–I’m not up to what you want now, and you’re right, I don’t know enough to argue. But I’ll be there; and I’ll back your project until I have a clear reason not to. I promise you. If I have to set my successor on the case, it will run, and we’ll take care of those people. But I want you to know I’m worried. My predecessor was murdered. We have people in Reseune we can’t trust. We have a lot of people in Novgorod who aren’t behaving rationally–you can argue it’s rational from their point of view, but not in the macrosetted view. Macrosets in that population aren’t working the way they’re supposed to. People aren’t as happy as they’re supposed to be, for no damned reason I can figure.”
“I’m not sure those people will ever be happy; the planet isn’t what their parents were promised it was going to be. They were all going to be rich. It wasn’t going to take them a great deal of education to succeed. Now it is. That’s just pure human nature, Ari, nothing too arcane.”
That was a point. She thought about it. “So it ismore work than some people want. But that’s not all that’s going on. Those people, who are persuading other people to build bombs–you can always find somebody out of sorts and desperate: people get themselves into mental messes. But the Paxers are out creating more unhappy people as a matter of policy, because they want power, and they’re getting recruits because they’re either tapping into some flaw in the macrosets–which is possible. But I have a theory that upsets me more than that.”
“What?”
“Maybe they’re using Reseune techniques to get the recruits they want. Maybe they’re doing things we don’t know about.”
“The Paxers?”
“Look. We created the science: the military went off on their own tangent thinking they could use it, and we ended up with some spacecases and some real dangerous people. The first Ari’s book got published, and all of a sudden we had people trying to run interventions on each other in their living rooms. –It’s serious, Yanni, don’t laugh. What we do is power. And power is what people want. The people operating in their living rooms, they’re fools, especially if they do it under therapeutic kat; but remember what the first Ari said about ordinary people understanding Einstein, in this age, and someday they’d understand Bok?”
A bite stayed poised on Yanni’s fork. “Meaning we’ve got a society that thinks they understand what we do.”
“I think Ari’s book wasn’t exactly a trigger. It just warned us that we needed to look at how much people believe they really do understand what we do. Powercomes from doing what we do, and maybe there have been a few people who are smart enough, but not smart enough, if you get what I mean. Ari One and her mother both designed azi sets that worked around that CIT footprint, but what if a handful of CITs have been freelancing for the last few decades, and bringing up bent kids? Look at Giraud and Denys’s mother. Look at Olga Emory herself, the things she did to my predecessor. There wasn’t a method, back then, there was just this viral idea floating around society that if there was a hyper‑efficient way to educate azi, there could also be some process to make a bright CIT kid a genius. And if some people ran the wrong intervention on the wrong kid, they could create what Denys called me.”
“What’s that?”
“A monster,” she said. “A real monster.”
“You have a hellof an imagination,” Yanni said.
“I’m serious, Yanni. Novgorod’s lag‑timed by rejuv and birthlabs: if they store the genesets, people can have kids into their eighties and hundreds, with birthlabs: and the time the Paxers start blowing things up is during my predecessor’s lifetime–that’s third‑gen. That’s where the problems usuallycome out in a bad set.”
“That also happened to coincide with the War they were protesting.”
“True. But there’s no War now, and they’re still protesting. They’re not real clear whatthey’re protesting, except the planet isn’t what they want it to be, and they clearly think they can dispense with us.”
“Nothing psychotic about that. Humanity did without us for thousands of years. Alliance and Earth, somehow, still do.”
“That’s not it, though. It’s not that they can do without us, it’s that somebody wants to be us. What if that’sthe viral idea, Yanni? That somebody’s always going to beus, and that’s where the power is situated, and maybe somebody’s little kid, or several people’s little kids, were turned into something that’s angrier about us than the parents were. Maybe that’s why they’re still protesting a war that’s been over for decades, and why it’s only gotten worse and crazier. I mean, the first Paxers blew up buildings at odd hours when people weren’t likely to be there, and now they’re just trying to cause the worst casualties they can. It’s accelerated. They’re sucking in mental cases their violence created, and giving thembombs and sending them out–but you don’t think the leaders of this movement are ever going to carry the bombs. They’ll sit back pretending to be us, congratulating themselves that they’ve becomeus.”
