Текст книги "Running Back"

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Chapter Twenty-Two

In the late morning, we met up with the other four at a chocolate room on rue Rivoli. The boys grumbled about fitting their long limbs and broad shoulders into the limited space, but I noticed they ate plenty of the food.

Afterward we strolled through the Tuileries, the royal gardens that had become a public park before the Louvre. They seemed to stretch on forever, filled with manicured bushes and graceful statues and low pools of glinting water. Rachael had extremely strong opinions about what to do in Paris, which mostly consisted of art and food, and the rest of us were content to drift after her as she argued with Ryan about directions.

So we followed her down through the glass pyramid and back up into the palace. Bright wooden floors matched up with marble walls and grand arches, while high above egg-and-dart crownings lined the glass skylights. Endless art and people filled it, so much it was hard to know where to begin. We went heavy on the Egyptian, Near Eastern and Classical work, and then did a hit-and-run tour of the rest.

A crowd milled in front of The Mona Lisa, which, as I’d been warned, was kind of small and dark, but it was worth it, especially for the two girls who took one glance and then buried their heads in their phones in order to make it their statuses.

But I liked the next chambers better, light and airy despite the burgundy walls. If I turned around I could see a straight shot back to the Winged Victory, framed through a series of arches. These rooms were all filled with paintings I’d studied in art history classes. There was The Coronation of Napoleon and another portrait of Josephine reclining on a moss covered rock, as she was likely wont to do. Now I studied a suspiciously white Dido of Carthage as she chatted with Aeneas, pre break-up and suicide.

To my surprise, Ryan Carter came up as I stared at the huge expanse of paint. “So, archaeology.”

“Um.” I glanced at him a little nervously. Ryan was the golden boy of the New York Leopards, a triple threat quarterback. I’d never spoken directly to him, and despite spending the past couple months in close confines with one of his teammates, the fame and celebrity still shell-shocked me. “Uh-huh.”

“That’s what I wanted to do as a kid. Egyptology. Bet you get that a lot.”

I peeked at him quickly, but he still looked dead ahead at the painting. He was right, of course; half the people I encountered told me they’d wanted to be an Egyptologist. It was the kind of thing I usually just grinned and bore, though sometimes I wanted to jump down their throats and explain there was a huge difference between thinking and starting to do something and actually, say, doing it.

Not that I would ever say anything like that to Ryan Carter. “It’s not uncommon.”

He let out a breath of laugher. “Nice way of putting it. You finding a lot over there? At Kilkarten?”

Oh, boy. He knew about Kilkarten. “Not yet. I mean, we’ve found the basic stuff you’ll find digging anywhere in Ireland, but no burials or building remains.”

He nodded at the painting. He kind of looked like one of the busts we had walked past earlier, an idealized youth from the Classical Era. “Rachael really likes you.”

What did I say to that? “Thanks?”

“Because you’re smart and focused and dedicated to your work. That’s what matters to Rachael.”

Uh-oh. That didn’t sound like it boded well. “And I’m guessing you’re telling me this because you value other things.”

A small smile slipped out. “I figure it makes sense to check up on anything not part of the pattern.” He paused. “And so I wanted to know if you’re dating Mike out of convenience.”

Because I wasn’t part of Mike’s pattern. I turned so I stared straight at Carter, and waited until he turned and faced me. He stared me down, blue eyes cool, and I could see why opposing teams faltered under his steadfast gaze. Instead, I locked my shoulders and lifted my chin. “It’s not out of convenience.”

His eyes didn’t even twitch as they studied me, just scanned back and forth, like he was trying to read every move I’d made in the past and everything I planned for the future. “Good.”

I let out a breath. “Okay. I’m just gonna, go...” I jerked my thumb over my shoulder.

“Cool.” He locked his hands behind his back and turned back to the painting.

Holy shit, I didn’t want to get on his bad side.

