Текст книги "Arrival"

Автор книги: A.G. Wilde

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I don’t know what to expect, but the distinct feel of something hard and moist as it brushes over my inner lips has my mouth falling open as my eyes roll back a little.

It feels so good even though we haven’t even done anything yet.

Fer’ro groans, a rumble that vibrates through me, as his cock brushes over me again.

The tip comes to an apex, I can tell that just from the feel of it.

Maybe it’s not as big as he thinks—

With a deep thrum, Fer’ro finds my entrance and moves forward slowly.

His tip slides through my folds, piercing me as it makes way for the rest of him.

And I was wrong…

I was so fucking wrong.

I grip on to his neck, a cry leaving my lips as I feel the extent of his girth.

Thicker as it goes toward the base.

Way thicker.

There’s pain and he’s not even halfway in yet, but along with that pain there is so much pleasure.

The sensation is unbelievable.

I whimper his name as I hold on to him, my pussy clenching as it adjusts to this massive invasion, and it takes me a second to realize Fer’ro is not moving.

I glance up at him and in between the shocks of pleasure shooting from my center, I manage to process what I am seeing.

Fer’ro’s teeth are bared, his fangs visible and sharp in the dim light. His ridges are bunched up as he grits his teeth, and every muscle in his body is taut as he forces himself to hold still.

I don’t have to ask.

He’s doing this for me, so that he doesn’t hurt me.

But the last thing I want is for him to hold back.

This is…life.

I want to feel everything.

I want to experience it all.

I want to feel him.

Pulling myself upward, I whisper against his lips. “Fuck me, Fer’ro. Don’t hold back.”

A roar so loud it makes my ears ring fills the space as Fer’ro presses me into the wall behind me.

My lips fasten over his as he surges forward some more, filling me, stretching me as his cock invades me, sending rockets of pleasure from within.

Fer’ro pulls his hips back and with another growl, he surges forward again, filling me with one slow stroke.

Fuuuuck!

“Haaaaa…”

Fer’ro slides back slowly, and there’s another slow surge forward.

“Haaaa…”

And again.

And again.

Our bodies rock and surge against each other in unison and I find myself crying out his name against his lips.

It’s so wet. So fucking wet.

I can feel the mixture of our juices running down my thighs and I wonder if he’s cum.

But as he begins to pick up the pace, I know that can’t be possible.

My legs go weak and limp as Fer’ro takes us to the floor.

I’m on my back and he is above me, our bodies swaying as he fucks me slowly.

His gaze fastens on my breasts as they jerk with each thrust and his eyes become even more fiery, if that’s possible.

The moist sounds of our fucking is driving me on edge and my head tilts back as I give myself to him, my body jerking hard as he thrusts deep inside me.

I can’t see anything.

I don’t know if I’ve gone blind or if my eyes have rolled back completely in my head.

All I can do is feel…and when Fer’ro grasps my breast with one hand, right before his mouth closes over my nipple, all instinct, all senses, everything within me is lost.

I cry out as my body arches, a tidal wave rising and crashing within me.

The orgasm catches me off guard and my whole body jerks and shivers.

But Fer’ro doesn’t stop.

He is not done.

He growls against my breast as his thrusts pick up speed.

I’m being fucked out of my mind…

Now I get it.

Those women who I used to see do the walk of shame with their hair all messed up, their makeup history, and their clothes on backwards…this is what it feels like to be FUCKED.

“Fer’ro!” I scream as another orgasm crashes through me.

My pussy clenches around him and I hear him thrum hard.

And then he surges in me deep, pulling my hips toward him as he stiffens.

I only know he is coming because I can feel the pulses go through his cock from where we’re joined.

For a few moments, I am deleted from existence.

I am simply floating in an in-between as I stare up at the roof of Fer’ro’s quarters.

My vision is blurry but something blocks my view.

Him.

“Adee’ra,” he whispers, his voice still so coarse. “Adee’ra…”

Lava eyes search mine as I come back to reality.

He is backing away from me, his wide eyes on my body as he staggers backward.

My own eyes widen as I lean up on my elbows and my gaze falls to his crotch.

Fuck.

It’s bigger than I thought.

Big. Red. Veiny.

It has a thick dark line running down the underside of it and his spend is still dripping from his pointed tip.