“So do you see a fix, short of a mass mindwipe of every CIT in Novgorod?”
“I see Paxers proliferating like crazy, once Eversnow goes public. That worries me, Yanni.”
“Why would they proliferate?”
“Because it’s change. Because it scares the followers. Because change changes the balance of power and that’s going to agitate their leaders. Some people won’t want the whole terraforming question shunted out to the edge of space: they want it here. Some people won’t want it anywhere. Some people will agree with me that it’s too much too soon. It’s going to be like yeast in a bowl, it’s just going to froth up and make a hell of a mess.”
“In your theory you could change the national polling hours and they’d bomb subways over it.”
“They probably would,” Ari said. “It would all become some Reseune plot.”
“So there’s a monster in the walls. What’s his name, Anton Clavery?”
“You’re making fun of me.”
“Not exactly. Your theory would say the Paxers took out Patil and Thieu. The one’s easy, the other’s hard. You need sane people to get into Planys and then go insane.”
She shook her head. “You need a killer. Money’s a motive, too. When you need something delicate done, you hire an expert.”
Yanni sat and thought about that a moment. “Nasty theory, young lady.”
“It’s scary. So’s your Eversnow, but I said I’d support it. You know what else worries me in the whole issue? Jordan worries me.”
“Regarding the Paxers?”
“ He’san issue with them. If he’s as self‑interested as you say, he’ll do whatever benefits him. He’s the embodiment of the disaffected, the third‑gen problem. You can’t makehim care. And he doesn’t.”
“Interesting analysis.”
“Am I right?”
“Jordan’s an old issue with the Paxers: they thinkthey’d like to see him out in public–they think he’d blast Reseune in the media if he gets his chance, and they’d really love that. He doesn’t personally give a rat’s ass whether we terraform or don’t. And if you want somebody who’s got the skill to be a real operator, your bogeyman in the CIT sector, that’s Jordan. But–” Yanni said, “there’s one thing against it. Jordan is entirely for himself. He’d fry the Paxers quicker than he’d fry Reseune. Stupid people bother him. He’d turn on them in a heartbeat, the moment they cross him.”
“And he designs azi sets.”
“Damned good ones,” he said.
“So have you ever worried what he put into them?” she asked. “Back when he was working, and mad at Ari? I say it’s probablyCITs that are the cause. But we had the War, we had the military running interventions on their own azi, who later decommissioned and went civilian, a lot of them in Novgorod. And we had Jordan designing azi sets for decades and decades. I don’t think he could have gotten anything past my predecessor, but that may just be my own ego. We never had the handle on military sets I wish we had.”
“We had people blowing up subways forty years ago,” Yanni said. “Well before Jordan became the ass he is.”
“Was there ever a point he wasn’t one?”
“You want the truth? He said he was in love with your predecessor,” Yanni said. “I don’t think he really was. But he may have thought he was, for a complex of reasons involving power, and he was certainly less of an ass before that major blowup.”
That was interesting. “So he lied to her. He was interested in romance and power, and she was interested in her projects?”
“I don’t think she cared about the sex. It was his mind she wanted. I think he lied to himself, for one of the rare times in his life. Major self‑delusion, wrapped up in his self‑concept. He was sleeping with Paul while that affair was going on. I told him it wouldn’t work. He told me go to hell. A year later he had Justin conceived, born the year after. The Ari affair was on again, off again. They were trying to work together. He suddenly got the notion she was taking his ideas. Sharing didn’t work with either of them. That’s where it blew up. What happened in the bedroom, I don’t know; but the ideas were the issue he complained about.”
“I can imagine that,” she said. “He’s very self‑protective in that regard.”
“So,” Yanni said somewhat cheerfully, “it all blew up. I don’t think Jordan’s the godfather of the Paxers, not even the model of them–he may have done a few designs that could be problematic in Ari’s integrations, you could be right about that. She tossed certain of them out and wouldn’t let them go to implementation. There was a hell of a fight about it–he called her a goddess‑bitch and she said he was a damned lunatic. They traded those words back and forth and had one shouting light right in Admin offices in front of the secretaries and the visitors. I don’t think they slept together after that.”