I walked over to Mike. I almost wanted to make a joke, like “Your quarterback just interrogated me about my intentions towards you.”

But instead, I slipped my hand into his, and tugged slightly until he looked my way with a questioning lift of his brows. I raised my mouth to his lips. “Hey. I like you. You know that, right?”

He kissed me.

* * *

All the walking-and-stopping of the museum starved us, so we followed Rachael up to the Marais to get falafel. The Marais felt like Williamsburg, or maybe the West Village—trendy and hipstery and filled with boutiques. Rachael led us next by the Hôtel de Ville, the massive and stunning seat of Parisian government, then through winding streets toward the two tiny islands in the middle of the Seine. She got distracted by the Mémorial de la Shoah, turned bright red as she tried to dissuade the rest of us from feeling like we had to go in with her, and muttered to herself when Ryan grabbed her arm and towed her inside with the rest of us following. Then she squeezed Ryan’s hand hard enough that that I could see the white imprints from her fingers and nails.

We crossed a bridge onto a tiny, practically pedestrian island, where we stopped for ice-cream and to watch several street musicians. Then it was onward across another bridge to Notre Dame, which we came up at from behind, giving us the chance to admire the swooping flying buttresses and a small garden filled with roses.

While we waited in line in the grand plaza before the cathedral, the boys started wrestling. It began when Ryan started ribbing Mike about Notre Dame, Mike’s alma matter, and Mike had come back with some equally snarky remark about Ryan’s and now all three of them were jumping and turning, displaying a strength and flexibility that appeared almost unreal. People stopped to watch—not people who knew they were celebrities, just casual tourists struck by the beauty of their bodies, by the amazing abilities of the human form.

I watched them laughing. Watched Mike, the brightness in his eyes, the joy on his face. And my heart flipped. Just flipped over and said, yes, that’s right. That’s him.

Somewhere along the line I had fallen in love with Michael O’Connor.

I turned away, my heart beating wildly. What was I supposed to do now? What did you do when you ended up over your head?

I tried to focus on the church, on the saints and the gargoyles. Instead, I caught a glimpse of Rach and Bri, who had also paused to watch the boys, small smiles on their faces. Smiles I doubted they knew were there.

They had figured it out. Most people figured it out. Emotions were part of human life.

But I dealt with people and places long gone, not modern love. Not things that could affect me. And I stood by what I’d said; I agreed that the emotion of love was real. I was chock full of dopamine and norepinephrine and serotonin. But that didn’t make it lasting.

What did I do now? Let it run its course, enjoy it while it lasted, love Mike with all my heart—well, with all my complimentary brain-produced chemicals? That was surely the healthy thing to do, the way most people functioned.

But if you knew pain was coming—how did it make sense to put yourself straight in the path of all that agony and depression? Wasn’t it stupid to stand on train tracks, even if you couldn’t hear the train?

I lifted my gaze above the Cathedral’s three arched portals to the gallery of kings, all carved drapes and endless crowns. But there were no answers in the stone.

I was beginning to think that was always the case.

* * *

We returned to Ireland, and rain.

The O’Connor women picked us up at the airport. They’d cancelled their northern trip due to the endless downpour, and spent the weekend in Dublin, where they could stay dry in museums.

They were not thrilled to hear about France’s lack of rain.

I found all the water soothing. The way it streaked across the windows, the way the ocean pounded against the land and sent up angry white sprays. The world was bleached of every color but green and gray, turned into some strange altered landscape where everything blurred together.

Back at the inn, we settled before the fire, talking about our trips and drinking hot tea and devouring the pastries we’d brought back. I studied Mike’s face, the curl of his lips, the crinkle of his eyes. The dimple when he laughed out loud.

Maybe I could just tell him and follow up by saying I didn’t expect anything. That I just wanted to share. That I was trying to be emotionally open, but I didn’t want to tie him down or anything.