I am shaken as I stare at it.

I can’t believe I just took all of that.

“Adee’ra…I am sorry.”

I blink at him, my gaze finally focusing on his face once more.

That’s not the sort of thing I expected to hear.

Sorry for what?

Sorry that he fucked me?

Disappointment starts to grow within me as my gaze meets his.

But he isn’t looking at me, per say. His eyes are moving over my body.

That’s when I finally look down at myself…and I pause.

My entire body is red, as if I had been rubbing myself against some hard carpet.

His ridges. The friction.

That’s what did this.

“Well, this is embarrassing.” I look like a tomato.

Not exactly what I’d call sexy.

I try to laugh it off with a low chuckle but Fer’ro is still staring at me as if he’d just committed some crime.

“It’s ok.” I rise into a sitting position fully. “It doesn’t hurt. You didn’t hurt me.”

He doesn’t look convinced in the least.

“It’s just how my skin is.”

“I was too rough.”

My gaze flicks back to his cock and I find myself staring again.

It jerks as I look at it and I find it hard to speak.

He wasn’t rough at all.

With that thing, he could have hurt me really, really bad.

“You didn’t hurt me. I enjoyed every second of it.”

I watch as his cock bends upward and slowly sinks back into that slit within his torso, still hard.

“Doesn’t that hurt?” I whisper.

Fer’ro is crawling back toward me now and his symbiotes are reappearing.

I kind of feel…bad about that.

Is he just going to leave now? Go back to his duties?

But instead, he picks me up from the floor and heads toward the bed.

“I should have taken you on the feathers,” he murmurs. “Vullan females prefer it that way.”

A spike of jealously shoots through me.

He sets me down before him and I suddenly feel naked and vulnerable.

Fer’ro sniffs.

“What is that scent? I do not like it.”

My eyes dart around. I don’t know what the hell he’s smelling now.

“You are…disappointed.”

My eyebrows lift. “You can smell my moods?”

His ears twitch a little. “Some.”

My eyes widen a little as I blink a few times.

Well, that explains their thing with sniffing so much.

“I have not pleased you,” he says and proceeds to open my legs once more, his head dipping towards me. I only manage to barely scramble away.

“No, trust me, I am well pleased.” I chuckle a little. And a little bit sore.

“Then…why are you disappointed?”

My mirth dries up as I sigh. “It’s just…it seems like you’re about to… leave.”

He rises and looks at me, his gaze studying me for a few moments.

“I have not fed you and you need medical attention for your skin. I was going to fetch both. I have no intention of ever leaving you.”

This time, I smile.

“I’m not hungry right now. I just…can you stay…here…with me?”

His nictitating membrane moves over his eyes as he blinks and I think he is about to say no.

Fuck.

If he turns me down right now, I don’t know how I could face him confidently again.

But without a word, Fer’ro moves onto the bed with me.

He takes me into his arms and pulls me against his chest.

His symbiotes disappear too and once again, we are naked together.

Silence envelops us and I allow myself to relax against him.

“This is the first time…” His words are low…mumbled against my hair.

“The first time what?”

“I have ever done this.”

“What? cuddled after?”

He takes a moment to think on this. “Yes. Female Vullan usually do not want such closeness afterward.”

“Hmm,” I mumble. Another spike of jealousy shoots through me and I realize…I don’t want to see Fer’ro with someone else. Ever.

I think on this as I settle back against him.

He’s comfortable. Warm.

I find myself drifting off.

“But…maybe it is different with you,” he whispers.

“Hmm? Why’s that?”

Fer’ro buries his nose against my neck and inhales deeply. “Because you are mine. My mate.”

My eyes open as I stare ahead but instead of panic, a comforting feeling fills my belly.

“Your mate?”

Fer’ro growls a little and brings me tighter against him. “Yes. Mine. Forever. Always. From this moment.”

A smile spreads my lips as a flutter goes through my belly.

I want to say something, but nothing seems to fill my tongue.

So I close my mouth and I bask in the feeling Fer’ro sends through me.

If I had to choose someone to spend the end of the world with, I couldn’t choose anyone better.

No one can replace the alien at my side.

The Vullan that has somehow made a place in my heart without me realizing.

I am his.

And he is mine.