A knock sounded. Jeremy leaned on the doorframe. Scruff roughening his jaw, and two lines folded the skin between his brows. “Natalie. You’re back. Can I talk to you for a minute?”

“Of course.” I uncurled and stood. I could feel Mike’s eyes as I followed Jeremy, who led me up to his room. “How was your weekend? Is everything okay?”

He shook his head and dropped into his desk chair. I hovered nervously. “Did something happen while I was gone?”

He kept his eyes steady on mine. “An article was published about you this morning.”

I actually placed my hand on my chest, I was so surprised. “Me? What did it say?”

His head wavered back and forth. “About Tamara Bocharov’s daughter, actually.”

My throat dried up. “I don’t understand.” Why would anyone write an article about me as my mother’s daughter? And if they did, why would Jeremy care?

Unless it was really an article about Kilkarten. My arms wrapped around my waist. “What did it say?”

He let out a deep sigh. “The original article was gossip. Nothing really.”

“Because it is nothing. How did anyone even find out?”

His gaze went over me. “Because of him.”

I whipped my head around to find Mike crossing from the top of the stairs to Jeremy’s door. He stopped close enough that I could feel his warmth, and stared right back at Jeremy. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Natalie’s always been able to fly under the radar before. No one cared who her mother was. But apparently when a famous running back’s dating a supermodel’s daughter, it gets some attention. Especially when she’s searching for a lost city.”

Oh, God, it sounded like a made for TV movie. It could only get worse if there were aliens. “You said the original article. There were more? There were pictures from Paris, weren’t there? And someone followed up. And...Ceile? He hasn’t said anything, though, has he?”

Jeremy looked away.

My stomach dropped. “Already?”

His jaw tightened. “It’s not pretty.”

Mike tried to get an explanation once more. “So some articles were written. Who cares?”

Jeremy sent him a hard, sharp, glare. “Natalie is a professional. She’s smart and dedicated, and you made her look ridiculous.”

“What are you talking about?”

“It’s the absurdity of it all,” I said miserably. “It’s hard enough to get people to take us seriously. No one will fund Jeremy to look for Ivernis anymore, since there’s been too much failure in the past. And Ceile’s done too good a job at making us look like we’re ridiculous questers. And now if I come across as some ditzy blonde who’s just—who’s just playing around in her boyfriend’s backyard with money a wonderful establishment gave me—it’ll look like a joke. No one will fund us, and we’ll never find Ivernis.” I looked up at Jeremy. “What are we going to do?”

Jeremy’s gaze softened slightly when he looked at me. “We keep digging.”

“I am so sorry. I’ll fix it. I promise.”

He closed his eyes. “The only way to fix it is to prove Ceile wrong.”

I was still nodding when he shut the door.

I sagged. Mike caught me, and for a minute I rested against him and wished I didn’t ever have to leave his arms. And then I straightened and walked into our room.

He closed the door and sat down across from me. “If anyone thinks less of you because of your mother, and because you’re dating me, they’re the idiots.”

I pulled my laptop closer. “And it would be fine if it was just about me and you. Then it would be funny. Silly, sweet.” The first article that popped up was exactly that, a saccharine account of our romance, accompanied by a picture of us in our formal wear. “Or at least just celebrity gossip of no interest to the real world.”

He lounged in his seat. “I forgot I didn’t live in the real world.”

I clicked back. The first article had been dumb and flirty and flattering, if you were a football player or a model and wanted to be flattered.

I didn’t want to click the second link. Instead, I looked at Mike. “But it’s ammunition for Dr. Ceile.”

I opened the page.

Mike sat down behind me, reading off the screen. “‘Delusion Diggers.’ Catchy.”

I rubbed my hands over my nose and mouth, unable to look away.

Mike leaned closer. “‘Professor Anderson persists in his ridiculous quest for the lost city of Ivernis, accompanied by the daughter of ’80s supermodel Tamara Bocharov, playing Willie Scott to his Dr. Jones.’” He let out a snort. “The nightclub singer? Played by Spielberg’s wife?”

“We have a limited number of pop culture references.”

“‘Sullivan may be easy on the eyes, but she spends more time frequenting Parisian galas with her American footballer boyfriend than working in the field.’” He leaned back and grinned at me. “I don’t know, isn’t this a case of being so ridiculous it’s funny?”

I was pretty grossed out that Ceile called me easy on the eyes. “I get what you mean, but it plays into the feud between Jeremy and Ceile. And Ceile’s winning. People want to believe that Jeremy’s crazy.”

He studied me for a long moment, and drew the computer toward him. He spun it back my way after a minute. “You’re not the only one damned by public opinion.”

Top Ten Football Scandals of the 21st Century

Leopards Linebacker Arrested for Drug Use

Bisons’ Wide Receiver is Suspected of Battery

I sat there for a while. He had a point. Still... “It’s different when these are actually true.”

“You think every scandal you ever read about is true?”

I was silent.

“You can’t let it get to you. So people think you’re crazy. So what?”

I shook my head. “We can’t dig without grant money.”

He cocked his head. “But they’ll give you money if you find something. Just not if there’s nothing there, and you want to start looking for Ivernis all over again somewhere else.”

I looked at him for a long time, and he looked back. I closed my eyes and fell back against the bed. He was right. So why did I feel so uneasy?

The words drifted out of me. “You know, that’s the real problem. That I’m afraid he’s right. That there’s nothing here. And I’ve been avoiding that for so long. I’ve believed in Ivernis for years. I don’t want it to just stop existing.

“And even if I’m able to let it go...I don’t know if Jeremy can. I don’t want to make him. I certainly don’t want the press to blow it up in a huge thing. Haven’t we failed enough already?”

I felt the bed move as Mike lay down beside me. “You haven’t failed. You tried. That’s all you can ask of yourself.”

I kissed him. “It’s all we should ask. But both of us want more.”

Chapter Twenty-Three

When we came back from the field the next night, after another day of uneventful digging, the reporters had arrived. They came in droves, like locusts, like the eleventh plague, and they brought cameras and recorders and improper shoes. They had Irish brogues and Southern drawls and British vowels and American twangs. They were from The New Yorker and Sports Illustrated and Glamour and Vogue.

Not a single respected journal wanted to talk to us.

Then came the offers. Dear Ms. Sullivan, they wrote. We are so impressed with all the work you have done, and we want you to know that! Second, we are very curious in whether you currently are represented...if you currently are signed...if you are interested in working...

The only ones that didn’t have to do with modeling had to do with football.

I couldn’t do this. I couldn’t deal with reporters fixating on the wrong things.

Cam, at least, had a positive outlook. She video called the next day. “New life plan. You model to pay the excavation fees! I’m brilliant.”

I settled back against my pillows. “I’ve always thought that.”

“I can’t believe you were in Paris. You should’ve gone to the top of the Eiffel Tower, and I could’ve gone to the Empire State Building, and we should have called each other. And then, if our life was a movie, there’d be a split-screen view with both of us and it would be epic.”

I laughed. “Maybe you should’ve gone to the Statue of Liberty.”

“No, too much Frenchness in one frame. Unless there’s an American building in Paris? Oh. That would be good. We could make a poster. Wait, I need to Google this.”

“Wait, wait, no—Do it later. I need to talk to you about Mike.”

“What, about your undying love for him and how you want to have his babies?”

I pulled a pillow over my head.

“Oh my God. You’re fucking kidding me. What?”

“Should I even say anything? He’s going back to New York in two weeks. And, yes, I’ll go back to New York for the conference, but I don’t think we’re going to find anything here, so I’ll probably end up staying in Ireland with Jeremy, because it’s way easier to look at other sites here than from home. And I finished my classes, so there’s no real reason to be over there.”

“Um. Me. Besides, you’re obviously just making excuses. If you love him, you tell him.”