Chapter Thirty-Four

FER’RO

For several clicks, I hold Adee’ra.

Still, she is fast asleep.

Even when I move, rustling the feathers beneath us, she does not wake.

It is concerning, this total lack of awareness while she is at her most vulnerable, but I treasure the moment.

She wants me to be here.

So I stay, even though there is no hope for me to also rest.

The feathers are far too soft for sleeping and even though the light is dim, I cannot sleep in it.

So…I hold her.

I cradle her soft body against mine and reflect on the past few clicks.

Her scent has changed. It is now a blend of my scent, mixed with hers.

Between her legs, my spend still lingers, coating her inner thighs.

She surprised me…

I did not expect her to want to take me—had decided I would hold back because it was a surety that she wouldn’t.

But…she did.

Memory of the tight heat of her suu’ci makes me groan and my sazi throbs again.

Tipping my nose to her head, I inhale deeply.

My Adee’ra.

I came across the stars, seeking revenge, seeking to change the inevitable and through all that time, not once had I thought I would find…you.

She moans in my arms and turns to face me. I expect her eyes to open but the only thing open is her mouth.

A soft grating sound comes from her throat and my ears twitch as I listen.

She is still fast asleep.

How can something so vulnerable rest so unaware and so loudly?

I move my hands across her back, pulling her closer, and I can feel the column of symbiotes resting there.

She is even controlling them while she rests.

I do not believe she realizes just how integrated with her they have become…

She’s not so vulnerable anymore.

The ba’clan pulse against my hand and I feel the connection I once had with them.

“You knew this would happen, didn’t you?”

They pulse again.

I know they did.

“—ro?”

Adee’ra’s brow crinkles and so does her nose as her eyes squeeze tight.

She stretches a little and then as suddenly as she spoke, she bolts upright.

“I fell asleep.”

My gaze moves over her.

Her hairs are pointing every which way and there is a line of fluid that leaked from her mouth. It runs toward her chin and she wipes it away with the back of her hand.

I stare at her, transfixed.

She is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen across the stars.

“Shit.” She runs a hand through her hair. “We should go. The others must be so worried.”

Her gaze moves down me, hesitating for a second at where my sazi hides, and her cheeks warm.

My sazi throbs again, enjoying the attention, and I have to force my thoughts away from it.

Adee’ra would not be ready again so soon.

But that sweet spicy scent is growing around us and my ears perk at attention.

Adee’ra pulls her gaze back up to my face and then she leans forward.

We’re so close now, her breaths brush against my skin.

When she leans lower this time, I am not surprised when her lips brush against mine.

I am hungry for her and I thrum immediately.

Laying with her in my arms had been the sweetest torture. I had been aching, and now, here she is.

She moans against me as I rub the tip of my tongue against hers and then she is pulling away far too quickly.

I don’t let her.

I move with her until she is falling backward.

Her head hits the soft feathers and I am over her once more.

Adee’ra shudders a little, her gaze moving up my torso and higher. That sweet spicy scent of hers fills the air.

But…she can’t be ready to take me again so soon…can she?

I open my nostrils and pull in as much air as I can, filling my chest with her scent.

I’ve never smelled something more intoxicating.

“Fer’ro,” she whispers my name so softly, it tickles my ears. “Do the Vullan mate for life?”

“We used to.” The words come out as a growl as I try to control the insistent thrum of my sazi.

It wants to bury itself inside this soft being beneath me. Memory of how good she feels is still far too fresh.

“Used to? So you don’t anymore?”

I force myself to focus on her words. To not open her legs and bury some part of myself inside her.

My fangs drip. I want to taste her.

“There hasn’t been a soul-tie in many, many moons.” I bring my head down and brush my nose against the side of her face. “Until now.” Her skin isn’t as red as it was earlier but I’m still careful not to irritate her more.

“What do you mean, until now?”

I pause a little and close my eyes, relishing in the feel of my female beneath me.

If she decides to run away now…life will have no meaning.

But I have to tell her the truth.

Maybe, she feels it too.

“Until you,” I whisper.

For a few long moments, Adee’ra doesn’t speak, and then, her small arms are stretching across my back, pulling me closer.

I did not know every muscle in my being was frozen until I melt into her at that moment.