I tossed the pillow off and flopped over on my belly. “How? What’d you say to Rob?”

“Ugh, Rob.” She paused. “I guess we sort of trickled it in. Like, we’d sign emails. And then once he said ‘Love you’ when we were hanging up the phone.”

“Well, that’s not going to work. He’s here in person.” I brightened. “Unless I wait until he leaves.”

“You’re such a coward. Haven’t you ever told a guy you loved him?”

I paused. “Kevin Diaz said he loved me.”

“The high school boyfriend you slept with on prom night? The one you said surrounded you with candles and rose petals and took your face in his hands—”

“Hey, he was trying to be romantic! We were nervous!” I paused. “Do you think you can buy rose petals or did he have to pluck each one himself?”

She snapped her fingers in front of the camera. “Nat. Focus.”

“Right. I’m screwed.” I rolled over on the bed. “I can’t believe people are getting married and I can’t even tell my boyfriend how I feel.”

“Hello. I’m single. Oh, God, did you see that Tori from undergrad just posted two albums of her wedding? Go look at them.”

After dissecting the wedding of someone we never spoke to, I think we both felt better and like despicable human beings. “God, I miss you.”

“I miss you too. I wish you were here and we could make mudslides and hate watch reality TV and I could give you excellent tips on love confessions.”

I tugged the blanket up and rolled around a bit until I was securely snuggled beneath it. I eyed my book on the bed stand. “Maybe I should quote Yeats.”

“Is he romantic?”

“I’m not really sure. The intro said he was obsessed with some woman?”

“Like Heathcliff obsessed, or...”

I flipped the book open. “He proposed to her six times. At least he was poetic about the obsession.” I paused. “Wouldn’t it be nice if every time you got catcalled, it came out as a line of poetry? We should patent that.”

“No. Because that’s called magic, not science.”

“Right.” I took a deep breath. “Maybe I just won’t say anything.”

“For God’s sake. Just tell him after you have sex.”

I nodded slowly. “Okay. Okay, I can do that.”

“Wait, actually, if Yeats was a creeper that would be totally appropriate because you’re a creeper!”

“I’m hanging up now.”

* * *

Grace and Duncan, who had been displeased but not scared off the excavation when only articles appeared, soured as reporters badgered them with questions. When I joined them and Jeremy at breakfast the next morning, they were whispering furiously at each other across the table.

They looked up, disgruntled, as I sat, and Grace shook her head at me. I almost smiled brightly, but I was tired of fake smiles and talking just to fill silences. “Any new ideas of how we’re dealing with them?”

“I think we should just ignore it,” Duncan said.

Grace shook her head. “Maybe if we made it clear Ms. Sullivan wasn’t actually associated with the excavation.”

It took a moment for that to sink in. “You want—you want me to pretend I’m not a part of this? No!” I looked to Jeremy for help. “I was the one who picked this location out of all the possibilities, because my research said this was the most likely spot for a city. I found the money. I got the permission. I’m not going anywhere!”

“Natalie,” Jeremy said quietly.

I ignored him. “Why should I disassociate? Because it’d be easier for all of you? To just put all the blame on the supermodel’s flaky daughter.”

“Natalie.”

“I don’t want my reputation being dragged down on this,” Grace said coolly.

I looked at Jeremy. He wouldn’t return my gaze.

Because right now my rep could lower him, while Grace’s and Duncan’s could bring him higher up. “Jeremy, please. Let me talk to the press. I’ll give a little statement about how we’re still early in the dig and have no substantive conclusions right now, and I’ll add something boring about my mother and Mike to get them off my back.”

“They don’t want something boring.”

I started, and twisted around to see Mike, standing in his sweats and rumpled hair, watching us all with bright eyes.

“Oh?” Grace said. “Why do you say that?”

“I’m sure your feud is great and all. Very made-for-TV. But those aren’t your academic journalists out there. They want a splashy story for the tabloids or the cover of the sports section.”

“Tabloids,” Duncan groaned.

Jeremy leaned back in his chair. “You think they’re more interested in you than me and Ceile?”

Mike’s brows shot up and he smiled his you-poor-disbelieving-bastard smile. “I think it can’t hurt if Natalie and I give a little interview with some of the journalists I know.”

I waited until they’d all agreed, and then I went after Mike. “Why’d you offer that? I thought you were anti saving Jeremy’s rep.”

He brushed my hair back. “I don’t care about Jeremy. But I don’t want you sacrificing yourself and giving up the dig to save his reputation.”

I frowned. “Do you really think I would do that?”

“I don’t know. Would you? You’ve put people above finding Ivernis before. You put me above Kilkarten.”

I studied the planes of his face. How was it possible a person could be so familiar to me, that I could conjure his face down to the smallest detail even when he wasn’t nearby, and that when he was before me I never tired of looking? “You’re different.”

He slid his hands around my waist, under the hem of my shirt. They radiated heat. Mike radiated heat, like fire made human. “Am I?”

I brought my lips to his and tried to tell him in every way except verbally that I loved him.

* * *

None of the reporters followed us onto the fields, since Kilkarten was private property. Still, a hesitant unease hung over the crew as we shifted shovels of unremarkable earth. I called lunch early, and my unit trooped over to the others by the parking lot. We settled in the dirt with our bags and a round of Purelle. Some of the workers, like Anka Wójcik, lay down with their hats over their faces and catnapped during our forty-five minute break. These were usually the ones who worked here as their second job, or who came from farms farther away and had to wake earlier than the rest of us.

They probably weren’t worried about the lack of discovery, but more about having this income next summer.

“Who’s that?” Tim O’Brian, with the farm ten miles west, nodded his head toward the parking lot. “Never seen her before.”

Jack Kelleher spoke around his mouthful of banana. “She a friend of yours, Natalie?”

I looked up and realized they were asking me because the newcomer was accompanied by Mike, who helpfully offered his hand to help her over a bump.

We were outside. Of course there were bumps. Why the hell was she wearing heels?

From this distance, I couldn’t see her features, but I could see the way her long dark hair flowed over her shoulders, held back by a headband, and the way her coat cinched at the waist and then flared out in an appropriately whimsical manner.

I stood and made my way over, acutely aware of the dirt on my legs and my butt and my hair and my face. I was dirt all over; I breathed it, ate it, smelled it. I blew my nose and black mucus came out. “Hi.”

Mike gestured at the girl. “Hey, Nat. This is Jane Ellington.” To the girl, he said, “Natalie’s a grad student on the dig.”

She stuck out her hand and revealed gleaming white teeth. “Nice to meet you.”

I held my hands up, showing the dirt smeared to the edges by the cool sliding sanitizer. “Probably shouldn’t shake. You’re kind of far from home.”

“I’m the sports foreign correspondence for Sports Today.”

I blinked several times. Sports Today was one of the largest news sites. “Well, that is just fascinating.”

She smiled broadly. “Do you mind if I ask a couple of questions?”

I glanced at Mike, who had on his agreeable, easy-going face. I wanted to tell him to wipe it off and put on something that would indicate now was not the time. “Now’s not a good time.”

“Maybe over dinner?”

I sighed and rubbed my head, remembering only afterward that the combination of sunscreen and dirt meant I was now a muddy mess. Great. “I don’t know. It’s been a long day...”

“A day looking for the remains of Ivernis?”

My defensive bristles went up at the slightly amused lilt in her voice. But Mike had brought her here, which must mean he thought she was worth talking to. “Sure. Fine. Dinner.”

Mike smiled and led her away. I looked forlornly after them.

Lauren came up beside me, wearing a neat blouse and skirt. She clearly was only here to socialize. “Do we hate her?”

“What? No!”