“So that’s what He’rox meant,” she whispers. “The ba’clan…”

I ease up and look down at her, searching those strange white and brown eyes of hers.

“I figured something was strange. Sam and Mina didn’t get any ba’clan…only I did, and…”

I wait for her to continue, my blood organ constricting in my chest.

“And I think I know why.”

Adee’ra’s hand caresses my cheek as her other hand slides down my torso toward my fold.

Her finger slips over the opening and I groan.

A shudder goes through me.

“I can feel you,” she says. “It’s like I can feel how horny you are for me right now.” Her cheeks get rosy and she darts her eyes away as her hand stills against me. “I can feel other things too.” She glances at me. “I can’t explain it.”

“It’s the ba’clan,” I manage to rasp. “They are a part of you now, as they are a part of me.”

“Does that mean…” She glances at me again before looking away. “Is that why you said I was yours?”

I growl a little and her gaze finally snaps back to mine.

“Even without the ba’clan, you would be mine. I cannot bear the thought of you with another.”

My womb mate, Ga’Var jumps to my mind, and I growl again but my mind is quickly taken away from jealous anger when I feel Adee’ra’s soft hand cup right over my sazi.

I inhale deeply as my sazi throbs against her hand.

“You’re hard,” she whispers and that sweet, spicy scent intensifies, filling the room.

“I always am,” I growl. “I am here whenever you want me. Whenever you need me.”

My sazi throbs again as her hand moves over it, threatening to extrude.

“And if I want you now?”

I’m unable to give her warning as my sazi extrudes right into her palm.

There’s a gasp from Adee’ra as her eyes widen, but then her lids lower and she takes her bottom lip into her mouth.

She shuffles underneath me, spreading her legs open and I stare at her in wonder.

But…I cannot move.

There is nothing I want more than to surge deep inside her right now, and my sazi throbs insistently, jerking against her hand, pre-spill forming at its tip.

I want to taste her with my tongue, to inhale her intoxicating scent, to make her ready for me, but Adee’ra releases my jaw and grasps my sazi with both hands.

Words vacate my mind, thoughts disappear, and a deep thrum fills me as she moves both hands down my length.

“Fuck,” she mutters.

Translation: rek.

Fuh’k indeed.

I want to fuh’k her.

I want to fuh’k her so bad.

“I’m sorry,” she says, and I’m swiftly taken away from my trance.

She is apologizing.

I force myself to still, the muscles in my arms bunching on either sides of her as I resist the urges building within me.

I can stop now.

It will be hard, but I can pull away.

“I can’t wait,” she whispers as she brings my sazi toward her sweet entrance.

A strangled groan escapes me as she rubs my tip against her folds.

So. Soft.

Her mouth opens with a moan and I grit my teeth, my lips pulling back as my fangs bare above her.

Adee’ra looks up. There is no fear in her eyes.

She wants me, and she guides me over her softness, her juices coating my tip.

It is a fight for me to remain still, to not take control, but I do not want to trade the beauty I am seeing before me for anything else.

Adee’ra’s face constricts as my tip rubs over that small nub in her center—the one that made her cry out on my tongue.

She massages that spot for a few moments, her breaths coming hard with each pass.

“Haa…”

I am transfixed.

My sazi throbs and Adee’ra moans louder as she guides me lower.

I feel the heat of her entrance a second before my tip sinks inside her warmth.

Exploding stars…

I can no longer keep still.

I grab her arms and lift them, pinning them above her head as I ease forward.

She’s tight.

So unbelievably tight and spend seeps from me deep inside her.

The more of me that she takes, the wider her mouth opens till I can see her little pink tongue.

I dip my mouth to hers, tasting it as my length slides deep into her wetness.

A thrum barrels through me, riding on top of a moan of my own as I pull back and slowly move forward again.

I can feel her resistance around my sazi, know I cannot go as fast as I want to, but the sweet torture is worth it.

The look on Adee’ra’s face is enough to make more spill seep from my tip.

Adee’ra whispers something I do not hear over the wild beating of my blood organ within my ears.

“Say it again, my little bird.”

Her eyelids flutter at the moniker and I’m reminded of that day I saw the small flying creature. The day Adee’ra was hunting for sea creatures.

I remember the look on her face when she saw it, remember how it sounds just like her when she speaks.

I plunge deeper within her and groan as her suu’ci quivers around me.

“I said,” she pants, “I’m yours, Fer’ro.” Her eyes open and meet mine. Lids low, she looks at me. And I am bare. It is as if she can see me now.

I do not know when that changed.

When she stopped looking at me with fear in her eyes to look at me like she is looking at me now.

“I’m yours,” she repeats, and her words ignite something in me that is like a raging fire.

I surge forward and Adee’ra cries out as she grips me.

Her suu’ci clamps down on my length, pulling me deeper.

“You are mine,” I growl, as I pull back and thrust deeper, and when Adee’ra grips my hips, wrapping her legs around me, I know it is the end.

I burst within her, my hips thrusting forward with the torrent of my spend.

A deep roar comes from my throat, filling the room, and I am sure any passing Vullan now knows what I have just done.

My body shudders as I finally release her, easing up as I crawl down her soft body.

“What are you doing?” Her words come out on panted breaths and she lifts her head to look at me before it falls back on the feathers.

But I don’t need to speak. She only has to feel.

My tongue brushes over the nub hidden in her soft folds and Adee’ra jerks.

I rumble in pleasure as my mouth closes over her and she whimpers above me.

I will not stop until she begs me to.

Chapter Thirty-Five

FER’RO

This is what bliss feels like.

There’s a glow on my face, the taste of my female on my tongue, and her soft body in my arms.

I made her cry out on my tongue many times, until she could not take it anymore, and nothing fills me with more joy than her sated body and the look of happiness on her face.

There’s a glow over her too. A warmth that hadn’t been there the first time I saw her.

I like it.

I take pleasure in her contentment.

“This is nice,” she whispers as she turns in my arms to face me. She runs a hand down my chest before her gaze wanders behind me.

I turn to look at what she’s focused on, but there is nothing there.

“I can almost forget bad things are happening out there when I’m with you.”

Time passes as we lie like this, our blood organs beating in tune with each other.

She breathes twice as quickly as I do, and I find myself enjoying the rise and fall of her chest.

I’m counting her one hundred-twentieth breath when she tilts her head and looks up at me.

She holds my gaze, saying nothing and I do not push her.

I believe she is not going to say anything.

That is, until water fills her eyes. She promptly blinks it away.

“You have a plan, don’t you,” she whispers. “You have a plan to take down the Gryken.”

The worry in her gaze has a scent similar to her fear.

I have the urge to dispel it.

“Yes.”

Adee’ra jerks her head downward a few times then.

“We should go eat and see if we can put that plan of yours into motion.”

Yes.

She is right.

I am sure my brethren are waiting to see where we stand.

And though I do not want to leave my quarters just yet, the faster we get rid of the Gryken scum, the sooner I can get more days like this with Adee’ra.

“Let’s go,” she whispers, her symbiotes creeping over her skin.

She begins to ease off me but I stop her.

“You can rest here. I will bring you sustenance.”

She licks her lips and sits upright. “I know you’re just trying to keep me in here, aren’t you?”

I look at her, dumbfounded.

“You’re going to feed me then leave again to go look at that monster we captured then make plans with your team, aren’t you?”

She is right.

“I want to see it.”

My eyes close as soon as the words leave her lips.

The Gryken is contained in a special tank. It cannot harm us.

It cannot harm her, but even having Adee’ra in the same room as it makes me uneasy.

I remember seeing its grasp on her in that Scrit.

I remember the utter terror I felt for her in that moment.

When my gaze raises to hers though, the ultimate determination in her eyes tells me this is something she needs to do.

“I want to be a part of this.” She reaches forward and runs a finger down my leg.

My sazi throbs immediately but I push it from my mind.

“You put your life at risk and I almost lost you. I disagree.”

A huff of air makes her shoulders rise and fall. “I know…but…I just can’t sit by.” She shakes her head and runs a hand through her hair. “I just can’t.”

For a few moments, she says nothing.

“Let me see it,” she says. “I don’t think I can ever do what I did again, but I’m going to help you fight for us.” Her gaze meets mine. “For our future.”

I get the sense she is also referring to our future—mine and hers together.

I study her for a few moments.

I know I can never deny her wishes.

“I’ll take you to it.”