Lauren shrugged. “I don’t know. Looks like someone we should hate.”

“Just because she’s pretty and successful is not a reason to hate someone. I mean, we’re pretty and successful.”

Lauren refocused on the girl. “I can hate her for you.”

“Lauren! I don’t want you to do that!”

Lauren raised her brow. “Do you think she would be down here if my brother wasn’t?”

I blinked, and looked back at the twittering girl, and Mike, laughing. I crossed my arms and tried not to frown. “Kilky is interesting in its own right.”

“Yeah, but that’s not what’s going to be selling papers back home.”

“Well. Hmph. We still can’t hate her for trying to do a good job.”

“Okay.” Lauren nodded sagely. “But if she goes after Paul when I’m not around, I want you to take her out.”

* * *

Mike raised his brows when I finished dressing for dinner. “You’re wearing a dress.”

I smoothed my hands over the black sheath. “It’s been known to happen.”

We headed downstairs, but he didn’t drop the subject. “Twice. Once for the month mind, once in Paris. And your hair’s up. You’re channeling Tamera.”

I let out an exasperated huff, even though that was exactly what I was doing. “You sound like Cam.”

He opened the door outside and we headed for the coastal path. “Well, there’s a reason one of us is your best friend and the other is your boyfriend. Play nice with Jane, okay? I had to pull some strings to get her here.”

I stopped walking until he took my hand and gently tugged me back into motion. “Mike! You didn’t have to do that!”

He shrugged. “She wasn’t that far. Just in London.”

I shook my head in disbelief. “I don’t even know what the point of this is. Why am I talking to her?”

“Because you always want the media on your side. And if you lay out all the details, Ivernis won’t seem so mysterious and people will stop being interested.”

I raised my brows at him. “Does that work?”

“We’re gonna find out.”

Jane looked up when we walked into the restaurant. We sat, and Jane smiled at me. “Now I can see it.”

“See what?”

“The resemblance.”

“What?”

“You’re Tamara Bucherov’s daughter, right?”

I slowly swiveled to look at Mike. He raised his brows and shook his head slowly.

I looked back to Jane. “Yes.”

“But you’ve never modeled or anything before?”

“No.”

“And how long have you two been dating?”

“I’m sorry. Is this an article on Ivernis, or Mike?”

She smiled brightly, teeth flashing like only American teeth did. “Both. It’s a human interest story.”

“Well.” I wanted to leave, but dinner hadn’t even arrived. “I don’t really want my personal life written about. I’d rather talk about Ivernis.”

Jane leaned forward. “Look. You have this academic character, this Dr. Ceile, who’s trying to discredit you because of your personal life, right? Because of your mom and your boyfriend.” She nodded at Mike. “And that’s offensive and ridiculous. If he discredits you, it should be because you’re searching for the Irish Atlantis.”

I raised a brow. Mike tapped his foot against mine under the table, a clear indication not to be a smart ass. I mostly resisted. “Sounds about right.”

“So my job is to make people like you. And if they think Mike’s in love with you, it will be easier for them to love you.”

That was kind of weird logic, but okay. Still—”If you’re a sports journalist, how is this going to help the archaeologists involved on the dig? Everyone’s going to expect you to be on Mike’s side, which is my side, which is not going to convince the academic community that we’re to be taken seriously.”

She leaned forward. “Because I plan to write the story for our sister site, which does mainstream news. And I plan to make sure people will pay attention. I’m not a hack, you know. I’m not doing this as a favor to Mike, I’m doing it because there’s a story here.”

My fingers knitted together. “There is?”

“You’re a woman passionate about her career, and you’re being mocked because it’s easy to make Ivernis sound ludicrous and you sound frivolous. Mike told me about all the work you did to get your grant and prove an Iron Age site existed here. I want to show the world you did that work.” She shrugged. “Also, it doesn’t hurt for the public interest that you ended up in a relationship with the Leopards’ running back.”